I Cannot Find A GODDAMN SCALE And I'm About To Cry About It Like The Big Baby I Am.

So it's like five in the morning where I am. I haven't slept at all. I cannot tell who's fronting. Sure as hell can't tell when anyone ate last.

BUT ANYWAY

I (whoever) thought of something that made me giggle for a good few minutes. So the system got stuck with an Alastor fictive like forever ago when Hazbin first got popular. And at the moment, the body has dyed red hair that's shaved on one side. Nobody has any sort of fashion sense, so Al's voice and mannerisms coming out of this dumpster fire of a human being is for some reason HILARIOUS to me. He tries so hard to be serious and just cannot. (He doesn't front much anyway so-)

Who's gonna tell Harley LMAO

i don’t care if it’s fake this is literally a top ten batman twitter moment for me

Not me having such bad cramps that I wish myself dead right then and there haha lol

God being AFAB sucks ass.

GOING TO A MENTAL WARD BESTIESSS

pure excuse to starve myself I swear. they don't check for anything in there. (especially in my state.)

I can't see messages or comments on my posts. Tumblr wth T^T

Is this because I got terminated before or what-

This is how we ended up with Revi, Glatt, and Karl all within a week

wdym? of course i’m fine.

*splits*

FUck everything

(Context: Depression episode be hitting hard.)

*slams the reblog button* This should be heard by more peeps.

Shoutout to exclusively non-possession switching systems, or almost all non-possession switchers, we aren't really represented as most media centers on those who have black-outs when they switch, and I want you to know that your system is real and that you do switch, even if you might not notice it.

I have this, and because of it, I'm unaware if I experience dissociative amnesia and I currently use the term OSDD-1b to best accurately describe my experience.

So, shoutout to us,

those who don't know who's fronting if alters are covert

those who may go days without noticing a switch

those who wake up, feeling confused or dissociated thinking about the day previous

who may have many different types of dreams where it feels like other alters are dreaming

who often has a constant stream of consciousness, and may be unaware of things going on in the innerworld

those who feel alienated from other systems who experience possession type switches, and may have grown up struggling to understand if they are a system or not

whose mind often is very blurry, and struggles to properly communicate

and those who may want to forget and be like other systems that do, but end up feeling like it's all in their head, and sometimes, you do forget, but it's not immediate and it's overtime.

And even if you don't relate to everything I've said or even if you do, then you can share reblogs of your experiences as systems without posession type switches.

I'd like to hear, because we deserve as much representation and awareness as those with possession type.

Who summoned me-

Intrulogical stans pss pss pss 👁👁

♡reblogs are very appreciated♡

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