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guess I'm going to fucking prom.

I need to stop going deep on my arm, its gonna bite me back in summer

I've been feeling like throwing up the last few days, maybe I should. maybe it'll be successful this time.

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO GODDAMN COMPLICATED AND CONFUSING

it's fine, i cant just expect people's attention 24/7. (I expect attention 24/7 while not having the energy to give it back)

being pissed while suicidal is leading up to a great idea later tonight

you don't care you don't care you don't care about me. I told you. I told you and you only acknowledge it with a "oh" before changing topics. what's new. nothing's fucking new cause you don't care about me. you'll respond with the same thing if I told you I'll be bleeding out on the bathroom floor tonight.

it's whatever. doesn't fucking matter.

current mood is wanting to fucking cry, scream, and rip my skin apart and hair out but actually I'm just sitting doom scrolling or watching youtube letting these feelings sit because you just don't have the will to do any of those things.

i wonder, does my friend actually think I have npd?