Nervous

Wish I had a funny caption for this but I don’t so enjoy these good boys being good friends

things to do more:

take a journal and camera everywhere I go.

write down lovely words that people said to me, poems, ideas, and quotes that inspire me.

plan fun itineraries for weekends and bucket lists for seasons.

eat fresh fruits.

don’t let my insecurities stop me from enjoying things.

do everything I want to do that takes daily practice, patience and some discomfort.

collect recipes to make.

tell people i love them and compliment what I like about them.

watch classic movies.

hug people tightly.

let myself calm down and relax.

break tasks down so I don’t get overwhelmed.

drink tea or fruit infused water.

put on my favorite perfume, even if i’m not going out.

don’t wait for the perfect day to start a new thing.

make plans with friends and actually follow through.

give myself permission to not be perfect, and remember something is better than nothing.

make my bed in the morning.

tidy my desk and remove things and tabs i don’t use often.

go to inspiring places like gardens, art museums, old cafés, oceans or forests.

make playlists or write to cope with emotions.

take photos of everything i love.

After hard times...

I have been through so many bad moments those last months... Horrible moments.

And now, that those bad things are gone, i am just wondering....

How did i do to stay myself ?

am in such a bad mood i just told my mood tracker notification to fuck off

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⭐️⭐️ h a p p y ⭐️ b i r t h d a y ⭐️ v i b e s ⭐️⭐️

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️~vannie~⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

It will, someday.

When the shocks passes, u will feel less lost.

And things are gonna be okay again.

I have no idea what to do. I feel like I should be doing something but I feel paralyzed and incomplete. Everything hurts and I just want it to all be okay again.

My Synesthesia