I Wouldn’t Wish My Worst Enemy Or Bestest Friend To Have An Ed Because What If They’re Better At

my dad found out I was fasting and made me eat but I'm back on it now and hopefully he won't try that again

day 3 of liquid fasting

my heart hurts

But I see the progress already

Can't fucking deal with this

I'm so fat it's ridiculous. And I have to spend a lot of time around my family which means eating.

I wish I never started antipsychotics - weight gain is the worst thing to ever happen to me. +25kg and I didn't even overeat (verified by every person in my life). Fuck this shit man

'You barely e4t something these days.' God forbid a woman has goals.

. #retiredcrashoutbutcute

I was around family this weekend and had to eat so fucking much I HATE IT. Fuck me man I'm starving forever now

In my ED relapse era

I had to try "recovery" for a while if I want top surgery but they're not sending the referral until I see a neurologist for physical health issues so I'm going to relapse to lose as much weight as possible so I can start T sooner.

active 3d blogs plssss reblog and like i need moots!!!💜

sometimes i wonder how amazing it'd be if i could just grab a pair of scissors and cvt off the unwanted fats from my stomach, arms and thighs

Introduction (age 21)

Hi. You can call me Newt because ain't no way I'm sharing my real name on here in fear that someone I know finds me. I'm pretty fucked up in a lot of ways

I'm a survivor of child and adolescent torture after having been severely abused and also a victim of TMBC (trauma-based mind control) and RA (ritual abuse) throughout my childhood. I was abused for 13 and a half years before being removed by social services once I became confident enough to talk about what was happening.

I have Bipolar 1, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Some sorta restrictive ed (probs atypical ana), a psychotic disorder, Complex PTSD, and fibromyalgia. I also deal with sleep problems and a bunch of other physical health issues that are undiagnosed

I'm trans FTM and use he/him Pronouns. I started medication in 2021 after being sectioned to a child inpatient unit where I live and started antipsychotics which made me gain 25 odd kg. I'm now working to lose that weight now I'm feeling more "stable".

I was clinically anorexic before starting on antipsychotics and hoping to get back to that state.

I will mostly be posting about my ed.

If you don't like that, block, don't report.

You have your safe spaces, I have mine.

Nice to meet you all! :D

let's lock in together 🤍 start today , losing weight only depends on you .

︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵