Latest Posts by aethererebus - Page 8

Kissing her on the forehead before she falls asleep in my arms.

my favorite forms of love is being loved without feeling like i’m begging for it.

I FUCKING LOVE MY PARTNERS!!! SO MUCH!!! RRAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

I LOVE MY WIFE AND MY WIFE AND MY HUSBAND AND MY HUSBAND AND MY HUSBAND AND MY HUSBAND AND HUSBAND AND MY HUSBAND AND MY HUSBAND AND MY SPOUSE!!! SO FUCKING MUCH!!!! IM SO IN LOVE WITH THEM ALL IT HURTS!!! AAAAAA

I’ve been engaging in behaviours not beneficial to my wellbeing

*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

they call me the complainer. because I complain too much.

sorry for being cute and earnest and silly I’ll try harder to be more nonchalant and unbothered and mysterious

i dont know how to ask for help without feeling like a burden

mp3 to powder converter im gonna need to snort the song

they call it jumpy i call it insane reflexes always ready for an attack

I just wanna rot away and dissolve into nothing.

nooo brain ahah don't pay attention to that random wave of sadness please

i could add a few more stages to grief if they let me

I just don’t caaaarreee. I don’t care. But I care a lot though I care SO much. But also I just don’t care at all and never have. But also I do and always will. Hope that helps

i just wish it was easier. like. in general

starting tomorrow i will be super normal fun kind sexy and functioning

anyone else 1 situation away from losing their mind

missing someone is crazy because you’ll have dreams that r like “we went on a nice walk together :)” and you’ll wake up feeling like you’re gonna throw up

[remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] YOU should kill yourself

I'm so replaceable

"You need to relax"

Best I can do is dissociate

My bpd symptoms aren't that bad if I don't care about anything, or let anyone get close to me, or leave my house or

bpd culture is feeling a little bit unwanted and immediately shutting down and isolating from everyone even though you know all it does is make things even worse

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

mreow. meow. hey. mreow. hey. hey. mmeow. hey. dude fucking look at me. hey. mmmeow

they should invent a good warm that doesn’t quickly turn into bad warm

*my hands are braced against the side of a building as I'm getting patted down by cops* Oh that? That's my pocket paprika. For my emergency hard-boiled egg. You know, an emergency hard-boiled egg? It's like Paddington's marmalade sandwich except it's an egg. It's in the other pock--yeah, there it is.

in 2025 can we go back to consuming media slower? no more "sorry I'm late to this" two weeks after a game or show comes out, no more "late to this trend" about art memes or prompt fills a couple days later

not everyone has access/time/energy to drop everything and binge/draw/etc the moment a new media property comes out

slow down, let yourself enjoy the media and explore the narratives, quit putting pressure on each other to produce so much work, HAVE FUN

and while we're at it, let the artists and writers and gif makers and everyone else involved with fan content know that you appreciate them. leave a comment on that fic, squawk in the tags, send a (nice) anon

just, let's get back to playing in fandom again, yeah?

Hating myself is really easy so I won’t blame you for hating me too

do I really need to destroy myself in order to get affection?