Beautiful creature π½
You definitely are π€π€π€
βIf I had a flower for every time I thought of youβ¦I could walk through my garden forever.β
β Alfred Tennyson
I do not believe there is a more dangerous and destructive force in all the world than hope, but I do not believe there is a more necessary or perfectly beautiful one either.
Tyler Knott Gregson
I loved a girl
like the earth loves the rain,
knowing sheβd never stay,
but needing her just the same.
She cried once in my arms
and I caught her tears
as if they were stars
fallen just for me...
but she wept for him.
I bandaged wounds
carved by another manβs hands,
whispering lullabies
to a heart that beat for someone else.
Every time she broke,
I shattered more quietly.
She kissed me...
like a door half-open,
warmth lingering on the threshold,
but her soul still pacing
somewhere far inside a house
I was never invited to live in.
And still,
I gave her my all,
a love without borders,
a fire without fuel,
a sea willing to drown
just to hold her reflection
for one more second.
Is this not the cruel poetry of love?
To give,
not for return,
but because you were born
with hands that only know how to hold,
even when holding means breaking.
They say unrequited love
is the purest kind.
Perhaps because it never has the chance
to rot with reality.
It stays eternal;
not because it lives,
but because it dies
beautifully.
To love like this
is to bleed in silence
and call it devotion.
To smile through heartbreak
because her happiness,
even in someone else's arms...
still feels holier
than my own.
- Cyrus K.
She believes she knows my ache,
she thinks she understands my sorrow,
because once, she too was broken.
My pain is
a slow implosion,
a daily funeral
with no mourners,
a storm I must swallow
so she may walk beneath clear skies.
She remains with another,
while I cradle her chaos in the dark,
I try hold her world steady,
bleeding in silence,
so she never sees the stain.
Quietly tearing at the seams
just to keep her whole.
I laugh when I want to scream.
I smile so she can cry.
I disappear so she can shine.
And each day,
I wake inside a coffin
just to hold her hand.
This doesn't feel like love.
This is a man burning
so she may feel warm,
and never knowing
that the smoke
is me.
-Cyrus K.
βUntil we have seen someoneβs darkness, we donβt really know who they are. Until we have forgiven someoneβs darkness, we donβt really know what love is.β
β Marianne Williamson
I was the moth.
Not blind,
but aching.
I was not deceived by the flame,
I longed for its ruin.
To be undone in that heat,
to burn knowing,
was a worship beyond reason.
A thousand lifetimes in darkness
could never equal
one death
in such light.
-Cyrus K.
I hold my brother on my lap,
I don't tell him to calm,
Or hush his sobs,
He does that himself.
I cannot stop his world ending,
But I am his sister, and as long as I stay,
He has a part of his world still there.