the thing I hate about autism becoming somewhat of an "Everyman disorder" (basically means that it's so common that almost everyone is a lil autistic) is that people genuinely downplay the severity of autistic behaviors especially when it comes to overstimulation, trauma, AND information processing.
for fucks sake it's a developmental DISORDER that will effect your behavior and how you cope with things. yes it's quirky and will sometimes make you obsess over Legos or whatever but also sometimes it will limit your ability to physically speak soooooo.
This is likely a tism moment for something but I’m pretty sure I’ve forgotten how to yawn. I just can’t remember how yawning is supposed to feel but I swear there’s supposed to be some kind of “full lungs” feeling? That I cannot get? The same things has happened with drinking water from a cup where I just Forget how to do that consciously. Do not know why.
not arguing with a pretty tboy who wants to stab me, whatever you say angel
No it's not that I don't appreciate the flirting, I just wish you wouldn't do it while I'm in the middle of vivisecting you. Yes I know that it's really hot when I'm covered in your blood elbow deep in your chest cavity that's why I keep vivisecting you. But I keep getting flustered and dropping your liver and its really slippery so I keep dropping it over and over again leading to very comedic slapstick comedy where I slip on your blood and fall over really funny
don’t forget your pills!
the neurodivergent experience:
20% of the time: wowwieee!!! i love my passions and interests!!!!! they make me so happy i want to jump up and down!!!!! weee!!!!!!! :3333333333
80% of the time: this mind is a prison
19 y/o college studentHe/They🏳️⚧️I’ll post my art occasionally Ttrpg enjoyer
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