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day 1

Well, day number 1 (87/88)

My plan for today was

 The Shawshank Redemption 7/180 pages

Started the day with a small meditation

Did my homework for metal resistance (I hope I translated it right)

Made a sport diary for PE

Wanted to do homework for probability theory and mathematical statistics but it was quite difficult, so i decided not to do it today. Instead of this I did

Hw for theoretical mechanics  

There are left 185 videos in watch later 

I suppose that day was productive enugh

Anne Hathaway behind the scenes of Shape Magazine cover shoot

Day 7

The Shawshank Redemption completed

I'm so proud of it. I really happy that had the opportunity to see that kind of the author, so my next step is to see the movie. What is more, I'm going to start the next book called The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat

English. I passed the presentation (3/3) and did the homework for the next lesson

Started make a summary for a physics laboratory

Our problematic fave

when i first watched it, s2 didn't impress me the same way s1 did. but after rewatching i realized that is the point. every scene that draws a parallel acts as a refusal in some way. little moments like simon saying he has to go at the party, but wilhelm doesn't chase after him like he did in s1. or that wilhelm hears simon singing in the music room, but in s2 he turns around and walks away. or marcus asks the names of the fish and simon doesn't tell him like he told wilhelm. or where wilhelm politely said no as the room chanted for him to get on the table in s1, he stands up and shouts back in s2. there were so many expectations for this season, and it takes every moment it gets to demonstrate that the past is not repeating. it is being challenged. tradition, from the royal family to hillerska to the expectations set up by s1, all of it is questioned and all of it is changed just like wilhelm begins speaking the words of a script only to fold it up and choose speaking in his voice in his own time instead

#Flirting

Wilmon and hands season 2

I love how they kept the focus on Wilmon and hands in season 2.

Even if they had a lot less really intimate scenes and much more focus on their separate development, them touching and holding hands remained a focal point in season 2.

Even in Wille's dream it's a prominent and important aspect of the intimacy they share. To touch and be touched is so important for Wille.

And it's one of the last thing he dreams of before waking up - holding Simon's hand tenderly.

Then their hands touch by accident (or was it an accident) and you can basically feel the charge that runs through them.

How many memories run through their heads before Simon pulls away. Because Simon is hurting and he's realising just how hard it is to be near Wille. How much it will hurt and how much he can't ignore the pain.

So he pulls away because he's protecting himself and his heart. And then after this he asks Wille for space.

And I think this moment is so much more powerful because of the distance between them through season 2.

Even though Simon has pushed him away before, Wille is still reaching out.

There's a bit of hesitation but at the same time he feels assertive. As if he knows that there's hope for them now.

But he's slow and careful so that Simon has the chance to pull away if he oversteps his boundaries . It's still on Simon's terms but even if it is Wille is still managing to show Simon what he wants.

And this time Simon is not pulling away at all.

It's such a beautiful moment where they are both trying to figure out what will happen to then. They are bringing comfort to each other again. They are trying to be on the same page even if it's difficult because Simon needs to go to the police to bring himself justice and for Wille that has huge consequences.

He'll have to give up on the freedom he's just realised he will be able to have.

It should feel hopeless, it should drive them apart even more.

But it doesn't at all. Because they are being honest and communicating with eachother and most of all. They understand eachother and listen to eachother.

It feels like they feel hope for the first time in months. Both of them.

And then we have their final moment together. Such a beautiful scene.

They hold eachothers hand, they comfort eachother, they are on the same page and Simon most definitely helps Wille be brave. Even if they are litterally ten meters away from everyone else in a wide open corridor they are not afraid to be affectionate and show their love.

It's such a beautiful and tender moment for them.

The more I think and a analyse this season the more I fall in love with it!

#So that was a fucking lie