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Hello runner of the following pages here

@yoko-ono-daily @johnonolemons @liverpoolian and @takashimakato

I will be going over a few things I've been going through at the hands of my mother and I need you guys to listen along/Read along

Misery

a state or feeling of great distress or discomfort of mind or body.

Manipulation

trying to control another person so they will do what you want because it benefits you. Firm boundaries are necessary to protect yourself from a manipulator

For quiet sometime now every since August 2023 I've been manipulated by my mother in multiple ways.

1. her gaslighting me to believe my family hates me

2. all of my friends or Acquaintances are trying to R word me or Touch me inappropriately

3. That my feelings aren't as important as he feelings

4. That my mental health is not at all important and that the medication I was using did not help me at all.

What makes this worse is that My mom now has another thing to manipulate me with something I did that I'm not proud of.

She also makes me believe no one cares about me to the point that I barely have contacts in my own phone anymore.

That these guys I hang with are gonna rape and take advantage of me even though they are the only people I feel safe with besides my other friend.

My feelings are never validated, hell I'm staying at a house I don't want to stay at so my mom doesn't use this secret against me making me submit to her torture and abuse.

My mental health has been regarded so bad that I've tried to off myself multiple times and I've told my mom I need medication to get better but am met with threats of 302ing

(302)

In Pennsylvania, a 302 commitment is an application for emergency evaluation and treatment for someone who is a danger to themselves or others due to a mental illness. A person can be considered for a 302 commitment if they meet certain criteria within the past 30 days, such as attempting suicide, self-mutilation, or being unable to care for themselves without supervision. A 302 commitment can only be processed in the county where the behaviors occurred and can last up to 120 hours. A 302 commitment usually stays on a person's record for life, but an attorney may be able to petition the court to have it removed.

I've been miserable with everything that's been going on I have no one to go too and I'm scared to tell an adult and get CPS called its frightening every single second of the day walking on eggshells.

I also rarely eat since I'm afraid that we won't have any food left and since I don't have a job yet since I'm still in school and my mom has a shitty job we won't have lots of money.

My mother's baby father (not my father)

Has accused me of liking his wife (since my mother and him are not together and talk because my mom has a kid with him) even though I'm not interested in this lady and have a preference.

He called me a whore for having a partner and has told me I need to "Stop being Grown" when his niece is sending naked pictures of herself to people.

His niece is not better, she called me boring for not wanting to go outside and just watch what I want to watch while I'm there.

Turned off something I felt comfortable watching then tried to talk to me like it was okay before telling me I have to apologize to (Her uncle's wife) for trying to talk to her since I apparently am in love with her.

I told her about my S/A in confidence and she told everyone making me look like a whore..saying I enjoyed everything.

She lied to me saying she never told anyone but she did because I just don't go Promoting someone touching my body.

But i just want to say that this has been happening to me since August 2023 when I moved with my mom after my aunt kicked me out after something happened.