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hi can i ask pregancy and first time for lance?

I wrote this while sitting in online chemistry class, so sorry if I wrote “alkane” somewhere 😂 also sorry for making you wait so much

12. first time

getting to that point where Guardian and Lance sleep together takes some time, given how their relationship started

when it does come, both of them are experienced to some extent, but it’s still their first together so it’s kind of neutral. they know their way around, but it’s nothing too dirty

Lance wouldn’t mind getting a bit freakier though, so he makes sure their second time comes soon

14. pregnancy / birth

(I already wrote some stuff about him with kids in domestic life)

pregnancy is a very unique experience, no amount of battles and adventures can compare to it

Guardian’s belly getting bigger, making it harder for him to hug her... Lance can manage that. her morning sickness? ah, he’s a professional, he can make her feel better really fast. but if he has to wake up just once more at dawn because she craves something, he’ll flip tables

also, just. mood swings. Lance has literally zero ideas about how to navigate these, the best solution he found is that he lets Guardian be, with whatever she feels, and brings her as much food as he can

the long awaited day finally comes, with Lance close to Guardian. he wouldn’t faint or cry, but he would certainly be speechless from the emotions when he can hold his newborn child in his hands

my day was very hectic and I couldn’t write as much as I wanted 😔 I think I’ll post one or two headcanons later today, but I still haven’t studied at all

I’m sorry, I’ll try to hurry

thank you so much again Ceci! I can’t wait to read what you come up with, I’m sure it’s going to be awesome ❤️

400 Folowers Giveaway - Result

Okay, guys, I did this some time ago and it’s finally time to see who won! I want to state that I didn’t draw the names randomly. The winners were decided based on the point system and on personal issues (that I don’t feel comfortable explaining). BUT! Good news is that everyone that was participating won at least something. You’ll see what I mean.

FIRST PLACE (1K words oneshot) - @draconess-tania

SECOND PLACE (600 words ficlet) - @lumigi

THIRD PLACE (400 words ficlet) - @otomes-and-tears @imjustsomebodyelse @amrrygae @lizs-fictitious-life

I decided giving everyone something because it isn’t hard writing 400 words for each of the 4 people that won the third place and because I wanted to do something nice for them!

SO!

I’ll get in contact with you all through tumblr or discord to know what you will want from me! Remember, I write for MCL, ED and MysMe and I will post the final works here. Apart from that, I’ll do anything you want! 

Lots of love!!!

hello! could i request something for nevra? maybe numbers 9, 11 and 13? thank you!! 😊

here you go, enjoy ^^ the soft spot / weakness turn out more just soft spot, it’s quite fluffy 🤭 I hope you don’t mind

9. crying

whenever Guardian cries, Nevra just tries to eliminate the source of her crying, sometimes overreacting a bit (“hey, you asshole, you made my girlfriend cry! (ง'̀-'́)ง” “....I just accidentally stepped on her foot”)

of course, this reason sometimes is Nevra himself. that’s usually harder to solve, since he’s proud and he loves Guardian at the same time. in the end, his pride is less important, and he apologises

11. bathing / showering

showering with Nevra is definitely not for the shy people, it often turns into something else if ya catch my drift

he likes to wash Guardian, his hands sometimes wondering around. he just enjoys the feeling of her curves below his hands, her smooth skin againts his

he doesn’t mind if Guardian doesn’t want to wash him, but boy is he glad to get the favour returned. her bold movements calm him down and excite him at the same time, making it hard to focus on just enjoying the feeling

13. soft spot / weakness

from Guardian’s side, her signature pleading-puppy-face is an absolute winner, always letting her get what she wants

also, just. Nevra’s head. scratch it, play with his hair, trace kisses along his jawline.... these all make him melt

he also surprisingly has a soft spot for animals. sometimes Guardian likes to say that he enjoys the company of animals more than actual people

his greatest weakness is his mother hen personality. if anything happened to the people around him, not just Guardian but also Karenn, hell, even Chrome, that would be the end of him

9 and 10 for Candy and Castiel 💕

thank you for your request ❤️ the sleeping sucks a little bahahah but I hope you’ll like it

9. crying

Castiel is 100% that kind of person who doesn’t know what to do when someone cries. this doesn’t mean that he leaves Candy alone if she cries though, he still tries to help as he can

he does what he would want when he’s feeling down: he brings Candy food and drink, he wraps her in a blanket or just cuddles her, he plays something on his guitar (because for some unknown reason, Candy always smiles when he plays for her)

emotional talking is not his strength, but he encourages Candy to speak (if she wants to, of course), he’s a pretty good listener. to his surprise, his methods usually work, making Candy feel better

Castiel himself doesn’t usually cry, when he finds himself sad I think he rather just looks for a way to blow off the steam

when he does cry, it’s usually discreet, away from others, but Candy still manages to find him somehow, returning Castiel’s kindness towards her when she’s feeling down

10. sleeping

just one word: cuddle. no matter where they are sleeping, in their room, in a hotel, in a car, on the top of a building, Candy and Castiel always cuddle when sleeping

Candy says it’s because they love each other. Castiel is too rocker-y to admit this, so he says it’s for warmth, but everyone knows the truth

they both want to be little spoon, so the position itself often changes. if it’s summer and really hot, they aren’t that close, sometimes it’s just Castiel lying on his back, Candy next to him with her head on his chest

Candy sometimes jokes that Castiel loves his dog and guitar so much, she wouldn’t be surprised if she found him sleeping with them, but Castiel always resents it

also, Castiel is a really deep sleeper. Candy could bring tanks to the house, and he’d sleep anyway

13, 14 and 19 with nevra from eldarya?? 💕💕 i love your writing!!!

oh anon, I’m such an idiot. I accidentally read 13 as 3 and wrote it like that, I only realised my mistake now. don’t worry though! someone else requested 13 with Nevra as well, so you will still get it, just later. sorry again, I’ll try to learn how to read 😅

3. injured

Nevra is too proud to let others see him being hurt, he’d rather hide it and take care of himself, so he soon recruits Ewelein as his sworn enemy lmao

he’s not a medic though, but he still wants someone close to him to cure him. since Ezarel’s departure, this person is Huang Chu (I don’t think Nevra has a good relationship with Mathieu)

it’s the complete opposite when Guardian is injured: he immediately drops their last petty argument, and rushes to get help for her as soon as possible, even if it’s just a small injury like a burn or a cut on her hand

he’s embarassed about it later, but seeing Guardian’s grateful smile makes him swear to keep being overprotective of her

14. pregnancy / birth

“honey, I’m pregnant” “....WHAT”

I’m pretty sure Nevra will be shocked when he hears the news, but his astonishment will turn into excitement soon

having a younger sister makes things easier though, mostly because he has some kind of experience of taking care of someone, but also because he can pass his kid to Karenn whenever they start to cry and Guardian is not around

he doesn’t have any experience of the actual pregnancy however, so those months are a rollercoaster with him. he tries to be his usual protective self around Guardian, while she tries to make him understand that she wasn’t and still isn’t made of glass

when Guardian is giving birth, Nevra is just staring at the sidelines with wide eyes, but inside he’s happy for the little one

19. domestic life

if you want to keep your eyesight undamaged, don’t look around in Nevra’s home. seriously. that guy doesn’t know the word “organised”. he cleans it, don’t get me wrong, but things don’t have their place, everything is just lying around

this makes living together a challenge, but Guardian is absolutely up for it, never getting tired of organising things again and again

after a child joins them, life definitely gets more interesting. “who should do what” is a constant dilemma, but I think Nevra would give up being a Chief after some time, “degrading” himself as an ordinary member, so he has more time to look after his kid

hi everyone

I got a lot of requests, and I couldn’t write as much as I wanted yesterday, so I’ll close my askbox for some time. as soon as I’m finished with what I got, I’ll open it up again, but I don’t want to make you guys wait so much

also, friendly reminder that I don’t mind getting requests in private messages, but I still prefer it if you sent me an ask, there’s a lower chance that I forget about it that way

Fighting; undressing; what turns him on (Guardian x Nevra)

“8,17 and 18 with Nevra” for @adasha-galatine I hope you will like these 😇

8. fighting

as we have seen it many times, Nevra is both a womaniser and can easily get jealous. he moved on, but he can’t bear to see Guardian with someone else, which causes many arguments in the beginning

their figths are usually serious, neither of them being afraid to use harsh words. afterwards, they clear things, but the circle soon starts again

it will take some time for them to get into a proper relationship, but when it happens, their petty arguments are replaced, and they rather sit down and talk things through when something is up

17. undressing

Nevra can easily make Guardian’s clothes magically fall down, he considers clothes an awful barrier between the two of them

if Guardian strips herself in front of him, that’s heaven and hell for him at the same time. oh, how he wishes to be the one doing it, while observing it from afar is also enjoyable...

with all those accessories on, undressing takes quite a time for him, making him even more glad when he can finally join Guardian

18. what turns him on

he does like to see Guardian in clothes though, but more in fitting ones, that show the curves of her body

he also likes to watch Guardian please herself what a creep, but he can’t usually stand it for long and “helps” her out

also, seeing Guardian be protective of him... that fills him with such pride, he’s sure to return it later 😉

send me headcanon prompts!

hi! thanks for doing Lance headcanons! can i ask 3 and 19 for lance? thank u!

you’re welcome! I’m happy people enjoy what I write ^^

3. injured

as they are both experienced fighters, they won’t lose their heads if one of them gets hurt. if Guardian was in Absynthe Guard formerly, she can even patch up smaller injuries, no need to go to the infirmary all the time

getting used again to fighting is a bit hard for Guardian though, so she often has smaller cuts on herself

Lance, on the other hands either doesn’t get hurt or he gets hurt seriously, thanks to his armour. Ewelein’s constant orders would make him feel better enough to look for another nurse though, his pride doesn’t let him to be pushed around, no matter his state

19. domestic life

the savior of El and the man who threatened it being together? that’s a strange sight for sure, but the others will slowly get accustomed to it

I imagine both of them to be quite proud and independent, so living together has its challenges: arguments over small things (“you shouldn’t have done it, I told you I would!”), lots and lots of missing things, shy and at the same time sassy apologies (“I’m sorry... but I was right, technically”), and so on and so forth

this is strictly my personal idea, but I think Lance is a terrible cook, while Guardian is a pretty decent one. this would annoy Lance after some point, so the two of them would shoo Karuto out of the kitchen and practice there together

if / when they decide to have kids, I’m sure Lance will have a really strong connection with the them, given his past and how he wouldn’t want his children to lose their parents as well

managing both work and family would be difficult in the beginning, neither of them wants to give up their position at the Guard, so the kids would often spend time with Aunt Karenn and Uncle Chrome

also, I just want Lance to teach his kids how to fight and Guardian to teach them how to braid hair, using Lance as a model 🥺🤭

send me headcanon prompts!

thank you guys so much for the requests! I got so many, damn 😅 don’t worry though, I’ll write everything I got. I go in the order I recieved the prompt(s), I hope that sounds fair for everyone

on another note: there’s still an ask that’s a bit of a mystery to me. someone asked for 11, 13 and 14 (namely: bathing / showering, soft spot / weakness, prgenancy / birth) but the anon didn’t write a name long with the prompts

hey hey anon, if you see this, send me a name please 😟 there’s no deadline or something, I just want to deliver what I’m asked to write

First kiss and bathing with Lance and Gardienne, pretty please🥺

thank you for your request ❤️ Lance is still not my LI 😅 so sorry if these are very wild

5. first kiss

needless to say, there’s some tension between Guardian and Lance at first. many things happened that she has to process, and surprisingly Lance is willing to help her, even though he knows she needs place and time

the two of them will slowly but surely start spending more and more time together. first it’s just simple things: sitting at the same table in the dining hall, practicing with each other when no one else is available, accidentally meeting in the garden where both went to clear their head

Guardian’s cold, “I tolerate that you’re here” attitude gradually changes as well. she starts to see Lance as he is, not a “murderer” but a complex, loveable person

their relationship shifts: they are more like old friends who went through a lot together, but instead of looking at the past, they wait for the future. they make a great pair, Guardian with her helpfulness and Lance with his wits

I can picture them practicing, finally not because others are too busy. suddenly, Guardian disarms Lance, her sword in front of his throat, their faces inches from each other. they can’t break their eye contact, but Guardian is confused. what should she do? before she could decide, Lance’s lips are already on hers, his arm around her body

it will take a long road until then, but hell, they will be indestructible together after that

11. bathing / showering

I can’t actually imagine Guardian and Lance bathe together? I think he’s that kind of person that uses showering as an excuse to just stare at the wall with an empty head, sharing it might be a bit uncomfortable to him

maybe Guardian asks gently one day if he would mind if she joined him, and Lance will just goes “well.... why not?”

it will be a bit embarassing at first. not like they haven’t been naked together yet, he’s just not used to being this exposed in front of someone. the tension will disappear into thin air when she starts cleaning him though, her touch calming him and making him feel more at ease

in the end, maybe he will like it and propose to bathe together more as well 😉

send me headcanon prompts!

13 with candy and Nath 🥺

thank you anon, to be honest I was kind of praying for someone to ask this 😌🤭 it's a little short, sorry 😔

13. soft spot / weakness

I’m fairly sure that Nathaniel doesn’t like to mix work and private life; if someone went after his family or friends because he’s a cop, that would be a nightmare for him

a “positive” kind of weakness of him is junk food. he likes to eat healthily and work out regularly, but damn those burgers sure look good...

Candy running her hands down his stomach, along his hands can really make him lose his head. also just. biting his neck. do this, and he will literally shake like a pudding

send me headcanon prompts!

15. and 16. for Lance and Guardienne (for celebration!!)

thanks again Fa 🥺❤️ I don’t know much about Lance, I don’t play his route on either of my accounts 😅 so sorry if this is not close to his personality, this is just how I picture him. it turned out a bit short, but I hope you will still like it!

15. touching

I can’t imagine Lance as a touchy person, at least not in public. when it’s just the two of them, I’m sure he doesn’t have anything against roaming his hands along Guardian’s body, feeling that she is there, with him

of course, if someone (*cough* Mathieu... *cough*) flirts with Guardian, he’s there to show his affection publicly. it’s mostly just holding hands or putting his arm around her waist though, he knows she can handle herself well

if it’s Guardian touching him (eg. she hugs him), then he’s surprised first, but he won’t push her away of course. her running her hands down his arms or abs... that’s definitely not unpleasant either

16. favorite types of kissing

small kisses on the lips aren’t really Lance’s thing, he prefers long, tounged kisses

I can picture him liking to kiss Guardian’s hand, but more like in a joking way, along with his mocking smile

when it’s just the two of them, he likes to trail kisses down her stomach, her reaction to it always makes him smile proudly. he also loves her neck; sloppy kisses are not as good as hickeys, but they are not permanent at least

send me headcanon prompts!

I just recieved an ask, “ 11, 13 and 14 ^^ ”, but sadly the anon didn’t write who they want it about

so hey anon, if you see this, could you send me a new message with the character? thank you, and I’ll try to hurry with it ❤️

3. and 12. for Nathaniel and Candy

thank you for your ask! with the second one, I'll try to be as not NSFW-y as I can, though it's about their first time together so it'll be kinda hard 😅🤭

3. injured

Nathaniel's work is not a harmless job, sometimes he gets hurt, but he would always try to make it appear less important than it is, acting annoyed when Candy tries to help him

this is only the outside though, inside he would be scared for Candy (”what would she do without me?”), and despite acting like a tough guy, he wouldn't jeopardise the healing process

however, if it's Candy who is hurt, his brain is set on 110% protective mode. a nurse was rude? he'd make sure they never come close her room again. Candy feels a little sad? her favourite snacks are already on the table, the TV on, Nath hugging her and making sure she's okay

if Candy was hurt because of Nathaniel (eg. she was kidnapped as a way of blackmailing him), then poor boy would absolutely feel down, and it would be very hard for him to move on and stop blaming himself

and we know what he thinks about children.... so it might not make sense to talk about what he's like as a father, but still. similar to what happens to Candy, if his child is hurt, then Nath is there like superman. he might not make the best choices as he is blindly fixated on solving the problem, but in the end it would all be okay

12. first time

(my Candy had another LI in HSL, so I'll write this like it's in UL)

surely, Nathaniel would both look forward to their first time together and dread it. he was together with girls who were just his company for that night, he wouldn't want Candy to think she's like that for him

don't expect roses and candles though; it will most likely happen when they are at Nath's place, doing literally anything

it's so easy to make Nathaniel want Candy. a kiss that was a little longer than planned, that fitting top she wore, the fact that he hadn't have time for that lately and he's needy....

depending on how experienced Candy is, their positions can change. I'm about 98% sure Nath wouldn't be against being submissive, even though it's usually him who's dominant

as the first time together is usually special, it's based on mutual trust and all that, it wouldn't be too kinky or long. one night spent together, mostly in each other's arms, that's perfect for a first

the next day, neither of them feels regret. Nath is a bit scared that Candy does, but she soon reassures him and they spend the morning together, celebrating their relationship that reached a new level

send me headcanon prompts!

the promised prompt list ^^

edit: you can request at most 3 prompts at a time

Headcanon Prompts

Send me a number along with a ship and/or character!

1. Cuddling 2. Kissing 3. Injured  4. First Date 5. First Kiss 6. Training 7. Awkward Moment 8. Fighting 9. Crying 10. Sleeping 11. Bathing/Showering 12. First Time 13. Soft Spot/Weakness 14. Pregnancy/Birth 15. Touching (can be NSFW or innocent) 16. Favorite Type(s) of Kissing 17. Undressing 18. What “turns them on” 19. Domestic Life 20. Farewells/Saying Goodbye

to clear things (kind of): I wrote my last post because I feel just... generally uninspired to write. I know that I shouldn’t create something solely for the sake of likes on it and I don’t, but at the same time it seems like I only write for myself

but

I also happen to be the most stubborn person on the whole globe, believe me, so fuck this shit including my own negative thoughts. I only archived my writings so I’ll set them public again along with my masterlist, and I’ll write again

I’ll share a prompt list because besides the fanfic I just started (drive away, it won’t be long, I swear xd) I still don’t have any ideas at the moment, so please, pretty please, choose something. I never ignored a request before, I never will, maybe I’ll write it later but still

Drive away (Candy x Nathaniel) part 1 / ?

I have no idea of what’s going on here, leave me alone. don’t ask, just read

Word count: 571

Nathaniel’s P. O. V.

The quiet night was suddenly interrupted when my phone started ringing. At first I ignored it, hoping that whoever was calling me would realise that I was busy trying to sleep, but it continued ringing. I sighed as I sat up in my bed, and I picked up. I was just about to ask how can I help, when someone spoke on the other side.

“William Danford? We called for an uber, it’s you, right?”

The woman calling me had a pleasant voice, but I could sense that she cried not so long ago. I tried to be polite, but it still annoyed me that she called me in the middle of the night.

“No, sorry. Wrong num-” I started, but another voice, a male this time, made me stop in the middle of my sentence.

“Is that damned uber coming or not?!”

“I have the cause of the crying, don’t I?” I thought. Working as a waiter, I saw many scenes like this; a “pair”, where the man didn’t acknowledge that the other one didn’t want him there. It wasn’t rare that I had to step in so he would leave.

“I’m not your driver, but I can drive you as I’m already awake” I said while I turned on the lights to get ready. “Where will it be?”

A few minutes later I was in the parking lot of a small restaurant, waiting for a young couple to get in my car. To my unfortune the process wasn’t really fast because they just argued on the pavement. I didn’t want to listen in so I glued my eyes on the road, drumming with my fingers. This is how we spent the first half of the “trip”, the other half in utter silence.

After some time we finally arrived at a hotel. The man left, without paying, but he closed the door on the woman when she tried to get out of my car. I didn’t really know what to do, so I turned around to see that she was close to crying again.

“Miss, do you want me to take somewhere else?” I asked.

She wiped away a tear then spoke: “I- I can try calling up my friend if I can sleep at her place. And please just call me Candy.”

I didn’t want to be quiet during the route so I tried to maintain smalltalk. And first Candy didn’t really cooperate and it was awkward, but after some time she became calmer and we had a nice chat. I found out that the man is actually her, now ex, boyfriend and they were supposed to visit a mutual friend when he realised he’d rather spend the night without her. I couldn’t really understand the man; every time I looked at Candy in the rearview mirror I saw an otherwise beautiful woman. Only the crying, caused by him, distorted her features.

Even after I dropped her off, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I have to admit I found her intriguing, and I felt bad that I missed my chance to properly reassure her. I fell back asleep, my dream setting me free, but she was on my mind after waking up again and going to work. I wanted to call her up to make sure she’s okay, but I didn’t want to bother her.

Well, whatever, not like we will ever run into each other again.

Right?

nope! I’m not here! *hides behind the table* I don’t write!

joking though, but really. I don’t write that much, some MCL oneshots, kinda okayish but no

Quais seus blogs de escrita favoritos?

mm boa pergunta. mas você tá falando de blogs que falam sobre escrita ou blogs que escrevem coisas?

eu não sigo muitos blogs que falam sobre escrita, mas esses  são os blogs que eu mais leio as fanfics, categorizados por fandom:

MY CANDY LOVE

@draconess-tania @tetrakys10 @vanillaamoursucrethings

MYSTIC MESSENGER

@guacameowle @zens-ponytail @mysticmikalla @sae-bae-ran @promiscuous-jalapeno @yoosungiib @serensama @fromthedeskofelizabeththird @chibinekochan @reifromrfa @mysplaced-pen 

FAIRY TAIL

@thewritingstar @be-dazzled 

FROZEN

@thesvenqueen @ahtohallan-calling

ah, e o blog @perfectlyrose rebloga umas prompts bem bacanas, tbm reccomendo!

happy birthday to Rayan! I made this little scrapbook edit along with @vanillaamoursucrethings for this occasion ^^

I can 100% relate, the writers you listed were my favourites as well (hell, they were the main reason why I even signed up on this site). steph-writes started making her own games, it’s understandable that she doesn’t want to write for other fandoms anymore (though it’s a bit still sad that she deleted her MCL writings T-T), while I don’t even know what happened to otome-aeriie?? she kind of just disappeared, I think

luckily, not everyone quit the fandom! there are still a bunch of talented writers on Tumblr, such as

Tetrakys (hehe, I won’t tag her, I’m sure you know her)

@marycecilyy

@idolcandy (she’s on AO3 as well)

@otomes-and-tears

@centralsaints (though they write mostly on AO3, as far as I know)

@melodyalanaroster (she mostly writes about her own OC, but that doesn’t mean at all that she’s not talented!)

@vanillaamoursucrethings​

I think this is all?? I hope I didn’t leave out anyone. I know some other people who write sometimes, or just used to, but these people are still active in the fandom ^^

Okey, so I have a question.

I was out of tumblr for a while and when I logged in for a first time i noticed a change. Why is no one writing any MCL fanfictions? You, steph-writing and otome-aeriie were my favourite writers, I was coming back to your stories all the time and it was my favourite guilty pleasure. And now they both wiped out all of their MCL fanfictions and you also stopped writing MCL stories. I dont want to be disrespectful but is there any specific reason why it happened? I saw that there was a time when girls got some hate for their work but I loved them so much. I miss those times..💔

Hey happy to see you online again! I hope you're doing well.

I can't speak for other people, but personally i just lost interest in writing, it was a funny experience while it lasted but it has never been 'my thing'. I've never felt like a writer but I'm really grateful you and other people liked my writing 💕 I still write short dabbles sometimes, but small things and only when inspiration strikes, which is rare. (Incidentally I made a post about it yesterday but it was buried under dozen of comments on the latest episode)

Dispair not though! There are still people who write in the fandom! I've been very busy this past year so I haven't kept track but MCL writers if you see this post feel free to comment/reblog with a link to your masterlist so people can find your works :)

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my favourite thing is how you never gave up Priya, even while being in this mess, my favourite writing from you is either “does he touch you like this?” or “phone sex”, I can’t choose, sowwy

400 followers giveaway!!

My gratitude is beyond description. I’m so shocked, really, that so many of you guys are into my venting and stupid writings kskskanfaks THANK YOU!

So, first I’ll talk about the prize. I’ll choose 3 winners!

1st place -  a 1k words oneshot (worth 8 dollars in my commission page)  2nd place - a 600 words drabble ( worth 5 U$ on my commission page) 3rd place - a 400 words drabble (worth 5 U$ in my commission page)

All of them featuring a pairing of the winner’s choice (only from MCL, ED or Mysme)

What you have to do:

- follow this blog 

- like AND reblog this post

This will automatically give you 5  points. Optional stuff that may increase your chance of winning:

- follow me on Ko-Fi and Patreon (1 point each)

- when reblogging, tell me your favorite thing abut my blog and your favorite work of mine (4 points)

- follow me on twitter (1 point)

- reblog my pinned post (3 points)

The maximum of points is 15. 

good luck!!!!!

Pls go follow my twitter, I’ll try to post a lot of updates there!

Especially this post, it’s important so…

https://twitter.com/marycecilyy/status/1346578047764471810?s=20

I’m very proud of you Louis ❤️ it must have been hard for you, but being where you are now needs a lot of courage; I admire you for your strength

if you need anything, I’m here for you 😉😇 and I’m glad I can call you my friend

alright ignore this if you want to, it's just a vent

I'm a guy (he/him pronouns) even if i look and sound like a girl ;; I'm going to change my tumblr url aaand my instagram account name

please refer to me as Louis or Lulu

Bya/Bianca is now my dead name (i despise it so much),, my parents, relatives, classmates and teachers are the only ones who obviously use it and i can't change that,, they're close minded people, i can't do anything for them to change their minds).

ok. i think I'm done.

anyways, this post was written by the old bya-draws. peace out

[I'm a little late,, too late, but merry Christmas and a happy new year to everybody. you're loved. i care about you all. stay safe.]

2017 - 2018 - 2018 - 2019 - 2020

For 2020 I didn’t the board with a drawing from every month to show my growing, but I wanted to do something else related with my grow and I always wanted to do something like this, so I am doing it kkkkk 

Neshaa is the character that since when I started was my personal challenge and, at the same time, my main source of proud. It’s through her that anyone can see my grow, see my struggle, my mistakes and my screamly changes. She’s like that mark that I hit again and again at least once in a year, in a way that May, who came far after, couldn’t. 

2020 was the year when I stopped drawing, I felt stuck, I still feel stuck… but I stopped and I’ve decided that 2021 I would go back, I would start again. But to start again, I needed to look back a little bit and find value once again in the artist that I always wanted to be. 

I hope 2021 I mark another step through her too. And this post is a reminder to myself that even if I started from low, from the bottom, I need to just keep climbing, I will not see the changes at first, but the longer I keep going, soon they will come into view and I will know. Just like I know when I put all of those together and side to side.  

amazing. showstopping. spectacular

Happy New Year🎊

Today is New Year's Eve, typically my favorite Christmas festivity. But this year is different, this year is harder and sadder, because everything that makes festivities special has been taken away 😭

After this year, I'll never take for granted all the people around me. I'll never take for granted my grandma's cooking and love, my mother's renovated hopes making her the soul of the party, my brother's awkwardness, my teary great-aunt, my grandpa's falling asleep in the midst of chaos, my tipsy uncles, my aunty's cheerfulness, my dear cousin throwing me shrimp's heads, the little children running everywhere... I'll miss our traditions: everyone wearing matching red underwear bought by grandma's, my uncle starting to eat the grapes at the quarter bells, my aunt forgeting at least one grape, jumping on the right foot when the clock strikes twelve, the gold jewelry shining inside champagne flutes during our midnight toast... and midnight hugs and kisses. 

Today there won't be none of that, not for me, not for so many people in the world. Today we won't celebrate this holiday as it should be celebrated (well, whatever your traditions are where you come from), but we'll keep fighting against this pandemic to celebrate the next. We're not close to our old normal yet, but we're getting there. There's more hope for this year to come than we've ever wished for another, and one day more of resisting this is one day less for it to end.

And for mental well-being to come back, thank you very much.

To all my friends here: celebrate as you want or feel, or don't celebrate if you're not up to it. I wish you and your love ones health and safety and love 💕 And to all of you who've lost someone, you who have to see an empty chair, I send you strength and all the virtual hugs in the world.

I hope for a 2021 filled with you lovely people!

bingo!

How much you’re like me? Tick the opions that also relate to you and find out hahahha (really, I’m curious heh)

Friends dared to kiss a stranger with Kentin and Candy,pleaseeee 💖💖💖❣❣❣

edzwuzfiur thank you so much, I hope you will like it 💖 feel free to ignore the last sentence, I don’t know what I thought when I wrote that down

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Candy’s P. O. V.

“Five minutes left until midnight!” a sharp voice interrupted the flow of my thoughts. I suddenly remembered where I was - in the Snake Room, with a bunch of friends - and reddened a little with embarrassment. They were looking at me, expecting something from me until I finally realised Rosalya had asked a question.

“Oh sorry, I didn’t pay attention, my mind was just wandering...”

Rosa waved one well-manicured hand as she lifted the other one to her mouth, taking a sip of cold-punch, then turned to Alexy. “Who’s next?”

“Well... it’s the starer’s turn! Candy, truth or dare?”

I glanced at the row of empty beers on the table in front of me. I already shared some experiences that I would have preferred to be unsaid, earning much laughter from my friends. I thought a bit, then downed the leftover of the open can before me and threw my shyness out the window.

“Dare.” I saw the Rosa’s face shine up with surprise, because no matter how many secrets and bad stories I had, dare was always more adventurous than truth, especially that it was the first for me that night.

Alexy took his sweet time to truly ponder it. He knew that I didn’t like too wild tasks, while I knew that he wouldn’t miss a chance like this to embarrass me a little more. His eyes glinted with excitement as he finally faced me, decided.

“I dare you to kiss the first person who enters that door” he said while pointing at the front-door next to our table, and I let out a sigh of relief. The Snake Room wasn’t spacious that night at all, but the crowd itself didn’t change much except for some people leaving to the restroom. We agreed that the others go on with the playing while I stand beside the door, waiting for someone to turn up.

Before midnight, when some people already started the countdown, someone entered. I didn’t have the time to have a good look at him, but I can clearly remember his green eyes, piercing through mine with surprise as I sealed my lips on his. The alcohol-tasted kiss didn’t last long, I only realised after it that he cupped my cheeks. Neither of us really wanted it to end, he was a pretty good kisser and I knew I wasn’t that bad either.

“Five… four…” I heard the chanting behind me. Muttering a low “sorry” I was ready to go back and join my friends who surely witnessed my scene, but the boy grabbed my hand. The voices got louder as the countdown reached zero, and I was kissing this stranger again, fully embracing each other this time.

And this, kids, is the story of how I met your father.