I Ain’t Deep In This Year Yet And Now I Wanted To Be Asked For Once If I’m Okay And Being Told That

I guess, if you ever ask me if I still love you. I’d say, I do. I love you. I still do. There are times that I still think of you, and I hope you do, too. But, I’ve forgotten more than I could actually remember.

So, I guess, if you ever ask me if I still love you. I’d say, I do. My love for you will always be somewhere. It stays wherever you chose to leave me, wherever I chose to leave it. And, it’s here. Never moving. Never growing. It stays wherever I want. It stays behind.

Oh

i am in love with you. or i think i am. is that what this is, when everything feels better after seeing you. when im lighter around you. when the world slows down. i’m braver around you. wild and still more level. like everything is more beautiful when i show it to you.

Anguish cry and silent sobs,

With a heavy chest,

And I silently pray.

Are You gonna take me away?

And I say,

Please not today.

I’m not okay.

But I’m here to stay.

Wrote this in seconds for the worst breakdowns I had this weekend. I’m not getting any better. I’m sure of that. It’s hard to stay on both feet when I don’t even know where this is all coming from. So please, if you know someone with struggles. Don’t invalidate them with mocks and taunts. You help in any way you can. We’d appreciate that.

After all these years,

I still yearn for you.

And after all these years,

Hope you brought a part of me

Even at the end of our story.

Whole world out there, but still I want one with you in it

1. Hello. 2. I miss you. 3. Can we talk? 4. I hope I’m not annoying you. 5. I want to see you. 6. Please tell me you’re doing fine. 7. I’m worried about you. 8. Let’s listen to our favorite song. 9. Do not let other people bring you down. 10. I hope you’re truly happy. 11. I love you. I really do. We started from 1 and I felt 11. Sometimes we do 8 with comforting silence. You used to remind me about 9. And I will always be grateful about everything we’ve had. Wherever you are, and whoever you’re with, please always remember 2, and 10.

ma.c.a // 4 but 7,3,5 and 6 : An Indirect Message From Me (via vomitingwords)

I hope emotional and mental stability finds you in 2018

I hope love finds you in 2018

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