I Am Begining To Realize, Once Again, That I Probably Dont Matter To The One I Love. That Hes Probably
I am begining to realize, once again, that i probably dont matter to the one i love. That hes probably just using me, saying that he loves me because my house is the safe place. I dont want it to be true, but he wont really talk to me when hes not here. I just want to be loved without having to work so god damn hard for it.
Im missing you so much right now. I want you to be here with me. I want to be in your arms for the rest of our lives because that is how i actually feel. I'm starting to, once again, imagine my wedding. I haven't done this in years because i didnt think id make it to 18. But here i am, thinking i wont make it to 20 anymore and being absolutly in love with your smile, your laugh, your dumb little quirks that you have, and the way you make me feel.
I just dont know if i am good enough for the love you say you have for me.
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Im sitting outside, alone. All i have are my thoughts, but they arent very nice. I hope that the boy in my house would come out and talk, but I know he wouldn't want to talk to me. Who does? All i am is a horrible person and i don't deserve anything.
He just wants to be friends. Thats okay. Not like i loved you anything HAHA. After all we did too? Damn. I might cut too deep tonight.
My communist girlfriend is a real psycho….
How in the world did I miss all the red flags?
He doesn't care about my feelings at all. He still texts his ex when hes in front of me but he wont text me in front of his ex. Now, who do you think he actually loves? Me or her? I fucking hate my life. I wish i died when i tried to kill myself in sophomore year. I hate all of this
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He said he loved me during the night. I said are you sure. He said yes.
I dont know how to deal with it. I'm afraid that I love him too.
I talked to him about it. He said that the reason why he doesnt ext me when they're hanging out is because she'll get mad and start something. Okay hold up. First off, she's an ex for a reason. Secondly, do you not think I'll get a little pissed off if you're talking to her in front of me? Cause oh boy you got that wrong. I dont want to control who he talks to because it is his life, but I just don't want them getting back together.
He told me because she's slowly changing that there might be a chance with them. I brought it up later that day and he said that there would be no chance because he loves me. What the fuck. Make up your mind now. I don't want to feel used. I don't want to feel like a whore. I don't want to feel like I'm just trash.
I wish he would stumble upon this one day and realises it's me typing. Maybe he'd be able to understand what goes through my head.
He doesn’t care about my feelings at all. He still texts his ex when hes in front of me but he wont text me in front of his ex. Now, who do you think he actually loves? Me or her? I fucking hate my life. I wish i died when i tried to kill myself in sophomore year. I hate all of this
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