In My Own Reading, Before This Line, I Honestly Just Assumed Meredith Was What Novel Dude Called His

Never doubt the power of the grabby stick.

20 minutes and a broken dinosaur grabber later and Elias just picks it up with his bare hands out of frustration

read a fresh pair of eyes here!

Read through that Postal novel by Alisa Bogodarova and took some screenshots of some particularly interesting things; mostly about Novel!Dude and his family.

PD's (lack of) name

Youngest Postal Dude

PD's first kill

A sister

And a bitch mom

Uncle Dave is a rich fucker

Postal Dude's..."license"

Some of the voices in his head

Reference to his dad

PD doesn't give a shit

Confirmed no real name for Novel!Dude

Family...eh, drama? Issues? Lots of issues, also Novel!Dude is obsessed with God for most of this thing.

So Novel!Dave is the mom's brother and Novel!Dude had a (presumably twin) brother who died.

Game journal entries

A bit of insight on the "infection"

OBLIGATORY PISS

Novel predicted the Co-Op Dudes /j

Last thing of note; I spaced out for a bit and lost track of who Meredith apparently is. The rest of the novel is just a retelling of the end of Postal 1 with a "to be continued" slapped on and a mention of a novel of Postal 2 that never happened.

The reunion of Pac and Cellbit a few days ago was exactly as I expected. An anticlimactic ending to a months old conflict. Which maintains both characters stagnant in terms of development, no new knowledge was gained in these past five/four months. However it seems that that sentiment wasn't really common, most people were just happy that they were ‘family’ again. ‘

Sometimes I feel that there is more interest in simply consuming the relationship between Cellbit and Pac, in a way that ‘saint-ifies’ Cellbit, than actually understanding what is going on and why. This makes Pac’s flaws exist in a vacuum, they are only allowed to exist and affect Pac’s actions when Cellbit and Pac are having a positive interaction. And it makes recollection of certain aspects of the story seem incredibly biased.

I definitely can’t see Pac and Cellbit’s ‘fervent family friendship” as much as seemingly other people do. Although Pac’s love, specifically familial love, for Cellbit is quite intense, as he is always missing him, wanting to help him and such and especially important he calls him family. Cellbit’s familiar love is completely nonexistent, (Romantic love is a completely different story as Cellbit did once imply he would be willing to cheat on Roier with Pac, but that was before Cellbit and Roier got together at all. And Cellbit did greet Pac by flirting with him at their last meeting.)  Cellbit seems to see Pac as more of a friend than a family member ( Need I remind you that the presence of a child within a group does not make a family?). This information gets quite clear when you decide to pay attention to how Cellbit titles his relationships, he always calls Roier, Richas and Pepito ( And I think Foolish and Jaiden as well but I cannot remember) his family, they even have their own clear, traditional family titles. Husband, Son, Son. The most recent example is his last stream, “No time is lost as long as it is spent with family” about them wasting time considering going to see a warden. I think he said once he sees bolas as a family but I don’t really have any proof of that beyond my own memory, and him non-jokingly calling Philza “Dad” during the tie-breakers in Purgatory. Cellbit has only called Pac his friend, he calls Pac his friend in the title of stream where he would save him from the Happy Pills, he calls Pac his friend when threatening to take Foolish’s access to the Ordem Theoritas if he continues to bother Pac and Mike. I’m not saying that Cellbit doesn’t care about the people whom he decides to title friend; The Regret Arc was done in order to save Felps, whom he titles as a friend ( A best friend however). But I do think that Pac is not that high on Cellbit’s hierarchy of importance.

I have my suspicions about their ‘clearly positive’ interactions. I sincerely do not know why Cellbit would call Pac queridinho when he feels proud of him. It's a nickname that carries such negative weight, it symbolizes power imbalance and it is used to cause intimidation. It makes me question if Cellbit reacting proudly to Pac's acts of independence are truly honest.

I think what I want to actually say is that although Cellbit and Pac's relationship is complex, I think people tend to cut it's rougher edges in order to create a more wholesome image.

Cellbit: '"Don't you miss those times? The time when we could do this everyday? When we had fun? We could laugh at them, we could like get a random stomper and just laugh at his face while he's like running away and we could like chase him down. Don't you miss those times?" Bad: "No I do. I do. But weren't those also sad times though?"

This is just the whole plot of the game and my mind can not be changed.

sorry i was suggested to draw brain damaged dude and this is the first thing that came to mind

They were supposed to escape together-

Translation for that one part:

What do you think you'll do when you get out?

I don't know yet.

I don't either.

We could find out together.

Eh? What do you mean?

You and I. We can escape together.

Yeah...together.

(If the translation is bad, I apologize, I'm still learning both Portuguese and Spanish, so it might be a little weird.)

Do you think that Bagi and Cellbit grew up with stories of their dead grandfather?

Do you think they heard about how he never returned from prison? How he must of died there?

Do you think when they were young, too young to understand, the twins promised they would grow up to be investigators and find their grandfather? Bagi was so close. Cellbit will never know. They kept part of their promise, isn't that something?

Is Cellbit named after his grandfather? They look a lot alike, don't they? Was his first brush with the paranormal trying to reach out for his grandfather?

Did Bagi find two near identical mugshots when looking for her brother? One of them is over forty years old at this point. Did she wonder if her family is cursed in someway?

little spiderbit re-encounter animatic bc i cannot deal with the sadness dear lord i miss them i just want them to be together and happy again (and also roier is not a rat anymore BC I SAID SO"!!!! )

There was context to this, but I think it's funnier without it.