𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔶 𝔴𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔡𝔶

Born to read lots of books.

Forced to study for my exams.

I would like to make it clear to my brain that today I don’t turn 16, but 26. The period of afters and sleepless nights has been over for a long time.

Do you guys wanna know how much nerd I am?

I am literally creating an excel database where I am putting all the books I have in my bedroom, read and unread, with all their informations (publishing house, publishing date, number of pages, name of authors, genre, etc).

Do I have a main goal doing this? No, but maybe I’ll find one.

But do I love this so much, anyway?

Hell yeah.

i find it so unfair that i cant do all the science. like what do you MEAN I can't study bio and chem and biochem and atrophysics and physics and geology and climate science. what do you MEAN i have a limited lifespan and need to get out of school at some point to get a job. i want to collect the science fields like pokemon, this isn't fair

MUSIC AND LYRICS (2007) dir. Marc Lawrence

Do androids dream of electric sheep?, Philip K. Dick

happy holy sanremo week italians <33

let the madness begin

18/01/2025

It’s always interesting how, whenever I prepare an exam, my mind is always curious and needs to know more about the topic i’m studying. Am I studying literature? I wanna know more about that specific author and what they wrote. Am I studying anthropology? I wanna read an essay about a specific culture or the impact that some things have on society.

Right now I’m preparing a linguistic exam and the first thing I did yesterday when I entered into the library is borrowing a book about sociolinguistic, even though for me studying linguistic is a pain in the ass; but, despite that, I still wanna know how the use of language is correlated to gender, provenance or even social class.

Studying at uni is not easy. There have been times where i just wanted to give up, and sometimes I still wanna do it, not because I’m not good enough, but because of the amount of exams I still have to prepare.

Studying at uni is not easy, but then I force myself to do it and I rediscover the beauty of what I’m studying, I fall in love with the exam I’m preparing.

What I understood today is that there are some subjects that, even though are hard to deal with, they worth the studying, they worth the love. They worth the patience.

Linguistic is my odi et amo, something that makes me lose hope most of the times but also makes me wonder. And sometimes you need to stick with these specific subjects, even though they’re not easy to understand. Sometimes you need to stick with those specific sparks these subjects give you, protect them and find in them the reason to keep going and reach your goals.

i'm so attracted to emotional intelligence like damn the way you actually listen and communicate turns me on