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the sexual tension between me and the alternate reality i daydream about

Ngl it’s hella weird that so many ppl are being extremely sex negative/anti BDSM(not sure if it’s even actual BDSM but idk)about the new banner and even going as far as to compare it to sexual assault…

You can dislike something without shaming/making fun of ppl who’re excited about it along without contributing to purity culture, misogyny/internalized misogyny, and cringe culture.

Since Day 1 Love and Deepspace has always been for women and or afabs to explore their sexualities in a world where women/afabs seeking out anything sexual(or even romantic)whether it be in fiction or irl is seen as taboo, dirty/filthy/unclean, and or shameful. Especially within parts of Asia.

Men are allowed to get straight up hentai tattoos and no one says anything but whenever women/afabs have crushes on/simp for/selfship with fictional characters and or consumes nsfw content of them then we’ve “gone too far” or, “are so delusional/cringe” and get told that we’re mentally ill as an insult and that we should “go to therapy/get help” because of our “parasocial relationships with fictional characters”(and over a period tracking feature within the game out of all things..)

It’s important now more than ever to have more media like this to be created as to lessen the stigma around female sexuality. ESPECIALLY with everything that’s going on in the US right now. Shaming women and or shaming other female/afab fans for enjoying this stuff only contributes more to the problem. You’re not inherently better than anyone for not being into the type of things others may like.

“Infold is mischacterizing-”

First of all idk where yall got that from they seem the same to me, just with more different personality traits/changes added. Plus that’s the point of an Alternate Universe/Reality. AUs are different than the universes we know. Also THEY MADE AND OWN THE CHARACTERS.

There’s a difference between something just not being your thing and contributing to misogyny towards women/afabs in fandom spaces. Just because you’re not into/don’t like something doesn’t mean it’s “not normal” for others to celebrate Valentine’s Day like this. I swear women/afabs can’t do anything without you mouthbreathers demonizing us and saying that we’re inherently predatory/unsafe to be around for thirsting over/selfshipping with fictional characters.

*This has me wheezing every time 🤣🤣🤣

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Video credit: Rafayellover5149

Google Docs

Rafayel Analysis Essay - “You’re Mine”

Rafayel Analysis Essay - “You’re Mine” This essay is about Rafayel’s word choice in the 5th chapter of the ‘Touring in Love’ event storyli

185 pages of Rafayel analysis. have a good read.

Protocores - Why should you care learn more about them?

I made a small series of images to explain simply why you should focus more your stamina on protocores rather than level ups after a certain point without hopefully overloading your brain with info!

Hi it’s me again with another hyper- fixation on my fishie’s voice 🤡

Finally pulled for my man and read his card and let just say my saved voice lines for this man has reached its cap 🫠

I will make another post to yap about the story in his card later bc there are so MANY THOUGHTS the story was INCREDIBLE

But first, let me present you the Praedator! Rafayel audio bc his voice in this banner is just so…….. 🥴🥴🥴🥴

Spoiler: Rafayel’s card

So I kinda want to express my opinion about people headcanoning Love and Deepspace men as part of the lgbtq community, because I'm tired of being unable to express it anywhere publicly without being shamed for saying that they are straight?

And it does include any character from any other game that is said to be heterosexual.

Would you say that a lesbian would date a man because her lover gets reincarnated as a man?

Or would that sound homophobic?

Why is it okay to push your headcanons into canons?

I saw two sides of this war, especially on TikTok, and honestly each side is MAD AS HELL, and some people go way overboard with arguing, instead of just expressing their opinions.

It's okay to want to be represented, and I promise you many games include people of different sexualities and races, I myself am pansexual and proud to admit that.

But why can't we give hetero women one thing for themselves?

Also the stuff with male mc.

Did you create your mc to look male? Cool! Love that for you babes, but still keep in mind that this game centers on women, and otome game is made with a female protagonist in mind, you're free to change and personalize her to your liking, but saying that there should be an option for a male mc is just... Not right in my opinion, same with Nikki from Infinity Nikki game from InFold.

Headcanon what you want, write, paint, express your opinion for as long as it's not hateful and morally wrong, but please PLEASE, respect the canon of the game.

Also people saying that a male mc wouldn't change anything and it's not that deep.

It is in fact that deep.

Love and Deepspace is a game made specifically for women, it's their safe space, a space when men treat them right after so many of them survived abusive relationships - lads men raise standards and make them feel seen, and not as a burden.

The period calendar addition legit made me cry because I had a fictional man comfort me through my cramps, instead of not giving a single fuck like my ex boyfriends.

Do not push lgbtq everywhere, not everyone has to be homo, bi, pan, omni etc etc, I do not shame people who headcanon them this way, but PLEASE for the love of God have the strength to admit that it's not canon and that they are said to be heterosexual by the people who created the game and created them.

Thank you for reading that rant, I just had to get it off my chest, because it's a topic that constantly goes after me, even when I do my best to ignore it.

Please remember, that lads would not be able to choose their sexuality, and if they would be born hetero (created and coded in this scenario) they would not feel physically attracted to a male mc, even if he was the reincarnation of their soulmate, they would probably keep him close and care for him, but not as a lover.

Have a nice day and please don't spread hate for either side, whether you're into canon or headcanon, I hate to see my safe space becoming a warzone.

No wonder why this pose is familiar

Organized Love and Deepspace Non-Mc Fic Recommendations

Sylus

☆ Angel of Her Own Making - by bwennie (link here)

☆ Dragon!Sylus x Non-MC!Reader - by clairewritesfanfics (link here)

☆ Heartbreak Anniversary with Sylus - by mephisto-reporting (link here)

☆ Sylus with non!mc reader - by yukithestar (one, two, three, four)

☆ enough - by captivating-flavors (link here)

☆ away (loosely part 2 of enough) - by captivating-flavors (link here)

☆ wilted promises - by shaiyasstuff (one, two, finale)

☆ delayed beginnings - by shaiyasstuff (one-shot, sequel, epilogue, bonus)

☆ The Great (Unnecessary) Divorce Incident - by mangooes (link here)

☆ The Winner Takes it All - by misshuntereevee (one, two)

☆ one in the head, two in the chest - by comatosebunny09 (link here)

☆ hurst so good - by comatosebunny09 (link here)

☆ The Sin & The Sinner - by saintobio (link here)

☆ Calm and Serenity - by blueivyy99 (masterlist)

☆ Impartial Hearts - by ladsonlads (link here)

☆ A Blooming Predicament - by subliminalwish (link here)

Zayne

☆ Nocturne of Twilight - by chuluoyi (part one)

☆ Dawn's First Light - by chuluoyi (part two)

☆ pit-a-pat - by shaiyasstuff (one-shot)

☆ Heartbreak Anniversary with Zayne - by mephisto-reporting (link here)

☆ Heart of Glass - by shaisuki (part one)

☆ The Snowflakes on your Shoulders - by shaisuki (part two)

☆ My Wedding Vow Is To Divorce You - by kira-loves0905 (link here)

☆ Claiming Something That's Not Yours - by authorssmc (link here)

Caleb

☆ Rotten Apples - by rcvcgers (masterlist)

☆ mine - by captivating-flavors (link here)

☆ The Colonel's Keeper - by saintobio (link here)

☆ The Colonel's Saint - by saintobio (part two)

☆ weightless paradise - by huxhsz (masterlist)

☆ back to friends - by hxlxnaaa (link here)

Xavier

☆ glass half full - by shaiyasstuff (drabble)

☆ 3:07 a.m. - by shaiyasstuff (one-shot, sequel)

☆ we can't be friends - by kitimeq (link here)

Rafayel

☆ Heartbreak Anniversary with Rafayel - by mephisto-reporting (link here)

☆ Ocean Memories - by yuansie (masterlist)

☆ fate - by shaiyasstuff (one-shot, sequel)

☆ Loathe To Paint You - by rcvcgers (masterlist)

◇ There's probably a lot of non-mc fics out there that i haven't read/seen BUT these are the ones that I'm currently reading and re-reading / already read!

◇ To the authors mentioned THANK YOU FOR YOUR AMAZING WRITING/WORKS AND I LOVE YA'LL 🙈💗

◇ All links are up to date / will be updated!

◇ This list will be updated as well!

Last Edited April 9, 2025 08:20 am

♥ dividers used is made by enchanthings ♥

XAVIER FIC RECS // mdni!

we can’t be friends - @/kitimeq

shot, shot, shot, shot! - @/aeyumicore (multi)

she can’t come to the phone right now - @/aeyumicore

jealousy - @/rafayelxsylusho

perv xavier - @/osachiyo

the best dreams come in threes - @/poisonf0rest

boyfriend next door - @/chuluoyi

misty invasion - no restraint - @/aeyumicore

p-p-p-poker face, f-f-fuck her face - @/luvzayne (multi)

innocent nap - @/sugurugetofavoritemonkey

messy proposal - @/jayhyunglover

zavier, xavier, xavier - @rei_lemon (ao3)

heart string symphony - @/aeyumicore

arms - @/nanaslutt

misty silhouette - @/spokenforyou

the little prince - @/chuluoyi

under the stars - @/reilemon

my everything - @/reilemon

pleasing him - @/manikas-whims

determined - @/dearieshima

caught - @/justwinginglife (multi)