I think the precise terms I want to use for my identity that I want to test out rn are "femboy" and especially "boymoder"
Imagining wearing a lot of big hoodies with shorts or jeans and having my hair as kind of a shaggy mess but getting it cut once a month because I'm just a silly boy and I can't get away with having long hair.
reblog if you're an mtf boy who wants people to come into your DMs / inbox and tell you how masculine and manly you are
I haven’t even *mentioned* that I’m schizoaffective on here have I? hehe, since I started posting on here I’ve mostly just been depressed and occasionally manic, but that’s not how it usually is is it??
nononono no it is nooooot!!! I am actually quite many dimensional beyond this ever so simple identity conundrum.
You come here to get off, I come here to live. I am undead, I rot within my ever still walking corpse. My productivity is limited by the demons that bonds me to my identity to my health to my world.
If I can’t kill them who can?
This is why everything needs to be reset, not in the traditional sense but the circles beyond circles :)
there’s a word for this i think, i am not speaking with clarity. Sometimes it happens. Sometimes you should be glad that I ever thought to imagine you here in the first time.
I DO NOT GET DEPRESSED.
I am BEYOND the comprehension of your feeble eye sockets and I will twist the bonds of the galaxy to fly through your being and soul.
Thank you for listening to me 😊
Welp, today is the last day I’m allowed to shave before the limits on the detrans notes game kick in.
I’ll make myself pretty one last time before throwing away my femininity forever.
I would just not shave today either but I have some final business to take care of where I need to be a girl.
I also reached 100 notes so I do need to get a haircut soon.
detrans kink blog to detrans reality blog transformation
limp dick retarded faggot
My penis is actually quite large and hard
I guess I’m sorry for a while now this blog has been less detrans kink and more detrans self-exploration. That’s maybe not what you’re here for. I think most likely I am gender fluid but I don’t know if maybe that’s just a step on a larger path towards being 100% male. After all I used to be very binary female and now I’m kinda 50/50 so it’s clearly trending in a male direction. I don’t think I *like* that exactly. I kind of detest the idea of becoming male. I’ve toyed with the idea of listening to sissy or bimbo hypnosis to reinforce my girliness.
This is pretty specific but if anyone knows of any hypnosis intended to turn you into an obnoxious manic egirl send it my way 😘
I might change the name of this blog to reflect my uncertainty.
everyone likes you better as a man
realistically this is probably not the case, a lot of people in my life prefer me as a girl, which is the main reason it’s tough for me to commit to detrans
On a scale of one to ten, how suggestable and easy to break is your mind?
pretty much 10, but im a bit of a brat. You're free to come in my dms and try <3
Looks like I'm a straight man then.
if you watch this all the way through you are a straight man
Okie sorry for going crazy, back to horny times
Gonna explore my potential identity as a boy through kink <3