this is the highest weight I'll ever be.
say it with me:
this is the highest weight I'll EVER be.
the only way the number can go is down.
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My nurse and psychiatrist referred me to the eating disorder clinic and my first appointment is on the 3rd of June. I'm going to try to liquid fast until then, currently on day 3
sometimes i wonder how amazing it'd be if i could just grab a pair of scissors and cvt off the unwanted fats from my stomach, arms and thighs
day 3 of liquid fasting
my heart hurts
But I see the progress already
every time you think you’re hungry, take a good look at yourself in the mirror.
does that look like someone that needs to eat?
i've gotten to the point where it feels worse to eat than to starve
calories are evil ngl
Brooo, I start feeling suicidal for the stupidest shit
got told that if the eating disorder clinic can't help me, I will have to be sectioned and in forced recovery. Kill me now
let's lock in together 🤍 start today , losing weight only depends on you .
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A guy with DID, CPTSD, some kinda ED, Bipolar, and some other stuff
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