I’m forcing people to be friends with me
Are any of you disgusted and sick of me yet?
I’m so horrible
things are easier when im dying
sui culture is not fully knowing whether you want everyone or absolutely no one to care about your death.
.
lets go kill our transphobic parents together <3
。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:
*sigh* I want attention... I *need* attention... *sad rat noises*
。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:
hate sharing information about myself with my parents. they arent supposed to know who i am
who needs healthy coping mechanisms amirite hahahahaha
im so pissed because i didnt even post any pics or anything, all i did was post pictures of my HEALED SCARS and bitch ass tumblr still fucking nuked me
on new years i relapsed and cut like hundreds of times all over my body and then the next day i woke up, overdosed on my meds, immediately left the house, got energy drinks, almost threw up, and then just wandered around while looping a trigger song and with a blade in my pocket so uh. yeah i would say i don't really like new years
thinking about when i told my friend id stay clean for 3 days becuz i knew he was super stressed out about me cutting only for me to cut after one day clean