Every Time I Decide A Day Will Be My Last Day It Always Goes Really Shittily And I End Up Being Discovered

i can do this for 7 days

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

has anyone developed a parasocial relationship with me yet

on new years i relapsed and cut like hundreds of times all over my body and then the next day i woke up, overdosed on my meds, immediately left the house, got energy drinks, almost threw up, and then just wandered around while looping a trigger song and with a blade in my pocket so uh. yeah i would say i don't really like new years

thinking about when i told my friend id stay clean for 3 days becuz i knew he was super stressed out about me cutting only for me to cut after one day clean

"If your friends jumped off of a bridge, would you?"

Depends on the friends, but yes, I would.

“Why do I get no asks or anons???”

Gives the most lazy shit uninteresting responses ever

I am a lazy shitty uninteresting girl. Sorry if that isn’t ur thing

people only like mental health issues when they’re “pretty” They accept you till you have rotting teeth because you physically can’t brush your teeth, they accept you till you have permanent and visible SH scars you don’t hide, they accept you until you don’t/can’t get better, they accept you till your over weight or underweight, they accept you till you fail all you classes or lose your job, they accept you till your hyper sexual or a paraphile, they accept you till you have addictions so bad your life is consumed. Mental health isn’t always “pretty” and that’s okay, you deserve support

i should get worse again

bleh im a horrible person

Growing up Asian means domestic abuse was so normalized until whenever you hang with other Asians the question that pops up isn’t “Were you abused?” it’s “How did your parents abuse you?” Because we all already know the answer to the first one.