“What doesn’t kill you makes you wish you were dead. Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper. And I can’t take one more moment of this silence. The loneliness is haunting me. And the weight of the world’s getting harder to hold up.”
You’ve heard of the butterfly effect, right? That if a butterfly flaps its wings at just the right time in just the right place. It can cause a hurricane thousands of miles away. It’s chaos theory. But, see, chaos theory isn’t exactly about chaos. It’s about how a tiny change in a big system can affect everything. Chaos theory. Sounds dramatic, but it’s not. Ask a mathematician. Better yet, ask someone who’s been in a hurricane.
13 Reasons Why (Hannah Baker)
Need this
Who needs sleep?
Okay, well… you do. But who has time for that? You’ve got too much to do and not enough time. You’ve just got to plug in your headphones, get to work, and hope that the beat keeps you awake.
Welcome to Voluntary Insomnia: a playlist for all-nighters.
Above is the Spotify link. Here’s the track listing, so you can listen on whatever music platform you prefer.
You don’t have to listen in order, but I suggest you do. There’s a crazy mix of styles and genres in there, and I mixed them together to keep one particular type from getting boring, and to sprinkle the really powerful ones throughout. Also, its got a nice little interlude right in the middle.
This playlist is to keep you awake when you want to be anything but. I called it “a playlist for all-nighters”, but it’s useful for any situation in which you have to stay awake. This isn’t a playlist to help you focus when you’re working or studying- it can get your energy up so that you can get yourself back into a state where you can focus, though.
Enjoy.
(ive been thinking of @fahchaus ’s Midas!Gavin all day so spare me a few moments to ramble about her fucking amazing contrast to the myth)
Midas’ gift was given from the god of madness, the god of wine, the god of the blinding rage in battle. A gift reluctantly given, handed down from a promise, from a helping hand. From Dionysus. Gavin’s Dionysus might not be from Olympus but he’s still the controller of madness, the leader of followers who will tear people apart at his word. I’m talking about Geoff of course, the Fakes own master of alcohol and destruction.
Geoff had inadvertently given Gavin his gift; a crew to work for, a crew to destroy for, a crew that led to his lovers, and of course lots and lots of riches to fuel this child whose eyes trailed everything shiny. Geoff who half raises Gavin, guiding him into the lifestyle, handing Gavin a gun and a target to shoot at and giving him a proud smile as he rips the target to shreds. Its because of Geoff that Gavin learned how to perfect his aim for destruction, learned how to bring gold to his fingertips.
Its ultimately because of Geoff when Gavin becomes Midas. Ultimately his fault for introducing Gavin to Michael then Lindsay and leading to him meeting Meg. Ultimately Geoff’s fault for their deaths, not directly of course but if Gavin never met Geoff this never would’ve happened. Its Geoff who grows fearful when he sees whats become of the gift that he had not even realized he had given Gavin. That powerful destruction, the gold, the empire that was now his to rule, to play with, to paint a cold lifeless gold.
But this Dionysus can’t take back the gift. Only pray to be spared from the sparkling, golden horror left behind.
damn Calum’s morning voice
Fellas is it gay
MINHO LITERALLY TRIED TO ASK JISUNG IF HE LIKED HIM IN A ROMANTIC WAY
minho: do you…like me but like do you like me in that way or… jisung hella confused:……what sort of way should i like you hyung? what? minho completely flustered: ahhh so….i don’t really know *awkward laughing from both of them* minho: i know it but i don’t know how to actually express it *jisung bursts into a song and minho joins*
5sos + incorrect quotes
Today at my school we had an assembly about internet predators and when I had said that most of my true friends are over the internet and they gave me a lecture about how “I don’t know who I’m talking to” blah blah. So please, if you aren’t a predator in any way, please reblog so i can prove a point.
[Ins.]