Shot By @silkenweinberg Back In Big Sur, October ‘23

thinking about…ethel’s future in her survival verse. i’ll likely write it out properly when i have the time but some of the major points are:

after her escape, she drags herself to the nearest police station where she reports the incident with isaiah.

she is taken to the hospital where her wounds are tended to and her mother is contacted back home in alabama.

ethel and mary-anne share a long, tearful phone call before mary-anne flies out to reunite with her daughter. ethel tells her mother everything, from her father’s abuse, to logan, to her journey with isaiah. she keeps her religious struggles to herself for the time being for fear of driving away the one person she has left in her life.

upon returning home to shady grove, ethel — the preacher missing no more — is welcomed back with open arms from her community. she suffers from immense ptsd, depression, and drug withdrawal, all while trying to fit herself back into life the way it was before she left. but she’s not that person anymore. she hasn’t been for a long time.

eventually she does step down from preaching with the help of therapy. her mother, while a little disappointed, is understanding and supportive of ethel’s decision.

she speaks out against sa and meets with other survivors, and years down the line writes and publishes a book/memoir.

october 2020

i recreated this look from the god’s country mv :)

I'll never get enough of ethel cain @mothercain

fear no plague

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meemaw is out again