EPIPHANY #I
I always thought living in the end was just deciding that you have it. But really, YOU decide what living in the end is.
I would always listen to other bloggers and listen to them when they told me “Just decide you have it and move on.”
So I did exactly what they told me to. But it did NOT fulfil me. At all. And I didn’t even notice that I wasn’t fulfilled. There was this constant hunger and desire for what I wanted. And I never fulfilled myself truly. I found myself thinking OF my desire instead of FROM it. And it still felt like DESIRE and not my POSSESSION.
That desire for the thing that I “accepted” that i already had was still there. I wasn’t fulfilled. Because just deciding and moving on didn’t fulfill me. I actually wanted to experience it. So i visualised what I wanted, and reminded myself that I had it, until that desire was gone. Then i KNEW i was truly fulfilled.
Moral of the story: Do what fulfills you, not what fulfills others.
XoXo, - Gossip Girl
in my post called "feeling over desire", i have already talked about the importance of fulfillment from within rather than without. i went as far to tell you that when you desire something, it can only ever be fulfilled in imagination and not in your physical reality. today, i'll tell you why exactly that’s the case with the explanation of "states".
key points from former post
you are desiring to feel (inner self), not to actually have (outer self). therefore, you seek fulfillment from within.
by wanting things physically only and refusing to feel good about already having them in imagination, you are conditioning your desires.
what you can’t experience within, you can’t experience without. that way, you are making yourself reliant on outer change.
it’s impossible to give you something you desire internally, externally. it won’t and cannot satisfy you.
your aim isn’t the confirmation of the outer world. it’s the confirmation of imagination and experiencing your desire‘s existence there.
first of all, states are crucial. a state determines your thoughts — along with your behaviour, perception, experience and reactions to the physical world — as they come from your feeling aka the state that you are currently occupying. this is important for you to understand because depending on which state you are identifying with, you will reflect it into your material world. conversely, that means that you can never express a state you are not already embodying mentally.
now, if you aren’t already occupying the state or embodying the version of yourself who has your desire, receiving it in the physical world will not and cannot satisfy you. if you are in an oppositional state, yet manage to obtain results physically, it won't be able to fulfill you. you need to get into the state of your wish being fulfilled FIRST and experience it in imagination BEFORE you can get it in the 3D. that’s also the way you normally go about manifesting things.
it’s because you aren’t experiencing the outer world, you are experiencing your state. you can only ever experience your state. the outer world is just a conformation of the state you currently happen to be in. although the 3D is a depiction of your imagination, your state or who you are in imagination still determines how your outer world is going to look like.
again, to desire means to occupy a state, a desired state. when you desire, it’s coming from within, not from without. only your inner self can desire. because after all, your desire is just a feeling — a feeling only your inner self can feel. your outer self, on the other hand, can only give you physical insight on your inner self. and inner feelings can only be fulfilled with feelings from within.
i remember i was in a relationship once which was very perfect to begin with. however, somehow, i would find myself in a state where i would feel unloved, as if i'm being lied to or just generally doubt my partner’s adoration and affection for me. the more i felt that way and the more i persisted in it, i managed to pull them away — even though everything was seemingly perfect on the outside, it didn’t really feel as perfect on the inside.
see, your physical manifestation can be as desirable as possible but if you happen to be in a contrary state, you won’t be able to keep the physical, nor be content with it.
with affection and adoration, ella.
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Hiii my loves, today I would like to introduce you guys to a great time transposing method that was developed back in the 1980's to travel through different realities, but the fun part is we are gonna use it for the void state. It's super fun and easy method and hardly even spoke about in our community. The reason I want to share this method because I absolutely love methods that were developed in the 19's, the methods were practical and easy. The fun part is it takes about 10 minutes, ready to enter the void state? 🖤
The transposing method is taking your consciousness,and body at times to another place or the void state. You can do this while walking, sitting it laying down. There's no hazards attached to this method. You need no guide. You are control of every single thing. Do what you want with this method, you are unlimited. Transposing is like dreaming, but this is another dimensional experience all together. You will have no fears or beliefs, just command yourself to be in the void and you will.
1. Find a comfortable quiet place, where you can either lay on your back or side. You can even do this before bed or in the morning <3.
2. As you laying down, slow down and relax your body TOTALLY. To help, tell yourself " relax, relax , relax, ". Let go of everything and de - tense all muscle's.
A simple technique to do this goes like this : tighten all your muscles, hold it, release it all slowly and relax.
3. Remember you are not clearing out all your thoughts, but watching them come and go. Your thought process will naturally begin to slow down.
4. Begin to slow your body down. Don't strain yourself in this doing this. Don't push this breathing, keep it relaxed. Slow down your breathing, Taking less air, each time your breathe. Slowing your breathing will help relax your body and slow it's function. As your breathing slows, it will obtain a certain rhyme and you will begin to experience vibration because your body will start to synchronise. Among these experiences, you will ringing in your eyes, your body will start to tingle, these just symptoms that you avoid ignore because you body is starting to separate it's consciousness. You will feel a shift in vibrations and you will feel a wave come over you as you reach full body synchronisation. You will feel a detached feeling from your body or even a floating feeling. This is you and your body syncing together. They are ready to be directed by you and your place of choosing. You are pilot, the navigator giving your mind instructions to take you to your desired place. You can repeat the word " void , void' . And your mind will instantly take you there.
♡ Relaxation: Start by relaxing your mind and body. Find a comfortable, quiet space where you won't be disturbed.
♡ Breathing Control: Gradually slow down your breathing. Take deep, slow breaths, making sure not to strain or create tension.
♡ Body Synchronization: As you continue to slow your breath, your body will begin to synchronize. You might experience vibrations or sensations in your body, similar to ringing in your ears.
♡ High Vibration: Your body will reach a high-frequency vibration state, signifying the beginning of the transposing process.
♡ Transposing Phase: During this phase, you can guide your consciousness to any place or time you desire. Your mind will act as a navigator, and you provide clear instructions. Repeat " void , void, " and you'll be there Instantly.
Enjoy the Experience: Once you've arrived at your chosen reality, you can interact with it and enjoy the experience.
something i realized i used to do a lot when i first understood the law/states: i used to know i had to change self but i still spent days in the same negative state without taking the effort to apply. understanding the knowledge is one thing but actually applying can take a push.
applying the law is not "work" but at the same time everything depends on YOU to change and that change might take a push or some effort since some of us (especially ppl new to the law), are so used to being in a negative state which becomes comfortable and our dwelling state.
this makes it SEEM "harder" to manifest when in fact all you have to do is take the lead and change self. you have to realize that life is literally only a reflection of SELF. you feel shitty everyday bc thats what version of self you are being.
if youre thinking bullshit like "ill do it later" when talking about applying the law, you are failing to realize that you are ALWAYS applying the law. you are only failing to apply it in a way that benefits you which is self sabotage. stop leaving yourSELF last & CHANGE SELF NOW!
imagine being in a state for months or years where you believe youre ugly and successful. ofc you become comfortable in that state since youve been accepting/being that version of you for so long. this doesnt mean its hard to change states if youve been in a negative state for so long. again, this means it SEEMS hard to change, but its NOT. realize everything is only a state and everything is up to you! you being SELF! you are not your state! you are only occupying states! theres nothing to "reprogram"! theres no need to work on limiting beliefs!
to be comfortable in your ideal state, you have to be uncomfortable & get tf out of that negative state u are so used to being in. stop w the "ill do it later" & make sure ur actually applying the law to ur advantage be u complain about ur life while not being the change u need.
take the effort to CHANGE. use techniques to your advantage and HAVE FUN w them! KNOW your power and know everything changes once YOU change. idc if it SEEMS hard... change self. idc if you feel lazy... change self.
when are you going to take control of your life and yourSELF instead of staying comfortable in old, negative states? is SELF in control of your life or these states? are you willing to get uncomfortable by occupying the state that benefits you for the change you look for?
ofc when you start to change self/states, it can feel weird and uncomfortable but it WILL become your new COMFORTABLE. stop waiting for shit to change when the only thing that needs change is SELF. take control of your life and apply the law to your advantage NOW!
kisses, jani ☆
How To Stop Reacting To The 3D
Mentally don't let your thoughts spiral
When you want something bad enough and if you let your mind spiral. Stop it! Stop it right now!!
Stop Reacting. How? By Disciplining your mind. You should be able to look at the 3D no matter what you see. And not give a fuck what it's showing you. If you see the opposite you still need to be saying what you want to see (affirming) not what your seeing in the 3D. If you stop Reacting to the 3D. It will conform no matter what.
No matter what anyone is trying to tell you.
No matter what your bank account is showing you.
No matter what you aren't seeing in the mirror
No matter if you didn't get the job.
No matter what that text message says
You will do whatever it takes. Affirm and persist. No matter what you see in the 3D.
Have the mental attitude that No matter what you see in the 3D. It doesn't matter at all. If I going to get what I want. I have to stop reacting and start thinking from here (4D) the 3D has to conform.
Let's say you do React to the 3D. You can revise it instantly.
Example a text message. Your SP says Stop texting me, I don't want to be with you.
You can revise that text message.
You say something like this.. "oh he's totally in love with me. "He can't stop texting me."
Persist and affirm no matter what the 3D is showing you. You got this 🥰
reminders: everything is self so you are the only source of power. there is no such thing as “negative” or “circumstances” because that is assigning meaning to things. everything is neutral. self can occupy any state of all the infinite states that exist. there is no one or no thing holding you back, making things harder. it is only you making it seem harder. change self, change who you are being in imagination, change the version of you you are being, and everything else follows. the neutral 3d is only self expressed, thats proof that self (you) is the only thing in your way and the only thing you will ever need.
I really want to enter the void idk why I keep delaying it.
1. "PROCRASTINATION IS LIKE A CREDIT CARD
IT'S A LOT OF FUN UNTIL YOU GET THE BILL."
2. "DON'T DISRESPECT YOUR POTENTIAL
BY PROCRASTINATING."
3. "THE COST OF PROCRASTINATION IS
THE LIFE YOU COULD'VE LIVED."
4. "A MONTH FROM NOW, YOU CAN EITHER HAVE A
MONTH OF PROGRESS
OR
A MONTH OF EXCUSES WHY YOU DIDN'T."
5. YOU GOT 2 CHOICES :
- DO IT NOW
- REGRET IT LATER
“how do I get this?”
“just have it.”
“what? what do you mean just have it?”
“just have it.”
“it can’t be that easy.. i tried..”
“just have it”
“but every time I try this happens and then this happens and then this happens–”
“no trying. just have it”
“but I’ve waited YEARS for it to come.”
“no waiting. just have it.”
“I don’t know what else to do. I’ve been FORCING myself to stay positive about it and doing everything I can to become desirable to it”
“no forcing. just have it.”
“ I clearly can’t just have it. There’s got to be more to i-”
“just have it.”