Sometimes You Just Have To Let It Be What It Is Because Stressing And Getting Mad Doesn't Help A Damn

@sunandwhiskey

“I woke frightened because I had a dream of you dying and I was left with a empty bed. For awhile, I thought you were actually going to die… How naive of me to mistake the sound of death knocking at my doorsteps for you walking out the door and leaving my life.”

- excerpt from a book I’ll never write #128 // @loveactivist

Amazing how everything works in life😊

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

“you might not have been my first love but you were the love that made all the other loves irrelevant”

— (via @citizenoofearth)

I really want that part of my heart back.

The part that loves curling up with a book and reading for hours,

The part that listens to loud music,

The part that giggles at stupid jokes.

I need it back now.

So that everytime I do those things,

I don’t think of you….

-ICS

I feel like I'm hitting a breaking point in my life where I just don't give a fuck anymore live doe who really cares what's the whole point of life work your ass off just to die

Love

Such a small word and used so many times when it shouldn't be. I know this all to well because I was one of the worst at it but not deliberately I thought it was love till around 18 months ago when I met her. She lit a fire inside my heart like nothing I'd ever felt. And I thought I did her the same for around 14 months then the truth all came out and left me shattered and broken. Guess that's what happens when you fall in love with a married woman yet here we are still together since her husband didn't want her back even though she tried I became her second choice and I took it. I was thinking things would change like she had promised they would yet they didn't are once flaming love has now became a chared pile of ruble we still love each other or at least I do but there was a change a big one the girl that use to laugh and smile with those big blue eyes was now just a broken woman broken just like me her husband had cut her out just like she did me and every time I look at her I see the sadness of a failed marriage and a broken relationship I'll always love her and only time will tell if we as a couple will survive it and if not hopefully we can still be friends but then again ex's don't make good friends they only hinder you from moving on with your life and can very well cause you to miss out on something great. Girl no matter what I'll always love you and you will always be my sexy thang 😓😓😗

For you @sunandwhiskey there's nothing I wouldn't do even if you don't feel the same way

“Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell…”

—

Karen Marie Moning (via quotemadness)

And not even blink once walking through the fire…

Damn for me that's a lot of letting go lol