Zaella Lavellan

Somebody call Gale and tell him to stand next to the White House. Trump needs that (and I’ll salute myself into oblivion as well) Going down with the ship 🫡

That Netherese Orb Blast is taking out all of DC but oh well. It is what it is

My sleep schedule is so fucked and it’s because I’m up editing videos (and failing), doom scrolling or I’m playing the game 😭

(It is currently almost 4 AM)

I’ll also eventually post some lore about my rook too! Her name is Zyrea (and since I switch the classes around I’m still trying to decide her canon thing so no surname for now)

She is the cousin of my inquisitor though ☺️

Zahrina Vale,

savior of Baldur’s Gate, heir to the Vale Throne (or the current Queen)

solas according to tumblr tags

some fucking resources for all ur writing fuckin needs

* body language masterlist

* a translator that doesn’t eat ass like google translate does

* a reverse dictionary for when ur brain freezes

* 550 words to say instead of fuckin said

* 638 character traits for when ur brain freezes again

* some more body language help

(hope this helps some ppl)

My birthday is tomorrow… and I usually have a difficult time trying to figure out what to do or if I’m going out, what to wear. Two years ago my boyfriend (who is now an ex, it’s been a year) took me out to eat and I wore my AoT cloak and just all black cause I don’t really care to dress down anywhere I go. I do what I like even if it doesn’t seem like… the best dressed or whatever

Anyway, this year has been really fucked. Found my dad unconscious on New Year’s Eve… was with him at the hospital all night. For the longest I thought my father would not make it to see me hit the shining age of 24 this year, but he managed to pull through early February after a month of being medically comatose.

It’s for that reason I’ll be spending the day, tomorrow, with my dad at the hospital. I don’t have any friends in this city who cares enough to hang or even be here for me during this traumatic time. I don’t have the guts or courage (I have severe social anxiety) to go out to any establishment by myself. Once visiting hours are over, which is usually around 7-8, I’ll be coming back home to my room where I’ll spend most of that time alone. Either gaming, making an edit, trying to adjust a server I’ve been making for literal months now, or just doomscrolling the end of this country on TikTok.

I don’t know why I even came on here to say this. I guess just to scream into the void of tumblr. I like it here

(through gritted teeth) sometimes what's good for your mental health isn't another do nothing day or a little treat sometimes what's good for you is putting in some of the work. Not all of it at once but sometimes you have to finish that essay or at least take the next step or you have to clean your room or at least dust the shelves or you gotta do the laundry or at least put it all in the hamper and it's not fun and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks but you have to because i read a post on the internet that told me that's what being nice to yourself is sometimes

Nothing is sweeter than having a birthday in the Month where the cruel meet their matches

Beware the Ides of March

ITS MARCH YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS