Iamtaylordirection09 - I Am The Problem

𝙽𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟷, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟷 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟶 -𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹

[ID: The greed for books is certain in me. END ID]

And Steve feels "I blew things out of proportion, now you're blue" "And I don't try to hide my tears My secrets or my deepest fears Through it all nobody gets me like you do" "Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain" "And I go back to December all the time" about Tony

i always like thinking that tony feels very "i've been under scrutiny, you handle it beautifully" "they're bringing up my history but you weren't even listening" "my baby's fit like a daydream walking with his head down i'm the one he's walking to" "you know i did one thing right" "they say the end is coming, i find myself running home to your sweet nothings" "karma is the guy on the screen coming straight home to me" about steve

Get Well Soon, Moony

You ever just having a normal day and then suddenly you remember how when Inej put Kaz’s gloves on she noticed the thin slashes in the fingertips? How she acknowledged that they were so he could keep contact with cards/coins/wallets when doing slight if hand? How she described it as ‘touch without touch’? And how it really meant that her wearing his gloves was the closest they could come to holding hands? That they were touching without touching?

Yeah me neither.

i love fics so much, i read one (1) sentence that gets to me and i just start kicking my feet and squealing

♥️

being indian. growing up with chota bheem and sinchan. slipping words of your mothertongue into english. Starbucks is cool but have you had ₹10 ka chai/coffee on a winter night? Branching out to listen to different kinds of music but realizing the best kind was always your own. dancing to balam pichkari during holi and coming to school with purple faces and pink hands. maybe you like pasta or pizza but comfort food is always maggi on rainy mornings. playing lagori on the streets and coming home with bleeding knees. Yeah marvel movies are nice but have you watched kuch kuch hota hai? wedding lunches on banana leaves and vanilla ice-cream after. holding hands in secret so that the neighbour wali aunties don’t see. ‘XOX’ and ‘bingo’ in the back of classmate notebooks. Festivals, festivals and more festivals. no matter how much you like wearing modern clothes dressing up in dhotis and lehengas is a different feeling. Watching every India-Pakistan match with a fervent intensity and uncles shouting that the umpire isn’t fair. eating golgappe under the shelter while it’s raining. being indian. and realizing that you love it.

consider: teenagers aren’t apathetic about everything they’re just used to you shitting all over whatever they show excitement about

Morning or Noon?

Tony: Be at the lab at 10am tomorrow

Peter: What am I? A bin man? Why are we rising at dawn? I’ll see you at 3

Them>>>>>

"The possibility of you is better than the reality of anyone else."

Ana Huang, Twisted Hate

Why you do this to me😭😭

Yeah, Kaz saved Inej in the harbor.

Yeah, he carried her to the schooner and they got her healed.

Yeah, she ended up making it.

But what if she didn’t?

What if her last words were “say you’re sorry.”

I mean, you can already bet Kaz was losing it over the thought of having another Jordie in his arms, the water already rising in his lungs. But Inej gone? He probably hated to believe it. This man was so scared he was literally running without a cane.

BUT IF HER LAST WORDS ASKED HIM TO APOLOGIZE???

Cuz I would’ve lost it.

Apologize for what? Why?

Just imagine him thinking she wanted him to apologize for not coming sooner, for not saving her faster. Just imagine the regret and guilt that would’ve festered inside him, pleading with him to give up.

This man would’ve been so broken people would not have been able to walk past him without fear for their life. He would’ve taken a whole new meaning for Dirtyhands; I bet he’d simply kill every member of all the other gangs for the fun of it, no remorse or pity for anyone or anything.

He wouldn’t care. He’d do it for the Wraith. Only he wouldn’t have a saint to believe in anymore.