Latest Posts by chuusleftbraincell - Page 2

microdosing on self care by being on tumblr and seeing posts that romanticize every tiny aspect of my life

“My child is fine.”

Your child has a tumblr account and panics when a pretty girl smiles at her.

bernard-black-books was literally so brave for saying this like she started a revolution and got all the fandom nerds riled up and frothing at the mouth. respect for our troops

you ever hear a new song and immediately go “oooh the fake scenarios in my head are gonna love this”

do yall ever receive texts and low-key wanna say 'cool but I don't care rn'. Like. Not in the mean way. you're just so tired of life and just don't wanna respond to them, but you feel like you have to and saying that you don't wanna respond feels like a crime? like you don't wanna make them feel bad but you're just. Too tired. Of everything.

I like you, your eyes are full of language.

literally if you’re new to tumblr: reblog shit

“it wont fit my aesthetic” make a sideblog. reblog to it.

“i hate tagging” don’t tag then. reblog it anyway.

“but my likes are public” ppl here dont fucking look at your likes. they dont do anything anyway. reblog it.

“you just want attention” jokes on you, I dont make shit anymore. I’m talking about other artists.

“it’s embarrassing” tumblr is an anonymous platform. make a sideblog if you’re too cowardly

“but on twitter its fine to have lurk accounts” well they suck ass here and are assumed to be bots. reblog.

chishiya eyeliner headcannons from me nd @booksandhoneymilktea . bc we r cool liek that . um these will b turned into mini one shots later maybe ??

tw / cw . small mentions of stabbing / violence

this hoe wakes up at 3 am to do his eyeliner in the bathroom . complete fucking concentration . he'll walk out by the time everyone else is awake

kuina walked in on him and his eyeliner ritual once and he had to make her swear to never speak about it to anyone

another time she bursted in unexpectedly . mfer got startled and his hand shaked so there was just an embarrassing line . he threatened to throw her out his window <3

he tells hatter he needs to get " important supplies " when he's rlly just getting a shit ton of sephora eyeliner

once threatened to stab niragi's eye with his eyeliner brush

during the witch hunt his eyeliner got kinda melted / smudged (?) and he got PISSED

Don't you just hate when guys play your feelings and manipulate you then you get beat up like 30 times in the span of 3 hours? Yeah ayways, I just met this 5'7 guy who's just my type-

–Aruisu, probably

since y’all liked my niragi analysis so much, let’s do another one for chishiya; specifically on why he strikes me as trans-masc coded. of course there’s his new bond with kuina that was absent from the manga, the androgynous appearance, a perpetual hoodie wearer, and the uwu catboi aesthetic. all very damning evidence

but the most convincing argument i think comes from his love of the mona lisa

i’ve seen a couple people think that this bit of chishiya’s backstory was low-key funny af. like, this boy has love for one person only and it’s the fucking mona lisa of all things. but i propose that chishiya didn’t love the painting itself, moreso what it represented to him as a child

given chishiya’s age here and japan’s less than stellar track-record with lgbtq+ representation, it’s reasonable to assume that this would have been his first introduction to the idea of cross-dressing and/or trans people. it would have been his first time encountering someone dressed up - and passing!! - as the opposite gender. and that person looks happy to be doing so

also, it strikes me as strange that chishiya’s father ignored his existence his entire life. like, the man has a young male heir who is intelligent and willing to follow in his footsteps as a medical professional - why wouldn’t he want to at least take the time to prepare his son to take over his position as medical director later on in life?

but this would make a lot more sense if chishiya had been afab - a daughter shunned because they were not the son their father had wanted. except chishiya was, he just couldn’t get his father to recognize it

So uhm remember how non-game phones don't work in Borderland?

But Chishiya is listening to music in his first shot.

You know what that means?

He has a mp3-player, those boys don't get sold that much since 2008 which probably means he has a pretty old one.

So I now have decided that Chishiya only listens to pre-2008 music like "Hips don't lie" and "Bringing sexy back" and I wont take critisism

In my school we had one year cooking, but due to covid we didn't have it very much. It was a nice subject but the food was terrible and I never learned how to crack an egg 😃

so it was actually useless lol

i am not joking we need to force teach cooking in schools. like. it is an essential thing for survival. do you know how easy it is to make things if you know even the bare bones shit about how cooking works. we need to teach teenagers how far you can take an onion and some other veggies it’’s sad that people grow up not knowing how to prepare literally anything. and i’m not talking about oh this home ed class taught me how to make chicken nuggets at home i’m talking about learning the balancing of sweetness and acidity and saltiness and bitterness and shit like that and techniques and oil temperatures and how meats cook. it needs to be taught because it’s literally not even that difficult and it matters so much

you're not just misinterpreting the characters, you're misinterpreting the entire story because you're thick in the head. once again i have to bear the burden of having every correct opinion in the world.

gorgeous gorgeous girls love talking to themselves in their room and living out their silly little scenarios until they realise they are exhibiting serious signs of mental illness

nancy wheeler walked so robin buckley could also walk

right next to each other

holding hands

because they are in love

I really did base my personality off of sydney novak, casey gardner, robin buckley, stanley barber AND santana lopez and now i’m a sarcastic soft ass lesbian

lets go lesbians

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Queer Teen Trapped In Abusive Household

TW : Mention of Suicidal Thoughts and Violence

I’ve seen posts like this on Tumblr before and ever reblogged a few, but I never imagines having to write one myself. I always hoped that I could somehow handle my troubles on my own, but It’s come to a point where I’ve run out of options, so I’m turning to the kindness of strangers on the internet.

I’m 19 years old and need to escape my abusive, narcissistic parents. My parents, especially my father, have been physically and emotionally abusive to me for as long as I can remember.  They do everything in their power to control me and keep me hostage. I’ve developed stress related eczema from their treatment towards me and my health issues combined with my living situation have pushed me toward having thoughts of suicide.

I’m writing this post to ask for financial support to assist me in escaping my abusive, narcissistic parents. It would mean a lot to me if you can reblog this post and donate if you can. I need money to pay rent and also to buy medication. I would really appreciate your support.

https://www.paypal.me/allyjarde

Lots of love,

Ally❤️

Been 9 years. Reblog if you still love Gravity Falls <333

Everyone who reblogs this will get a positive message in their ask box

There’s too much negativity going around on here lately

she says that she's a bad texter,

apologizes for how she holds up

her end of the conversation,

and it takes everything in me

not to tell her that

she could message me anything,

absolutely anything at all,

even an "i don't love you anymore"

or an "i never really did"

and i would be happy just to see

her name pop up on my phone.

poison doesn't hurt as badly

if the bottle is pretty, right?

-mars

Everyone who reblogs this is gay.

Please I feel called out don't do that that's not nice

That “child with emotionally neglective parents” feel when you grew up having teachers, artists and just grown ups in general tell you you’re mature for your age, intelligent, gifted, talented, that they wish they were more like you; but all you’d ever hear at home is that you’re lazy, selfish, heartless, retarted etc. and growing up hearing such extremely different opinions about you - extremely positive opinions from strangers in contrast to harsh criticism from your parents - has severely impacted your sense of self esteem and you feel extremely ambiguous about yourself.

One minute, feeling like if so many different people have given you the same compliments then maybe you really are a smart, talented and good person, maybe it’s all true and you are actually going to have a good, comfortable, happy life; and the next, feeling hopeless, furious and disgusted at yourself and believing everything is gonna go wrong and you’re going to end up feeling miserable your whole life for absolutely no reason other than you just feel there’s something wrong with you even though you can’t tell what it is

That guy I saw yesterday at the supermarket with his nice kids says quietly yes....

Every time

Reblog if you think aroaces exist

At the end of the month, I will tell my parents how many reblogs this got

I did something lol-

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2000s kids remember 😝🤪