I Do Enjoy My Silly Screamings Into The Void

he's trying to repress his feelings for his battle brothers

Source @Baalbuddy

the problem with this is that i have issues, mainly with alcohol, that really do not help in these scenarios. so it's either i go sober for a month or two and work on myself, or i get drunk about it. i know what's easier (and more fun) but i did that the last couple of times, and it's not great.

so i guess i'm in a love triangle? gonna kms, will probably rb with elaboration later

im tired boss.

i love the idea that in the song Hotel California by the Eagles, the speaker only realises how horrible staying in the eponymous Hotel California actually is when they realise that there is no wine.

me when the

literally this:

please follow my band @deafracoons on this accursed app. all ye who see this are compelled.

we're like if queens of the stone age had a shit singer

I rewatched hbomberguys anti vaxx video recently and it’s insane how closely parent hysteria over autism mirrors hysteria over “rapid onset gender dysphoria.” in both contexts the emphasis is on the parents watching their children for signs of deviation from normative expectations - the assumption is that children have no interiority of their own, no ability to assert their own identities, and any evidence of their individual personhood (such as being neurodivergent or transgender) is only “real” once parents take notice. the concept of “rapid onset gender dysphoria” assumes this position - it’s only “rapid” to the parents, who either uncover evidence of their kid being trans without the child’s consent (such as scrolling through their phone or going through their things) or when their child discloses their identity to the parents (which generally means they’ve been thinking about it for a while and have been keeping it secret until they felt it appropriate to tell their parents). By the same token, “evidence of autism” is assumed to be sudden, a singular event where children progress from not autistic -> suddenly autistic, only becoming real once the parents finally notice. it’s like all children exist in a quantum state where their only “real” identities are the ones observed and reported by parents - the traits of children are only ever legitimate if a parent says so. In both cases there is an intense fixation on rooting out “aberrant” qualities, and in both cases these qualities are highly pathologised, conferring onto parents the authority of medical institutions to further restrict and control the behaviour of their children. Such conceptions of neurodivergence and gender are predicated on kids being the full property of their parents, who simply monitor and manage their various “conditions,” always vigilant for signs that their child is degenerate, mentally ill, or dysfunctional in some way

i am edging out a psychotic break. too many things happened. i must scream.

cigarettes make you look sick as fuck thats a selling point

whats your opinion on smoking

I think it's hilarious, especially cigarettes. I love how "stick that makes you die faster" is LITERALLY it's only selling point.