Maybe Mediocrity Isn’t Wrong. Maybe You Don’t Need To Be The Best At Everything You Do. Maybe You

Queer Teen Trapped In Abusive Household

TW : Mention of Suicidal Thoughts and Violence

I’ve seen posts like this on Tumblr before and ever reblogged a few, but I never imagines having to write one myself. I always hoped that I could somehow handle my troubles on my own, but It’s come to a point where I’ve run out of options, so I’m turning to the kindness of strangers on the internet.

I’m 19 years old and need to escape my abusive, narcissistic parents. My parents, especially my father, have been physically and emotionally abusive to me for as long as I can remember.  They do everything in their power to control me and keep me hostage. I’ve developed stress related eczema from their treatment towards me and my health issues combined with my living situation have pushed me toward having thoughts of suicide.

I’m writing this post to ask for financial support to assist me in escaping my abusive, narcissistic parents. It would mean a lot to me if you can reblog this post and donate if you can. I need money to pay rent and also to buy medication. I would really appreciate your support.

https://www.paypal.me/allyjarde

Lots of love,

Ally❤️

Bro it all started as a joke but it's no joke anymore-

I like it.

OK but-

I don't have enough time to read them all-

It's getting better and better and better....

I'm so proud of all the Lokius Fanfiction writer

if you feel like you have no talent

i want you to go out there and try all those things which you find awesome. daydreaming about dancing like those people who post dance covers on youtube? go do it. find a tutorial and try. you may not be good at it, or maybe you are. we don't know. you have to find that out. reading a book and suddenly feel like damn i wish i wrote like that? go start writing anything. let it be absolutely shitty. the process of finding yourself lies in experimenting. if something makes you happy then it's somewhat important. also i want you to remember that talent has nothing to do with its economic value. you can sing enough for putting a baby to sleep? great! it still counts. don't let anybody disrespect your ability to do something based on whether or not it stands a profitable position. so yes. if you feel bad about yourself rn because you think you don't have particular skills/talent, then i want you to try everything which makes your heart flutter. i want you to believe that there is always something unique in what you do and the way you do it. being able to win an audience at the nearby cafe with that song you wrote at 3am still counts. and somewhere in the process of discovering yourself, you'll find that potential you were always looking for.

DONT SCROLL THIS IS IMPORTANT!

im begging anyone who sees this post to prevent rapesexual, im begging you. no one will see this but if you do reblog to get the message out that these fuckers exist and dont deserve to exist heres the flag so you can know who to fucking block, report and tell to fuck off

i dont want this to ruin the pride and help with self esteem of being lgbtq+ so a signal boost from larger accounts might be nice

To all Yumikuri shipper: Do you think that this is correct? I was bored I made this, but I don't know if that would be really correct. I think it is, but I wanna see your ideas or your thoughts lol.

have a good day :D

han sohee pics are simply her posing like she wants to attract women and it’s more than obvious that she never once failed in doing it

If Lokius doesn't happen in season 2 I swear-

okay so look, what are you ppl doing?

you show us tom and owen bonding over a shakespeare play which has homoerotic implications

you give us a song called lokius and that song plays on the background while mobius drowns in his own jealousy

you change that bro hug into an intimate "i will love you forever and i don't want you to go, i am safe here" 13 seconds hug and you purposefully add a dagger into the scene

you don't market sophia and tom together even though their characters are supposed to be romantically involved. instead you put tom with owen

you name the song playing on the background during the s*lki kiss "stop" ffs

THE FUCK IS HAPPENING

I NEED AN EXPLANATION

“My child is fine.”

Your child has a tumblr account and panics when a pretty girl smiles at her.

My thoughts on “We’re brothers”

Ok so I have thoughts about that scene, as does every fan, and even though I wish we had actually gotten a canon confession, I am not AS mad as I was right after watching it for the first time (Yes, I’ve been watching it over and over, sue me 😆).

While the phrase “we’re brothers” certainly is awful, when I look at Robin’s acting and listen to the way he says it, it dawns on me that I know that pose: He’s used it every time he lies or competes with someone (Fish and Jim come to mind), it sounds a little sarcastic even. So he’s using the phrase to try and ease Edward into a false sense of security with those words, which Edward doesn’t really buy.

I do believe they had every intention of stabbing each other at first still -with some bitterness left- and, then, the hug happened without them planning anything to change. Dunno, I mean, they look so sure when they come into contact, but, as they hold onto each other, it dawns on them: They can’t, they physically can’t. By the time they smile they’ve realized they won’t hurt the other and would much rather be together. I think their objectives changed drastically in those seconds, going from truly wanting to stab the other in some belated revenge (or maybe trying to get rid of a weakness?) to wanting to hold tighter onto the other, like they used to. So yeah, the hug was like a key of sorts? They hadn’t embraced since season 3 when they were at their peak, then came the whole fallout (yeah, that “Together” from Ed also a giveaway that he wasn’t entirely honest either, thanks 3x19) and uneasy truce to working together in season 5 and, when they finally hug again after everything, to me it’s like a switch: It’s exactly what they needed to find what they really wanted from each other. It’s familiar, it’s safe, it’s right.

Also Oswald is honestly tearing up and looks so darn similar to “Anything for you” (yes, background music helped with that) and Ed’s smile and squished cheek when he tightens his hold are so precious I just can’t.

Finally, when Oswald says “Life starts anew” I took it as a refference to their relationship: Everything is past, now they will start it all over. As for Ed’s words, well, we all know where those came from (he’s been freed again, maybe?), he also smiles rather openly when he says them.

And I rambled but those are my thoughts, headcanon even, what do you guys think?

EDIT: Saw what Tze posted, I’ll take it 💖

she says that she's a bad texter,

apologizes for how she holds up

her end of the conversation,

and it takes everything in me

not to tell her that

she could message me anything,

absolutely anything at all,

even an "i don't love you anymore"

or an "i never really did"

and i would be happy just to see

her name pop up on my phone.

poison doesn't hurt as badly

if the bottle is pretty, right?

-mars