I Want To Have A Personalized Paradise And/or Go To Therapy In Hell

seeing 'new' female isekai-ed characters like katarina, yumiella, aileen and etc get dunked on online by twitter and reddit is so disheartening. dudebros making fun of them for being dumb, dense and idiotic when the male isekaied characters that they like are blander than white bread yet the most gorgeous women still fall on their feet for them. yeah so realistic. sure katarina and co aren't perfect characters but at least they have flaws and faults unlike their op conqueror bland ass printer paper looking male mcs. let women enjoy their female fantasies without being needlessly mocked by men who aren't even the target demographic. give me a break and a gun

⚠️🚨TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, SUICIDAL IDEATION,SH🚨⚠️

Me when I see someone who has sh scars because they actually cut themselves instead of harming themselves in a way that didn't scar like a coward: you have something I want

Me when I see people who have tried to kill themselves instead of crying and begging god to kill them like a coward: you have something I want

Me when I see people who can't brush their teeth,take a bath or even get out of bed because of depression instead of doing all of those while still dying inside because they "don't want people to worry" like fucking cowards: you have something I want

Me when I see people who are actually taken seriously when they say they have depression because they actually look like it instead of being called dramatic because they perfected the "I'm fine, don't worry abt it" face and people actually believe that now: YOU HAVE SOMETHING I WANT

"Normal people scare me" because I was recognized from an early age by my peers as a "freak" and an "outcast" and it's socially normal to treat people who are perceived as freaks and outcasts with condescension and violence.

"Freak" and "outcast" became part of my identity because they were forced on me-- so I wear them with pride.

"Normal people scare me" because its socially normal to be abusive and violent toward people who are perceived as abnormal.

"Normal people scare me" isn't just an edgy slogan-- its an implicit acknowledgement of systemic violence and my place on the social food chain.

y’all ever fantasize about a fictional character a little too hard to the point you’re convinced you should be admitted to a mental hospital?

The devil works hard but fanfic writers work harder

Ps. Y’all are amazing and the most creative writers ❤︎. keep up the amazing work ✩

fanfic writers who write for rare pair ships are treasures and I hope they all know about the impact they have on fandoms. like… they’re the ones bringing these ships to lives, they’re one of the few people who saw the potential between two characters whose dynamics, whether or not they interact in canon, were overlooked by most fans, and they created something beautiful out of these potential dynamics. like??? hello???? that is pure genius.

not to mention how they’re the lifelines for other people who enjoy these ships but didn’t have any fics to consume until these tireless writers spent hours or days or weeks or months or years writing about these characters and their relationships, and just shared the worlds they created with their audiences for free.

or how they singlehandedly introduced the ships to new people who would’ve otherwise never thought about these ships before.

how they could just make people fall in love with the dynamics between characters who have little to no canon screentime together.

how they could just make people fall in love with the dynamics between characters who aren’t lovers in canon, characters who don’t indicate any clear hint of romance in canon.

how they see what most fans don’t and how they create such beautiful worlds for these characters are simply insane.

fanfic writers who write for rare pair ships are treasures.

shoutout to every fanfic writer who writes for rare pair ships.

Oh so they're not hiding it anymore good to know