JANIS IMI-IKE X FEM READER
Part one part two
Warnings - smoking, alcohol, drugs, swearing, cheating, mentions of anxiety.
The POV switches between reader and Janis (I use â when I change the POV)
there will be more parts to this, make sure to reblog and comment and I will get the next few parts up as soon as I can, happy reading lovelies đ«¶đŒ
âand where have you been?â My best friend Tess says while she sits on my bed, cross legged, her gym clothes still on. She smirks at me before throwing my pillow at me face, earning a groan from me. âTee I feel like shit, no abusing ur token gay today pleaseâ I look over at her before falling next to her on my bed face first. âWhatâs wrong? Did Bea or Jason approach you again? Look when I come back to school tomorrow Iâll stick by your side to make sure they piss off yeah?â She states proudly.
Tess has been my best friend since middle school, we canât actually remember how we became friends but our closest guess would be that we got sat together in some class, the rest is history. She got put into a different high school freshman year, however she is being transferred to Evanston for the rest of high school.
I lift up my head and smirk âoh yes my princess in shining armour please save me from this distressing part of my lifeâ I say dramatically, rolling over to face her fully. She smiles back, shoving my shoulder a little laughing, her face lights up and she scoots forward a little âoh before I forget, this girl in my bookclub called Cady said we can sit with her and her friends at school, sheâs really nice, and her friends sound amazingâ she says while grabbing her tote bag off of the floor and pulling a book out, swatting me on the head with it ânow read and we shall watch a movie of your choosing laterâ she hands me my book off of my cabinet.
ââ-
Cady walks into my basement where me and Damien are already sat down gossiping about todays events âhey guys where did you two disappear to earlier?â She says while plopping her backpack down and sitting on one of the beanbags. I look over to Damien begging him to not say anything, but letâs be real itâs Damien. âDamage control, little miss lover girl may or may not have overdosed a littleâ he says, earning a slap on the arm from me âfor oneâ I look over to Cady pointing âshe didnât overdose, two she got spiked, three donât call it damage control, im really worried about herâ I say with a sad smile. Cadys phone pings a few times earning an âoooâ from Damien, she picks it up and smiles âoh itâs my friend Tess, sheâs just transferred to Evanston, I invited her to sit with us if thatâs cool?â She says vibrating with excitement.
Great another new friend. Actually this might take my mind off of y/n, seeming though she hasnât stopped ringing through my mind since that one gig.
â-
âY/n/n. Wake upppppâ I am shook awake by Tess, âcmon we fell asleepâ she says, my body jolts up, how did we fall asleep? What time is it? I look over at my alarmclock, itâs only 6am. Thankgod.
I roll over to face her and she smirks âhey do you have any clothes I can steal?â She laughs before getting up out of the bed and grabbing me by the ankle and pulling me with her to my closet. âUgh fuck you and your strong rugby armsâ I curse her out half asleep as im being dragged across my room.
I sit up and she is raiding my closet. Groaning I lay back down on the floor, she walks back to my bed, clothes in hand then back to my closet. I start laughing âyouâre in the closetâ I say squinting up at her with a smirk. She kicks my shoulder and throws some clothes on my head âcmon goofy, get your emo ass dressedâ I stand up and we get changed.
Upon entering the school, Tessa is stared at by every man we walk by, we attend classes together, I thank every god in the sky that me and her have all of our classes together. The day is going smooth until third period art, we walk into the room, she is told to sit in front of me, thatâs when Janis strides into the room, immediately noticing the blonde and freezing up.
The story is, Tess is Regina Georges cousin, she attended the same middle school, was indeed apart of the plastics. However Tess had no part of the downfall of Janis.
Tess turns around to me âis that?â She asks leaving the question open. âMhmâ I groan back to her. âAs in your longtime crush Janis?â She mocks me, with a sweet smirk. I throw a pencil at her as Janis walks by, sits down next to us. âHey Janis, y/n here has told me so much about youâ she continues, making me regret being born. The class goes by, I end up drawing sketches of people in the class, while my dearest best friend talks to Janis, telling her embarrassing stories.
ââ
Walking into that art classroom was my worst mistake of the day so far. As soon as I walked through that door, I saw her. Tessa George, or as she goes by now Tess. You see the problem with Tess is that she is one of the kindest souls to walk the streets of suburban Illinois, however she is regrettably related to the one and only Regina George. In middle school, Tess was there for me when we were both plastic but when Regina ruined my life she was out of town and didnât find out till I was long gone and expelled.
âHeyy Janis, y/n has told me so much about youâ she says happily, meanwhile y/n groans a little and puts her face in her hands before slowly putting her head on her desk while Tess continues to talk about y/n, spilling secrets and telling stories. âOh and then there was the time she tried to fight a man a foot taller than her when she was drunkâ the blonde continues her rant. My eyes flicker from y/n to Tess, I never knew y/n was even friends with Tess, never mind best friends. Tess sounds really good for y/n. The bell chimes to indicate lunch has started, Tess grabs her phone and squeals causing y/n to roll her eyes, I try to ignore them, I start to pack up, grabbing my bag âCady said meet her outside, she canât wait to meet youâ Tess said, grabbing y/nâs arm and dragging her out of the classroom. So Tess is cadys mysterious friend.
âŠ
I walk to outside and find Damien, we end up sitting under our tree, I pull out my cross stitch and start sewing the rest of the eye I have been working on for this art contest. I hear leaves crunching and look up to see Cady, Tess and y/n walking over. âOh my god, is that Tessa?â Damien starts to freak out. âY/ns best friend Tess, Reginaâs goddam cousin Tess?!â He exaggerates but shuts up just before they reach us. They all say hi and sit down. Y/n sits next to me, Tess and Cady sit on the other side of Damien.
âSo Cady tell us about this Aaron dude you cannot shut up aboutâ Tess says while nudging Cady. to this all of us snapped our heads toward her âSamuelâs Aaron Samuelâs?â Damien asks âoh no Cady noâ I continue âare you unwell?â Damien leans forward. âWait you like my brother?â Y/n speaks up making everyone stay quiet, I look over and she shakes her head âCady in the nicest way possible be careful, things with him and Regina ended horribly, and I donât want him to be hurtâ she says protectively âwell things ended horribly with you and Bea but I donât see Aaron sticking up for youâ Cady bites back. A few seconds go by in silence before y/n stands up âsorry I have to go grab my charger from the art classroomâ she says, Damien and his quick thinking blurts out âJanis can go with you, she left her needles thereâ which makes me look over and mouth âwhat?â To him.
Y/n starts to walk away not waiting for me, which would be my que to get up and follow her, I stumble up and run after her. We end up in the art classroom, she grabs her charger and turns to leave but I grab her arm. âWha..â she starts to say âwhatâs going on with you?â I cut her off, she looks at me as if sheâs trying to analyse me to see if she can trust me. âNothing in fineâ she shrugs âno no your not now tell me what the fuck is going onâ I push further, walking to the door and locking it. I walk back to her and hug her. She stumbles back a little but regardless her arms wrap around my waist. âSorryâ she mumbles into my shoulder âmaybe letâs try explaining our actions instead of apologising for themâ I say while rubbing her back. âJason got his friends and beat me up, I rely on drugs to cope, my brother is in love with the queen bee of the school. Everything hurts janâ she says while tears stream down her face. I pull away from the hug and wipe her eyes. âOkay so we keep you away from Jason, we find better ways to deal with pain and we ignore the fact Regina exists mh?â I push some hair out of her eyes. She stares up at me before stepping forward a little, wrapping her arms around my neck and pulling our faces together, she pulls me into a kiss. My fingers graze her hips and I use the loops of her belt to pull her closer to me. She starts to pull away to say something âthis isnât going to be awkward later right?â She questions, âno..I really donât think soâ I say pulling her in again, deepening the kiss.
ââ
(With Damien and the girls)
âSo shall we talk about the elephant in the room?â Damien says as Janis and y/n walk away.
âWhat the fact that those two would make an adorable yet scary power couple?â Tess quips back to the boy, in return he clicks his fingers and points at her âtruthâ he says smirking.
âSo how do we get them together because I know Janis is as stubborn as they come and y/n well y/n is just y/nâ Damien laughs.
đ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒ
Heyyy my gayssss, I hope you liked this chapter, it is a bit happier than the last one. The next chapter should be up in a few days, thankyou for reading.
JANIS IMI-IKE X FEM READER
part one
Warnings - smoking, alcohol, drugs, swearing, cheating, mentions of anxiety.
The POV switches between reader and Janis (I use â when I change the POV)
there will be more parts to this, make sure to reblog and comment and I will get the next few parts up as soon as I can, happy reading lovelies đ«¶đŒ
6 days before the start of junior year
I wake up with a pounding in my head. Still in the same clothes from the previous night. Wait last night. Where is she? I get up to see Damien and Cady are gone too, she must be with them, I get myself together, feeling something on my wrist, it takes my eyes a second to focus on what it says âanyone but youâ the small beaded bracelet reads, Anyone but you is a song she made as a way to say fuck you to all the homophobic boys at school who hit on her. Chuckling, my eyes land on a small piece of paper on the sofa I just laid on.
I pick it up and read the small handwriting. Itâs a number. Her number. God sheâs confusing.
âŠ
She wasnât upstairs with Damien or Cady, they told me that she wasnât there when they woke up either.
And I didnât see her for the rest of the week. That was until the first day of junior year. There she was stood with some random burnouts. The same people sheâs hung out with since middle school when they were all âgifted studentsâ however she is still that gifted little girl she was all those years ago. I only saw glimpses of her that morning, most of the time she had her back to me.
â
I felt so shitty for leaving that morning. Ever since I hid myself away from everyone, from Bea, from Jason but especially from Janis.
Since that night I met up with Bea, told her I saw what she done and broke things off, she didnât take that well. The day after her, Jason and some random dude named Shane came up to me while I was on my daily run, they pulled up in Jasonâs car, jumped out, beat the shit out of me and dumped all of the clothes and things I had gave to Bea.
âŠ
Walking into junior year I had to sport a black eye and grazed chin. Fucking fantastic if you ask me.
I quickly find new friends, well they found me. A few nights before the start of the new school year, they found me off my head at the skate park my board a few feet away from me. They quickly joined me in lighting up another joint and passing out, we awoke the next morning and introduced ourselves, ever since Iâve been apart of their group. On the plus side I donât have to sit around and listen to Jason bitch and moan about Gretchen.
I soon found out avoiding Janis would be a difficult task when I got my schedule for the year. First period. Art. Amazing.
Walking to class I pass Bea and Jason against the lockers, tongues down each others throats. I bump into Aaron whom I have been avoiding in and outside of the house. âHey sis, you good? Youâve been really distant since that nightâ he comes up to me, wrapping his arm over my shoulders. I shrug him off and start walking away âIâm fineâ I state while continuing to walk to class.
Entering the classroom, I see that I am one of the first people there the teacher and Gretchen being the other two in the room, I roll my eyes and head to the back of the room, back right corner, closest to the windows and furthest away from the teachers desk. Just how I like it. The classroom starts to fill up with other people, everyone takes a seat until there is only one seat left. The one next to me. As if on que in walks Janis, she nods towards the teacher and looks around the room for a seat, her eyes landing on the seat next to me then onto me. Her eyes soften as she walks over to the desk beside me. Itâs like we are in a shitty romcom, sheâs in slow motion. Wearing a green and black cropped knitted sweater and black cargo pants, to top it off she rocks a black denim jacket and combat boots. Her dark brown eyes stare me down. Her bracelets rattle as she sits down, sheâs still wearing the one I put in her wrist that night. Did she even notice? Does she even care?
â
âDamien Iâm going to be late cmon dudeâ I say as my best friend bombards me with questions on how I am going to confront the girl of my dreams. âGirl pardon my french but screw your art class. Have you seen what sheâs wearing? black cropped vest, black Leviâs, a goddam leather jacket and converseâ he says dramatically as if I should know what Y/Nâs fashion sense means âshe even cut her own bangs for Christ sake that screams heartbreak Janisâ he grabs my shoulders and shakes me âyeah she just witnessed her girlfriend cheating on her not even a week ago, of course sheâs heartbrokenâ I say shrugging, making Damien continue to walk as the bell rings. âYes but it could also have something to do with the fact that you two have a Romeo and Juliet forbidden romance type of shit going onâ he continues his rant as we end up at my classroom door. âIâll think about it daimâ I say before entering the class. The teacher smiles at me, to that I nod back toward her. And glance around the room searching for a seat, my eyes land on an empty chair in the back corner, curious I look up, lock eyes with her. This should be interesting. I walk up to my desk and sit down. I turn my head to look at her. Sheâs looking down but I can see that she has a black eye, a grazed chin and a deep cut on her cheek bone. What the fuck happened to her? I grab my sketchbook and rip a page out âu ok?â I write down and place it on her desk, she stays zoned out for a few more minutes before looking at the paper. And writing something else on it before passing it back âsorryâ is all she wrote. I tried a few more times to grab her attention by passing notes but after that she seems to be more interested in drawing.
âŠ
Lunch rolls around and the plastics spot Cady pretty quickly, what I didnât expect was for them to befriend her.
Me and Damien spent the rest of the lunch hour walking around campus. I spot y/n sat on the grass alone. Damien grabs my arm and guides us in her direction. âY/n hey girlâ he says as he sits down next to her, she looks up from her book and smiles a little. Her eyes are red and her body is swaying. Sheâs high and itâs so obvious âoh you sweet girl cmon we are going to go sober you upâ he states while helping her to her feet, we venture to the schools bathrooms. Once we enter the bathrooms she stumbles to one of the stalls and pukes her guts out. I rush in to hold back her hair and rub her back, I kneel down next to her as Damien tells me heâs going to grab his car, he will text us when we can leave. âOh y/nâ I say as she starts crying. âHey hey look at meâ I turn her to face me, her tears streaming down her face her eyes now red and puffy. âIâm s-so sorry janisâ she sobs out. I sit down and hold her in my arms âwhat for?â I question while moving some of her hair out of her eyes.
âim sorry I left, sorry I avoided you, sorry I relapsed. Iâm just sorryâ she cries more. Before I can ask more questions my phone starts ringing, itâs Damien âcmon, can you stand up for me?â I ask softly, she nods and stands up before stumbling. My hands fly to grab her waist to steady her, she tenses up a bit, I mentally thank any god that the bathroom we are at is closest to the car park. I wrap my arm around her shoulder and we walk out of the school, people around us start taking photos and whispering.
We eventually get to Damienâs car and I pick her up, placing her in the back seat. She is incredibly light. Which is odd but I let it slide. She buckles herself in while i run to the other side of the car and get in next to her âwhere to?â Damien says looking through the mirror at me. Thatâs a really good question, I donât know where she lives and with the state sheâs in I donât think she does either, Damienâs parents wonât be happy with us ditching, however my parents are both on a business trip. âMy placeâ I say as he starts to drive away from campus.
âŠ
She ended up staying at mine for a few hours. Well it was more like she ended up staying in my bathroom. Head over the toilet seat. After three hours she walks out like nothing happened, sheâs avoiding eye contact with me, her head down. âim sorry for causing so much shit Janisâ she mumbles sadly. âare you okay?â Is all I can come up with. Why would I ask her that, itâs obvious sheâs not fine âuh yeah totally, I uh cleaned up after myself, but imma head out now. Sorry againâ she says in a panicked state before walking out of the door, the next thing I hear is the click of the door, and sheâs gone.
Heyyy lovers, I know this part was short but keep in mind this is just a filler chapter, next part we will be getting into the juicy stuff :) thankyou for reading. The next part should be up in a few days give or take
Warnings - smoking, alcohol, drugs, swearing, cheating, mentions of anxiety.
there will be more parts to this, make sure to reblog and comment and I will get the next few parts up as soon as I can, happy reading lovelies đ«¶đŒ
âDAMIEN WE HAVE TO HAUL ASS IF WE WANT TO MAKE IT TO THIS GIGâ Janis shouts at her best friend as she grabs his car keys and runs to the door leaving her jacket on the stairs. Not a moment goes until her best friend is also running out of the door behind her, shutting it and jumping in his car.
â
âFor the love of Bowie please tell me one of you guys have a spare pickâ I say running onto the stage where my band are setting up for the gig. My brother Aaron looks at me, points at my necklace. A guitar pick hanging from a chain. I dramatically place my hand over the pick and point at him ânuh uh thisâ I point at the pick âthis was dadsâ. He rolls his eyes and throws me a pick.
I look over at my girlfriend who is talking to our bassist over at the bar, rolling my eyes I place my guitar down and go out back for a quick breather.
â
âSo Cady what do you know about music?â Damien questions his new neighbour/ future classmate who had only came to the US a month ago. ânothing..but oh I know this really cool African band from my hometown you mig-â Cady starts talking about Africa as Janis eagerly slaps Damienâs arm, cutting the poor girl off. âDude lookâ Janis signals over to y/n after grabbing her two friendsâ attention. âwho is that?â Cady asks not missing the fact that her new friend is openly eye fucking this random girl whose face is hidden by the cloud of smoke coming from her cigarette. âOh baby, that right there is the definition of ârockstar girlfriendâ also but not limited to hot guitar heroâ Damien flails his hands toward the girl in question as Janis just stares. âOh here we go, doors are open, I repeat ladyâs doors are openâ he squeals like a little girl going to see a boyband.
Blowing out a cloud of smoke I fiddle with my lighter in my hands, trying to calm my pre show jitters. My mind is somewhere else, as usual. Looking around at the que of people waiting to see us only made my anxiety worse. A warm hand grabs my arm and pulls me back into the venue âdude what the fu-â shit âcmon we have to be on in five, if your going to be sick do it now and quickâ my ever so loving girlfriend states as she drags me to the curtain backstage where the rest of the band is waiting.
One by one we walk out onto the stage.
Aaron goes on first, heâs our drummer and my twin brother. Heâs wearing his usual get up of dark blue jeans, a hoodie and a flannel with some airforces.
Then goes Jason, our bassist. Or should I say our token fuck boy. He is wearing black jeans with a white long sleeved polo shirt.
Next is me, the guitar. Iâm sporting my favourite black Leviâs, a dark red corset top I was forced against my will to wear by my girlfriend and a leather jacket, my guitar slung around my body so itâs resting on my back. My curly black hair bounces as I walk to my spot of the stage and plugging my guitar into the amp as I sling it around to the front of my body.
Lastly Bea. My girlfriend, our singer saunters out onto stage. She is wearing a black mini dress and heels. She looks plastic. Like a Barbie. She wasnât like this a few weeks ago. She was just her usual perfect self. But sheâs changed.
The crowd goes wild and the lights shine brighter onto us as Bea introduces the band.
The show goes great. Perfect even. We finish our set and the crowd stays, some drifting to the bar a few leaving to catch the late bus home. But a lot stayed to meet the band.
I place my guitar on the stand and straighten Jasonâs bass while the rest of the band walk toward the bar, I take a B line towards the exit door, only to be pulled away by my arm. Now I walk to the bar with the rest of them. âWhat can I getcha baby?â The bartender asks, leaning over the bar a little with a smirk. âDouble tequila straight, hold off the rocks and a sex on the beach for the lady pleaseâ I say with a smile. âStop flirting with the sleaze bag of a serverâ Bea nudges me. âI wasnât evenâŠnever mindâ I sigh out, handing Bea her drink and downing my double shot.
We all separate and mingle with the fans. I end up standing in the corner of the room talking to some guys who want tips on how to hold a pick, you know the usual stuff. Thatâs when I see my girlfriend making out with Jason. I excuse myself and run out of the venue, my breath choppy and my vision blurry. I end up leaning against the stone wall of the bar, tears unknowingly flowing down my face, ruining my makeup.
â
âSee I told you these guys were goodâ Janis shouts over the crowd to state the obvious as the show ends and people start to part ways.
..
The band comes out to cool off with the audience who is left, Janis, Damien and Cady being a group of them. âHoly shitâ Janis says under her breath as she watches the singer and the bassist start making out. âOhh fuckâ Damien finishes Janisâ sentiment of shock as they witness the guitar player stumble out of the bar. âshould we go see is they are okay?â Cady asks, Janis and Damien put their drinks down as if the question had restarted their brains and placed them back into reality. The group then follow the girl outside where they find her sat in the floor against the brick wall, her knees up to her chest, hands covering her face.
âCady go find Aaron, drummer boy and let him know his sister is a mess but to not to worry, Damien go make sure singer or bassist does not come out hereâ Janis quickly springs into action.
â
She cheated, she fucking cheated with our bassist. Does she even know that I saw? Would she even care? I canât believe that she che- âhey, is it okay if I touch you?â I girls voice breaks me out of my thoughts suddenly. I slowly take my hands away from my face and nod, observing the girl. Sheâs from my school, Iâve seen her before.
She slowly sits down next to me and takes a hold of my hand. Thatâs when it hits me. Itâs my brotherâs girlfriendâs ex. What was her name? Janine? No Janis? Yes Janis. Why was she at our gig? âYour girlfriends a douchebagâ she says with a sad smile âyou mean my ex girlfriendâ i say barley above a whisper, my voice threatening to crack. âhey why donât you come with me and my friends, we are going back to Damienâs to binge watch crappy VHS films and drink shitty beer. You down pretty girl?â She says reeking of confidence and hope that she can lift my spirits. Shrugging I agree before I am swept off of my feet and into a car with two new people and Janis.
â
Y/N SAMUELS is sat next to me right now. Definitely not something I expected to be saying. Sheâs like a goddess. Sheâs worse than plastic, sheâs like stained glass. Fragile as fuck but so breathtakingly beautiful. I donât know much about her but I know I need to have her.
â
Iâm sleepy upset and now in a car with two randoms and Janis Imiâike, not that Iâm complaining. Sheâs really pretty the more I look at her. She rocks a cropped mötley crĂŒe T-shirt with some black baggy jeans and docs. Her style has got to be one of the best Iâve seen even at school she somehow manages to catch my eye in the hallways or in classes. The car comes to a halt and I look at her again, now she is looking back at me with a grin, her hand held out ready for me to take it.
Damienâs basement is really nice, itâs been converted into a makeshift cinema room with two sofas, one of which being a two seater the other being a one seater. âNice placeâ I say nodding my head at Damien âwhy thankyou my new pocket sized lesbian friendâ he quips back. âRude, for your information youâre just freakishly tallâ we all laugh a little, his and Cady sit on the two seater while Janis who is still holding my hand guides us to the one seater. Putting a blanket over us to keep us warm she then places her hand on my waist while Damien starts playing a movie. I instantly recognise it as the conjuring 2013. Smiling I look up at Janis and say âitâs like he knew I would end up here tonightâ she chuckles and shakes her head.
Never in my life did I think Y/N would be here hanging out with the three of us in Damienâs basement, a week before junior year, watching the conjuring. We are about half way through the movie when she moves so she is laid on top of me straddling my waist and cuddling me, her face nuzzled into my neck. I can smell the alcohol and weed on her but Iâm not one to complain. Sheâs had a really rough night on top of the douchebag cheating on her. The movie eventually ends not that I was taking notice of it as all I could think about was her, I didnât take my eyes off of her the whole time. Damien stands up from the other couch and I give him a death glare warning him not to wake her up. He smiles and comes over, gently tapping her shoulder, waking her up. âHey fun sized, wanna play a game with usâ he says smirking, I look over at Cady, she too has a shit eating grin on her face. What were they scheming this time? She rubs her eyes and nods a little. âMh. What game?â She asks a valid question âdare or drinkâ he goes back to behind the couch and pulls out a cooler full of ice cold drinks. Like a switch has flipped she removes herself from my body. And sits on the floor next to the small coffee table. We all do the same, grabbing drinks and opening bottles. âCady I dare you to make an Instagram account under the name âCaddy Heroinâ and follow the first five people who pop upâ I start off strong, to this Cady puts the drink to her mouth and takes a big gulp. Earning a boo from the latter. A few turns go by and Damien turns to me and y/n pointing at us. âYou two seven minutes in heaven right now or drink the rest of your bottlesâ he says with a smirk. Laughing y/n gets up with a stumble and holds her hand out for me. Her bracelets glistening under the dark light, I take her hand and pull her with me to another room in the basement. As soon as the door shuts I place my hands on her waist and push her body trapping her between me and the door.
Maybe I was drunk or maybe it was just the fact that Bea cheated on me but I decided to be reckless. When Damien proposed seven minutes in heaven I decided to take the offer up, Janis pulled me into the next room, pinning me against the door and attacking my lips, then that turned to my neck and I think you know what happened after that, we had Damien knocking on the door declaring we haul our asses out of the supply closet before he comes in and drags us out. Once out of the closet ;) we played a few more rounds before I ended up asleep on Janis again. By 2am we were all asleep.
I wake up to the sound of someone snoring, looking around the room I see Damien and the new girl on the other couch sprawled out, an ungodly sound coming from the boys mouth. Looking up I see Janis Imi-ike my longtime crush and Regina Georgeâs ex girlfriend with her arms wrapped around my waist. I use the fact that everyone is asleep to make my escape. Before leaving I write my number down on a piece of paper and place one of my bracelets on Janisâ wrists.
part 2
(TRIGGER WARNING â ïž DO NOT READ FURTHER IF YOU STRUGGLE WITH SELF HARM, PTSD, DRUG MISUSE, FLASHBACKSâ ïžyou have been warned)
Sweat and blood stains my suit as the rugged man drags the knife across my skin again. All I can think of in this moment is my family, tessa, Emily and Kate. Thankfully Tessa is with me in the room. Yet unthankfully she isnât responsive at all. Through all of my screams and pleading all I can see is the manâs face. Black slicked hair with a taper fade, a few strands falling onto his cold face. Thick eyebrows, one with a scar running through it much like my own. His piercing black eyes, his defined cheek bones and large nose. His small lips and his tidy beard. The tattoo that runs up his neck and the uniform that reads HYDRA. He swings the hammer to my face as I scream once again. Darkness.
-
My body shoots up. Sweat covering my body, a cold feeling lingering as I take in my surroundings, assessing the potential dangers. With heavy sharp breaths my eyes dart around the room, a mixture of dark purples and blacks decorate the walls.
A warm hand reaches for my shoulder as a light is flicked on. I prepare myself for another slash to the face but it doesnât come.
The person instead positions themself in front of my face. One of their hands fall onto my waist as the other reaches up to caress my cheek. I wince in pain as their finger traces the newly stitched cut on my jawline. A lavender scent fills my senses and it hits me. Itâs just Kate. Looking up at her she gives me a lopsided smile. Concern evident on her face.
She speaks but I cannot hear what she says, her lips move but I cannot listen. Iâm zoned out completely.
I try to concentrate on her face. The raven haired girl, comforting blue eyes, full lips, a cute nose and shaped eyebrows. Her hair is down and wavy. She is wearing my purple sweater. One of her favourites of mine.
Once again she speaks but this time I listen âMilo, I swear to god if your high again I will murder you in your sleep with a pillow. I mean Iâm not saying youâre not allowed to get high of course, but you are completely out of it right now. Itâs getting bad, Nat and Wanda are staring to quesâŠâ she pauses suddenly as my arms wrap around her waist and my head falls into her shoulder. I let out a small sigh which is a mixture of relief and pain. I canât let her know that Iâm having nightmares, I need to âbe a manâ. I need to âman upâ as Tessaâs father would tell me when Tessa and me where playing with one of his guns and she accidentally shot my in the arm.
I take deep breaths, breathing in as much of Kateâs lavender scent as I can to calm me. She strokes her fingers through my hair, slowly to not trigger anything but fast enough for me to count how many times sheâs done it without getting distracted by something.
âtime?â I mumble not knowing if Kate even heard or understood what I was asking. Without missing a beat she turns her head and replies âitâs 6am Milo, remember you have to go meet your brother at eight, then you have training with Natasha at ten.â She starts to list off things in my new/forced to do by the avengers daily routine.
-
I grab a pair of black chucks, I make quick work of lacing them up and webbing one of Kateâs many bracelets onto my wrist for safe keeping. She had left for training with Clint half an hour ago now. I check the clock on my phone and it is half seven. Fuck. I stumble out of the room putting my phone in my pocket and walking straight into someone.
Just as their body moves to hit the floor I web their waist and pull them up to their feet. âFuck shit Iâm so so sorry I wasnât looking at what I was doing Iâm sorryâ I say flustered and rushed, I look up toward the victim of my clumsiness and itâs none other than Wanda. A sigh of relief escapes my lungs, Wanda lets out a laugh at my actions before shaking her head and telling me to run along.
-
Luckily my brother Brogan had a first class pass into Tony Starks school for the future geniuses of the world. Is my little brother a genius, absolutely not, however his big brother is and got him a scholarship to the school, he is safely accommodated in a private mansion built specifically for the students who attend the facility, meaning he is no longer than a five minute stroll away.
Walking across the hallways of the building I hear gasps and chattering, students gawking at me like Iâm iron man or something better. The next thing I know a weight is rested on my shoulders, looking down I see legs dangling from my shoulders, a pair of black and white high top Jordanâs on those legs. I donât even need to look up to know that brogan has safely planted himself on my shoulders. A low laugh escapes his throat as he jumps off of me. We walk around campus for a few hours, I help him improve on a new mode of weaponry for heroâs heâs been working on. Before I leave I give him a long needed hug which weirdly he reciprocates, wrapping his arms around my nearly healed shoulder blade.
-
Now for the worst part of this travel. The walk home, yes I know I can just web my way back to the compound but why do so when walking is so much more fun.
Reaching into my pockets I search for my favourite thing. Eventually finding it, my weed pen. I know Kate said I have training in like 20 minutes but just a few little drags wonât hurt. It helps with everything, the pain, the anxiety, the flashbacks. Everything.
A tall brown haired man walks into me, brushing past my shoulder, he has a beard, slicked back hair and is wearing black work out gear. I donât take another breath before taking off, my legs taking me as fast as I can. Before I know it Iâm back at the compound. Running up the stairs and collapsing into my room I donât even turn back to greet Tony or cap who both say their hellos to me.
Once in my room I see Tessa. Thank god it wasnât Kate. âMiloâ Tessa screams while looking up from her phone as she throws something at me, before my mind can comprehend what she threw I catch the it, looking down at a pillow. I look up giving her the âseriouslyâ face before we both burst out laughing. âYour tingle is getting betterâ she says between laughs. Groaning I throw the pillow at her, not looking at where I aimed, the pillow goes flying into her face, earning another laugh from the both of us. âyou wanna come train with Natasha?â I ask knowing either way Iâm going to make her take self defence classes now that hydra knows she is associated with me.
My brain fuzzy and my vision fuzzier, Nat lands another punch to me. Sparring was never my strong suit in the first place. âSeriously Milo you have to tryâ she shouts as she goes for another punch, I swerve my body so she barley misses my ribs, then i sweep her off of her feet before walking over to my water bottle. Tessa sits there observing me and fangirling over Nat.
I pour some water into my hands then rub my face with the ice cold liquid. A hand grips my shoulder and spins me around. Itâs Nat, I can sense it is but why is she attacking me? Iâm out of the ring. She pushes me back to the ring.
We go a few more rounds before she stops randomly midway through a segment. âMiloâ she says using her intimidating voice. âLook at me miloâ she demands. Fuck. I keep my head down, avoiding eye contact with the older widow. She takes a few steps towards me and grips my chin moving my face so I have no choice but to look her in the eyes. âfor fuck sake miloâ she mutters before letting my chin go and stepping out of the ring, grabbing her phone and typing something. âSit down right nowâ she orders, I follow her order like an obedient puppy. I stare at the clock on the wall trying to act normal. Nat and Tessa converse for a few minutes before someone else storms into the gym. Probably the hulk. A hand grabs my arm and guides me out of the gym, leaving Tessa and Nat to talk or train. looking around I see who the culprit is, Wanda looks at me, sadness in her eyes. Panic engulfs my brain as I think the worst. She takes me into her own room and sits us both down.
âWhen I was younger, around your age actually, me and my brother joined this family, fresh out of HYDRAâs torment. My brother struggled with his new found powers and the new environmentâ she says in one breath, confused I nod allowing her to carry on, she takes a deep breath before starting again. âHe started associating with the wrong people. Started taking substances, he was suicidal. He died on a mission while he was high, tried to grab Thorâs hammer while it was flying through the airâ she finished before holding my hand. âIâm so sorry Wandaâ I say genuinely, she shakes her head. âMilo me and Natasha have noticed youâre acting weird, coming home later than curfew and Kate has informed me that you have been struggling with sleepâ she looks me dead in the eyes. Shit. âWanda Iâm fine, nothings weird about my behaviour. Even ask Tessaâ I say praying she wonât ask Tessa. Iâve just got this avenger job and I canât loose it now, I need to protect everyone.
Wanda stays silent and nods letting me off with a warning, I leave her room and head back to my own, not risking going to Kateâs as Nat has probably already told everyone now.
-
(TRIGGER WARNING â ïž DO NOT READ FURTHER IF YOU STRUGGLE WITH SELF HARM)
I run straight to my bathroom, my back hitting the cold tiles of the wall, I slowly slide down it and press my knees up to my chest, trying to take deep breaths. Without thinking or even hesitating my right hand shoots a web onto a set of draws attached to a vanity, I open the drawer and pull out a small metal box with my âshavingâ tools in it. I make quick work of grabbing my chosen weapon. A small razor blade, the silver glistens against the harsh light coming through the windows from the suns rays. I pull my hoodies sleeves up to my biceps and look at where to start. Angry red lines mock me as I stare at them. Ignoring the pain I slowly and harshly drag the blade across my wrist making a multitude of lines ranging from my wrist to my inner elbow. Then the same on my other arm. Itâs only when my vision starts to become blurry that I realise how much shit Iâm in. My eyes start to close and darkness.
A knock on my bedroom door startles me awake, with spotty vision I manage to make out that I am on the bathroom floor, not sure why though. I hear the bedroom door click open then a few seconds later I hear it click closed. That was a close call. âHey Milo I noticed you havenât been out of your room in hours I decided to bring you some foodâ I hear a womanâs voice, a hint of sokovian dripping off of the American accent. Footsteps come closer to the bathroom door and then another knock. âMilo? I can see you have to light on in there, please let me know your okayâ she says quietly. Another few seconds passes and for some reason I canât bring myself to answer. Maybe itâs because I know if I speak my shakey voice will give it away or maybe Iâm frozen in fear and confusion. âMilo Iâll give you three seconds to either come out or say something or Iâm coming inâ she says a little louder. âOneâ fuck she must be bluffing she wouldnât actually come in, right? âTwoâ say something Milo or she is going to find out, I grab a towel and press it to my arm, grabbing another and doing the same to the other arm. The once white towels turning red. âThreeâ she twists the door knob and starts to open the door, fuck she wasnât bluffing.
Once the door is fully open she scans the room before lowering her eyes to meet my own. Not even a second passes before she is running over and knelt down beside me gripping the towels to my arms. âFuck fuck fuck what the fuck Miloâ she whispers while caressing my cheek with one hand âbandages, where do you keep themâ she mumbles while standing up and opening all of my drawers. Without needing an answer from me she finds a first aid box, one that every room has, kneeling back down and opening the box she starts placing things on the floor, alcohol wipes, bandages, and scissors. She opens the wipes and takes the towel off of my left arm, looking me in the eyes, her own turning a hint of red, sheâs using her powers. She quickly disinfects my wounds and wraps both of my arms before letting me out of her mind control.
She does as she intended and escorted me to Kateâs room, first making sure I pulled the sleeves of my hoodie down and had eaten some food so I didnât end up loosing consciousness on the way to the room next door to my own. Kate is none the wiser to what had happened. Me and her cuddle until we both end up asleep.
-
Kate wakes me up with breakfast in bed while informing me that tonight we are attending a stark party. I eat a little bit of the breakfast before giving her the majority of it, I then make my way to hang out with Tessa, kissing Kate on the cheek before I leave of course.
-
Me and Tessa stay in her room most of the day gossiping about our time and what we have seen in the compound, she scolds me for showing up to a training session high before realising we need outfits for the party tonight. We always match for these things, this will not be an exception.
After searching for what seems like forever, Natasha agreed to let Tessa borrow one of her dresses and Tony handed me one of his vintage suits a simple yet elegant black suit with a black dress shirt, I pair these with my favourite pair of doc martens, then to complete the outfit I tie my hair up into a slick man bun, combing down any loose hairs. I get pushed into the bathroom by Kate and Tessa to put it on while they put theirs on. I stumble out of the bathroom before straightening my posture and looking at the two most beautiful girls in the multiverse.
Tessa is in a floor length satin gown, a modest yet revealing slit runs down the front of the dress revealing a glimpse of her legs. Her hair and makeup is done, not too much but the perfect amount.
Alike to Tessa, Kate picked out a Lilac coloured satin dress with a lavender glitter on the top of the sweetheart neckline. Kateâs hair is half up, half down, she has mascara and a winged liner on. Both of their dresses are paired with heels making them a little taller than me.
While walking into the party me and Kate loose Tessa on the way in while we greet people, Tessa probably just went to the bathroom to freshen up Kate reassures me.
Looking into my eyes as a slow dance song plays, she wraps her arms around my neck, mine take their respective place on her waist, she smiles. A gentle, genuine smile. You donât see many of those these days. I smile back a goofy one, earning a chuckle and a slap on the shoulder from her.
As if on que a loud bang is heard throughout the party hall. I wasnât planning on this type of workout tonight but I guess itâll have to be done. All of the avengers look between one another and sigh, running to the noise. A few of us are commanded to stay behind and keep the guests safe and entertained. Those people being me, Kate, yelena, Clint and some woman named Jennifer, she has some relation to Bruce but I havenât really met the whole extended team yet. What better time than in the present though I guess.
THIS ONE IS ONE YOU WONT WANT TO MISS GUYS ,, GIRL IN THE CHAIR PART FIVE
Sitting here unable to do anything as I see the psychotic dick, cut Milo. I'm internally screaming unable to do anything to help save him from the agony. I know he's acting tough trying to not give anything away about his power or to show weakness to the sick fuck.
Everything is disorientated, hearing nothing but my own thoughts. That's when voice penetrated through my thoughts. A deep voice the ricocheted through my mind as if it was hollow hitting off the walls. Something said in Russian.
"STOP IM NOT GOING TO TELL YOU ANYTHI..." Stating the sentence before I got put into my internal prison.
"Oh my God Milo" I say beneath my breath.
"Y/N it's okay I'm going to get you out of here trust me okay?" he says quietly
"Right now little miss Y/N has woken up we can continue, yes?" Rumlow states in a sadistic tone as he walks back over to the table placing a red book down on the table and grabbing the knife next to it. He starts making his way over to me, and I pray to god that Milo doesn't do something stupid and just lets me take the pain, I know I may look weak but I can stand my own, this has nothing to do with my stubbornness, okay.
He places the knife to my cheek and Milo cracks.
"STOP ILL TELL YOU ANYTHING" I release a breath I didn't know i was holding in. 'no no no milo' I think to myself knowing if I said out loud it wouldn't change the outcome.
"About time" He responds, he nods to an agent behind me who comes over and takes me out of the chair.
"Wait, you're taking her home right? It's either I know she is safe or you're not getting anything from me" I hear Milo say as I am escorted to the doors and taken out of the room.
I arrive home and left alone as the agents disperse back to their base. I quickly pick up my phone from the couch where I left it last and quickly rang Kate.
"KATE, you need to get to milo ASAP, this man called Rumlow is psychotic, he needs you and the other superheroes you clearly work with now down there and save his ass"
"Oh my god Y/N, are you okay? and don't worry we are already there, I'm going to send a S.H.I.E.L.D agent to get you back to the compound, and don't worry its one that we can trust, his name is Coulson, I've got to go to save Milo's ass now, see you back there"
She hangs up. I look around the house and there is no sign of my parents being home. I walk into my dads office and the once smashed window is now fixed, memories flashing through my mind.
I hear a knock at the door and I look out the window being cautious. I walk over to the door and he shows me his badge off the bat, the S.H.I.E.L.D logo big and on show.
"Agent Coulson, I'm guessing your Miss Y/L/N here to take you to the compound for a routine check up as requested from Miss Bishop and Mr Stark"
"Yeah that's me", the man looked kind and sincere obviously regarding to my current state of cuts and bruises, but I didn't feel like it was necessary for the pity parade for me, Milo had endured much worse and I couldn't help keep thinking if they did anything worse to him since I left.
I follow Coulson out to the black BMW car, he opens the back door and I get in.
We travel about 30 mins and arrive at the compound to be greeted by Kate. I run over with a bit of a limp to her after Coulson let me out of the car and give her a big hug.
"Where's Milo? Is he okay?"
"Yes he's fine Y/N he's in medical now resting, he has many deep cuts and a concussion, but banner said he will be fine, Ill take you up now to get looked at to"
As we go in I try to not have a little fan girl moment, seeing all of the heroes I idolise is just mind blowing
~ time skip ~
Its been a few days now since the day that will haunt me forever. The cut on my leg has healed over but still on the mend but overall I'm physically feeling better. Milo is a lot better now, he's off bed rest and is starting to move around more. Honestly crazy someone in his condition should have been on bed rest for at least a week, but I guess that what happens when you get bitten by a spider and it gives you super regeneration. Lucky little shit he is.
I've gotten in contact with my parents telling them I am at Milos house for the week, which they were strangely okay about. Especially my father he was practically trying to force me out the house. But honestly I was relieved I could not be bothered to put up a fight about why I wasn't feeling safe anymore anywhere I went. A constant pit of anxiety every time I walk around a corner of the compound. I know I should think this is the safest place for me to be however I thought about that when I was watching TV in my own home, but I guess I'm going to have to keep my guard up more.
I'm sitting a spare bedroom that the avengers were kind enough to give me while staying here with them. There is a knock at the door and I walk over to open it but before I could Milo comes barging in with Kate.
"Avengers party tonight and we are going" Milo exclaims while flopping on to the bed.
"Really?, do we have to? Can't we just stay in and watch movies again? I don't really have enough social energy in me right now." I say trying to get out of a room of crowds where you don't even know the people around you.
"No, come on Y/N, we have been stuck in our rooms watching movies since we came back, I need to let loose some extra energy that's been building up inside" He responds
"pleaseeeeeeeee" they both say in unison giving me the puppy dog eyes. I swear to God these idiots will be the literal death of me.
"OKAY, fine, we will go, now please stop with those god awful faces, we are going to need outfits"
"Don't worry about it, the girls said that we could borrow their dresses and for milo, Tony has a suit for him so we are sorted" Kate said with a big grin across her face.
They get up and leave the room closing the door behind them.
I roll over on to my belly on the bed and sigh putting my face into the pillow.
~ time skip~
Nat and Wanda are in my room and showing me and Kate dresses they have that will fit for the occasion. And that's when I see the perfect dress. A floor length satin gown, with a leg slit on the front of the dress, fit for any Stark party.
Kate picked out a purple satin dress with glitter on the top of the sweetheart neckline. Milo stumbles out the bath room in a black suit with a black dress shirt underneath it.
We walk from my room down the the function room. The corridor starts to feel like its starting to enclose, my breath starts to feel shallow and I start to feel my hands tremble as we near the room. My head starts pounding with an overwhelming sensation taking over my body. Hands clammy as we enter the room. The heat and sweat escapes the room through the doors and hits us almost instantly. Causing me to feel even more nauseous than before. The heat takes over my body rushing through and going to my head causing an dizzy sensation roll over me. I start to back out the room letting the others go in while I stay behind.
The doors shut.
I'm alone.
So I thought.
I walk away from the room with my head down focusing on the floor trying to calm down the panic attack that I was clearly having.
I walk straight into someone muscular and tall. I look up and it was him. The Winter Solider.
That's when the memories came flooding back. Him being outside the cell. Him following me. Every memory with him in before they injected me with that weird serum, came flooding back.
Everything fell to the pit of my stomach. Heart rate high enough to be almost life threatening.
Then he started saying the words, the words that triggered everything that I hated since that day.
"Longing... Rusted... Furnace... Daybreak... Seventeen... Benign... Nine... Homecoming... One... Freight Car"
Repeating the same words over and over again in Russian.
I was no longer myself.
âHello y/n y/l/n, my name is none of your concern, all you need to worry about is your pretty little friend hereâ he walks around my body so he is stood in the space between me and Tess, blocking my view of her. next to him stands a table full of tools. knifes, hammers and plyers itâs funny really how such a feared organisation donât seem to have the time of day to clean any of their cherished torture appliances.
I take in his face. I scan every feature that vile man has, I subconsciously vow to remember his face for as long as it takes to take him down. He grabs my chin, making me look into his eyes, has hands are rough and cold. The leather of his fingerless gloves graze my skin. He grins a toothy grin alike to one of a psychopath who knows they will always get away with their crime. âSo tell me Y/N. How did you come to possess these powers?â He grunts out commanding an answer to his query. Snickering I shrug, the fabric of my suit pushing against the freezing temperature of the leather straps holding me into the chair. âNice to see you find this humorous Spider-Ma..womanâ he spits out, deciding to try hit a nerve by changing his statement as it neared the end as he resorted to being like every other ignorant person in New York. It doesnât phase me the slightest bit though.
Seeing my stubbornness to comply to his demands he walks over to the rusted table, he slithers his fingers over every tool and trinket on the table before swiftly picking up a switchblade knife, not as intimidating as a machete or a sledge hammer. But small enough to make a nasty wound if used in the right way. He strides over to me taking bigger steps than he did before his head hangs higher a sense of power reeking off of him. He is in the zone. This must be his specialty.
Pointing the tip of the newly shined blade to my chin he quickly swipes it up nicking my jawline, blood drips down onto my new suit. âNow let me repeat my question. How did you get your powers?â He says a little louder than he previously had, urgency fills his voice. I smile, leaning as much forward as I can with being held to the chair. âI. Donât. Knowâ I say nonchalantly before smirking. To this he grunts pulling the knife to my cheek where a scar from my childhood litters, he follows the stitching and runs the knife down it breaking the skin making me hold back a groan. It hurt like a bitch but I wonât let him see my pain I canât let Tessa down like that. I promised her I would stay strong. If not for her safety for Emily and Kateâs. Snapping me out of my thoughts I feel the cold blade run across my forehead but I donât break.
The torture goes on for what seems like hours he chooses a variety of different methods and not the ones you would see in those old crappy American gangsta films. He uses tools like hammers to break my cheek bone and nose, the blood has stained my suit far from fixing by now. He uses a stun gun to shock me multiple times. He goes on to heat up a branding iron and burning it into my flesh on my collar bone where he previously cut, this melts the slashed flesh back together while simultaneously making bruises and more cuts. After all of the torture he decides that I need a little motivation to help me confess how I gained the powers. He turns back to the table as I mentally prepare for another round of whatever methods he fancies next, however he picks up a book and turns to Tessa as he slowly walks back over. He says some words in Russian which in turn brings Tessa back, she screams âSTOP IT IM NOT GOING TO TELL YOU ANYTHI..â before she looks over and meets my eyes. âOh my god miloâ she whispers âTessa itâs okay Iâm going to get you out of here trust me okay?â I say in a quiet tone trying to calm her nerves I know damn well she has right now.
âRight now little miss Tessa has woken up we can continue yes?â Rumlow asks in a sinister tone while walking back to the table placing the book in its original place and grabbing the same knife he first used on me. I pray he walks back to me but he doesnât he walks over to Tessa placing the knife to her cheek.
âSTOP ILL TELL YOU ANYTHINGâ I scream not willing to see the girl Iâve known my whole life suffer like this even if it kills me. To this he slowly turns back to me âabout timeâ he sighs letting out a breath, he nods his head to another one of the agents, who then comes and undoes Tessaâs restraints. âWait. Youâre taking her home right? Itâs either I know she is safe or youâre not getting anything from meâ I speak before she is taken out of the room. Rumlow audibly sighs and gives the other agent a phone and pulls out his own before the man takes Tessa.
Both me and Rumlow watch the feed through the phone, about ten minutes later Tessa is safe at home. And the phone is taken from me. âNow tell meâ he demands. I give in from exhaustion and tell him everything from going to Oscorp to Bucky stalking me. He seems satisfied as he unlocks my cuffs. He leaves the room and locks the metal door. I stand up and look down at my one green and black suit now red and black. Tonyâs going to hate me so much.
I make quick work of grabbing the blood stained switchblade knife and waiting for the door to eventually open, they canât leave me in here forever. Right.
A loud alarm and red flashing lights startle me âHEADQUARTERS BREACHEDâ the alarm repeatedly states. Great thatâs just amazing. I stay still as the alarm continues to go off, I hear more commotion outside of the room. The door then opens and in walks a purple figure I take action and pin them to the wall behind them and hold the knife to their neck, the next thing I see is long raven hair and a purple zip up training jacket. Shit Kate. I instantly let go and stumble back. Iâve just held my longtime crush/ new coworker at knife point. She looks down at me, taking my appearance in for a few seconds before closing the door and running toward me, kneeling down and hugging me. Well that want what I was expecting but I wrap my arms around her waist, after what seems like forever she brings her hand up to her ear clicking her coms and speaking âfound y/n guys, clear out anyone else in this vicinity so we can get him out of hereâ she demands whoever else she is speaking to from the team. I look at her in shock as she lifts her hand to wipe blood from my eye, I flinch a little and she whispers âwhat did they do to you?â My eyes start to close a little and she comes behind me, lifting my body back onto the chair and telling me to rest.
- time skip -
My eyes slowly flutter open the bright lights blinding and a headache incoming quickly. I turn over like any other time Iâve woken up from a shitty dream but I sense that this isnât my bed. Or Emilyâs or Tessaâs not even Kateâs. Where am I? I open my eyes and look up to see Kate and Tessa sat in the room, I take in my surroundings seeing Iâm in hospital. Nope not today. I quickly go to stand up but Kate is quicker to hold me down. âY/n you have to rest cmon youâll be okay Iâm here. So is Tessaâ she says in a comforting tone which calms me a little.
They both explain what happened and that Bruce said I have a minor concussion but the memory of what happened will come back sooner than we all think and that I just need to rest. They also explain that Tessa was unharmed and got out with only a few bad cuts on her legs and arms that have been taken care of. We end up putting one of Tessaâs super hero movies on and I end up falling asleep in between both of the girls.
tw: torture/ graphic
I wake up in a moving vehicle and what I can tell from having a bag over my head is that its a van. My hands are tied up with what feels like zip ties. However my feet are free, I try to shuffle around to get the bag off of my head, but that's when I feel the searing pain run through my leg.
'crap the cut' I think to my self. Still blinded I try to feel for the cut to try and sense how bad it is. Glass still imbedded in the skin, the arseholes didn't even take it out.
Taking a deep breath in, I brace myself and pull the biggest shard in my leg out unknowing if there was any other pieces hidden beneath the skin. I tried to muffle my scream to avoid getting the attention of my captives.
I manage to rive off the hood that was keeping me blinded and could see from the tinted windows on the doors the sun was starting to set, I must of been out for hours.
That's when the van starts to stop, and I hear both the driver's door and passengers door open and close. There was 2 of them as I suspected when the home invasion took place.
The van doors open and I quickly pretended to play unconscious still waiting for an opportunity to escape when they least expect it. They grab me and one of them throws me over his shoulder. Yeah there is no way I'm getting out of this one.
~ TIME SKIP ~
I'm carried into a room and thrown on the hard floor, I open my eyes again to see that I had been locked in a cell and my captive standing on the other side looking right into my soul.
"Ah good morning sunshine or should I say good evening" he smiles down at me. I know that face and I know them tattoos it couldn't be mistaken. It was the man who came to my fathers office that morning. I knew something was off about him.
"You must be thinking who am I? and why have I taken you? Well Y/N, my name is Rumlow and the answer for that second question will be revealed soon enough" he says while walking away from the cell, leaving me on the cold hard concrete floor still with my hand restraints on.
~TIME SKIP~
I'm sitting here knowing that there is no way of escaping this hell hole that's when I hear someone approaching.
I saw his arm glinting from white light, and it couldn't be mistaken. Mr Barnes.
"I told you we would see each other again soon" he says with a cunning grin.
"I knew something was off with you, Leave my friend alone or I swear to God that super soldier serum won't be able to save you" I say trying to threaten someone who could literally snap me in half but if that was his intention I'd already be dead they wouldn't keep me alive. Unless it was a trap for Milo. Oh god, Milo I pray u don't come looking for me.
"Your threats don't scare me, I've been through world war two for crying out loud" he starts laughing at me. "Anyways, as soon as we get what we need from you will dispose of you pretty quickly"
He opens up the cell and grabs me by the wrists, dragging me out of the cell. I try to weigh my self down to make it more difficult for him but that made no affect on him, so I stood up in a quick movement and kick him in the balls causing him to loosen his grip on me and bend over. That's when I decided to knee him in the face and try and make a run for it in this maze of a building.
Running through multiple corridors trying to stay out of sight of anyone. But that's when I felt the sharp prick hit my side, I pull out an arrow off my hip and everything started to become dark.
No no no not again, I was so close. The darkness started to engulf my sight as my eyelids became heavier and heavier. The last thing I see before full darkness is the Winter soldier standing over me grinning like the Cheshire cat.
~Time skip~
I wake up to a fist colliding with my face, causing me to be even more disorientated from waking up after being tranquilised.
"Ah nice for you to make an appearance Y/N, we need to ask you a few questions, and if you don't answer well we have a few persuasive methods that might get you talking" Rumlow says while standing next to a table full of tools. knifes, hammers, plyers and more for him to enjoy his twisted little games.
"I won't tell you anything, do your twisted mind games and methods but I will never give you any information"
"Oh is that so, well we will just have to test how far you can go then"
He picks up the knife on the tray and walks over to the chair in the middle of the room to which I am detained in.
He re-opens the cut on my leg from the glass that started to heal.
A blood curdling scream erupts from my lungs and he makes it bigger.
"How about now?"
I look at him with tear filled eyes but determined not to back down. He then makes another cut across the top of my thigh. Blood oozing out as I bit down on my tongue to not to give him the satisfaction of another scream.
He continues slicing up my body in different places, from my legs to my back, to my arms. Muffled screams escaping from my mouth as i try to hold back.
"Well then we do have other ways of means of getting things out of people, GET ME THE SERUM" he shouts over to one of his henchmen at the side.
He opens a container and white smoke falls out from in it, they pull out a syringe and walk over and hand it over to Rumlow. Walking over he says "Now with this you shall become very compliant" smiling sinister at me he injects me with the serum and put me in this torture device. Spikes surround my body and breaks through the skin, I was in so much pain that I could not help but scream. I passed out due to the pain.
---
I'm a prisoner in my own body I though, I cant control my self, I tried to lift my arm as I have been taken out of my major restraints with only leg ones on, but I am unable to move the rest of my body.
Milo is now sitting in front of me unconscious, he tried to save me, oh god I wish he didn't now we are both in this mess. He starts to wake up and he makes eye contact at me, unable to say anything to him, all I can do is sit here with a neutral expression on my face.
"TESS, IT'S ME, YOUR GOING TO BE OKAY" Milo exclaims while trying to wiggle free. That's when Rumlow came up behind him and put his hands on his shoulders.
"Who the fuck are you and what are you doing with my best friend you sick fuck?"
"Hello Milo, my name is none of your concern, all you need to worry about is about your pretty little friend here"
"I... cant... breath..." I say coming to a holt in the middle of the gym after running 20 laps.
Collapsing to the floor Barnes chuckles to himself. "It wasn't that hard" he says continuing to chuckle.
"Yeah thats easy enough for you to say you have the super soldier serum running through your veins" I retorted back.
"..."
Silence hums through the air between the both of us.
"Well we are done for the day, you can go and do whatever u have planned to do" he walks away from me leaving me sitting in the middle of this gigantic room all alone. Its actually quite peaceful.
~2 hours later~
As im getting out of the shower i hear something get slid under my door. I walk over to see an envelope with my name on. The letter was sealed shut with a wax stamp, so fancy. I throw on a jumper and joggers and run through the bathroon knocking on tessa's ajoining door.
"COME IN" I hear them shout. Walking in tessa is holding the same letter as i am. Shrugging our shoulders we both open the letters simultaneously, like we are sharing the same brain cell.
"Omg tony stark has invited us to a party tonight!" I exclaim in excitment.
"Thats so fricken cool" tessa shouts.
"I have nothing to wear" i pace back through to my room with tessa right on my heals. "I didnt think to pack any formal clothing, i never thought in my wildest dreams id be invited to one of these"
"Hey dont panic we have time it says it doesnt start till 8 anyways, its 4 now we can quickly pop out and find something and it doesnt matter if we are late to the party we will arrive fashionably late" says tessa.
"Omg tessa you are a star i dont know what i would have done without u, probably have a melt down then decide not to go and just read for the night instead" i say while chuckling.
"Yeah yeah im amazing i know, now lets get going"
~1 hour later~
We arrive back with our outfits for the night
I picked up a beautiful floor length red dress that flows so effortlessly while i walked. With a heart-shaped neckline my neck looked bare so i also picked up a necklace my mother had given to me before she died, a small golden love heart which completed the outfit in every way.
Tessa on the other hand picked out a black suit to match their goth lifestyle.
We took our time doing our make up and making ourselfs look stunning as ever.
9pm rolled around and we are already an hour late. A rush of anxiety coursed through me as we walked towards the door of the party. Taking deep breaths in to calm down. Music playing so loudly. We open the doors and the music perfectly timed it self with us playing the chorus of 'jealous' by nick jonas.
It was like something just out of a movie, just so dramatic. Walking through the doors I could feel eyes burning on us I turned to look at Tessa beside me to see that they had disappeared and saw them talking to 2 other agents. I continue to walk through the party taking in all the planning that must have went into this in such short time.
I walk over to the bar where I see Natasha serving Bruce. And sit down. "You look stunning y/n" Natasha says automatically.
"Thanks Nat, you look stunning as well" I stay with them for a while, Nat handing me a drink over, a vodka and coke. While chatting I felt as if there was a set of eyes on me from behind.
I turn around to see the metal man himself standing with Steve and Sam in a conversation, he's standing facing me eyes piercing straight into mine, I smile at him and he smiles back. Strange interaction with the metal man. I turn back around feeling my heart racing, why is he having this affect on me? no one has ever made me feel like this, not since the accident that ended my mothers life.
I got lost in a trance of thinking of my past but I was brought out of it after hearing a deep toned voice come and approach me, I turn to see a dark haired man. Muscles bulging through his black dress shirt, arm sleeves rolled up exposing his tanned muscular arms. He looks at me with deep chocolate brown eyes.
"Hey" the dark haired man said with a smile
I smile back and say hey back
He introduced himself as Eddie
He is perfect in everyway, too perfect.
"Your Y/N right ?" he asked
"Yeah, how did you know that?"
"I'm a new recruit and I've been placed into your group for practice missions"
"Wait? Edmundo?"
"Yeah"
"great to meet you, I've heard brilliant things from the S.H.I.E.L.D Academy, I hope you can live up to these expectations. If you can excuse me I need to head to the toilet and find my friend, I hope you have a great rest of your night" I say while smiling.
I excuse myself from the bar and head towards the toilets. I look at myself in the mirror, not looking physically flustered but I could feel it internally. I shove the feelings back down to where they belong and pull myself together.
I plastered a big smile across my face and went back out amongst the crowd. I walk across the room and grab Tessa. "WE ARE GOING TO DANCE" I shout over the music. I drag them to the dance floor and we cause chaos. Jumping and singing to the top of our lungs like no one was watching.
That's when we heard the initial sound, glass smashing and everything fell silent. The windows to the function room that overlooked the whole of New York fell into the room an object landing in the middle of the room. A bomb.
"RUN OR GET DOWN" I scream, everyone ran to cover but when the bomb exploded I wasn't far enough, the force from the explosion sent me flying into the wall. My head colliding with the wall first causing me to black out.
My body slams against the cold dirt of Tessâ back garden, the person responsible for this being Kate Bishop, the girl then straddles me, her thighs on either side of my hips, I feel like I have a outer body experience my mind telling me what she is going to do next. Before she can grab my wrists and hold me down I shoot a web at her face distracting her, her body shoots backwards, her hands going to her face to wipe the webs off âew ew ew y/n/n what the fuck dudeâ she shrieks like a child which gains a laugh from Tess. Seeing an opportunity I flick my wrist aiming for Kateâs torso, i web her and grapple myself to her making me land on top of her, now itâs me straddling her with a smirk âoh how the tables have turned lady hawkâ I wink using her unofficial super nerdy name she came up with for herself when she won her first archery competition at the grand age of 12. Me and Kate hold eye contact for what seems like forever, both of us smirking at each other, both waiting for the other to make their next move. Kateâs cheeks are now crimson red and her eyes flicker from my eyes to my smirking lips. I cannot for the life of me stop staring at her greyish blue eyes. âOi no donât you two dare fall in love right now this is NOT a romcomâ We are both snapped out of our trance by Tess snapping her fingers in our faces. I make quick work of getting off of Kate, one stood up I hold my hand up for her to take, she takes it and stands up.
-time skip-
Me and Kate are now walking home from Tessâ house. âSo spidey huh?â She mocks me, I look over at her and shrug âwhat about it lady hawk?â She chuckles and nudges me âhey um so the winter soldier found me too, I mean Clint found me but Bucky recruited me to the young avengersâ she smiles proudly, being the protege to Hawkeye was one thing but an avenger was a whole other thing with a whole other path of danger and hurt through it. âSo youâre saying I should join?â I query knowing she was the best person to ask about it seeming she was already apart of it. Nodding she simply says the word âyesâ as we approach her new apartment. She hugs me before grabbing her keys out of her coats pocket, she opens the door but hesitates and turns back to me âIâll be at the compound tomorrow, meet me there at 10?â She asks, I smile and nod before waving her off as she closes her door.
I walk for another half an hour to get back home, as I enter my street I see a few black vans speeding past heading in the direction opposite to the way im going. They donât look suspicious but they drove past me a little fast. Fuck it im too tired to go looking for a fight right now.
Once I get home my body hits my bed and im out.
- the next morning -
My brother comes storming into my room making a tons of noise, he stands above my head and goes to hit me, my whole body grows goosebumps and I lift my hand up just as his hand is about to make contact and I grab his wrist. He gasps and stares at me as my eyes open, I look at him and sigh letting his wrist go âwhat do you want Brogan?â I say groaning a little. He shrugs âI need to borrow your Jordanâsâ he smirks while grabbing my signature pair of shoes and holding them up
I groan and roll over putting my head in my pillow I say âokâ which is muffled by my pillow, the next thing I hear is the click of my door shutting. I roll back over seeing that he had left the doc martens he had borrowed the previous night and they are dirty, rolling my eyes I look at my phone and itâs 9am. Fuck I need to go get ready to meet Kate.
I jump up from my bed and get changed into a comfy outfit, that being a pair of baggy dark blue jeans, my new KISS tshirt and grey zip up jacket with my new pair of high top vans. I leave my hair as it is but comb it a little so im not walking around Brooklyn with bed head. Looking at my clock again itâs now 9:15. I rush to go brush my teeth, wash my face and grab everything to go. I web my backpack towards me catching it with my left hand and stuffing my suit and some body spray in it.
After a few minutes I am swinging across the streets of New York, a balaclava covering my face and the hoodie of my suit over my tshirt.
After another 15 minutes of swinging I land on Kateâs balcony which felt pretty cool how smooth that went, as soon as I land and go to walk I trip over my untied lace which in turn lands me a face full of a glass door. I see Kate witness this and nearly die of laughter as she walks over to the glass door of her balcony.
She opens the door still a little out of breathe from laughing, I let her calm down and she looks up teary eyed, red faced âsmooth entrance spiderpunkâ she smirks adding a new nickname to her list, I crack a smile and think âhey I donât actually mind that oneâ which earns a groan from Kate, âcomehereâ I say smiling. She comes over slowly, I signal for her to get on my back and she does without question. I shoot a web up which attaches itself to a taller building, from this I swing which makes Kate literally hold onto me for dear life, her screams echo through each street we pass.
Just as we get to the compound i feel my phone vibrate. Itâs Tessâ rugby club, I ignore it and walk through the fancy hallways of the building. Kate takes me to the meeting room where Tony Stark. Sorry let me rephrase that IRON MAN is standing. One of the richest men in the world is stood right in front of me. Kate opens the door and practically drags me inside, this is when I notice that it isnât only Tony there.
In the meeting room sits all of the avengers.
âSorry im late I brought a friendâ Kate announces while dragging me further into the room, all eyes are on the two of us.
Tony Stark is stood up with his iconic glasses, his gotee is cleanly shaped and he is wearing an AC/DC band tee with some blue jeans, Steve Rogers is sat on a seat near a desk with a laptop that is connected to the weird futuristic looking hologram whiteboard,
Natasha Romanoff is sat with her arms crossed a notepad in front of her with some bits and pieces of information wrote on it. She is sporting a black hoodie, her hair is braided. Bruce Banner sports a lab coat, whereas Thor wears only something a dad would wear. He is quite literally wearing a shirt that says âI came for the beerâ and some sweatpants. Clint Barton sits with a cup of coffee in his hands, he is wearing a black shirt. Very Hawkeye of him I guess. Wanda Maximoff sits staring at me as if she knows me. Yelena Belova is smirking at Kate as if it say âso you brought your weekly hookup to a team meeting huh?â. Then there is Bucky Barnes and a few others that Tess probably hasnât told me about. And there is two free seats, one next to Hawkeye the other next to Bucky. Kate obviously sits next to Hawkeye, leaving me to sit next to Bucky. Across from me is the Scarlett Witch.
Everyone turns their attention back to Tony while I continue to stare at Wanda, sheâs so beautiful. Her pale skin perfectly contrasts from her glowing auburn hair. Her green eyes pierce through my own as I stare. She is wearing a white tshirt layered below a maroon colored cardigan. A maroon coloured Taylor swift cardigan.
itâs as if im in a trance, just as i go to turn away from her I hear a voice in my head. A sokovian one âim charmed, but you are too young for me little spiderlingâ I quickly look back to Wanda who is now smirking at me. I look back at Tony and try to keep my concentration on him.
I look at the holographic board behind Tony that reads ârescue mission / young avengers initiativeâ
I look around at the people who I donât know, my adhd and anxiety getting the better of me. I see a girl who looks around the same age as me and Kate, she is tanned and looks Latina, cool another Spanish hero like me. She is wearing a light blue denim jacket filled with patches and pins, I scan over the patches and see that on the seam near the buttons of her jacket says âamor es amorâ I smile at her, the realisation setting in that shes queer.
Next to her is another girl, a little younger, she is wearing a simple white shirt with a weird star symbol on it, sitting next to her is a blonde woman with the same symbol on her red shirt, maybe they have the same powers.
I look back to Tony and he is now sat down. Bucky takes this opportunity to stand up. âAs Tony said. None of us are getting any younger so we need to prepare for the day the original avengers retire. This is why I have called everyone here today for, I see some of us have brought our protĂ©gĂ©s.â He laughs a little before clearing his throat âas I was saying we need a new age of heroâs, ones that have more time than we do, y/n stand up pleaseâ he looks at me catching me off guard. I look around awkwardly before standing up, he waves me over to the front, I oblige and stand with him âeveryone meet Spider-Manâ he announces proudly.
After Bucky hyped me up in front of the team we sit down, the blonde girl and the brown haired girl with the same symbol both stand up and introduce themselves as Carol Danvers and Kamala.
After them the Latin girl stands up and goes to the front introducing herself as America Chavez. I smile at her and she smiles back blushing a little. I shake my head a little trying not to laugh.
After she sits down Bucky stands back up and flicks the hologram over so it reads âfirst missionâ he starts to ramble about how the young avengers have a special rescue mission tonight which could take a few days. All that he tells us is that we have located a hydra base and that there is test subjects there.
We are then told to meet Tony in the lab in ten minutes time, so all of the young avengers leave the meeting room to let the adults talk. I go over to introduce myself to Kamala and America but Kate grabs my arm pulling me away. âTony wants you in the lab right nowâ she points at her Stark watch, ushering me to go quickly.
I enter the lab and see Tony Stark looking at me. âso your transgender huh?â He says in a scarily serious tone which makes me put my guard up âyeah, is that a problemâ I say ready to be kicked out of the avengers. He starts laughing like a mad man as he pulls up a chair âsit down kid im just messing with youâ he smiles and goes back to being in his AI system. He pulls up some designs for suits and clicks on a green and black one looking at me then back to the suit, âyep this is the one. You like?â I look at the suit and itâs amazing, it has a cool green to black contrast with a webbed design, a spider symbol is in the middle of the chest area.
Tony smiles at his work as a machine starts to beep and make noises, I can see the green and black fabrics being created and mended into a suit. I watch in awe as Tony fabricated a binder in the suit, he pulls out a box of shoes, black converse, a pair of Jordanâs identical to the ones my brother just borrowed off of me, he continuously hands me random pieces of clothing and weapons, I thank him after every piece is handed over.
After around half an hour of designing stuff and Tony getting to know me and my powers he tells me to go get ready for the mission and calls Kate in to talk to him.
- time skip -
All of the young avenger and Bucky stand in the Quinjet while Clint flies it toward the base, we swiftly land and everyone but me and Bucky are told to stay put, through an earpiece Steve orders me and Bucky to go forward with the plan. I sneak through the base, bucky follows closely behind me, we knock out a few agents and go into the basement of the warehouse.
Somewhere along the walk to the cells, me and Bucky get separated, I continue with the plan opening every cell even though I donât know what are in them. However in one is a small girl, around ten years old, I slowly enter the cell kneeling down to her âhey kid, you okay?â I ask gently not to scare her anymore than she is. The girl looks over my shoulder and screams, before I can react I feel a stabbing pain in the back of my neck, then everything went dark.
-
The next time I woke up I couldnât move anything, I lift my head up to see I am in a dark room, strapped to a chair. I hear a voice and then a light on the other side of the room is turned on, it takes my eyes a few seconds to adjust but sat in the same situation to me is Tess. She is also strapped to a chair. My eyes widen and I move about trying to get free to help her âTESS, ITS ME, YOUR GOING TO BE OKAYâ I say to her as she stares behind me, a manâs hand grabs my shoulder, making me wince a little, I look up to see a tall black haired man, he is a little tanned, covered in tattoos and has a little stubble on his face. âWho the fuck are you and what are you doing with my best friend you sick fuck?â I say, my voice threatening. He laughs in my face while walking so he is in front of me âHello y/n y/l/n, my name is none of your concern, all you need to worry about is your pretty little friend hereâ
I wake up in the morning back in my bedroom, still feeling uneased from the events from last night. what would he want with me? did he know about milo? what did he know about my father? I get up and shake off these questions praying he just got the wrong person. I put on some cute white ripped Demin jeans pairing it with a white tank top and a blue pastel daisy cardigan.
I hear my dad shouting for me from downstairs in his office, I go down to see him sitting there with a stern look on his face.
"where did you go last night, you know its not safe to go out alone"
"I just went out for a walk in the street to clear my head a bit" lying knowing he wouldn't like the truth of how far I went
"Nothing else you want to tell me?"
"No, I don't think there is anything else to say" I look confused as to what else he may be expecting.
"Okay, you may go then"
I leave his office nervous of what he may know, but it was impossible for him to know, right? While in my thoughts, I see a strange man, standing at the front door he was tall with a tan and muscular with dark hair and an evil demeanour. my mother greets him at the door as if they were old friends, my mother pointed him towards my fathers office and thanked her. Walking towards my dads office, as he came closer I saw that he had tattoos along his arm and some stubble on his face. When he acknowledges me he smiles but I just stare back feeling sick to the pit of my stomach with unease. As he opened the door I heard my dad greet him but the door shuts before I could get a name.
I walk into the kitchen to ask my mother who he was but I noticed she was in a hurry
"Where are you off to in such a rush?" I questioned.
"I'm late to a doctors appointment, are you able to stay in today sweetie, there's a delivery arriving today and I know your father will be leaving to go into work in about 5 mins so someone needs to be in the house"
"Yeah that's fine, I have no plans I was just planning to watch movies all day anyways"
"please don't say your going to watch 'The Secret of Moonacre' again" she says while laughing at me
"Actually no, I'm planning on watching many versions of 'A Cinderella story'" I say proudly
"Even worse" she giggles even more
"Right give me a hug and kiss before I go" I walk over to her and she gives me the biggest squeeze
"I love you" she says
"I love you too"
She leaves the house as my dad walks out of his office with the mystery man.
"I'm off to work" he says as he walks out the door not waiting for a response from me.
'Ah alone at last' I thought to myself
That is when I heard a rushed and violent knock at the door
"UGH, I jinxed it" I exclaim out loud
Walking to the door I noticed that it was Milo through the windows
I open the door letting him in and went back to the living room, I sat down on the couch and he decided to take the floor. He is looking up at me smiling like a goon.
"If your going to tell me you got lucky with Miss lover girl, please spare me, I donât need to know about what you two get up toâ I say laughing at his goofy smile.
He dramatically places his hand on his chest and acts offended
âI donât kiss and tellâ he says while his voice cracks
âmoving on from whatever that was, why are you so bouncy?â I ask, intrigued about what brought him to my house.
âSo yâknow the winter soldier, captain Americas boyfriend. He found me. Like the avengers know who I am, so he personally came up to me and asked me to join this new group of sorta young avengers, do you think I should do it?â He informs me in practically one breath.
I look at him astonished, the winter soldier like the one who stalked me outside of my street and outside Emily's house. He can't be serious now. Wait what if that's why he was following. He knew I knew the identity of the spider kid (as the news call him) and I led him right to him.
âMilo this isnât a good idea, it seems a bit shady that the winter soldier just found you like that, especially when only me and Emily know that you are the Spider-Manâ I say this thinking it might of just been a coincidence, like the winter soldier does have connections to tony and tony could find anyone with the right amount of time and money (which we all know he has) he could find anyone.
âI mean they have the starks database which probably found me, I mean itâs not like I have a whole suit so it would be pretty easy to notice me I guessâ He tries to rationalise how he couldâve found him.
I shake my head and sigh at him. We decide to watch movies, but not the ones I had originally had planned. Ones with superhero's and Gods fighting Villains of all shapes, species and sizes. That's when the idea stuck me. I look back at Milo and huge smile across my face.
âwhy are you smiling like that? Are you possessed? Oh please say youâre possessedâ he says, he has defiantly watched to much Sam and Colby lately. I stand up and start walking to the kitchen
âHave you tested your powers yet?â I questioned him
âuh no why? What are you conjuring Y/N?â he says while slowly standing up.
I walk out into the garden with Milo following close behind. The garden held many memories that were created while we grew up. I walk towards the shed and unlock it and grabbed some garden tools which could be dangerous enough to be weapons.
âwoah hey no nope not today Satanâ he says holding his hands up backing away, I laugh and place them on the grass
âwe need to test your powers Milo, c'mon itâll be funâ I say. He rolls his eyes at me then comes closer and sat down on the grass waiting to hear further on what I had concocted in my mind
âWait we should call Kate overâ I say and pull out my phone.
We have known Kate for a short while but she's one of them people that you instantly click with, and also happens to help that she has skills with a bow and arrow. She's a few years older than us but has the same mental age as us.
I told her that I had the Spiderman in my garden and asked her to come around ASAP. That's when Milo took the hint to put on the make-shift suit he had made on.
~10mins later~
Kate arrived and comes running into the garden and takes one look at Milo and covers her mouth in shock
"MILO"
I laugh at the fact how fast she figured it out and at the slight annoyed groan coming from Milo
âshitâ he says in a realisation of needing a new suit
~1hr later~
We spent an hour testing Milos ability until both of them had to leave.
So I had my alone time back once again.
I sat back down in the living room and decided to put on 'Ever after' a Cinderella story staring Drew Barrymore.
I was watching the movie for about 10 minuets and that's when I heard a smash come from the back door from the living room I can see the door slightly and that's when I saw a large figure dressed in all black breaking into the house.
I react quickly turning off the tv and making sure I'm not to be seen. I make a move quickly and quietly to my fathers office knowing that the door can lock from the inside for when my father didn't want to be interrupted during work. I open the door and close it as quite as possible and lock it. I go to grab my phone out of my pocket but realise it wasn't there.
SHIT! I left it in the living room.
A wave of panic rushes over me. I hear footsteps coming towards the room. I'm trapped the windows are locked and there is no knowing that he wasn't alone. Someone could be waiting out front for me to make an escape. I was trapped.
I went for best case scenario and I smashed the window through with the lamp that was on my fathers desk making a loud noise. I clear the window to avoid injury but I didn't realise that I missed a piece and felt a searing pain rush through my leg. I started to run with all my might and the best I could with a shard of glass in my leg. but next thing I knew the large man from before had caught up with me and restrained me while putting a cloth over my face making me pass out
------
sorry for this being later than usual I was struggling to find the time but also on what to write so i hope you enjoy PT3 and check out @ladmarkinnit for the original series WEB HEAD
I wake up in Emilyâs bed, feeling disoriented and confused. I look around the room, taking in the familiar surroundings - the posters on the wall, the clothes strewn across the floor. I turn to my side and see her, Emily sleeping peacefully beside me. I suddenly feel a wave of emotion wash over me - love, happiness, but also fear. I know that I shouldnât be here, that I had to leave before anyone found out or came to hurt her because of me. But i cant bring himself to move. Suddenly, i hear a noise from outside the door - footsteps approaching. My heart races as i realise that we might not be alone. My mind goes into panic mode and i leap out of the bed trying my best not to disturb the sleeping beauty on the bed, i place the zip up hoodie i was wearing last night over her shoulders to keep her warm on this cold morning.
The footsteps only seem to get louder as if someone is pacing around in the hallway outside her apartment. Grabbing my phone and backpack i swiftly open the door and leave closing it gently not to wake Emily up from her slumber.
Once in the hallway i come face to face with a tall fella, his muscular build would intimidate any of the men on the rugby team, he sports a black outfit and black hair tied back in a sort of man bun esc style. He looks familiar but i ignore it as i walk past him and unlock my phone. I call Tess and ask her what her father needed so urgently last night, she answers with some stupid excuse saying he needed her to help her mom with some chores. I know what her family is like, her dad is a mega duche bag who thinks just because he is in the army he can go around treating his own daughter like he does, her mom is a sweetheart but sadly doesnât stand her ground when Tessâ father treats Tess like shit, i mean I understand it must be hard because she loves him but I donât know the whole story.
Once Iâm out of the apartment building I tell Tess I will call her back as soon as I have a better source of wifi and hang up the phone and instantly feel as if I am being followed, as if there is eyes everywhere looking at me, knowing my secret, knowing who I am and what I have done.
Initially I donât see him but I catch a glimpse of dark clothing and my attention is caught by the shine of a metal arm, I look up to the manâs face and my heart drops. Itâs the man from before but now he is sporting a leather vest, black cargo pants and heavy duty boots. I try not to make it obvious I have seen him but I know who it is and I know all that is going to come from this encounter will be trouble. The winter soldier stands a mere few feet away from me.
Pulling me out of my trance he says âhey kid come hereâ in a low raspy voice, I turn to look at him and he nods as if to confirm he was indeed talking to me. I hesitate but slowly make my way over, my fight or flight just about ready to tune in. He lifts his metal arm up, and I get ready to fight. Instead he holds it in front of his torso ready to shake my hand. âI have been sent here from the avengers headquarters in search for a young group of talented individuals with powers much like your own, want to join the new age of heroâsâŠSpider-Manâ he says with little to no hesitation or doubtful tone in his words. I look up at him and he smiles making me want to trust him. After a few seconds I collide my hand with his and complete the gesture. We walk and talk for a few hours before exchanging numbers and agreeing to meet up at a base in a few days so I can meet some other kids on the âsquadâ.
my legs taking me as fast as they can, I run to Tessâ house, I knock on the door violently and not even a second later she opens the door, walking inside I notice her parents arenât home, great. We both walk to her living room and I sit on the floor while she opts for the sofa, I look up at her and smile. âIf your going to tell me you got lucky with Miss lover girl, please spare me, I donât need to know about what you two get up toâ she smirks, I dramatically place my hand on my chest and act offended âI donât kiss and tellâ I say my voice cracking, âmoving on from whatever that was, why are you so bouncy?â She queries seeming really intrigued
âSo yâknow the winter soldier, captain Americas boyfriend. He found me. Like the avengers know who I am, so he personally came up to me and asked me to join this new group of sorta young avengers, do you think I should do it?â I spill the gossip in practically one breath. She looks at me like im insane. A bit delusional if you will. She sits there and just stares at me for a good minute before speaking. âY/N this isnât a good idea, it seems a bit shady that the winter soldier just found you like that, especially when only me and Emily know that you are the Spider-Manâ she starts by saying the logically inclined things that I didnât think of. âI mean they have the starks database which probably found me, I mean itâs not like I have a whole suit so it would be pretty easy to notice me I guessâ I try to rationalise how he couldâve found me. Tess shakes her head at me and sighs, maybe I shouldnât take up his offer. Me and Tess sit in her living room watching movies about super heroâs, not that I was taking much notice to them anyway, Tess looks at me then the screen then back to me, she starts to smirk with a devious smile, this grabs my attention âwhy are you smiling like that? Are you possessed? Oh please say youâre possessedâ she stands up and walks to her kitchen âhave you tested your powers yet?â She questions, I think for a second all I know is that I can shoot webs, stick to stuff and have this weird new thing where I can sense when something bad will happen âuh no why? What are you conjuring Tess?â I say while slowly standing up. I follow her out to her garden. The garden we grew up causing chaos in, we had tie dyed clothes and chased each other with a water hose in this garden. She goes in the shed and grabs a ton of weapons âwoah hey no nope not today Satanâ I say holding my hands up backing away, she chuckles and drops them on the grass âwe need to test your powers y/n, cmon itâll be funâ she says. With a roll of my eyes I come closer and sit on the grass looking up at her waiting for her tests. âWait we should call Kate overâ she says while pulling out her phone, Kate is our multitalented friend who never backs down from a challenge. Sheâs a few years older than us but somehow has never faced the challenge of growing up. I sigh and let Tess call her, she quickly start blabbering about how she has the Spiderman in her garden and how Kate should get here asap. Because of this I quickly go grab my backpack and throw the no effort quickly made suit on.
About ten minutes later Kate comes running into the garden, she takes one look at me and covers her mouth with her hand and whispers ây/n/n?â Shocked. I groan and whisper âshitâ she noticed me straight away, Iâm in so much trouble because if miss golden retriever Kate Bishop can recognise me after a second of seeing me that means anyone can recognise me that fast. I need a better suit.
GO READ THE SPIN OFF SERIES FROM THE ONE AND ONLY GIRL WHO INSPIRED THE CHARACTER OF TESS
This is a spin off series inspired by @ladmarkinnit's web head series. This is from the point of view of Tess in his series. Unsure to what may happen yet as I just go with the flow but will be heavily linked with Ashes series, so I recommend you go over and read his story to, plus its a really good story so you should just go and read that one anyways.
TW: domestic abuse (emotional)
------------------------------------------------------------------------------
UGH Monday rolls around once again, why do the weekends always seem to fly over so fast. Luckily we have a field trip for most of the day so no proper lessons are scheduled for the day. I wake up this morning getting ready into my favourite pair of blue ripped jeans and picking up my new brown aesthetically pleasing crop top I bought on a shopping spree I had to force Milo to go on with me yesterday. Matching this cute little outfit with a brown and blue tartan jacket to top it off.
I walk down the stairs of my house and walk into the kitchen. I see my mam sitting down at the kitchen island waiting with my lunch for the day. I grab my Jeep car keys off the counter and give her a hug and kiss goodbye as I leave the house.
"DRIVE SAFELY PET" She shouts as I close the door behind me.
-- 10ish minuets later--
I arrive at school just in time to jump on to the school bus for the school trip, I still don't see why they wont let me drive my own car to Octavius labs its not like me and Milo were planning to skip... Okay we were but they didn't know that.
I run up the steps of the bus, pushing through people blocking the pathway for no reason and drop into the seat next to Milo.
"Shove along short ass" I say teasingly. Me and Milo have been Best friends now for about 8 years. You would rarely see us without the other somewhere near. We are practically attached to the hip.
"You look like shit" I state while laughing at the state he is in.
"You should see the other guy" He retorts with a big gin over his face "I did" I say laughing back at him again.
We talk for a little bit catching up on the events that have happened between yesterdays shopping spree up until I sat down next to him on the bus. I have an immediate thought that makes my whole body light up.
"Please join the rugby team Milo, you'll love it". He stares at me blankly as I gave him the puppy dog eyes. He starts to chuckle finally giving in to my pleading.
"I'll think about it okay?" he says with a bit of sarcasm, yeah I think i better give up with this.
--- 20 minuets later ---
We arrive at Octavius Labs. We walk into the massive daunting building and we are assigned groups with tour guides. Our tour guide, unfortunately, looked like he was alive before Captain America became a Capsicle.
I look left and right before pulling Milos arm and hiding us behind a pillar. I pull out a camera I had stole from the photography room on Friday after lesson.
"Hey I picked this up, thought we could sneak off to the spider enclosure and grab some shots, you promised to do me a spider tattoo, this can be your concept design" I smirk with begging eyes again. I have never liked field trips and will always find away to escape them. Why do you think I'm not aloud to drive to them anymore. He nods and I jump with glee and we sneak off the opposite way from our tour guide leaving the old man with the other students.
We make our way to the room and Milo opens the door for me and we stare up at the spider enclosure in awe. As Milo is taking pictures I walk around and see that these spiders aren't your typical looking spider. Not a spider you would ever see. In fact they don't look like any species known to man. Strange.
I let the thought slide as me and Milo get a selfie with the spiders. I see Milo in clear pain as he clenches his ribs.
"You need to get a new binder" I say with sympathy, he's been experiencing a lot of pain from it lately.
"Come on we should go, you still down to see my mam tomorrow? She misses you a lot". He laughs as we make our way back to the bus.
-- back at home --
I pull into the driveway of my house and see that my dad is home early, its a Monday which makes sense in a way as he normally gets home early to come to rugby practice with me, but this was earlier than normal. I walk through the front door and walk straight into the kitchen and find my mam ironing, she gives me a look and through that one look I know that he isn't in a good mood and is to be left alone. I act if everything is normal, most of my life could be considered an act, never letting my true self show to anyone. Well anyone but Milo, I know I can trust him with anything.
I head up in to my room and get ready to go to training.
-- Tuesday --
Today was just as normal however Milo does seem to be acting strange. Well he's always strange but I mean he was beyond strange today. For example today at lunch we got bored so I got the rugby ball out from the back of my car and he held it above my head without using his fingers, that is quite literally impossible. Even more impossible for a person who hasn't played rugby since they were 10.
I shrugged it off as beginners luck, but something is definitely up and he's not telling me about it. I will find out what he is keeping from me.
-- Tuesday afternoon --
I'm sitting up in my bedroom reading my newest book 'Practice makes perfect' by Sarah Adams whilst listening to Jonas Brothers. However this all gets interrupted by an incoming phone call. Milo.
"Hey y/n/n, I need one of your comic books" he says over the phone.
"Wait, OH MY GOD, have I converted you to the dark side?" I say with shock but enthusiasm as I have bee dying to get him to read one of them.
"Sure you have, do you still have that uh Spider girl thing?" he sighs when saying that, knowing for a fact I will now never shut up about this.
"I left it at yours because I knew you would want it someday, check under your old rugby uniform" I say while smiling so much it actually started to hurt.
"OMG, I love you so much, thank youuuu, you stupid nerd" he says as he hangs up the phone. I had a gut feeling that deep down that there was something behind the reason he was asking for the comic but I didn't want my overthinking to cloud the day where I finally got him interested into a comic book, even though it may of been for another reason.
As I am reading I see my phone light up with a message and see its my mam asking me to come downstairs. I comply to her request and go downstairs to see her and my dad not looking happy.
"what's up?" I ask.
"We have just heard from your school that you are FAILING more that half of your subjects" my dad starts to raise his voice.
Oh no this isn't going to end well.
I block out as much as I can but some words still manage to creep through.
"worthless"
"Fat"
"waste of space"
"Thick as pig shit"
-- 10 mins later --
I am upstairs in the bathroom balling my eyes out. Trying to calm myself down just before Milo arrives. Eyes are all red and puffy so I splash cold water over my face to help. Adding concealer underneath my eyes to hide the dark circles and then re-applying mascara. That's when I hear a knock on my bedroom door and then Milo walks through the door.
"Hello sunshine" he says with a smile, Ironic.
"Hello Goth boy" I say back with a smile across my face.
"I brought snacks and hair dye"
"do we have an exam tomorrow?" I ask which he returns with a nod
"Hair dye timeeeee"
it has became some sort of a ritual before an exam now that I dye my hair so if I fail at least I did it looking good. Which has been a lot lately.
--
Next thing I know my hair has been separated into 2. With the under of my hair being dyed pink. Out in the corner of my eye I see the bleach box and I pick it up looking straight at Milo.
"No please, not again" he says as he backs away from me. I open he box and the lid of the bleach and shrug
"well its open now we must use it" smiling as I put a blob onto his black hair.
"I hate you" he groans.
"I love you too" chuckling while applying more.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Ahh so i just done all of this tonight, you can obviously see if u have read the web head series where they interlink.
I highly recommend reading @ladmarkinnit series as it gives u the perspective of milo over there but you are milo to if u get me over in that series the persons POV im writing here is called Tess.
Yeah if this confuses you just ignore it and go find out for yourself đ
Sitting on my double bed me and Tess are gazing a the small vile of medication that could possibly save my life. Tess picks it up, ripping the needle out of its package and places the tip in the tiny glass bottle, absorbing the liquid into the needle âyou ready?â She asks me, with a small nod i lifts up my shorts to expose my upper thigh, tattoos litter my legs, the needle goes in and the liquid is pushed into my bloodstream. With everything going on i never thought this would be happening. Iâm finally on testosterone. I have grown at least four inches since i got my powers, my aunt who works at the hospital managed to get me in with a doctor who specialises in gender affirming care. And now i have just took my first shot of testosterone.
Anyway that was last month.
âOi emoâ Tess says as she waves her hand in front of my face snapping me out of my trance, I look up and we are at the rugby club. Presentation night, she nudges me and nods her head to a group of boys, tall muscular boys who obviously play rugby, I see her crush Finley by the bar with them, heâs a sweet boy, admires Tessâ father and is respectful. âgo talk to himâ I say jokingly knowing Tess would never even go close to him. She laughs and I stand up to walk over to the boys, she grabs my arm and pulls me back earning a few chuckles from the rugby girls, I turn back and smirk shrugging my shoulders âwhat I need a drinkâ I say laughing âno you donâtâ she replies.
The night quickly ends as Tess and her millennium mindset kicks in even though she is LITERALLY GEN Z. We head home and go get rest for the next day. School has finally broke out and me and Tess have to search for universityâs to go to, I run home from Tessâs place and quickly change into a black hoodie and black cargo joggers matched with a balaclava, I climb out of my window and onto the roof with my radio that I had modified to channel the policeâs walkie talkies.
The radio cackles and creeks then a manâs voice comes through âROBBERY ON THE WEST SIDE OF TOWN AT THE OLD AYLES CORNER SHOPâ I smile before jumping off of the roof and using my webs to swing downtown, I quickly end up at the shop, I walk in slyly and see three tall men wearing purge masks, I sneak up behind them and grab a can of redbull cracking it open and leaning against the till, all three of the men and the cashier snap their necks to turn and look at me. âCmon guys did you not hear the news they cancelled the anual purge this yearâ I chuckle at my own joke before throwing my wrist out and webbing one of the robbers hands to the wall behind him, the other two make quick work of getting to me, the one with the baseball bat lifts it up and goes for the swing before he swings it down onto my head I catch the bat in my hand, using the other one to web him in the face, temporarily blinding him, once he screams of pain I take the opportunity to kneel down and sweep his legs, knocking him to the ground, I then web his arms and legs down to the ground. Next the bigger guy grabs me by the hood of my hoodie and throws me into the aisle stocked with glasses of alcohol, my body flys to the ground and a bottle crashes onto my head, cold beer runs down my face, I wipe my eyes and look up at the man âwow you fellas sure know how to show a man a grand timeâ laughing again I stand up and nod to the cashier âhey maâam how much do I owe you for that and the redbull?â I say with a smile, she chuckles and waves her hand âoh nothing dear, catch these guys and itâs on the houseâ she says with a thankful look, determined to get my redbull I make quick work of webbing the manâs eyes then arms before grabbing my drink and watching the police enter the car park, I walk out of the shop, quickly swinging away from the police as bullets fly past me. Apparent the police did not appreciate the help.
I look at the time on my phone seeing itâs only 11pm I decide to go to anyone but Tessâ house, I swing by Emilyâs house and climb up the fire escape. I look through the window sighing, there she is sat on her bed watching a Tim burton film, me and Emily have been friends since childhood, we know each other like the back of our hands. I knock on the window and she jumps a little but knows itâs me, looking over she rushes to the window and opens it, grabbing me by the scuff of my hoodies collar she drags me to her bed and throws me down pointing at me then her phone with a stern look, I pull my balaclava off my face and give her a look which screams i need help. She whisper screams âyour the Spider-Man dude?â She slaps my shoulder âwhat the fuck y/n/nâ she goes to her set of drawers and grabs a jar. I look at her as she grabs some weed, a grinder and papers, throwing them at me she points at it âexplain yourself lover boy or no drugsâ I chuckle at the unserious tone in her demeanour, cracking open the grinder I put some of the magic plant in and start to twist it allowing the parts to be cut up into tiny pieces. âSo I may or may not have been bit by a spider, and decided to go fight crimeâ I smirk as I then take out the green and place it on a rolling paper still explaining my situation. I start to roll the joint and twist the top completing it. Emily comes and sits next to me placing her head on my shoulder before looking up at my face slightly âyour bleedingâ she stares before lifting her head up and grabbing my face to look at her, she looks down at my lips before looking back up to my eyes, she lifts her finger up wiping the blood from my bottom lip and and kissing my cheek and grabbing the joint out of my hands âgo change into my clothes you look like bat manâ I laugh and go over to her closet grabbing a pair of grey joggers and a Radiohead shirt, I walk back in and throw her the lighter from her bedside table, she lights the end of the joint and blows on it allowing it to burn. We take a few hits each before playing puff and pass, the room is blurry and we both are in one of those moods where everything is funny.
âWait wait stay here I have an ideaâ she shouts as she runs to her closet, she comes back in with a navy blue hoodie that has maroon sleeves she throws it to me making my spider sense go off and allowing me to catch it before it knocks the joint out of my hand, then she throws me a white paint pen. âGet to work wonder boyâ she says as she gets on the bed and drags me down cuddling into the side of me. âDoing what?â I pass her the rest of the joint âmake ur super human costumeâ I laugh and pop the top off of the pen, I decide to stick with the spider themes and draw a spider smack bang in the middle of the hoodie âbaby?â She whines âmhâ I say while I scribble in the details on the spider âdoes Tess know?â She asks, shaking my head I sigh âI donât know how to tell..â I am cut off by a knock on the door, Emily groans and gets up opening her bedroom door, in walks Tess⊠shit.
Closing the door Tess points at me âitâs you isnât it?â I smile confused âyour the spider thing all over the news you idiotâ she comes over to me slapping my head âwhy didnât you tell me?â She demands âI didnât know howâ I shrug ây/n y/l/n Iâm your best friend, sheâs your lover or whatever you two are I havenât really figured that one out yet but that doesnât matter, you shouldâve came to us not go out and try to be a vigilanteâ both Tess and Emily sit either side of me asking multiple questions about my powers. I answer everything in time then we all decide to turn on a movie, Tessâs father ends up calling her forcing her to come home leaving me and Emily alone once again.
my thoughts on the âcoming outâ scene
I NEED TO KNOW WHAT THEY WROTE ON THAT GODDAMN PIECE OF PAPER but Iâm hoping it went something like this ;
Cynthia : I have a crush on / kissed Lydia
Nancy : rate the kiss 1/10 ?
BECAUSE LIKE CMON ITS SUPPORTIVE BUT FUNNY and itâs just Nancy.
And while we are on the topic of our queen let me just bring up one thing
iâve been waiting for this moment and it was glorious
cynthia and lydia get your shit together
If Lydia and Cynthia donât get a happy ending I will sob (I know the whole lesbian thing is bound to fail because cmon the show is set in the 50s but please I need this)
I need a Holga x Doric fic NOW I will literally write it myself. That whole party is bisexual except for Holga, sheâs a lesbian.
Me : You're the love of my life and my best friend, I would do anything for you!
@bookaddict05 : I want you to eat three meals a day and have a decent sleep schedule.
Me : Absolutely not.
Hereâs a silly little head cannon for transmasc spider y/n -
âą Y/N hates shopping but his best friend Tess LOVES shopping.
đžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïž
Tess - ây/nnnn you promised to come shopping with me now Cmon help me pick a dressâ
Y/n : âfine hurry upâ
Tess grabs two dresses one blue the other red, she than grabs y/Nâs hand and drags him to the dressing rooms. First she comes out in the red dress.
She looks pretty in the dress but it isnât her style, y/n isnât going to tell her that, he nods a little and then she goes back and tries on the blue dress.
(pretend itâs blue I beg)
Tess comes out of the changing room in the blue dress, y/n looks at it and knows this is the one. He gives her a thumbs up.
Tess : âOkay so which one?â
Y/n : âwhichever one your more comfortable inâ
Tess: ây/n parker I swear to godâ
Y/n : âokay the blue oneâ
Tess : âyour just saying that so we can go arenât youâ
Y/n : âno I genuin⊠why are you looking at me like that?â
Tess : âbecause I want the truthâ
Y/n tilts his head back and sighs before looking back at his best friend: âI know you hate skintight dresses, I like the blue better on you than the red, the blue suits your hair more, the fabric looks more comfy and you look happier in the blue one.â
Tess smiling : âthankyouuâ
Y/n : âcan we go now?â
incorrect quote đ
the avengers having a party, everyone is drunk and having a good time.
Nat : âevery woman is a lesbian at heartâ
Everyone a bit confused but some of the other girls join in creating some sort of chant
Nat, Wanda, Carol, Maria, Kate and yelena : âevery woman is a lesbian at heartâ
Steve : âhey hey stop, you canât possibly be saying every woman is a lesbianâ
Kate : âwhy not?â
Clint : âbecause theyâre not, Laura isnât a lesbianâ
Tony : âyeah my apprentice isnât a lesbianâ
Carol smirking : âhow do you know?â
Tony : âhow do I know my apprentice isnât a lesbian?â
Bucky : âwhat they are trying to say is you canât make grand sweeping generalisations. Itâs not acceptableâ
Nat, Wanda, Carol, Maria, Kate and yelena : âevery woman is a lesbian at heartâ
Nat, Wanda, Carol, Maria, Kate and yelena now clapping : âevery woman is a lesbian at heartâ
Nat, Wanda, Carol, Maria, Kate and yelena : âevery woman is a lesbian at heartâ
Nat, Wanda, Carol, Maria, Kate and yelena : âincluding Tonyâs apprenticeâ
Y/N, Tonyâs said apprentice who had been running late comes out of the elevator, just in time to hear the last two sentences.
Y/N : âuh hey guysâ
INCORRECT QUOTE
đžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïž
Y/N pacing - âthis is bad. this is really badâ
yelena walking by âdude what is it?â
y/n - âi kissed wandaâ
yelena - âwoaah, I owe natasha so much moneyâ
Trans Spider y/n
no love interest. yet. comment who should be the love interest though. Just a new series, maybe one shot Iâm trying out. Iâm this universe reader is Spider-Man but unlike any other spider person they have this one little problem. He was assigned female at birth.
đžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïž
âHEY PENIS PARKERâ a familiar voice shouts in my ear as I rest my head on my cold locker. A heavy force pushes my back towards the locker, my body is pushed up so my feet arenât touching the ground, his hands grip the collar of my shirt. âWhat did I say about you seeing my girl parker?â He scowls at me. Flash Thompson. The bully. I grimace as a clenched fist makes contact with my face, my body dropping to the floor. Students gather around like this is the most important part of their day. Which knowing the kids from Brooklyn, it probably is. I pick myself up, dirty converse placed on the floor as I put my hands up to fight. For the fourth time this week. Once again his fist makes contact with my face again, this time he draws blood, my cheek cuts open from his silver plated ring, fuck. My turn. I quickly jab him in the jaw, his face is comical as he shakes his head, spitting out blood onto the floor, he smirks and grabs me by the chin and throws my body to the ground, with force he kicks me in the ribs a couple of times before she runs over. His girlfriend. âFlash what are you doing? Break it upâ she pulls his arm so he is a distance away from me. It all happens so fast but teachers are storming towards us, one grabs my arm while another ushers flash toward the principals office.
Shoved into a seat, Flash and the head teacher is sat in the room with me. âyou two used to be best friends, now you both fightâ the principal starts. âOne more time and you are both expelled. Your parents.. sorry guardians will be informed about thisâ he then states sternly. Fuck my uncle Ben is going to kill me, Iâm so dead.
âNow go hurry along you have to catch a bus for your classes day trip if Iâm not wrongâ he chuckles before adding âboys will be boysâ at the end of his sentence.
-
I throw my body down onto a free pair of seats, closing my eyes and sighing. Finally. âShove along short assâ another familiar voice says through the crowd. Thank god itâs Tess, my best friend of eight long years. Sheâs the yin to my yang. The Cap to my Bucky. And all of that cringe shit. I quickly sit up leaving her room on the left to me, she sits and looks over to me, she shakes her head. âyou look like shitâ she states with a laugh âyou should see the other guyâ i smirk âI didâ
-
After a few minutes of conversation she instantly perks up. Turning to me with puppy dog eyes she grabs my attention âplease join the rugby team y/n, youâll love itâ she asks for the millionth time. I hadnât played rugby since my parents left when I was 10. Chuckling I cave for her begging âIâll think about it okay?â I say with a hint of sarcasm.
-
Our conversation flows naturally as time goes on, before we know it we have arrived at the place. Octavius labs. âApparently they signed a deal with Doctor Connorsâ I overhear someone say in awe as we step off of the bus.
-
Once inside the building we get assigned groups and of course tour guides. Ours was some old man with 90s style glasses and white hair, someone you could see as your grandpa who has the best stories ever. In who you know led an amazing life. Tess pulls my arm making me look up at her, I give her a questioning look as she pulls out my camera. Sneaky bitch. âHey I picked this up, thought we could sneak off to the spider enclosure and grab some shots, you promised to do me a spider tattoo, this can be your concept designâ she smirks again with pleading eyes. Sheâs never been the one to like the field trips, sheâs chill and would rather go do her own thing, that being dragging me to do things with her. I nod as we sneak away from the poor old man.
-
I open the door for her like a true gentleman, she enters the room and looks around surprised. I walk up to the spiders in awe. I grab my camera and get to work. Just as I click the button to take one last photo. A selfie of me and Tess with the spiders. I feel a stabbing pain on my left rib. Fucking binder. I grimace a little, making Tess look over. One hand keeps a hold of my camera as the other shoots to my rib. âYou need to get a new binderâ Tess says with sympathy in her voice. âCmon we should go, you still down to see my mom tomorrow? she misses you a lotâ Tess informs me, that makes me laugh a little, the pain being less apparent thankfully, we head out of the labs, heading back to the bus.
-
Opening the door to my aunt and uncleâs apartment. Now sporting a headache and chest pain, I walk to the kitchen and grab a bottle of water. âHey bud! How was the field trip?â My aunt may says with her signature smile. She wraps an arm around me giving me some weird half hug. âMh?â I say groaning as my vision starts to go crappy. She kisses me on the forehead and smiles a little. âGo to bed y/n, you look like crapâ she chuckles as I walk to my room and my body flops onto my bed.
-
A piercing sound hits my ears. Fuck my alarm, I cover my ears and slap my phone multiple times trying to shut it off after like 50 tries it finally stops. My eyes open and I feel like Iâm blinded. What the fuck is happening to me? I cover my eyes and attempt to close my curtains, somehow I donât trip over anything in my room and get the curtains first try. Weird.
-
The whole morning my sensory issues get a little bit easier to handle, I skate to school again and as soon as I enter I walk straight into Flash. Well Iâm a dead man arent I? He is now sporting a black eye and a grazed cheek bone. He looks at me and swings for my face. I catch his punch which grabs everyoneâs attention. He looks extra confused today, I sweep him off of his feet and he is now on the floor, being the respectful man I am, I walk away.
-
The whole day goes by questionably quick. One thing that is a bit confusing is that my hands are sticking to everything. Itâs super annoying but I guess it was funny to see the look on Tessâs face when I held the ruby ball above her head without using the grip of my fingers, just my palm. That was a sight to see.
-
I skate home and get pushed off of my board by some tall dude. âWhat the fuck man?â I say using my deep manly voice. Or so I thought. âFuck you trannyâ he says as he comes closer to me. Well this isnât good. I push him away and go to punch him but some weird white stuff comes out of my wrist, due to him already having his hand up, his right hand gets stuck to the wall with whatever that stuff was. I look behind me to see if it was someone else. Nope only us here. I look at my wrist confused. Did that stuff come out of me? what. the. fuck. I walk closer to the man, doing the same to his other hand before walking to get a closer view of the white stuff. It looks like string, I hold my hand out and shoot the stuff onto the bricks close to his head, I swipe a little off onto my finger to get a closer feel of it. Webs? Did I just shoot a spider web out of my wrist. I back away a little wait Iâve heard about this before. What was it. One of those stupid comics Tess likes. Uh spider woman. Yes thatâs it.
-
While walking away I grab my phone and dial Tessâs number. On the second ring she picks up.
-
âHey T, I need one of your comicsâ I say with urgency.
âWait oh my god, have I converted you to the dark side??â She squeals into the speaker
âsure you have, do you still have that uh spider girl thing?â I say with a sigh knowing Iâm never going to live this down
âI left it at yours because I knew you would want it someday, check under your old rugby uniformâ she says, I just know sheâs smiling trough the phone right now.
âOmg I love you so much, thankyouuu you stupid nerdâ I say as o start to run back to my house, skate board in my hand.
-
I run into the house faster than usual and get to my room, once there I go straight to my old rugby shit, throwing my uniform to the side and grabbing the comic. I flip through it and it hits me. I got bit by a spider as the lab yesterday. Shitttt.
-
I lift up my hoodie and look at my ribs, remembering the stabbing pain I felt when I was with Tess when we snuck off yesterday. Two small red bite marks are placed on my skin. Great Iâm going to die. Or turn into some mutant. I think death would be the better option here.
-
A few hours later and lots of reading the comic and analysing the facts of it, I decide I need to test my new âpowerâ. I grab a flannel and go out, leaving a sticky note on the fridge which reads âwent to Tessâs house xoxoâ. I look around the streets trying to find a tall building, comic book in hand, I run up the stairs of a building and get to the top. âJust a leap of faith y/n..cmon just jumpâ I say to myself as I look down at the drop.
-
ânope no not happeningâ I say while running back down the stairs I go and find a smaller building and go on top of that instead.
-
One atop of the building I hold my hand out and try shoot a web. Nope that didnât do anything. I hold the comic up and look at the hand gesture she done. Copying her action I throw my hand out doing the hand action and it works. Okay then that was easy. Now this.
-
I look down at the ground, I take a few steps back and run full speed to the edge and jump off. My body is on a downward spiral to the floor, I hold my hand out and a web shoots, attaching its self to a lamppost. Score.
-
I grab the web and aim my body toward the lamppost and it works Iâm swinging across the streets in no time. This is so cool.
-
I end up taking advantage of this newfound advantage, I go to the shops and grab a bunch of snacks and hair dye, paying for them of course. I swing to Tessâs house, knocking on the door. Her mom answers it, i smile awkwardly. She lets me in and I walk into Tessâs room âhello sunshineeeâ I say as I drop myself onto her floor as she lays on the bed âhello goth boyâ she chuckles as she looks down at me, I look up at her, holding up the bag. âI brought snacks and hair dyeâ she takes the bag and empties it out onto the bed, grabbing the hair dye first âdo we have an exam tomorrow?â She questions, gaining a nod from me âhair dye timeeâ I say knowing she always dyes her hair before a test.
-
Next thing I know we are in her bathroom, she has half of her hair up in a bun and the rest I am applying pink to. Once Iâve done that, I wrap it in foil and she grabs the bleach box dye looking at my hair. âno please not againâ I beg as I back away, she starts to open the dye, once the cap is off she shrugs âwell itâs open now we must use itâ she smirks as she puts a blob onto my hair âI hate you so muchâ I groan. My poor hair âlove you tooâ she chuckles as she begins to abuse my hair.
đžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïž
Heyy guys, this is part one of a new series Iâm trying out. I hope you like it. Please comment who you think would suit our little y/n as their love interest.
Extra - have a photo of me and my bsf as spiderman, sheâs the blonde one ofc, love you @bookaddict05
<3 MASTERLIST <3
hi guys, first off thankyou for reading and second welcome to my page <3
ASKS ARE ALWAYS OPEN, pls feel free to request.
hi Iâm Ashe,
- she/they
-19 years old / scorpio âïž
đđđđđđđđđđđđđ
Incorrect quotes <3
tears over beers (nevermore kids)
would you live for me? (wednesday)
never kissed a dude (tasm)
perfume (nevermore kids)
every woman is a lesbian (avengers)
đđđđđđđđđđđđđ
Oneshots <3
radio silence - Wanda x nb reader
reader and their twin sister, Yelena BelovĂĄ have found themselves trapped in an active shooting at a local museum, what happens when the team canât reach them and Wanda and Nat are left to worry?
Life Line - Yoko Tanaka x nb reader
Reader is depressed due to her mother figure, Miss Weems being stabbed with the nightshade needle, Weems is in hospital but presumed dead by poor y/n, yoko being y/nâs girlfriend has been with y/n as much as possible during her time of mourning.
is that my jacket? wandanat x reader
r is a part of the avengers and wanda is the one of the new recruits. basically nat makes wanda nervous and she thinks the woman hates her when really nat is attracted to the girl and trying hard not to show it. and wanda mainly goes to r for comfort and advice all the time. i'm thinking nat and r are close (maybe dating?) and wandas this oblivious little bean who doesn't realize they like her?
Smoking hot - Wanda x reader
Y/Nâs a hot smoker who Wanda is so desperate to impress, so desperate that she would go up to the girl having never smoked before and ask the girl for a cigarette
Fuck me eyes - yelena x reader
đžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïžđžïž
masterlist
NOT THE RASIN WEETABIX LAUREN đđ
Mystery man
This is a female reader x bucky barnes story
This is my first time writing a one shot please enjoy
ââââââââââââââââââââ
The sun is shining through my baby pink cotton curtains as jarvis announces the time "6:30 Miss y/n, you have breakfast scheduled for 7:00 accompanied with Mr Hogan, followed by training at 8:00 with your new instructor mr barnes".
Ah yes the Mystery man that all the shield agents seem to be obsessed by Mr Barnes the fearless soldier. Guess today we can put a name to a face.
I rolled out of bed slowly dragging myself to the joint bathroom i share with tessa shes also an agent but also the closest thing i have to family. We enrolled into the academy together and since then we have been as close as ever. I pick up my tooth brush take off its protective cap and put some toothpaste on. While brushing my teeth tessa makes an appearance brushes her hair.
" whats your schedule?" I ask her while spitting out toothpaste
"Ive got a meeting with Hill at 7:00 and then me and a few other agents have a mission with Rogers at noon, what about you?" she answers
"Breakfast with Hogan and training with Barnes"
"Omg u get to train with Barnes im so jealous, however ive heard hes ruthless so good luck"
I leave her in the bathroom closing my door behind me. I walk over to my vanity and pick up my hair brush and put my hair into double dutch braids while applying some sun cream and day cream on to my face. Gotta keep my young looking face i think then i smile at my self in the mirror and say you can do this.
I walk to breakfast and was automatically greeted by happy who was waiting for me in the kitchen. He talked me through security details while we had some lovely raisin weetabix.
I stand up from the table and place my dish and spoon in the sink and turned to face happy.
"Ive got to go now i need to meet Barnes" he nodds and i walk down the corridor and took a left.
I walked into the gymnasium there was a sparing place in the middle of the floor which was surrounded by multiple various different gym equipment. In the middle of the floor stood a man around 6ft tall, dark slick back hair, muscular and one strange noticeable feature... a metal arm. Oh and one other thing hes incredibly gorgeous no wonder everyone was so obsessed.
"You are y/n i assume" he questioned
"Thats correct sir"
"Dont call me sir i feel old, call me barnes... now lets see what u got"
He made me run lap around the hall, lift weights and occasionally fight each other. It felt like hours had passed.
"Im fed up, im not doing anymore" i refuse and drop to the floor.
He looks down at me in amusement
"You have only been training for an hour u still have another hour left. Now get up" he says that last part more stern than pervious.
"No i cant move, you cant make me do something if i cant move"
Tension starts to pick up
" get up off your lazy arse right now and give me another 10 laps" he said fury burning within his eyes
"Make me"
We stared deeply in one anothers eyes both with hatred flowing through us. He walks closer towards me causing him to tower over more. I stan up so the height difference wasnt so great but he still seemed to tower over me. We stared intently into each others souls both of us not wanting to break away first to give the other the delight of winning.
A slight smirk forms across his face and he reaches out for my arm while im stille distracted by his ocean blue eyes. He flips me on the floor and pins me down. Still not breaking eye contact.Â
"20 laps now"
I can tell that me and metal man are going to have lots of fun...
As my bestie @bookaddict05 said âwrite me a modern Cinderella story but marvelâ okay so yes sheâs dragging me out of my writers block by my hair, so what imma try it.
Female Reader x
So anywho hereâs ur modern Cinderella story.
Slipping on my baby blue converse I finally finish my outfit for the day, I look out of the window and it was quite sunny for New York, I shrug it off and grab my denim jacket which if I do say myself goes perfectly with the white dress I am wearing. I look in my mirror once more, fixing my golden hair once again before grabbing my keys and phone, stuffing both in my pockets.
Todays the day, I finally get to get out and go to the market. Finally.
âY/NN!!â My stepmother shouts from the other room, I open the door to the room and smoke flows out of the clouded room. Wafting it away with one hand I squint to see my stepmother. âyou called?â I say with a sweet smile âmake yourself useful and grab me a pack of cigarettes while you are outâ she shouts back a little too loud, i nod and close the door leaving her to engulf the room in smoke once more, once more am i glad we are broke, there is no fire alarm in this apartment complex. Meaning the wicked witch of Brooklyn, my step mother can stay in her room and be antisocial as she wants. As long as she doesnât come and make my life more of a living hell. Enough of that, I grab my purse and head out of the apartment.
Walking the streets of NewYork is scary enough with the catcalling however now we have superheroâs, which of course comes hand in hand with the villains. Luckily enough the walk to the market didnât hold any attacks so far, in the market I grab some fruits and a few packs of cigarettes as requested, I buy a few more things. As I walk out of the market I see a shoe stall, my eyes flicker over the shoes, one pair caught my eyes. I glittery pair of heels. $20. Goddamn it, so expensive. I sigh but as it seems the universe likes me today. âHey you girlâ someone says as I turn to walk away. I slowly turn around seeing red and blue, I look up a little and groan a bit, as I said earlier heroâs. And as it seems, the vigilante Spider-Man is stood in front of me.
âCan I help you?â I say looking at his mask finding it a bit weird to be talking to someoneâs mask as due to being an actual human I am used to looking into peoples eyes to have a conversation not their lenses.. âdid your see anyone in a purple and green outfit? old dude, kinda creepy looking fella.â He asks, as if Iâm his last hope in finding whoever he is looking for. âUh yeah, he went that wayâ i point down the rows of stalls, obviously lying to get this hero off of my back. The masked man does what Iâd say to be a relieved sigh, he reaches into his pockets and hands me a $20 note then he says âget those shoes, they suit a damsel like youâ just before he runs off the way I pointed. Just my luck, I shrug and buy the shoes, his treat.
I tumble into the apartment with those stupid paper bags in my arms, I dump the bags on the table in the kitchen, i then grab the packs of cigarettes and go to give them to my stepmother. I open the door and she is looking through her wardrobe, dresses are scattered on her bed. âI got you your cancer sticks..whatâs the occasion?â I say curiously, as she never goes out.
âGet ready we have been invited to the tower for a party. Do you remember my friend Doctor Osborn? he scored us tickets to get inâ she points at me as she takes the boxes of cigarettes and closes her door. I guess I should dress up then.
first though I put the shopping away, grabbing the heels and walking to my room. I flick through my clothes I own and find the perfect dress, a light blue satin dress, to go with this I choose my best jewellery. Gold of course, I put on the new heels and do my makeup and hair. An hour later Iâm ready to do.
âY/n hurry the fuck up our ride is hereâ my stepmom shouts from the other side of my door. I step out of the room and she huffs âyou look like a slutâ she mutters before walking to the door, I walk behind her as we go to the car, we then drive to the avengers complex.
-
Upon entering, we had no problem, we walk into the complex, there was like five bars in one room. Thatâs cool I guess âright now piss off and meet out front at 11:50 or Iâm leaving you here, understood?â She says to me with a hint of hatred toward me. âOkay have funâ I say as she walks away.
-
I look around, grabbing a drink, while waiting I see a boy with brown hair. Cute. I keep looking around seeing all of the avengers in their party attire. The bartender slides the drink along the counter and just as I go to pay someone slides their card onto the scanner, I look over and itâs the same brunette I saw earlier, he smirks at me as he looks over to the bartender âput it on my tab Natâ he says with a wink to the girl.
-
I take the drink, knowing itâs not been spiked, of course I took it, a hot man just paid for it. âThankyouâ I say blushing a little âmy pleasure damsel, nice shoes by the wayâ he smiles as he bites his lip a little, I smile at the boy while he orders his own drink, in this time I take the opportunity to look over the man. A dark blue suit and tie is contrasting against his white polo shirt, fancy.
-
Time flies, me and the man dance.A .Lot. we never ask any questions about one another, we didnât exactly need to.
It only seemed like an hours dance but unknowingly to me it was already 11:55, I saw my stepmother from across the room, she looked pissed off, I excuse myself from the man and go over.
-
That was the last thing I remember, I am now locked in my room, the same outfit from the previous night on, my stepmother smoking in her room, thereâs then a knock on the door, followed by âexcuse me can whoever lives here open the door pleaseâ a deep familiar voice says. I can hear clattering and curse words outside my door. I crack the door open a little to see. Yes I picked the lock, can you blame me i am a curious creature.
And there he is. Spider-Man in my living room.
âWe have received an anonymous tip that Doctor Norman Osborn is in this apartment. We have a warrant to search the placeâ he says sternly.
-
I keep quiet as the house is searched, I sit on my bed as he bursts through the door of my room. He freezes before closing the door and taking his mask off. âItâs youâ he says in shock âitâs meâ I smile a little âyou canât live here anymore, your mom is hiding a criminal in here, come to the avengers compound and live with usâ he pleas holding a hand out for me to take.
wandaxreader (relationship) yelenaxreader + natxreader (siblings)
reader uses they/them pronouns
Warnings - angst angst and a sprinkle of angst
another silly little one shot no one asked for. For this one I took inspiration from that one episode of b99 where Rosa is on duty at an active shooting. Pre warning I did write this at 4am, my body was running on nicotine and coffee so please forgive me if this is bad <3
đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«
Wandaâs pov - 9am - Avengers Tower
đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«
I stare at the clock as it slowly but surely moves, both arms moving but never seeming to meet each other, I look back to the time it displays, a tired yawn escapes my body. The meeting has only been going on for 20 minutes. Thing is I wouldnât have been this tired if Y/N wasnât put on early morning patrol duty. Itâs normally the younger avengers who get forced to patrol the streets of NewYork on the mornings as all they have to do is stop a few robbers or help some old grandmother across the busy streets and even if there happened to be an avengers level threat they had their radio to call for backup. It was supposed to be Peter on duty today. But the little pesky bug boy decided he would much rather see to his aunt and her boyfriends anniversary plans than do what he is being payed for. The rest of the young avengers are at school, on Y/Nâs request of course.
âHey Sabrina you listening?â Tony interrupts my train of thought, I look up and see him and a few other staring at me âyeah sorryâ I say with a gentle smile as they carry on their meeting.
Where was I? Oh yes my partner. My stupid adorable partner. They being the trouper that they are told Peter that they would happily take his shift on patrol, in which meaning them waking up at 4:30am, also meaning they woke me up as they being the clumsy person they are tripped over their own suit in their tired state, making suck a racket. Anyway that lead me to where we are now. Tired. Groggy and in a meeting. Thanks y/n.
After another half an hour of listening to absolutely everything. Sorry nothing of what Tony just rambled on about, Fury came rushing in with Maria. They looked broken. âRogers, radio statâ Fury demanded as he pointed at the star spangled man. Steve being the perfect solider he is, he turned on and placed his radio on the desk for everyone to hear.
the small box crackles and squeals before a voice comes on âBREAKING NEWS!. Iâm NewYork a shooting has occurred, all we know as yet is that the shooter is active and still on the scene. The shooting started at around 8am and is taking place at the american museum of natural history. The shooter is said to be armed with space tech. Anyone near the museum must evacuate and stay as far away as possible.â the radio then crackles and goes silent again. âand where is this museum?â Clint asks âupper west sideâ Bruce says without missing a beat. Looking around the room to see what the game plan is I see Natâs face go sickeningly pale. âupper west side?â She asks, her voice cracking a little. I look at my future sister in law and it hits me. Yelena and Y/N. They both took their duty on upper west side an hour ago due to some reports of a commotion in some boring museum.
Fiddling with one of the radios, Clint manages to get connected to a police hotline, we can now hear if there is any updates on what shield agents are in the building. âOkay now agents of the shield facility I need anyone who is still standing to read their badge numbersâ an officer says with a hint of boredom in his voice. Nat comes over to sit closer to me, everyoneâs attention now glued to the tiny radio on the table. This meeting not being so boring anymore. âAgent104â some man says âagent233â another woman says, the list goes on for a few minutes until we hear a Russian accent, me and Nat lean forward in our chairs praying for either yelena or y/n or even just one of the twins. To everyoneâs relief it was yelenas voice coming through âagents 443 and 444â she said. A big sigh is released as the twins are alive. But for how long? âWe will be asking for hourly updates agents. If anyone is to come into contact with the shooter, do not touch the gunâ the officer on the other end says with a hint of urgency.
Nat stands up first âwe need to go help themâ she pleas. âNegative, we stay here as orderedâ Fury says as he leaves the room. Shaking her head Nat goes to the doorway and gets agitated âno Nick, both of my siblings are in there. You donât tell me to follow ordersâ she snaps a little âActually Romanoff, we need to stay here in case of an emergency, the avengers tower is open to the public who are in need of medical assistance.â Fury counteracts with his statement, he does have a point, however my partner and their sister are in that building. âwe are to stay in this room and hope for the best. Understood?â He says his final warning before leaving the room.
Four long suffocating hours go by, none of us had left the meeting room. The radio went off every hour, agents would call their badge number into their radio, every hour there would be less and less calling their number. Meaning more and more casualties had occurred. Yelena and y/n hadnât missed one calling yet. The team where getting bored by now, me and Nat pacing the room, everyone had enough. âThatâs it. Both of you go to Y/Nâs room and find something to keep yourself busy with. Now and stay thereâ Thor said, loudly and firmly, not taking no for an answer, me and Nat left the meeting room, making a quick entrance to Y/Nâs room, their pink guitar laid on the bed from the previous night where they had sang to me, looking around nat sighed, she started to move stuff and clean.
An hour later there was a knock on the door, it opened as it was motion censored, Yelena stood in the doorway, swear covering her small face, Nat ran over to greet her younger sister, she engulfed her in a bone crushing hug. But where was the identical face that matched Yelenaâs? âLena oh my god never leave me again pleaseâ Nat says before looking back up, breaking the hug and going to move yelena aside to get to her other sibling, upon doing this she realised the worst. Y/n wasnt stood there with their arms open ready to be squeezed to death by their older sister. âLena..where are they?â Nat asked urgently, praying that her sibling was just at med bay for another stupid reason as they always where. Yelena shrugged, her head lowered, eyes watery. âI-i donât know Tasha, they told me to run ahead and that they would distract the bad guys and be right with me but when I got here they werenât thereâ yelena sobbed, her words barely translatable. Nat guides us all to the bed, there was not one dry eye in the room as we all sobbed mourning the perfectly stupid person we all loved. To keep our minds off of whatever or wherever y/n had been, Nat told us to help her replace Y/Nâs guitar strings as they hadnât gotten around to doing it themselves.
An hour later, I give up âthis is fucking useless Nat none of us know how to do this, we are just fucking it up the more we try.â I snap âthe love of my life is out there in that stupid fucking museum and I donât even know if they are dead or alive, I canât feel them, I love them so muchâ I sob
âJesus I mean I love you too but the crying..dramatic as fuck cara miaâ I hear a voice behind me say, the voice is raspy and low. I look at Nat and yelena, they look shocked, I spin around and run to tackle the person. My person. âOh my god Y/Nâ
A silly little oneshot no one asked for
reader and yoko playing their music really loud in their dormitory, their dorm mom comes in curious of why the two delinquents are breaking the loud music rule again, she sees that they are dancing to a song and finds it adorable, because of this she leaves them to have a good time, a bit later Larissa Weems gets annoyed by the same song that had been played on repeat for an hour, so she goes to the source of the music, she then finds reader and yoko dancing and singing to the song.
Yoko : âYOU TAKE YOUR GIRLâ
Y/n : âAND MULTIPLY HER BY FOURâ
both : âNOW A WHOLE LOTTA WOMAN NEEDS A WHOLE LOT MOREâ
Yoko : âGET YOURSELF TO THE BUTTERFLY LOUNGEâ
Y/n : âAND FIND YOURSELF A BIG LADYYYâ
Thornhill and Weems now stand in the doorway watching the two teenagers dance and sing the song, Thornhill chuckles a little at the sight of it and Weems just stands there frozen.
ââââââââââââââââââ
I saw an edit of Weems with this song on tiktok and needed to write something about it because this song is just đ€đœ
THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND GUYS, she has random dreams
Hello people,
People who know me, know im one to have dreams that are printed in my brain and i remember them very detailed, and last night i had a marvel based dream which in my thoughts was very weird so im going to share this one with who ever is bothered to read it okay here it is ....
So im in this hotel (i have no idea where btw) and im helping my mam and dad with our bags taking them into the room. I remember walking up a couple of stairs and hear staff wispering about a celebrity guest who will be staying at the hotel but i brush it off.
I walk into our room and start writing a letter (god knows why im writing a letter) i cant remember much of the context behind it but it was about my admiration for someone. After writing the letter i put it in an envelope and it disappeared (like vanished one second it was in my hand the next poof gone).
Anywho me being the unsociable person i am i leave my room and go to the common area (it was empty and i was alone) and i read. Then i hear my mam looking for me so i come out the room then see her talking to this man in a grey suit and elderly this woman. I walk over and this man is no other but the actor who plays Namor in black panter 2 (ive just watch the movie for the first time earlier this week).
I think for some strange reason the letter i wrote went to him but i dont know what happened to the letter this is just a guess. Anywho hes at the hotel to stay cause hes doing a convention for black panther 2 and the older woman is his mom and she wanted to stay at the hotel we happened to be at.
And i dont know we just kept making eye contact i felt awkward and yeah then my brother woke me up đ„ really wished i knew where it was going but i guess i will never know
So yeah thats my weird dream if u would to hear more of my weird dreams leave a comment i have many ive wrote down for the fun of it
louder for the people in the back
im a lesbian. a big ole dyke. a carpet muncher, if you will.