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I'm so afraid this has happened to me.@sunandwhiskey
Damn
Light
You where the sun in my darkness, the torch to my pipe, the oxygen to my lungs,and the one to finally make my heart beat,you did so many good things for me in a world I thought was so harsh so painful and just hell for me. You made it into heaven your the one that made my life whole, complete, the one I knew in my new found heart would be there till my last breath to love me and hold me and keep the sun shining. No one ever touched me in the heart felt way you did and made me fill so much love. Then my world turned grey and in what seemed like a second went to fully burning hell. Know when I see you the sparkle in your eye is gone and so was my light know I'm worse off then before and even though your back it's so hard. I miss you when your gone but when I'm with you I'm angry I fill as if your not my sun your my darkness holding my sun prisoner. Till I explode which causes me even more anger not because e fight but because I fight with you. My light my everything it's like a nightmare I can't wake up from I just want to wake up to the sun I had and loved so much. But I'm so afraid she's gone for eternity or she will come back only to go dark again. All I can do is pray for her to come back or pray I go on to the next life for without sun I shall not grow anymore only starve to death looking for my light. And as bad as it hurts I think my only choice is to pray for the next life for I can't handle this pain any longer my heart has has almost stopped and will be completely in the following days💔😭
“You only have so much emotional energy each day. Don’t fight battles that don’t matter.”
— Joel Osteen
“you might not have been my first love but you were the love that made all the other loves irrelevant”
— (via @citizenoofearth)
True story
“Don’t put your happiness in other people’s hands They’ll drop it. They’ll drop it every time.”
— (via @citizenoofearth)
“If I date you, the goal is to marry you. Build with you. Grow with you. I’m not dating you just to pass time, I see potential in you. I don’t fear commitment. I fear wasting my time.”
-anonymous
“do you ever lay in bed and realize how not okay you are”
— (via @citizenoofearth)
“How I’d love to get away from here and be someone else for a while in a place where no one knows or expects certain things from me.”
—
Libba Bray
“Much more likely you’ll hurt me. Still what does it matter? If I’ve got to suffer, it may as well be at your hands, your pretty hands.”
— Sarte, Jean-Paul. No Exit.
@sunandwhiskey
“You wanted love and expected what? A parachute? Morphine? A gold sticker star?”
— Young, Dean. “Handy Guide.“
Orson Scott Card | @wordsnquotes
“The past was always there, lived inside of you, and it helped to make you who you were. But it had to be placed in perspective. The past could not dominate the future.”
—
Barbara Taylor Bradford
“I experience not only my own suffering, but even more that which I inflict upon you.”
— Franz Kafka
“You did not break me – I am not that easily broken. You awoke me with so much force, the shock to my system reset my internal clock and I found myself no longer counting down the hours and minutes so the day could end – every second was new, it had purpose and so did I.”
— James McInerney (Instagram : millsmc07)
‘Hurricane’ - James McInerney (Poet and Author of ‘Bloom’, ‘In between the lines’ and ‘Red’. Available on Amazon Worldwide and Kindle.) Check out my official website to see more >> http://jamesmcinerney.wixsite.com/poetry
But I'm getting more and more use to it and it gets easier every day
“At the centre of me, everything sits cold, I no longer feel and yet I have never felt so alone.”
— James McInerney (Instagram : millsmc07)
Remember
I remember you racing to my house after you dropped your kids off at school know you race from our house to pick them up and take them.God I miss those days we where so in love or at least I was and I believe you where too. I'm so sorry things didn't turn out right but I figured as much nothing ever goes my way and that's why I was the way I was when we meet. See after so many years of everything going bad you just give up and stay numb. Sorry for getting you to stay even though it was the best year of my life. But I also know it caused alot of hurt for you and I'm sorry for that. I love you and always will. You was my light in a world without sun. But it's time to stop the games go home to your perfect world
“The easiest lies to tell are the ones you want to be true.”
—
Holly Black
Your only as broken as you allow yourself to be so from this day forward I'm whole and your with me or you ain't
“There is some kind of a sweet innocence in being human - in not having to be just happy or just sad - in the nature of being able to be both broken and whole, at the same time.”
— C. JoyBell C.
Thing’s I want to do with You:
Stay up all night talking to each other
Hugging/kissing randomly in public
HORROR MOVIES
Star gazing
Falling asleep watching movies
All the random “I LOVE YOU’S”
Acting silly together
Waking up before you and just wonder how I got so lucky
Going to see our favorite bands together
Cuddling up in blankets in the fall time
Midnight trips to the store
Maybe start a family of our own together
10:07 pm
9.17.18
“A person doesn’t know true hurt and suffering until they’ve felt the pain of falling in love with someone whose affections lie elsewhere.”
—
Rose Gordon
@sunandwhiskey
“Sometimes you need to scorch everything to the ground, and start over. After the burning the soil is richer, and new things can grow. People are like that, too. They start over. They find a way.”
— Celeste Ng, Little Fires Everywhere | @theliteraryjournals