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hii, how r u? I'm E and 19

Question: Who is my future spouse?

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Who is E's future spouse?

10 of pentacles rx, 2 of cups

Your future spouse has definitely been through it with being too generous in the past, but that's actually made them pretty wise about how they share their time and energy now. Quiet and thoughtful. They are introverted. They will be sweet and kind. They've totally figured out that genuine connections matter way more than material stuff, which makes them amazing at relationships (I’m talking emotionally open: closeness/intimacy and mutual respect). They're done with fake connections and know exactly what they want. Independent. They appreciate connections but are willing to let go if something does not serves them anymore (woah, healthy! they will indeed learned from their past). They're gonna be lovable and super devoted to building something real with you.

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hello there, can i ask if MS think sexually about me? If yes, which thoughts/sexual fantasies they have?

Infos: N and 25 years old

Thank you <3

If you don't do nsfw readings, kindly change for "if they think romantically about me"

Disclaimer: I do NSFW readings, but I do not do readings of this nature on people with whom you are not in a consensual or formal relationship with.

Does MS think romantically of N?

9 of swords, 2 of swords

None of the cards gave me any strong indication that they think of you in a romantic way right now. It feels more like they’re anxious or guilty. MS is exercising caution. They don’t want to send the wrong signals or have any communication issues between you two. I believe the situation between you two made them very anxious at first (overthinking it a lot), but they are now less confused. They’ve realized how they want things to be, and it’s likely they don’t want anything too sudden right now. You might notice moments of conflict in them sometimes. If there’s a bit of romantic interest, it’s too wrapped up in indecision and confusion for it to be fully expressed to you.

Initials : SB

Age : 18 yrs, 10 months

Rising sign: Aquarius (according to vedic astrology)

Your question:

How can i improve my focus and love for studies? My cgpa is stuck at 7.5 out of 10, and i feel burnt out whenever i think about studies. My goal to be a rank holder with a cgpa above 9.5

What can SB do to improve their focus and love for studies?

I didn't even start to shuffle but after reading your context and as a tip, if you want to radically raise your score considering that your current score is 7.5 out of 10, you will end up shooting yourself in the foot. You should be more practical and rational about your current situation. Setting such a high bar for yourself without even being able to get out of 7.5 is not the best solution. You should focus on reaching a 7.8 and if you want to be ambitious, maybe an 8. It is not bad to dream big! At all. But you should take small goals, go step by step. When you get to 7.8, set a goal to get to 7.9 and so on. In other words, set realistic goals babe. 

But that's not what you came for, let's see what the cards say: You have a spread that is mostly pentacle suits. They reinforce what I told you: be more practical. To be more specific, be more practical in your daily academic routines. One of them could be what I told you. Currently you feel that you lack more interest, you have apathy and you are dissatisfied with what you are achieving. But I see you mostly in a cycle. You may be comparing yourself to others (big mistake if that’s so). Although you are not quite deep in this cycle at all. The fact that you have sent an ask to get out of it confirms that there is a part of you that wants to get out of it and WILL get out of it. The obstacle you present is one of disappointment and sadness because you are not able to establish a solid foundation to improve your academic performance. You feel you don't have the stability you should and you refuse to see another point of view. But your best solution is to establish what I told you, a better routine. Start with a study schedule that suits you. If you can't stand 40 minutes in a row with 25 minutes of rest, make it fit you: 10 minutes of study followed by 8 minutes of rest. Are you a visual learner? Draw your notes in a notebook. You struggle with organizing? Create a study plan beforehand. What are your strengths? Are you good at retaining information at longer periods? Then instead of 40 minutes try 55 minutes of studying. Stop focusing on comparing your achievements with others, it should be comparisons with your own self. No more looking at how much your classmate scored versus you. Look at how much you scored versus last time, is there an improvement, what things did you feel helped you and what things did you notice that didn't? If you feel that feeling of wanting to compare yourself imagine a yellow bubble around you and every time you want to compare yourself to others you repeat to yourself in your head: "This progress is mine, no one else's. I'm working on me, and what I'm doing is mine. I am working on me, and on what I can achieve, I am not going to compare myself". You repeat it as many times as necessary while you imagine yourself expanding that bubble until you feel a sense of tranquility. The more you say it with more trust in your words, the more easily the bubble will expand. And then focus on what you can control in that moment. If you’re not that spiritual, try the CBT technique: challenge your thoughts. Thoughts create emotions -> emotions influence behavior and behavior influences thoughts. It is a cycle. There’s a free Harvard course for this! Be mindful with yourself and learn how to improve that resilience against burnout. And by all means, create smaller goals that will help you build your confidence little by little. A simple “Let’s finish this homework first” and then going to your teacher and asked them what you could have done better makes a huge impact. That’s how the burnout can stop too. Do not go thinking that by the next semester you are going to have a 10. You must go little by little but consistently. Do not give up. Nurture this slowly. Because that's the only way you're gonna make it.

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Attention! The tarot game is closed

Just a reminder that the tarot game closed two weeks ago. I know a lot of you have been enjoying it, and I really appreciate all the interest and enthusiasm. But the message about the x-kit issue had nothing to do with the tarot game. I hope that clears things up! Thank you for your understanding and support. Please avoid sending any more questions for the game, as they won’t be answered. Right now, I’m only accepting questions about the pick a pile readings I’ve done. Thanks to everyone who participated!

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tysm for the reading! it was honestly so so on point.. i am def v guarded and that is a result of my past experiences. me having feelings for someone was something that was a very innocent and hopeful thing that now just makes me sad. i worry about letting someone close to me out of fear but i am also never approached romantically so it just keeps me in this bubble. i also have quite high standards after those experiences!! and i am definitely going to bring them down loll. thank u so much for the kind words and guidance 🫶🫶

thanks for sharing your thoughts! ❣️ i am so happy it resonated with you, yay! 🥳 and i get it. it is understandable to feel guarded after what you’ve been through but remember: it’s not your standards that need adjusting—it's those walls. you gotta reconnect with that inner child again. high standards are a reflection of your self worth. if you are never approach romantically don’t let that take a toll on your ego at all. don't think that's a reflection of your worth. i'm often told that i'm conventionally attractive, but do i get approached by many people? not a single one. just stares LMAO. the number of people (men in my case) who pull the classic "i don't want anything serious rn" while wanting to act like a couple or "let's get to know each other first" while having you to the side is immeasurable this days. so DO NOT lower them please. since I raised my standards a few years ago, the same thing happens to me. the minute you lower them men come to you like flies.

true & honest love is haaaard to come by. I've come to enjoy my own company a lot; it's not something that bothers me at all haha. the moment i started to enjoy my solitude i haven’t been able to look back. personally, I know my own qualities and what I bring to a relationship, as well as what I’m looking for. relationships take time and energy, so I’m very selective about who I share that with. It’s not about lowering your standards, but about being intentional with who you let in. after so many bad experiences i am not going to waste my life on connections that don't add up for me, really. anyways take your time and trust that the right person will match you!