Bonus:

Miraak aquired

Suddenly a picture I come into TES ask with

(On fem!dovahkin role yeah)

Translate: How cute you are.. Little...

Have you not been told that it is dangerous to walk here at night? Dangerous things live here..

Necromancers, trolls, fallen..

There is a rumor that they can bite your ass...

...Or is it about skeevers?..

And version without shadows just cause I can :3

Thank you @darcxaosit @rustyram035 for tagging <3

Aaaaaand soo... My name is Disa and I'm brought the lingonberry pie (quite a precious for me)

I want to say thank you to everyone who supported me this year, especially the guys from tumblr and my friends. I learned a lot this year.. Really.. And it makes me so happy

Tagging @ulanxxxs @blackmetalsnake @wrong-mother @youthroad @kiir-do-faal-rahhe if don't miiiiind ':>

Happy Mootsgiving, everyone!

So, technically, I know Thanksgiving is an American holiday… history… yadda yadda. However, this is not Thanksgiving.

This is Mootsgiving, and what I say goes ‘cause this is my holiday. Anyway! Mootsgiving is all the basic ideas of Thankgiving but better because I’m great like that.

I just wanted to show everyone how grateful I am, since gratefulness is a key principle of Thanksgiving.

I want all my moots from different countries to be able to have the picture-perfect movie-esque Thanksgiving of being surrounded by friends and family with all the care and love and gratefulness that can be poured into a single human. And, as the ever-dramatic Runar, what better way to do that than to organize a huge event?

So! Rules!

State what food you brought

State one thing you’re thankful for

My name is Runar, I brought the eggnog, and I’m grateful for each and every one of you 💗🫶

Really sappy and really long paragraph/speech under the cut!!

Soooo… to start off my big long speech… *clinks my fancy wine glass that’s filled with a mysterious substance* (It’s eggnog)

When I first started this blog, it was off a whim. I wanted to do something, something that involved putting my work out there, as I was just starting out. I wanted to mean something. In any sort of way, I wanted to leave a sort of mark. Not just any mark, though, no. I wanted to add a bit of joy, a spark of life that comes from creativity, and adding words and love into the space we occupy on this floating rock in space.

I wanted to write because it made me happy, and I wanted there to be a possibility of someone who was who got joy from reading to maybe stumble upon it, and get joy from me. Get joy from something I was able to provide for them.

I was also incredibly lonely. I had no friends, I had nothing, pretty much. I didn’t talk much. I was reclusive. I was okay, but I was empty. I didn’t have a purpose. And while I wasn’t expecting much, nothing at all really, I was overjoyed at the prospect that maybe just one person would stumble upon something I wrote and for a moment of their day, maybe they got peace from it.

Maybe they felt a little less lonely. I would have been at peace with just knowing the possibility of it was out there. And then… it did. And I got more than I bargained for, even, I got a friend. My first friend.

From there, everything… clicked. Slowly, but ever so surely, things were falling into place. I was gaining something that had not even crossed my mind. A family.

So, my silly dream born from a whim became friends, connections, and family, it became life-altering. It had ups, it had downs, it had in-betweens. It was beautiful and messy and happy and sad and fucked up and so wonderfully… human?

Yeah, this is online, this is a silly mootsgiving idea I thought up three hours ago because I wanted people to know I love them.

But to someone who had nothing, this is everything. You are everything.

Even if we’ve only talked one time, you have a special place in my heart. The character growth has been… one hell of a ride. I’ve gone through many eras, and made new friends in each and every one of them. So, with the end of the year closing soon, I suppose in a way this is not just a silly mootsgiving.

My bigger end goal, really, was to make sure as we get to the end of this ear, you know how genuinely important this whole year has been to me. How important you have been. I got an anon ask,

What does it feel like to be wanted?

It was beautiful poetry. I replied, said I wouldn’t know what it feels like to be wanted. But really? I think maybe I do. I think it feels like having enough people that you love to organize and invite everyone to a huge event online, to write out this heartfelt paragraph and trust that at least one person will care enough to read it.

My beginning goal has changed so much, and not at all. My biggest purpose in life has been, and I think will always be, to add something into this world.

Creativity, joy, happiness, compassion, I want to ensure that no matter what, as long as you know me, you know you have one person on this earth who loves and cares about you with as much feeling that can physically be felt by one person without exploding into a bunch of tiny little runar pieces.

But moreso, I think maybe my goal has changed from wanting to put stories out there, to putting myself out there. I don’t want to write stories that are just fiction, just crafted ideas meshed together to create a blob of fiction.

I want to write pieces of myself into everything, which i think might genuinely be impossible to not do. I want my heart to pour out of my fingers into the things i type out for you, and i want to not only feel things, but to maybe make you feel something too. Something warm and fuzzy, something good, as good as you deserve.

Aaaaannnd…. to end this….

I love you guys, thanks for being here <3

@marauding-almond @percyweasleyapologist @yesiamprocrastinating @dieatthealtar-deactivated @caramel-covered-apples @thatoneslytherinnerd @thatoneslytherinnerd2

@hedgehog-troops@circe-butbetter @stars-on-my-bedroom-ceiling @l1ve-l4ugh-lov3craft @aidens-ocean-galaxy@rainystarsx@liggy-not-potter @goformoony@i-still-got-love-for-you @definitionoffuckup@mairon-goth-minion

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Drop this sunflower🌻into the inboxes of the blogs that make you happy! Let's spread a little sunshine ☀️

I stuck this on my wall

Sometimes I think that my life has no meaning and if I stop taking vitamins and generally trying to do something, nothing will change

Thank you for another reason to fight on

2024 Wrap Up

Rules: it’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 (or so) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought to the world in 2024. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!

Tagged by @babyblueetbaemonster, thank you! <33

Tagging @lucien-lachance @ulanxxxs @youthroad @mukuuji @caliblorn @rustyram035 @disa-point and anyone who wants too

Varre

Damienus' birthday art (full)

Bastian/Dirge commission (full)

Lucien commission

Jimmy and Curly

Thanks to all my friends and followers who were here with me this year! ❤️❤️❤️

Finally got this one done

The Dragonlance Legends squad but in darkest dungeon style xD

Antoinetta Marie & Lucien Lachance 👩🏼🍎💖

I've drawn my beloved OTP for the first time!

Expanding their headcanon has been therapeutic for me...💗🫠💗 I'd love to share more about it, but it would make this message too long, so I'll save those stories for the next time I post a drawing.

Today, I want to express my gratitude.

Thank you so much for all the likes and reblogs on my previous Lucien illustration! 🥺💖(I read every single one!)

In Japan (and probably in China and Korea too), TES is not very well known, which naturally means the fandom is smaller.

So it felt like a dream, and I was incredibly happy to connect with so many Lucien fans!🍎🍎🍎✨😭✨🍎🍎🍎

I adore Lucien and the members of the Dark Brotherhood, so feel free to leave comments anytime! (I'll do my best to reply even in my broken English🥳)

Something old and something in the process

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