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Wow, he’s really good. Fantastic reflexes.💥💥💥
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"Timothée’s world shifted the moment Elodie was born, and nothing has been the same since."
pairing: Girl Dad!Timothée Chalamet x Mom!reader
Tiny Soulmate (01) 🌟
Tiny hands, big love, and a dad wrapped around her finger.
pairings: Timothée Chalamet x Fem!reader
word count: 2.3K
warnings: Fluff, a bit of jerk Timothée for a few moments, childbirth
note: First chapter to my new series.. Girl Dad Diaries !
more here: Girl Dad Diaries masterlist, masterlist
You and Timothée had been married for two years, and today, December 27, just two days after Christmas, was his birthday. A week ago, you found out you were pregnant with his child. It hadn’t been planned, but neither of you was against the idea; if anything, it felt like perfect timing. To surprise him, you wrapped a small, slender box and tied a little bow on top. Inside, you placed five clean, positive pregnancy tests—your quiet, heartfelt way of saying, We’re having a baby.
You also got him a new iPad for his birthday.
Why not? Right? Were you spoiling him? Maybe just a little. In five days, Timothée Chalamet was getting a brand-new MacBook, an iPad, and, though he didn’t know it yet, a baby. So yeah, you were spoiling him. But if anyone deserved it, it was him.
You woke up bright and early, long before he stirred. The house was still dark except for the faint glow of the Christmas lights strung across the living room, and the soft scent of cinnamon and pine lingered in the air from the candles you'd been lighting all week. Slipping out of bed as quietly as you could, you tiptoed through the house, grabbing your slippers and hoodie before heading out to the garage. That’s where you’d hidden the gifts—you knew he wouldn’t think to check your car.
Moments later, you returned with both boxes in hand. One was a sleek Apple box, the other longer and thinner, wrapped with extra care and a little satin bow. You placed the thinner one 6to the side for now. That surprise would come last.
Carefully, you placed the iPad box on the bed and leaned over him, brushing the hair from his face. You kissed his forehead gently.
"My love," you whispered sweetly.
He groaned in protest, rolling over and tugging the blanket over his head. "Nooo..."
You giggled. "C'mon, birthday boy. Wake up."
He peeked out with one eye. His curls were a mess, his voice groggy. "What time is it?"
"Too early," you admitted, laughing softly, "but I couldn't wait."
He sighed dramatically. "This better be worth it."
You grinned and placed the gift on his chest. "It is. Open it."
He sat up slowly, yawning as he pulled at the wrapping paper. The second he saw the Apple logo, his eyes widened.
"No way..." he murmured. "You got me the iPad, too?"
You gave him an innocent shrug. "I mean, you need something portable for travel. The MacBook is for editing and writing, the iPad is for movies and drawing. Practical, right?"
He just stared at you. "You're insane."
"Maybe," you replied playfully, crawling back into bed beside him. "But I love you."
He leaned over and kissed you, lingering a bit longer than necessary. "I love you more. You really didn’t have to do this."
"I wanted to. You deserve it."
He was already powering it on, a boyish grin on his face. "Okay, yeah. This is amazing. You're amazing. I feel so spoiled."
You smiled to yourself, glancing at the still-wrapped box on the nightstand.
"Oh," you said casually, "there's one more."
He blinked, still distracted by his new iPad. "More? Babe, you already went overboard. What is it, socks? A sweater?"
You chuckled nervously. "Not exactly. Here. Open it."
You handed him the smaller, longer box, wrapped with a delicate little bow. He looked at you suspiciously but took it, tearing the wrapping slowly.
He lifted the lid and stared.
Five pregnancy tests. All positive. All clean. Lined neatly in a row.
His jaw dropped slightly. He didn’t say anything for a solid ten seconds.
"Wait..." he finally breathed. "Are these... are these real?"
You nodded, heart pounding. "I found out last week. I wanted to tell you in a special way. Surprise."
He looked back down at the tests, then up at you, eyes glassy with disbelief. "We're having a baby?"
You smiled, your voice soft. "Yeah. We are."
He let out a breathless laugh, dropping his head into his hands for a moment before looking at you again, overwhelmed but glowing. "Oh my god. I... I don't even know what to say."
You leaned in and kissed his cheek. "You don't have to say anything. Just hold me."
He pulled you into his arms immediately, holding you tighter than ever.
"This is the best birthday of my life," he whispered into your hair. "A MacBook, an iPad, and a baby? I don't think anything could top this."
You laughed. "Well, don't get used to this kind of treatment every year."
He pulled back just enough to look into your eyes. "Too late. I'm officially spoiled for life."
The first trimester was a whirlwind of emotions and adjustments. You cried often—when your jeans didn’t fit, when nothing satisfied your hunger, or just because. Your body was changing fast, and so was your world. Timothée stayed grounded through it all, holding you close when you broke down, whispering soft reassurances. He even cleared out a guest room and began turning it into a nursery—the one with the big window you loved. Inspired by your love for stars, you both chose a space theme, spending countless hours researching baby essentials. Timothée was convinced it was a boy; you secretly hoped for a girl. You decided to wait until the birth to find out.
The second trimester brought a little relief from the nausea, but new aches took over. Leggings became your daily uniform, much to your embarrassment as a touring singer. Still, with Timothée’s unwavering support, you embraced the changes. You announced your pregnancy mid-tour, keeping the details private, and fans adored the mystery. Meanwhile, your craving for cucumbers spiraled—chopped, dipped, and topped with anything you could think of. Timothée kept a cooler of them backstage and even tried your wildest combos. You laughed, nested, your belly grew, and the nursery became a dreamy little galaxy.
By the third trimester, everything was harder. Sleep was a battle of pillows and shifting positions, and you were always too hot, too tired, or too emotional. Swollen fingers forced you to take off your rings—Timothée lovingly put them on a chain around your neck. Performing felt heavier, but fans cheered louder than ever when the baby kicked mid-song. Cravings got weirder, nesting became an obsession, and you repacked the hospital bag more times than you could count. Through it all, Timothée stayed close—singing to your belly, rubbing your feet, and reminding you how strong you were.
You were sore, swollen, and ready. Nervous, but full of love. The best part was just around the corner.
Then, the day finally came when your water broke. The hospital room buzzed with low voices and the steady beeping of machines, but all you could hear was your own heartbeat and the rhythmic sound of your breathing. Hours had passed in a blur of contractions and sweat, your grip on Timothée’s hand never loosening, even when your fingernails dug into his skin. He didn’t complain once. He stayed right beside you, brushing damp hair from your face, whispering encouragements through every cry, every wave of pain.
“You’re doing so good,” he kept saying. “He’s—uh—they’re almost here.” He still stumbled over the pronouns sometimes, trying to avoid guessing, but you could tell he hadn’t fully let go of the idea that it might be a boy.
You were too focused on surviving the next contraction to care.
Then, finally, it happened. One more push, one last scream—and the room exploded into sound. A sharp, high-pitched cry filled the air, and the doctor smiled as she lifted the baby up.
“It’s a girl,” she announced, beaming.
You blinked through your tears and turned to Timothée. But instead of the cheer or the gasp you’d expected, he went oddly quiet.
“A girl?” he repeated, more to himself than anyone else.
It wasn’t disappointment exactly—not in the way that stung. But for a moment, you saw the flicker in his expression. A beat of surprise. Of recalibration. He had been so sure. Had spoken to your belly like a boy was listening. Had joked about teaching “his son” guitar.
But before you could even speak, they placed her, tiny, pink, wailing, into his arms.
And everything changed.
Timothée looked down at her, and whatever expectation he had crumbled in an instant. His whole face softened, like someone had knocked the wind out of him in the gentlest way. His eyes brimmed with tears as he adjusted his hold on her, already protective, already in love.
“Elodie,” he whispered, like her name had been waiting on his tongue this whole time. “Hi, baby girl.”
Then he looked at you, and though he was clearly trying to be composed, his voice cracked as he admitted, “I thought I wanted a boy. But… she’s perfect. It was always supposed to be her.”
You smiled through your exhaustion, through your own tears, and reached for him, your daughter tucked between you like the softest miracle.
A week in the hospital felt like a slow dream, both calming and surreal. The days blurred into each other in a haze of soft lullabies, nurse check-ins, and the gentle hum of machines that beeped and blinked with their rhythm. Every few hours, someone would enter the room to examine Elodie, check your vitals, ask questions, and smile politely. The food was bland, the lighting too harsh, and the beds not quite soft enough, but none of that mattered. You had her. She was here.
Still, by day seven, you were aching for your home. For the nursery you'd spent months perfecting. For the quiet comfort of your bedroom, your candles, your robes, your slippers. And maybe, selfishly, just a little bit of time without a nurse barging in with a blood pressure cuff when the baby had just fallen asleep.
Timothée was practically bouncing by the time the discharge papers were signed. He packed everything up with the energy of a man who had trained for this moment his entire life. The hospital staff wheeled you down in a chair, your arms wrapped around the infant car seat where Elodie blinked sleepily, her tiny hat pulled low over her forehead. Timothée walked beside you like a proud golden retriever, loaded with bags, snacks, and the biggest grin you’d ever seen on his face.
He double-checked the car seat straps before you left the parking lot. Triple-checked them before pulling out. And then turned in his seat a dozen times during the drive, just to make sure she was still breathing.
When you finally stepped into your home, everything felt different. The air was warmer somehow, the rooms no longer silent but humming with new life. It was like the house had been holding its breath this whole time—and now, with her inside, it finally exhaled.
And from that moment on, Elodie was never far from Timothée’s chest.
You thought you’d be the one who couldn’t let her go, but Timothée became completely, utterly inseparable from your daughter. She was always in his arms, swaddled against his chest in that soft gray wrap he insisted on wearing everywhere. He wore her while making breakfast. While reading. While pacing the living room as she napped. He even wore her while brushing his teeth once. “She likes the vibration,” he shrugged, speaking like he was some kind of baby whisperer.
You joked that you were officially the third wheel now. He didn’t even argue.
Every few hours, when it was your turn to nurse or rock her to sleep, he’d hover just a few inches away. And the moment you were done, he’d scoop her right back up with a breathless, “I missed her.”
You laughed, but you understood. Because watching Timothée fall in love with Elodie was like watching gravity find him again. He melted into fatherhood. The actor, the performer, the dreamer—all of it quieted, softened, sharpened into something tender and fierce. She made him gentler. And braver.
He danced with her often, barefoot in the nursery under the soft light of the glow-in-the-dark stars on the ceiling. He’d sway slowly, whispering, “You know you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, right?” His voice cracked sometimes when he said it. As if he couldn’t believe she was real either.
One night, while you were still adjusting to night feeds and the ache in your body, you found him on the nursery rug with Elodie tucked on his chest. He was humming “Landslide,” eyes closed, tears glistening at the corners. When he saw you, he smiled and whispered, “She likes Fleetwood Mac. She's got taste already.”
He called her his tiny soulmate. You didn’t even mind that he barely looked at you anymore, because when he did, it was usually to say, “Look at her. Just look.”
He was so in love with Elodie that it was almost comedic. One morning, after pulling her gently from your arms, he sat beside you and muttered, “I’d throw myself in front of a bus for her.”
You blinked at him. “You just met her.”
He nodded, serious. “If there was a shooter, I’d use you as a human shield to protect her.”
You stared, speechless.
He gave a crooked little smile. “Don’t take it personally. You had your moment. This one’s hers now.”
But even in all the humor, you could see it. The way she had rewired something in him. His entire world now existed in the space between her breaths.
He wore her in a carrier everywhere: around the house, to the grocery store, even while standing outside in the backyard doing nothing but watching the sky. He kissed her head more times than you could count. He cried the first time she grabbed his finger with intention. He cried harder the first time she smiled.
And you watched it all—this beautiful, chaotic, overwhelming new rhythm of your lives—and thought: We’re going to be okay.
You had your little girl.
And she had the man who would move heaven and earth just to keep her warm.
Hello!! I’m going to start a short series and I need your guys help to pick!! 🧡😋
my fav sang rn is melancholy hill by gorillaz. it's been in my head for WEEKS such a good song :)
event; profile; nav; hi anon!! thank you for sending in this request. it is a pretty good song. once again, it gave me angsty vibes...
it also gave me regulus vibes, i have no idea how, or where, but it just gave me reggie vibes. ITS ALSO VERY VERY LONG
song: melancholy hill, gorillaz slytherin boy: regulus black.
SINCE day one, he had always been your best friend. growing up in a strict, pureblood household was not easy.
especially with your six, younger siblings behind you, and a limited amount of gold in your parents' vault at gringotts.
unfortunately, that meant being betrothed to someone you hardly knew; at the young age of eleven.
your fate was sealed, the moment you got your letter to hogwarts.
augustus rookwood.
his name was augustus rookwood.
your future husband's name.
currently studying in durmstrang, and four years older than you, rookwood came from utmost wealth, which meant good news for your family should you marry him.
support for all your younger siblings.
and so, with this dark cloud of an eventually arranged marriage hanging over your head, you set foot into hogwarts, at the age of eleven.
naturally, you were sorted into slytherin. coming from a long line of slytherins, how could you be sorted into any other house??
being the oldest of seven, you had always been shadowed by the rest, and you often used to find yourself curled up on the chaise lounge with a book whilst you were given the responsibility of watching your siblings, making sure they weren't getting into trouble.
now, alone at hogwarts, you suddenly felt free, away from the burden of your future, and the responsibility of looking after your siblings.
your thoughts were interrupted when a boy sat beside you after being sorted into slytherin.
you recognized him. he came from the most noble and ancient house of black, one of the most prestigious wizarding families who lived in london.
your mother was close friends with his mother, so you had seen him a couple of times.
you'd never spoken to him before though.
the pair of you would simply make eye-contact before he went upstairs, and you buried your nose in a book.
now, however, you were grateful to have the slightly comforting feeling of having someone you knew sit beside you.
you had barely eaten anything; your anxiety was filling enough. an air bubble had wedged itself in your throat, preventing you from doing anything but staring at your food and rubbing your sweaty palms on your robe-covered thighs.
"you've barely touched your food," regulus had murmured with a small, sullen nod; his way of greeting you.
"so have you," you observed quietly, your eyes flickering to his untouched plate, then wandering to hazel-green eyes and dark, messy mop of curls.
no more words were exchanged after that, but regulus and you walked together to the slytherin common room.
you studied together too, and sat next to each other during classes, and even hung out together during the weekends.
one would even go as far as to call you friends.
that was what you had become.
you quickly noticed how similar he was to you. quiet, hardworking, same sense of humor... he even had the same taste in books as you did.
first year passed quickly, too fast for your liking, and before you knew it, it was summer, and you were back to looking after all your siblings and having your mother continuously chastise you for unladylike behavior, constantly reminding you of your upcoming marriage to rookwood as soon as you would graduate from hogwarts.
you were tired of being reminded of it. personally, you couldn't imagine being married to rookwood. you'd never even met the wizard, and you could only hope your parents would change their mind.
you exchanged letters with regulus all summer. yet you never once told him about your betrothal. in your mind, if you didn't speak of it, it would make it less true, and less likely to happen, which was what you wanted.
second year was uneventful, except for the time you and regulus got your first ever detention together.
regulus' brother, sirius had been ignoring regulus whenever the two of you tried to approach him about their mother's letter to regulus, and you had grown frustrated and hexed sirius with a spell you found in one of your books.
as a result, sirius had hexed you with a nose-growing spell and regulus, who was furious at his brother for doing this to you launched himself all over sirius and pummeled him with his fists.
you had to arrange all the borrowed books in the library according to category and author, but it was more rewarding than punishing, since you got to read books and hang out with regulus at the same time.
the summer after your second year was pretty much the same as the one the year before.
for regulus, it was one of his worst summers yet. his brother had run away from home, and got disowned, leaving his little brother to take the brunt of his parents' wrath.
he had immediately flooed over to your house in the middle of the night, and you nursed him back to health as he had suffered the cruciatus curse multiple times that night.
"thank you," he had told you, when dawn began creeping closer. you had hidden him in your room, hoping your parents wouldn't find out about an uninvited guest.
"any time," you whispered back, giving him the tightest hug you could muster. "it's what friends are for, right?"
you and regulus grew closer after that. two of your siblings joined hogwarts that year, and the heavy responsibilities you dealt with at home followed you to hogwarts, the place that had become your safe haven.
when the twins got into trouble, your parents sent you a howler for not looking after them properly, and regulus was there holding you as you cried into his shoulder late at night in the common room.
"it'll be okay, i've got you..." he kept murmuring.
and he was right. it was all okay, because he was there.
you and regulus didn't need anyone else's company when you had each other.
he was enough for you, and you were enough for him too.
third year was also the year you were allowed to go to hogsmeade. as usual, you and regulus went together, checked out the village and bought a few candies, before returning to the castle.
the rest of the visits, the two of you took advantage of the empty castle to hang out alone in the slytherin common room.
summer after your third year was uneventful apart from the fact that you met augustus rookwood for the very first time.
he had just finished his seventh year at durmstrang, and had come with his father to see you for the first time.
all at once, everything felt real.
you didn't want to do this; not one bit. you didn't want to marry rookwood.
still, you had come to terms with your fate, you had accepted it.
yet another one of your siblings joined hogwarts at the beginning of your fourth year.
regulus instantly noticed something was different about you this year. the whole train ride, you were completely silent, reading. or at least, pretending to read.
you didn't realize it, but you had been holding your book upside down, too lost in your own thoughts to realize.
regulus noticed, but he never said a word.
he merely smiled and shook his head.
regulus had thought you needed time and space, so that was what he gave you.
at christmas, when you still weren't back to your normal self, he had decided that he had had enough.
"okay, spill," he said randomly, when the two of you were doing homework by the black lake.
"i'm sorry...??"
"something's been bothering you. i want to know," he got to the point, his beautiful hazel-green eyes meeting yours.
and then, you broke.
all this time you had been holding yourself up, afraid that if you opened your mouth, you wouldn't be able to stop, you would start crying.
"reg— don't.... don't ask me that," you pleaded, your eyes watering. "ask me anything else, just.. just not that..."
you couldn't give him an honest answer; you didn't want to talk about rookwood.
you just wanted to forget.
you wanted to enjoy the rest of your hogwarts life and your childhood before your marriage to rookwood.
fully able to tell you were sensitive about the issue, regulus pulled you into an embrace, and that was where you began crying once more, sobbing and shaking as he held you.
"i'm betrothed to rookwood— i'm going to marry him as soon as we graduate from here.."
"oh, love..." your stomach fluttered intensely at the pet name, and as you buried your face into his shoulder, arms wrapped around his neck, the sensation only intensified instead of fading away.
when had he smelt this masculine, this good?? when had he felt so muscular, so safe?
you didn't realize it, but that was when you started falling for regulus black, your best friend.
summer after fourth year was no better than the rest. you got to meet regulus at all the pureblood parties and galas hosted by different wizarding families during the summer.
it was also when you shared your first dance with rookwood, and your first dance with regulus.
your best friend has asked you to dance when he saw you sitting pitifully on the stairs, right after your dance with rookwood had ended.
the two of you had ended up sneaking away from the party and into the piano room, where you played tchaikovsky together and stole a bottle of firewhiskey from the cellar.
safe to say that you both got drunk, but you had managed to take a sobering potion before either of your parents caught you.
your fifth year was when you realized you had caught feelings for regulus. every time he gave you that quiet smile of his, every time his eyes twinkled in mirth when you said something funny...
it made your stomach lurch in a completely pleasant way.
every time he would hug you, you would blush. every time his hands would brush against yours, you bit your lip to stop the grin forming across your lips.
it only made everything more painful; knowing that you couldn't act on your feelings because you were betrothed to rookwood.
regulus didn't realize; and you hoped he never would realize.
little did you know, he had already fallen in love with you.
but neither of you acted on your feelings. you simply grew closer to each other than ever.
during the slytherin christmas party, you and regulus got caught under the mistletoe, and he pressed the barest, gentlest of kisses on your lips.
it was your first kiss, but you didn't tell him that.
it lasted less than a second, but it meant everything to you.
it was hard pretending everything was normal after that. regulus was strangely oblivious to your feelings, and you often wondered how he couldn't see your painfully obvious feelings for him, and how he could go on pretending his kiss hadn't affected you.
the rest of your fifth year, you tried to distract yourself from regulus; knowing that if you confessed your feelings for him, it would ruin your friendship.
even if he did like you back, you were betrothed to rookwood anyway.
the summer after your fifth year, and before your sixth year, your parents hosted your official engagement party.
after much pleading and begging, you were allowed to invite regulus.
and as you watched another girl, who happened to be your cousin, chat him up and touch his arm, your blood boiled, your heart clenched, and tears sprung to your eyes, as you watched him lean against the wall with his hands in his pockets and shrug.
the girl moved on and before you knew it, your eyes met his.
a fierce jolt traveled through your entire body, tension suffocating you from all sides just from bearing the weight of his gaze.
that was when you knew you were in love with regulus black.
he was your life jacket in the stormy sea of like, and you simply could not live without him.
you needed him.
but you never said a word.
your fate was sealed. you loved him from a distance. he was so far, yet so close.
and this type of pain was worse than the cruciatus, even.
no, you smiled through it all, acted like you were happy.
only regulus saw through your façade.
your sixth year was your hardest year yet. another of your siblings joined hogwarts, and you and rookwood were expected to write to each other every week.
his letters were short. yours were the same length.
regulus had started to gain attention from the female population.
the tall, brooding, silent type is what they called him. he acted oblivious and uninterested to all of it, but whenever he was approached by a girl, you noticed the slight smirk on his pale, pink lips, and the slightest lift of his eyebrow, and his eyes would meet yours, as if he were waiting for your reaction.
that was when you would quickly cast your gaze down and hastily begin to pretend you were writing.
but regulus knew.
he could see.
and he wanted to confirm if you had feelings for him, so he looked at you cluelessly before he asked his question.
"should i go out with her?" he asked innocently, his face betraying no emotion. "she seems nice, doesn't she?"
it was all a ploy to get you jealous, but you didn't know that.
fisting your hands underneath the table, you forced a smile through gritted teeth.
"mhmm, yeah, she does. if you like her, go ahead— ask her out..."
and he asked her out right in front of you, fully aware of your reddening cheeks and your annoyed glare.
two could play that game.
with every letter that came from rookwood, once a week, you made a show of receiving it, reading it and replying to it.
"want to head to the library?" regulus would ask.
"can't," you'd say. "i need to reply to rookwood."
you would give him the same response when he asked you to accompany him to hogsmeade, and when he asked if you would play chess with him, unaware that your responses made his blood boil.
he decided to up his game.
every quidditch match he would play, he would always wink at you and smile, right after he caught the snitch and won for slytherin.
his win was always dedicated to you.
since his second year, his first year after getting on the team, he always won for you.
you were always there in the crowd, wearing his jersey, his number painted on both your cheeks.
this time, he winked at her.
at the stupid, stupid greengrass girl.
what's more, she ran to him right after his win, and kissed him full on the mouth.
in front of everyone.
your blood boiled, coursing through your veins, and the roar of the crowd around you was drowned out by the pumping of your heart in your ears, making your whole head throb.
hot, angry tears spilled down your cheeks, and your head felt heavy. without casting another glance backwards, you stormed off angrily, into the forbidden forest, without a care.
you didn't know how long you were there, feeding unicorns, talking to the centaurs, but you lost track of time.
it grew dark, and it even began raining.
and you were lost; you couldn't find your way back to the castle.
after wandering blindly through the trees, you managed to get out of the forest, tears mingling with the rain crashing down from the sky.
you were drenched. completely. you had worn regulus' quidditch jersey, as usual; the way you did every match.
now it was a soaking mess atop your shorts.
and then you heard his voice.
calling out your name.
you froze.
he saw you, a good distance from hagrid's hut, wand in hand, wearing his jersey, soaking wet.
you were shivering, freezing cold. but one look from his intense eyes and you felt hot all over.
you were on fire.
"DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW WORRIED I WAS?" he roared, his angry gaze meeting yours. "YOU WERE GONE FOR HOURS— i... i thought something happened to you," he rasped, his voice losing its angry tone and taking a sad, defeated one.
he never lost his temper; it was a rare occasion. and at the moment, he was mad at you for making his heart go through the possibility of losing you.
and you, you could only stand in silence, angry tears spilling down your cheeks.
for once, you were glad it was raining, so regulus couldn't see your tears.
"well, i'm fine," you replied coolly, still completely pissed at regulus. it wasn't his fault. "no need to worry."
you shouldn't have been mad. after all, he didn't like you that way and you were meant to marry rookwood.
"that's all you're going to say?" he scoffed, as he couldn't believe you.
"should i be saying something else?" you prompted, irritation lacing your words.
"an apology, maybe?" regulus muttered, voice laced with irony. "for worrying me? for making me think... something happened to you? for making me think... that i... lost you?"
his voice were laced with vulnerability, spoken with a quiet sort of disappointment, as if he couldn't believe that you of all people would leave him.
in this world, he only had you.
no one else.
you were his family.
"well, why do you care what happens to me anyway?" you retorted, still furious at him for kissing the other girl. you simply couldn't get the image of greengrass locking lips with your best friend.
"i care because you're my best friend. you're all i have," regulus replied earnestly, raising his voice slightly to be heard over the thundering sound of rain. "and..."
his voice dropped lower as he broke off, averting his gaze to the floor before his beautiful eyes flickered back up to yours. "and i love you."
a deafening silence pounded through your ears, and though he spoke so so softly, it was fully audible over the sound of rain.
your heart lurched.
more tears poured down your face, and you swallowed hard.
"reg— i—" you stuttered, completely frozen, unable to string two words together. hope festered in your heart, and you guarded it fiercely, unable to tell if he meant it platonically, or romantically.
"it's... it's okay if you don't feel the same—" he began to panic, brows furrowing together in worry.
"i do," you gurgled, surprising him completely. "i love you."
before you knew it, he was kissing you, hands tangled in your wet, matted hair, your lips mingling with his.
you were freezing cold, and the rain drenched both of you, but the moment your lips touched his, your body was on fire.
you and regulus started dating, but in secret. you couldn't risk your parents finding out about you being in love with him.
they would forbid you from seeing him, and you couldn't live that.
your sixth year summer was uneventful, save for the fact that you convinced your parents to allow you to floo over to regulus' place every now and then.
they only allowed you out of pity.
it was your last summer to be free, to be unmarried.
it was also regulus' last summer to be free. he would be joining the dark lord immediately after graduation from hogwarts.
unbeknownst to you, regulus was hatching a plan.
he didn't tell anyone about it, in fear of failure.
your seventh year was bittersweet.
it was full of exams, and looking after your siblings.
and wedding preparations.
the year ended, and you were swamped with wedding preparations.
you had no time to see regulus.
every night, you would cry, as your wedding came closer and closer, and you were desperately in love with regulus.
the night before your wedding, regulus had managed to sneak into your room.
"pack your essentials," he whispered. "let's run away together.."
and you did. you grabbed his hand and let yourself fall, because you knew he would always catch you.
you knew he would always be there for you.
he would always catch you.
you put your entire faith in him, because everything was better when he was there.
and finally, finally, when you and regulus reached the house he had bought in france, the two of you stopped running.
you were safe.
you were home.
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Hi, dear! I'm sorry if you don't write character death, I read your 'rules and disclaimers' and I didn't see death at either yes or no so this is just me shooting my shot and ask you if you would write an Regulus x reader where, preferably the reader, dies, and Regulus goes through grief? Again, I'm sorry if this made you feel uncomfy, I absolutly love your writing. All the love <3
Regulus knew he wouldn’t survive, but he didn’t mind. Death meant seeing you again.
pairings: Regulus Black x Dead!Fem!Reader
word count: 4.6K
warnings: Angst, mentions death, torture, drowning, implied depression. Read on your own accord
note: I usually write fluff rather than death, so this is definitely outside my comfort zone, but in a way I enjoy. To answer your question, I see death as a natural part of angst, so no need to apologize. Again, PLEASE READ ON YOUR OWN ACCOUNT. I changed the way I post my stories. Do you think it looks good? Yes or no?
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Regulus Black sat before your grave, his back hunched, his once-impeccable robes now wrinkled and dusted with dirt. His hair, usually neat, hung in unruly strands around his pale face. He hadn't left since your funeral, unable to tear himself away from the cold stone that bore your name. The world had moved on, but he had not. He could not.
The sickness had taken you swiftly, cruelly. One moment, you were laughing with him, teasing him about his brooding nature, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek. The next, you were weak, burning with fever, and he was powerless to stop it. Even the best healers could not save you. And now, Regulus was left in a world that no longer made sense, with only memories to replay over and over again in his mind.
He closed his eyes, and for a moment, he was back in the candlelit glow of your shared bedroom, your laughter ringing in his ears. "Regulus, you're staring again," you'd tease, poking his chest as he smirked down at you. "Can you blame me?" he'd reply, pulling you into his arms. But when he opened his eyes, he was alone. Always alone.
The two of you had been caught outside during the season’s first snowfall. You had thrown your head back, eyes wide with delight as you stuck your tongue out to catch the falling flakes. Regulus had only watched, mesmerized. "You look ridiculous," he muttered, but his lips twitched in amusement.
You grinned, tugging on his scarf to pull him closer. "Admit it, you love it."
"I love you," he corrected softly. And as the snow fell around you both, he sealed his words with a kiss, his hands cupping your chilled cheeks.
Regulus lay beside you in bed, staring at the ceiling, while your fingers lazily traced patterns along his arm. "If you could be anywhere, doing anything, where would you be?" you asked.
He turned his head to look at you. "Here. With you."
You rolled your eyes. "That’s a cop-out answer."
He smirked. "It’s the truth."
You huffed, but he could see the warmth in your eyes, the way your lips curled slightly at the edges. You leaned over, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "You’re such a sap, Regulus Black."
One evening, long after the world had fallen asleep, you had pulled him to his feet in the sitting room. A record played in the background, its melody soft and crackling with age.
"I don’t dance," he had grumbled.
"Then stand there and let me dance with you," you countered, resting your head against his chest as you swayed gently. Slowly, hesitantly, he moved with you, his arms wrapping around your waist. The world outside did not exist in that moment—only the two of you did.
Regulus had never felt fear like this before. Not in battle, not in the presence of the Dark Lord. Nothing compared to the helplessness that gripped him as he knelt beside you, his hands trembling as they brushed against your fevered skin.
"Love, please," he whispered, his voice raw. "Stay with me. Just a little longer."
You offered him a weak smile, your fingers curling around his wrist. "Reg… don’t look at me like that."
"Like what?" he choked out.
"Like you already think I’m gone."
His throat tightened. He wanted to argue, wanted to tell you that you weren’t allowed to leave him. But even as he held your hand tightly in his own, he could feel you slipping away.
"I don’t know how to live without you," he admitted, voice barely above a whisper.
You exhaled softly, the weight of exhaustion evident in your features. "You don’t have to. Just… just promise me you’ll keep living. Even when it’s hard."
Regulus swallowed past the lump in his throat. "I can’t."
You gave his hand a faint squeeze. "You can. You’re stronger than you think."
But he wasn’t. He was weak without you. And when your eyes finally fluttered shut, and your grip on his hand loosened, something inside him shattered beyond repair.
Days turned to weeks. Regulus stopped attending Death Eater meetings. The Dark Lord sent summons, but he ignored them. Nothing mattered anymore. He barely ate, barely slept. It was as if he had died with you; only his body remained, trapped in this hollow existence.
The Dark Lord’s patience began to wane. He could not tolerate insubordination, not even from the Black heir. At the next gathering, Regulus's absence did not go unnoticed.
"Where is Regulus?" Voldemort’s voice cut through the room, cold and sharp.
Silence.
Lucius Malfoy cleared his throat, exchanging a glance with the others. "He has… not been well, my Lord."
Voldemort’s expression remained unreadable. "Not well? Or unwilling?"
A heavy tension filled the chamber, the air thick with unspoken fear. Then, with a slow, deliberate nod, he turned his gaze to Narcissa Malfoy.
"Go to him," he commanded. "Remind him where his loyalties lie. And if he refuses to remember… persuade him."
Bellatrix Lestrange let out a sharp laugh, the kind that sent a chill down the spine. "Oh, dearest cousin has lost his spirit?" she cooed, her dark eyes glittering with amusement. "Mourning a little lost love? How... pathetic."
Narcissa shot her sister a warning look before bowing her head to the Dark Lord. "I will see to it, my Lord."
Bellatrix sneered. "And if he does not listen?"
"Then we ensure he does," Voldemort replied simply, his tone leaving no room for argument.
Narcissa arrived at Grimmauld Place within the hour, her expression composed but laced with concern. She knew grief. She knew how it twisted inside a person, warping their reality, making the rest of the world fade to nothing. But she also knew the cost of disobedience.
She found Regulus where she expected—by your grave. His head was bowed, his fingers tracing the etched letters of your name. He did not look up as she approached, did not acknowledge her presence.
"Regulus," she said softly, kneeling beside him. "You have to come inside. You’ll make yourself ill."
He did not move.
She reached out, placing a gentle hand on his arm. "She wouldn't want this for you. She loved you, Regulus. You think she would want you wasting away like this?"
His voice, when he finally spoke, was hoarse from disuse. "Don’t. You don’t understand, Cissy."
"I do understand," she countered, squeezing his arm. "But I also understand that the Dark Lord does not tolerate weakness. He sent me here to remind you of that."
Regulus exhaled sharply, finally lifting his gaze to her. His eyes were hollow, void of the sharp intellect that had once defined him. "Let him kill me, then. It would be easier."
Narcissa’s stomach clenched at his words, but before she could respond, the fireplace in the house roared to life, signaling another arrival.
Bellatrix.
She strode into the clearing like a phantom of death, her wand twirling between her fingers as she observed the pathetic sight before her.
"Look at you," she taunted, tilting her head. "The great Regulus Black, reduced to nothing more than a lovesick fool." She sighed, shaking her head dramatically. "What a waste."
Regulus did not react, not even as she stepped closer. Bellatrix crouched before him, her dark curls falling over her shoulder as she studied him with twisted fascination.
"You think grieving makes you noble?" she whispered mockingly. "It makes you weak. She’s gone. Dead. Nothing you do will bring her back."
Regulus's jaw clenched, his hands curling into fists. "Shut up."
Bellatrix grinned. "There’s fire in you still. Good. You’ll need it when the Dark Lord decides you are no longer worth keeping."
Narcissa rose to her feet, stepping between them. "That’s enough, Bella."
Bellatrix huffed, rolling her eyes. "Enough? Oh, dearest sister, our cousin here needs a lesson in duty."
Regulus finally looked up, his gaze meeting Bellatrix's with something dangerous simmering beneath the emptiness. "My duty?" he echoed. "Tell me, Bella—what would you do if it were Rodolphus? If he was the one buried here?"
For the first time, Bellatrix faltered. It was brief, barely noticeable, but it was there, a flicker of something human beneath her insanity.
She scoffed, straightening up, mask falling back into place. "That’s the difference between us, dear cousin. I would not be weak enough to let love ruin me."
Regulus gave a hollow laugh, shaking his head. "Then I pity you."
Bellatrix’s eyes darkened, but before she could retort, Narcissa stepped forward, voice firm. "That’s enough. We came here for one reason."
She turned to Regulus, her expression softening. "Come back, Regulus. At least pretend, for your sake. If you keep ignoring the Dark Lord’s summons, it will not be my voice or Bella’s he sends next."
Regulus looked at her for a long moment before exhaling, the weight of his grief pressing down on him. "Fine," he murmured. "I’ll come."
Bellatrix smirked. "Smart boy."
But as Regulus stood, casting one last glance at your grave, he knew the truth.
He would never truly return. Because a part of him had died with you, and no amount of pretending could change that.
A few days later, the night was thick with smoke, the air filled with the distant echoes of screams and the crackling of fire. The raid was nothing new, another display of the Dark Lord’s power, another night of violence. Regulus moved through the wreckage like a specter, his wand gripped tightly in his fingers, his expression empty.
The mission had been simple: take down those who resisted, leave an example behind. It should have been nothing more than another task to complete. And yet, something in Regulus had cracked.
His wand was raised, the curse spilling from his lips before he had even registered the words.
“Crucio.”
The man collapsed instantly, his back arching off the ground as if an invisible force had seized his spine and twisted it. A raw, guttural scream tore from his throat, his fingers clawing desperately at the dirt, nails breaking as he convulsed. His legs jerked uncontrollably, his body writhing like a trapped insect beneath a magnifying glass, unable to escape the unbearable fire coursing through his veins.
Regulus didn’t blink. Didn’t waver. His arm remained steady, his grip on his wand firm. The screaming filled his ears, louder than the roaring flames consuming the house behind them, louder than the shouted orders of other Death Eaters in the distance. It should have been enough. But it wasn’t.
“Crucio.”
Another wave of agony slammed into the man’s already broken body. He choked on his breath, gasping as though drowning, his limbs seizing up before thrashing violently against the cobbled ground. His skin was slick with sweat, his face contorted into something beyond recognition—beyond human. A broken animal, screaming for mercy that would never come.
Regulus’s heart pounded against his ribs, his fingers twitching as he tightened his hold on his wand. The pain in the man’s eyes—it reflected something back at him. Something raw. Something that made his own grief flare like an open wound. He wanted to stop feeling nothing. He wanted to make the world feel what he did.
“Good,” a voice purred from behind him.
Bellatrix.
Her presence slithered through the smoke like a serpent, her dark eyes gleaming with sadistic delight as she watched him work. She stepped closer, her breath warm against his ear. “Again.”
Regulus hesitated for only a second before his grip tightened once more. The man on the ground barely had the strength to whimper, his body twitching, his consciousness fraying at the edges. His breaths came in wet, strangled gasps, his eyes rolling back in his head. He was close to the edge, teetering between agony and oblivion.
Bellatrix chuckled, her voice dripping with approval. “Yes, dear cousin, let him suffer. Make him beg.”
Regulus’s expression was unreadable, his heart hammering. He lifted his wand once more, ready to cast again, to drag the man deeper into suffering. To let the pain swallow them both whole.
And yet, as he stared down at the broken body beneath him, something twisted in his chest. The man’s face was a mess of blood, sweat, and agony. His fingers twitched, his body barely responding to the torture anymore. He was nothing but a shell now.
Regulus took a slow breath and lowered his wand.
Bellatrix’s smile faltered, her excitement giving way to scrutiny. “Why did you stop?”
Regulus didn’t answer. He turned away from the broken man at his feet and walked past her, his expression void of anything. Bellatrix watched him go, amusement flickering in her gaze.
“Oh, cousin,” she whispered, laughter dancing on her lips. “The Dark Lord will be so pleased.”
Regulus didn’t react. He just kept walking, the man’s screams still ringing in his ears, merging with the ghosts of the past he could never escape.
Another raid. Another night drenched in screams and the scent of burning wood. The world around Regulus was a blur of fire and shadows, but none of it truly touched him. He moved as if in a trance, detached from the chaos that once might have rattled him. Nothing mattered anymore.
The target of their raid had been reduced to a heap of trembling limbs, barely clinging to consciousness. A once-proud wizard, now on his knees in the mud, his body wrecked with exhaustion and pain. Regulus stood over him, wand still raised, breath slow and measured. He didn’t even remember how long he had been casting.
Death Eaters gathered in a loose circle around them, the flickering firelight illuminating their masks, their dark robes shifting like shadows. Some watched in silence, arms crossed, their expressions hidden but their satisfaction clear. Others smirked, whispering amongst themselves, reveling in the spectacle. This was entertainment. A lesson. A show of power.
“Crucio.”
A gurgled scream ripped from the man’s throat, his head snapping back as another wave of unimaginable pain consumed him. He twitched and writhed, his fingers digging into the dirt as if the earth itself could save him. But there was no salvation. No mercy.
Bellatrix’s laughter echoed through the ruined village, a sweet and cruel melody that slithered into Regulus’s ears. She stood nearby, watching him with an indulgent sort of pleasure.
“That’s it, darling,” she cooed, stepping closer. “Feel it. Let it consume you.”
Regulus tightened his grip on his wand, watching the way the man’s body spasmed, his eyes rolling back, his screams hoarse and broken. He should have stopped. This should have sickened him. But all he felt was the void.
“Again,” Bellatrix urged, voice thick with delight.
Regulus obeyed. The curse tore from his lips once more, and the man shrieked, though his body was barely responding now. He was slipping, teetering on the edge of death, barely holding onto life by the frayed strings of his shattered nerves.
Bellatrix stepped around Regulus, her movements slow, predatory. She knelt beside the broken man, running a gloved finger through the blood seeping into the mud.
“See how beautiful suffering can be?” she murmured, her gaze flicking up to meet Regulus’s. “You understand it now, don’t you?”
From the corner of his eye, Regulus saw some of the Death Eaters nodding approvingly, their postures relaxed, satisfied. Others murmured to one another, their voices thick with amusement, speaking as if this were nothing more than a game.
Regulus didn’t answer. His wand was still raised, his heart hammering beneath his ribs. He wasn’t sure if it was from exhilaration or sickness. He wasn’t sure if he cared.
Bellatrix smirked, her dark eyes dancing with a manic sort of glee.
“The Dark Lord will be pleased,” she said, almost sing-song. “You’re finally becoming who you were meant to be.”
Regulus swallowed hard, his fingers tingling from the magic coursing through him. His chest felt hollow, his veins filled with ice. He didn’t look at the man he had broken. He didn’t want to.
Instead, he turned away, stepping over the crumpled body as if it were nothing more than debris in his path.
Bellatrix followed him, still smiling, still watching.
The Death Eaters parted as he passed, some murmuring words of approval, others giving him silent nods of respect. This was his place now. This was who they believed he was becoming.
But Regulus felt nothing. Nothing at all.
The first time Regulus killed someone after your death, it wasn’t intentional. At least, not in the beginning.
The raid had gone as all the others did, rushed movements, shouts, spells flying through the air like lightning, the scent of burning wood and flesh thickening the night. Regulus had been moving on instinct, his mind caught somewhere between the present and the past, the ghosts of his memories keeping him at a cruel distance from reality. He barely registered the man he had cornered, barely recognized the wand shaking in the desperate grip of someone who had already lost.
It should have been over quickly. Stun him. Leave him. Move on. But something snapped.
The man had looked up at him, eyes wide, pleading, and there was something—something in his expression.
It was the way his lips parted, the way his chest heaved, the way his entire body braced for the worst but still hoped, still begged for mercy. It was the same way you had looked at Regulus once. The same way you had reached for him in your final moments, fingers weak, trembling, before they had gone cold against his skin.
His wand moved before he could think.
“Crucio.”
The man screamed.
Regulus had cast the curse before, had heard the sound of agony a hundred times over. But this was different. This wasn’t calculated. This wasn’t controlled. It was raw, vicious, and desperate. He poured everything into it—his grief, his rage, his emptiness. He watched as the man writhed beneath the force of his magic, body twisting unnaturally, breath choking in his throat as his screams turned ragged.
And Regulus didn’t stop.
He barely noticed when the others fell silent around him, when the fight moved on, when the only sound left in the alley was the crackling fire and the wet gasps of a dying man. His hand was shaking, grip tight around his wand as though it were the only thing tethering him to the world.
The man stopped moving. His chest barely rose. His fingers twitched, his mouth opened, whether to speak or to breathe, Regulus would never know. Because, in that next instant, the last thread of life snapped, and he was gone.
Regulus stared down at him, at the way the light had left his eyes, at the way his body had gone slack in the dirt, at the way his blood soaked into the ground as if the earth itself was eager to erase his existence.
He waited for the guilt. He waited for the satisfaction. He waited for anything at all.
But there was nothing. No regret. No triumph. No relief.
Just emptiness.
A void where something should have been.
And as the night stretched on, as the echoes of death faded into the wind, Regulus realized that maybe, just maybe, there was nothing left of him to save.
Regulus hadn’t looked at himself in weeks. Maybe months. There was no need. He already knew what he would see—someone who wasn’t really alive anymore. A hollowed-out thing, a ghost wrapped in skin.
But tonight, something had drawn his eyes to the mirror.
It was accidental. He had stumbled into the Black family bathroom after another sleepless night, reaching for the basin to splash water on his face. But then his gaze flickered up, and there he was.
He froze.
The man staring back wasn’t him. He looked sickly, his once-pale skin now ashen, stretched thin over his sharp cheekbones. The deep shadows beneath his eyes made them look sunken, like the empty sockets of a corpse. His lips were chapped, bloodied in places where he had bitten them raw without realizing it. His dark curls, once so carefully combed, were a tangled, matted mess.
His mother would have been horrified. His father, disgusted. He might have cared once.
Regulus gripped the edge of the sink, his knuckles turning white. He wasn’t sure how long he stood there, staring, unable to look away. A thought flickered through his mind—how much he looked like you in the last days before you died. How the sickness had drained the life from your body, how your eyes had dulled, how you had wasted away until there was nothing left but a fragile shadow of the person you once were.
You were dead.
And he was still here. Why?
Something cracked inside him, something he had been holding together for too long. His breath hitched, his vision blurred, and suddenly he was moving, his hand lashing out before he could stop himself.
The mirror shattered.
The pieces clattered to the floor, sharp fragments catching the dim candlelight, scattering across the black-and-white tiles. He stared down at them, his chest rising and falling with uneven breaths, his fingers shaking. Blood dripped from his knuckles where the glass had sliced him, but he barely felt the pain.
It was quiet now.
Too quiet.
His reflection was gone. No more proof that he was still here, that he was still breathing when you weren’t.
He slumped to the floor, his back against the sink, staring blankly at the broken shards surrounding him. It felt fitting. Like his body had finally caught up with the state of his soul.
He wasn’t sure how long he had sat there. Minutes. Hours. Maybe forever. The thought of moving, of getting up and continuing like nothing had happened, felt impossible. The weight in his chest, the crushing emptiness inside him, was too much.
And for the first time, he didn’t want to fight it.
The thought came slowly, creeping in like a whisper in the back of his mind, curling around him like smoke.
It would be easier. To just… stop.
To close his eyes and never open them again. To let go.
He wasn’t scared. He had nothing left to be afraid of. No one left to disappoint.
You were waiting for him. Somewhere out there, beyond all of this, you were waiting.
Regulus let his head fall back against the cabinet, his bloodied hand going limp at his side. He exhaled slowly, almost peacefully.
Maybe it was time to go home. Go back home to you.
The cave was silent, save for the rhythmic lapping of the dark lake against the stone. The air was damp, thick with the scent of decay, of something ancient and long-forgotten. Regulus stood at the water’s edge, his wand raised, the golden locket heavy in his trembling hand.
This was it. His final act of defiance.
He had spent so long lost in grief, spiraling deeper into the abyss of the Dark Lord’s service, hollowed out by your absence. He had tried to fill that void with cruelty, with violence, with mindless obedience. But none of it had numbed the agony of losing you. And now, he stood here, at the edge of his own demise, finally understanding what you would have wanted for him.
He wasn’t meant to be this. He wasn’t meant to be a monster.
“Kreacher,” he whispered. The elf trembled beside him, eyes wide with terror. “Take this. Go. Destroy it.” He forced the locket into Kreacher’s small hands, curling the elf’s fingers around it.
“But Master Regulus—” Kreacher’s voice cracked.
“Please,” Regulus breathed, kneeling before the only soul who had remained loyal to him. “You must live. You must finish what I started.”
Tears burned his eyes as he thought of you, of the way you would have scolded him for throwing his life away, for giving up. But this wasn’t giving up, was it? This was finally doing something right.
Kreacher vanished with a crack.
And then, the water stirred.
Cold fingers clawed at the air, skeletal hands breaking through the surface. The Inferi moved unnaturally, jerking toward him with silent, gaping mouths. He lifted his wand, but he already knew—there was no escaping this.
His body screamed to fight, to run, but Regulus let himself sink to his knees. A hand gripped his wrist, another clawed at his shoulder, and suddenly he was being pulled under, the icy water swallowing him whole.
Darkness wrapped around him, numbing his limbs, slowing his heart. He exhaled a shuddering breath, bubbles escaping his lips as the last remnants of air left his lungs. He didn’t fight. He didn’t thrash. He simply closed his eyes and let the memory of you carry him away.
Your laughter. Your warmth. The way you whispered his name like it was something sacred.
He saw you waiting for him in the depths, reaching out, just as you had before you were taken from him. And as the abyss claimed him, for the first time since your death, he felt peace.
Your name was the last thing that left his lips before the darkness took him forever.
When Regulus opened his eyes, he was somewhere else. The cold was gone, the suffocating weight of water no longer pressing against his lungs. Instead, there was light—soft, warm, golden light. The kind he had only seen in dreams.
And then he saw you.
You stood before him, untouched by time, just as he remembered you—beautiful, radiant, alive. His breath hitched, his chest tightening as he stumbled forward, almost afraid that if he touched you, you would disappear.
But you didn’t.
The moment his arms wrapped around you, the dam inside him shattered. A sob ripped from his throat, raw and broken, and he clung to you as if he were drowning all over again. His fingers dug into you, desperate, needing to make sure this was real, that you were real.
“I’m so sorry,” he choked out, burying his face in your shoulder. “I’m so—so sorry.”
Your hands came up, running through his dark hair, soothing, grounding. “Shh, Regulus,” you murmured. “It’s over. You’re safe now.”
But he wasn’t sure he deserved to be. He had done terrible things. He had let grief consume him, let it turn him into something unrecognizable. He had been lost for so long.
Yet, in your arms, he finally felt found.
You pulled back just enough to cup his face, wiping away his tears with your thumbs. “You did the right thing,” you whispered. “You’re here now. With me.”
Regulus let out another broken sob, pressing his forehead against yours. For the first time in what felt like eternity, the void inside him wasn’t empty anymore. He was home.
With you.
idk why but i love writing timmy as a dad wtf
Uhh I’m dying for like angsty fluff w lee so I was thinking about him w the B1 prompt
Lee just realized how much you really meant to him.
Lee (bones and all) x eater!reader
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word count: 687
warnings: attempts of running away
note: i hope this was angsty-fluff just the way you wanted 🪼
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The night air was heavy with the smell of wet earth and something else, something darker, metallic, that neither of you would admit to but both recognized. Lee's truck idled a few feet away, parked quietly, headlights slicing through the trees. The two of you stood just off the dirt road, your breathing shallow, your hands shaking at your sides.
You had attempted to escape. You truly had. But Lee was faster. He always was.
You waited for him to sleep, his breathing slow and steady next to you, before you slipped out of the truck. You crept cautiously, not wanting the dry leaves and twigs lying about to give away your footsteps. Your scuffed drawstring bag, stuffed with what little you had to bring—an additional shirt, a canteen of water, a handful of crumpled dollar bills—was thrown over your shoulder as you set foot into the great unknown.
You didn't know where you were headed. Just away. Away from the starvation, from the things you'd done, from the boy who had somehow occupied your whole world.
You'd gone a mile before you noticed his footsteps behind you. Quick, firm.
"Stop," Lee had bellowed, his tone brusque, slicing across the stillness of the woods.
Your heart had raced, but you hadn't turned. Not yet. Not until he slipped his hand around your wrist, tight but not unkind, and stopped you in your tracks. You could have struggled, could have screamed. But you knew he'd never release you without a battle.
And so here you stood, motionless, suspended between what you had and what still lay between you.
"Where you gonna go?" His voice was gentler than you anticipated, but there was something naked in it, something desperate.
You didn't look at the darkness ahead. "I don't know."
"Bullshit."
You turned, your eyes colliding with his. Even in the dim light, you could sense the fear behind them. Not anger. Not frustration. Fear. And it destroyed you.
"You always knew this wasn't forever," you whispered.
Lee shook his head, moving closer. His fingers curled as if he wanted to touch you but wasn't certain you'd allow it. "I never knew that," he whispered, his voice rough. "I never considered it like that. You leaving—" He stopped himself, shaking his head. "You can't leave me now. Not when I just figured out how much you mean to me."
Your chest hurt, as if something in you had been sucked out. You wished to yell at him, inform him that he did not get to do this, to pull you back when it was simple and hold on tight when you attempted to leave.
Instead, you swallowed hard. "You'll be alright."
"That isn't true," he stated, his voice cracking. "You know that isn't true. You're the only one who knows."
Your throat constricted. Naturally, you did know. Who but another Eater would comprehend the hunger, the isolation, the way the world would ever reject you? You and Lee had lived together for so long now, traveling from spot to spot, protecting each other, feeding each other. And you were the one attempting to leave now, as if that was even an option.
"Stay," he begged. "I'll get it right next time. I won't exclude you, I promise.”
You hunted his features for the deceit, but none was there. Only Lee, naked and open in a fashion, ever exposed himself to anyone. You did not want to go; reality seeped into your joints like a wound. You'd only been frightened. Frightened of needing him so intensely.
Your fingers quivered, reflecting his, before you finally bridged the space between you, nudging your forehead against his. Lee breathed shakily, his hands staying at your waist, awaiting the invitation. You granted it by inclining towards him, allowing his heat to anchor you.
“I hate you for keeping me here," you whispered.
Lee released a wheezy, half-laugh, angling his head just so that your lips skimmed. "I'd hate me too."
And despite everything, despite the hunger, the danger, the blood that would always stain both of your hands, you weren’t going anywhere.
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Movie night 🌟🎬 - At home movie date with step-father Timmy.
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At home movie date with step-father Timmy.
stepdad!Timothée x mom!reader
word count: 1K
warnings: BRIEF mentions of abuse, fluff
note: unedited lol
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The day had been long and grueling. Hours of filming had passed, and when you were finally done, your body screamed in exhaustion. Yet even in exhaustion, there was one thing that always made the end of the day worth it: picking up Alice from daycare.
As you pulled up to the small brick building, you could already spot your five-year-old through the glass doors, bouncing up and down on her feet when she saw you. The minute you came in, she ran to your arms, her little hands around your neck as you picked her up.
"Mommy!" she shrieked, her face breaking out in excitement. "Miss Jenna, let me finger paint today! I made you a picture!"
You kissed her forehead, enjoying the heat of her small body against yours. "I can't wait to see it, sweetheart. Did you have a good day today?"
Alice bobbed her head excitedly. "Uh-huh! And guess what? I didn't even take a nap!"
You laughed. "That's amazing, but I bet you're going to be tired later."
"Not a bit!" she protested, yawning right afterward.
You laughed, settling her on your hip as you scooped up her little backpack. "Okay, let's go home."
The ride home was dominated by Alice's constant talk about her day, and as you pulled into your driveway, you were relieved to see the familiar comforting view of home. You carried Alice indoors, unaware that a surprise awaited you.
As soon as you opened the door and walked inside, your breath was taken in your throat. Your downtown home's living room had been fully converted into a movie theater. String lights hung from the ceiling, and they provided a warm, golden light to the room. The blinds were closed, and an ice cream station had been established, complete with various toppings. A new batch of French fries was on the counter, and a popcorn machine was in the corner, the buttery aroma wafting through the air. In front of the couch, a blanket fort had been deliberately set up, packed with pillows and soft blankets.
"Surprise!" Timothée shouted out, his voice full of excitement.
You stood there in shock as Alice struggled free from your arms and ran towards him. "Timmy! You did this?" she cried out, her eyes wide with astonishment. Timothée got down to her height, placing his hands on his knees with a grin on his face. "Of course, I did! You and Mommy had a long day, so I thought, what better way to unwind than a special movie night?"
Alice let out a gasp, her small hands clasped together. "Best surprise EVER!" she shrieked before dashing over to the popcorn machine, her enthusiasm overflowing.
You looked over at Timothée, still in wonder. "You did all this for us?” He shrugged playfully. "Of course. You two deserve it." His tone was warm, full of sincerity. "I thought we could watch whatever Alice chooses, eat way too much ice cream, and just have a nice night together."
Your heart filled with affection as you moved closer, encircling his neck with your arms. "You're great, you know that?" Timothée smiled, hugging your waist. "I do my best."
Alice pulled at his sleeve before he could speak further. "Timmy, can we go now? I wanna choose the movie!"
"Sure," Timothée replied, hoisting her onto his shoulders as she laughed. "What do we watch?" Alice drummed her chin theatrically, then smiled. "Encanto!"
Timothée breathed in. "Awesome choice! But before that, do you want to get some ice cream?”
“YES!" Alice shouted. She jumped down and dashed towards the ice cream corner with Timothée close behind. You saw them with a heart full of love, aware that although Timothée was not Alice's biological father, he loved her as if she were his own. And from the way she gazed at him, with admiration and trust, it was apparent that Alice loved him just the same.
As the three of you finally nestled up under the blanket fort, ice cream in your hands and the movie beginning, you couldn't help but think—this was happiness. Simple as that. Your little family, where you were meant to be.
Your mind wandered back to the past, to the life you had before Timothée entered it. Alice's real father had been another man, a man who should have kept you safe but who had become the reason you had to flee. The relationship had begun well, but with time, his temper had grown worse. The way he treated you, the way he behaved around Alice, had frightened you. When he had raised his hand, even once, you knew that you had to go. Not only for yourself, but for Alice. You battled for sole custody, refusing to leave her vulnerable and never looking back. It hadn't been simple, rebuilding your life as a single parent, but then Timothée had blundered in like a gust of fresh air. He had demonstrated to you that love was gentle, that love was safe. That a man could love a child who wasn't biologically his own as deeply as if she were.
As the first scene of Encanto was played, you turned your eyes on Alice, who was nestled between you and Timothée, her little hands clutching a bowl of popcorn. And after a while, you leaned over to her with a smile. "What do you say to Timothée, sweetheart?"
Alice looked up with her big, expressive eyes at him and smiled. "Thank you, Daddy!" she chirped merrily before grabbing another bite of popcorn.
Timothée froze, his breath hitching as his eyes slightly glistened. He blinked a few times, a hand instinctively coming up to rub his face as a soft chuckle escaped his lips. “Anytime, sweetheart,” he murmured, pulling her close and pressing a gentle kiss to the top of her head.
You stretched out, fingers intertwined with his, a reassuring grip of his hand. He gripped it back, his eyes shining with love and appreciation. And as Alice sat through the movie, blissfully unaware of the depth of emotional response her words had elicited, you knew at that moment that Timothée would never be more than a step away, as her father, as your husband, as the center of your small family.
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Forever you 🎬🌟 - Lee is cursed with immortality, and he finds Y/N's reincarnation every time.
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Lee is cursed with immortality, and he finds Y/N's reincarnation every time.
Vampire!Lee x Reincarnation!Reader
words: 3.5k
warning: mentions of death, blood, m*rder, reincarnation, abuse , war (brief)
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It was the year 1060, the village sat on the edge of a dense forest, untouched by war but not by whispers of creatures that lurked in the dark. Lee had no business here, yet he found himself drawn to the small stone hut at the heart of it.
A storm had rolled in, and with it, the gnawing hunger he had grown to hate. He needed to leave before he did something unforgivable. But then, the door to the hut creaked open, and she stood there—Y/N, her lantern’s glow illuminating wide, cautious eyes.
“You look half-dead,” she remarked, stepping forward.
He nearly laughed at the irony. “I suppose I do.”
“Come inside before you freeze.”
She wasn’t afraid of him—not when he stumbled in with wounds that should have killed any normal man, nor when his skin remained ice-cold even by the fire. She asked no questions, only tending to him as her mother once had for wounded knights.
Over the weeks, Lee stayed close. He helped gather wood, watched her mix herbs, and listened to her hum old songs that stirred something ancient in him. Y/N was kind, but sharp-witted, never failing to call out his silences.
“You always look like you’re carrying a burden.”
He glanced at her, stirring the pot over the fire. “Maybe I am.”
“Well,” she huffed, leaning against the table. “You should set it down every once in a while.”
It happened by the river. The sun was dipping below the trees, setting the sky on fire. Y/N stood barefoot on the bank, watching the water swirl between her toes.
“You’re staring.”
Lee blinked. “Am I?”
She turned to face him fully, something unreadable in her gaze. “You always do.”
Before he could think, she reached for him, fingers curling in the fabric of his tunic. When she kissed him, it was nothing like the hesitant, fleeting gestures of courtly lovers. It was warmth, life, the taste of honey and herbs.
For the first time in centuries, Lee felt human again.
The night was still, but Lee knew danger when he felt it. He woke to the scent of blood, not Y/N’s, but the slaughtered lamb outside the hut. A warning.
He knew he couldn’t keep this from her any longer.
That night, he found her sitting by the fire, waiting for him. Her eyes followed him as he paced, struggling with the words.
“I need to tell you something,” he said, voice low.
She curled a brow. “Oh? You’re secretly a nobleman? Or—gods forbid—a bard?”
He almost smiled, but the weight of the truth held him back. “I’m not… like you, Y/N. I haven’t been for a long time.”
She tilted her head, curious but unafraid. “Go on.”
He took a breath, then met her gaze. “I don’t age. I don’t die—not in the way humans do. I… survive on blood.”
The silence stretched between them. Then, to his utter shock, she smirked. “You’re not about to tell me you sparkle in the sunlight, are you?”
He blinked. “What?”
“You know,” she waved. “Shimmering skin, brooding forever, that sort of thing.”
Despite himself, a laugh escaped him. “No. I avoid the sun because it weakens me, not because I… glisten.”
“Well, that’s a relief.” She leaned forward, resting her chin on her palm. “So, are you going to eat me?”
His amusement faded. “Never.”
She studied him for a moment before shrugging. “Good. Then I see no reason to be afraid.”
“You should be,” he murmured. “You don’t understand what I am.”
“I understand enough,” she said, softer this time. “You’re Lee. You help me gather wood, you listen to my terrible singing, and you burn the stew when I let you cook. That’s enough for me.”
They stayed together after that. Y/N made jokes about his brooding and inhuman coldness, but she never feared him. They danced under the moonlight, shared whispered stories between breaths, and Lee let himself love without fear for the first time in his immortal life.
But time was cruel.
Sickness took her slowly. Lee tried everything; fetched herbs, stole medicines, pleaded to gods he didn’t believe in. Nothing stopped the inevitable.
“Stay,” she whispered, voice weak in the flickering candlelight.
Lee clutched her hand, pressing his forehead to hers. “I’ll find you,” he swore. “Every time.”
And as her last breath left her lips, Lee sat in silence, knowing this was only the beginning of his endless search for her.
He wandered for years, waiting for the pull, for the feeling deep in his bones that would lead him back to her. And then he found her again. Different life, different name—but it was her. It was always her.
He never told her, not at first. He let her fall in love with him the way she always did—slowly, sweetly, as if for the first time. But the truth always came out. Sometimes she laughed when she learned what he was. Sometimes she was afraid. But always, in every life, she stayed.
And always, in every life, she left him in the end.
And still, he searched.
The year was 1300s and this time he found her in the bustling market square, the scent of fresh bread and spices filling the air, the chatter of merchants blending into a steady hum. But it was her laughter that cut through the noise, clear and familiar, sending a shiver down his spine.
He knew her the moment he saw her. He always did.
For two days, he followed at a careful distance, watching the way she moved, how she spoke with ease, and how she tossed a playful remark to the baker’s apprentice. He wanted to approach, but how could he? How did one explain centuries of longing?
It was she who finally ended his hesitation. Spinning on her heel in a narrow alleyway, she caught him lingering in her shadow.
“Are you following me?” she demanded, hands on her hips. Her sharp stare knocked the breath from his lungs. It was her, through and through—that stubborn courage, that fire he had loved before.
“I was hoping to talk to you,” Lee admitted, voice low, almost reverent.
She raised an eyebrow. “Then speak.”
And somehow, he found himself walking her home that evening, conversation flowing as if they had known each other forever. In a way, they had.
Lee learned that Y/N was headstrong, witty, and too clever for her good. She spoke of faraway places with longing, of adventure and stories that she dreamed of living by herself. She was restless in this life, much like she had been before, though she didn’t yet know why.
He became her shadow, not out of fear but out of need. He couldn’t leave her, not again. He helped carry baskets when she let him, stole apples from carts to hear her gasp in feigned disapproval, and listened to her hum old songs that stirred something ancient in his chest.
“You don’t talk much,” she mused one evening as they sat by the river.
“I talk when it matters.”
“And when does it matter?”
He looked at her then, the last light of the sun catching in her hair. “When it’s with you.”
The spring festival soon came with laughter, dancing, and the scent of blooming flowers. Y/N had dragged him into the square despite his protests, her hand warm in his as she spun them into the crowd. The music was fast, the world around them a blur, but Lee only saw her—her flushed cheeks, the way she bit her lip when she laughed.
When the dancing ended, they stumbled out of the crowd, breathless. Lanterns glowed above them, flickering light casting golden patterns on her face. Without a word, she grabbed his hand and kissed him.
It was sudden, impulsive, her laughter still on her lips when she kissed him again.
“You’re trouble,” he murmured against her mouth.
She grinned. “Then why are you still here?”
Because I always am, he thought, but he only kissed her in response.
Summer turned to autumn, and as the leaves fell, so did the last of his resolve. He had to tell her. He owed her that much.
They sat by the fire in her family’s home, the warmth doing nothing for the chill in his bones. Y/N watched him, something unreadable in her gaze, as if she already knew.
“There’s something I need to tell you,” he began. His hands clenched into fists. “Something about what I am.”
Y/N tilted her head. “You say that like you’re about to confess to murder.”
His silence stretched too long.
She blinked. “Lee?”
“I’m not human.” The words felt heavy, final. “I haven’t been for a long time.”
She studied him, quiet for a moment, before crossing her arms. “You’re not about to tell me you’re some kind of… what do they call them—creature of the night, are you?”
He let out a breath. “Something like that.”
To his utter shock, she only smirked. “You’re not going to start lurking in dark corners and calling me ‘mortal one,’ are you?”
He stared. “What?”
“I mean, if you start hissing at garlic, I might reconsider our whole relationship.”
Despite himself, he laughed, shaking his head. “You’re impossible.”
“But you love me.”
“Yes,” he said, softer this time. “I do.”
She reached for his hand, squeezing it. “Good. Because I know who you are now. And I don’t care.”
They spent that autumn wrapped in each other, in whispered words and secret smiles. She asked him endless questions—what it was like to live forever, if he had met kings, if he missed the taste of food.
“I don’t remember the taste,” he admitted one night, tracing patterns on her bare shoulder.
“That’s tragic,” she murmured. “I’d die if I couldn’t have honey cakes.”
He chuckled. “You say that as if you haven’t eaten five today.”
She gasped, shoving him playfully. “How dare you keep count?”
“I can’t help it. You get this look—like a fox that just stole from the henhouse.”
She laughed, burying her face against his chest. “Maybe in my next life, I’ll be a baker.”
He smiled, but the words sat heavy in his heart. There would always be a next life. And she would always leave him behind.
The winter was cruel.
She fell ill not long after the first snowfall. It started with a cough, then a fever that wouldn’t break. Lee tried everything; stole medicine, bribed healers, prayed to gods he didn’t believe in. Nothing worked.
He held her through the fevered nights, whispering stories she had loved, pressing cool clothes to her burning skin. He stayed when her strength faded, when her voice turned to a whisper.
One morning, just before dawn, she stirred. Her fingers curled weakly around his, her breath coming in shallow gasps.
“Lee?”
“I’m here.”
Her lips parted in the faintest of smiles. Her eyes softened, full of something deep, something knowing. “You’ll find me again,” she murmured.
Tears burned his eyes. He kissed her hand, pressing it to his cheek. “Always.”
And with a final, shuddering breath, she was gone.
Lee sat in silence, holding her long after her body turned cold.
The cycle would begin again. It always did.
And when it did, he would find her.
Because he always did.
It was the 1800s and in this life, she was a noblewoman.
Y/N.
Distant. Unreachable. A vision draped in silks and adorned with jewels, moving through candlelit halls as though she belonged to another world entirely. But Lee had seen her in every world, in every life. And even if she did not remember him, he knew her. He always did.
She was wed to another. A man of power, of wealth, of status. Someone safe. Someone human. Lee had seen him once, standing beside Y/N at a lavish banquet, fingers pressed possessively against the small of her back. It should have been him. It had always been him. But in this life, she did not belong to him.
So he watched from afar.
For months, he lingered in the shadows of her world, a ghost haunting the edges of candlelight. He caught glimpses of her in the garden at dusk, her face turned toward the dying sun. He listened to the sound of her laughter carried on the wind, a cruel reminder of all he had lost before. He kept his distance, even when the ache in his chest became unbearable.
And then he saw the bruises.
Dark, blooming things hidden beneath the high collar of her gown. The way she flinched when her husband reached for her at the next banquet. The hollow look in her eyes that had never been there before.
Lee had always told himself he would never interfere. That she deserved to live these lives as they came, untouched by the monster that lurked in the dark.
But this time, he couldn’t stay away.
He followed the man through the winding streets of the city, footsteps silent on the cobblestone. The nobleman was drunk, swaying as he staggered down a deserted alley, humming a tune that grated on Lee’s nerves. He reeked of wine, of expensive perfume, of cruelty. The kind of man who took pleasure in his power. The kind of man who believed himself untouchable.
Lee stepped out of the shadows.
"Who’s there?" the nobleman slurred, squinting into the darkness.
Lee didn’t speak. He let the silence stretch, watching as unease flickered across the man’s face. Then he moved.
It was over in seconds. A hand around the nobleman's throat, squeezing just hard enough to feel his pulse thrumming beneath his fingers. The man barely had time to gasp before Lee struck, fangs piercing flesh, warm blood spilling over his tongue. It had been so long since he had fed. He had denied himself for so long.
But this kill was not for hunger.
It was for her.
When the man finally went limp, Lee let his body crumple to the ground, blood staining the stone beneath them. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, but the coppery taste lingered. The taste of vengeance. Of justice.
Then he looked up—and saw her.
Y/N stood at the mouth of the alley, candlelight from the street casting a golden halo around her. Her expression was unreadable, her eyes locked on the lifeless body at Lee’s feet. Then, slowly, she met his gaze.
"You killed him," she murmured.
Lee swallowed, his throat thick with something he couldn’t name. "He hurt you."
She stepped closer, unafraid. "You’re dangerous."
"I am."
She should have run. She should have screamed for the guards. Instead, she looked down at the man who had tormented her for months, the man she had been forced to smile for, to obey, to endure. And then she exhaled a long, shuddering breath, as if some unseen weight had been lifted from her shoulders.
When she looked back at Lee, her eyes were softer. "But you’ve saved me more times than I can count."
Weeks passed, and the rumors of her husband's mysterious disappearance faded into whispers. Y/N remained in the estate, and Lee remained in the shadows, always near, never too far. But this time, he did not watch from a distance.
One evening, beneath a sky heavy with rain, she found him waiting on the balcony of her chambers. The city stretched below them, lanterns flickering against the darkness. The air smelled of wet stone, of lavender, of her.
She stepped closer, the silk of her nightgown whispering against the cool night air. "You always find me."
"Always."
She reached for him then, fingers tracing the curve of his jaw, as if memorizing him for the first time. And then, slowly, deliberately, she kissed him.
It was not rushed, not desperate like their first kisses in other lives. It was steady, filled with understanding. As if she had known him for years rather than weeks. As if, deep down, she had always known.
Lee stayed with her.
As the years passed, he remained by her side, a silent guardian in a world that did not know what he was. He held her at night, pressing kisses to her skin as she murmured dreams of other lives. He traced the lines of her face, memorizing every expression, knowing one day, he would lose her again.
And when time finally caught up to her, when the silver in her hair outnumbered the gold, he never left.
He sat at her bedside when she grew frail, holding her hand, whispering stories from their past. Some she remembered. Some she did not. But she listened all the same, her fingers curled around his, as if afraid to let go.
One night, as the fire burned low in the hearth, she turned to him, eyes heavy with sleep. "Will you find me again?"
Lee pressed his lips to her knuckles, breathing in the last traces of her warmth. "Always."
And when she passed, he kissed her brow one final time before slipping away into the night, the cycle beginning once more.
It was now the 21st century and Lee hadn’t meant to talk to her. He had spent months ensuring that their paths never truly crossed, keeping his distance like he always did.
But fate had a cruel sense of humor.
It was late, the city washed in a misty drizzle, the glow of neon signs reflecting off the wet pavement. He had been trailing her like always, keeping a careful distance.
Then, without warning, she turned around.
Lee barely had time to react before she was standing before him, eyes bright with something unreadable.
“Hello, Lee.”
His breath caught.
No.
She couldn’t have just—
“I’ve been looking everywhere for you.”
The world tilted.
It took everything in him to stay still, to keep his expression unreadable even as his mind reeled. His name. She had said his name.
She remembered.
For centuries, it had been the other way around—him searching, him finding, him remembering while she moved through life unaware of their past.
But now…
Now, she was the one who had been looking for him.
Lee’s pulse pounded in his ears, though he knew it was just a phantom sensation, a habit leftover from when he had been human.
He forced himself to meet her gaze, searching for some sign that he had misheard. That this was just some cruel coincidence.
But her expression held no doubt. No hesitation. Only quiet certainty.
She knew him.
Truly knew him.
“Say something,” she teased, tilting her head. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
He let out a shaky breath, barely managing a smirk. “Funny. That’s usually my line.”
Her lips quivered in amusement, but her eyes remained steady, waiting.
“How?” Lee finally asked, voice hoarse. “How do you remember?”
She hummed, crossing her arms. “Not all at once. It started as dreams—flashes of things that didn’t belong to this life. You were always there, though.” She smiled softly, like she had finally solved a puzzle that had been plaguing her for years. “Your face was the clearest thing.”
He couldn’t breathe.
For so long, he had carried their past alone. Shouldered the weight of lifetimes of love and loss, knowing she would never share the burden.
But now…
Now, she was standing in front of him, looking at him like she had been waiting for him just as desperately as he had been waiting for her.
“You were watching me,” she said suddenly, breaking the silence. “Every night. Weren’t you?”
Lee stiffened.
Caught.
He should lie. Should tell her she was mistaken. But what was the point? She already knew.
“Yes,” he admitted. “I was.”
She didn’t look surprised.
“Why?”
Lee swallowed, debating how much of the truth he was willing to give her.
Because I couldn’t help myself. Because I’ve lost you too many times. Because I swore I wouldn’t get close, and yet I can’t seem to let you go.
Instead, he settled for, “Old habits die hard.”
Her gaze softened, seeing right through him.
Lee hated how easily she had always been able to do that.
“Will you keep running?” she asked.
The question settled between them, heavy and unspoken for far too long.
Lee had run for centuries—run from getting too close, from the pain of losing her, from the cruel hand of fate that always wrenched them apart.
But this time was different.
This time, she remembered.
And she had been the one searching for him.
He exhaled slowly. “I don’t know.”
Y/N reached out then, her fingers curling around his in a way that felt so natural, so achingly familiar, that it nearly unraveled him.
“Then let me find you,” she said, her grip steady. “For once, let me be the one who stays.”
Lee looked down at their joined hands, at the warmth seeping into his skin.
For the first time in lifetimes, she wasn’t slipping away.
And for the first time, he wasn’t sure if he wanted to let go.
Y/N struggled with insecurity, but Regulus, hopelessly smitten, finally took her on a date.
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Regulus Black x Chubby Fem! reader
words: 944
warning: mentions of insecurity
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Regulus sat at the Slytherin table, utterly dazed, his chin resting in his palm as he stared dreamily across the Great Hall at Y/N. His porridge had long since gone cold, but he hadn’t noticed—he was too lost in his thoughts, replaying the moment she had said yes to him over and over again in his mind.
“I still don’t understand how she agreed,” he muttered, more to himself than anyone else.
Barty groaned, throwing his head back dramatically. “Merlin, Regulus, this is worse than before! You’ve been staring at her for ten minutes straight. Eat your bloody food.”
Evan smirked as he took a sip of his pumpkin juice. “No, let him have his moment. It’s adorable, really.”
Regulus scowled, but it lacked any real irritation. “I just don’t get it. She’s brilliant, kind, beautiful—why would she choose me?”
Pandora sighed, ever the voice of reason. “Maybe because she sees something wonderful in you, just like you see in her?”
Regulus opened his mouth to argue but found that he had no response. He turned his gaze back to Y/N, who sat alone at the Ravenclaw table, her head bowed as she picked at her food. She never seemed to talk to anyone, always lost in her world. His heart clenched at the sight. She looked so lonely, and yet, there was something about her solitude that made her seem untouchable, as if she had built walls that no one had ever tried to climb.
“I don’t deserve her,” he murmured, barely audible.
Barty groaned louder, slamming his fork onto the table. “For Salazar’s sake, if you start getting all tragic and brooding about this, I will personally hex you. She likes you, Regulus. Enjoy it.”
Regulus sighed, though a small, reluctant smile played on his lips. Maybe, just maybe, Barty was right. For once, he allowed himself to believe that Y/N truly wanted to be with him.
Evan chuckled, leaning forward. “You should see yourself right now. It’s like watching a lovesick puppy.”
“I am not lovesick,” Regulus retorted, but his voice lacked conviction.
“You so are,” Pandora teased, nudging his arm. “And it’s sweet. Honestly, I think Y/N would be surprised if she knew how much you admired her.”
Regulus tensed at the thought. “You don’t think she thinks it’s a joke, do you?”
Evan sighed. “Mate, if she thought it was a joke, she wouldn’t have said yes. Stop doubting everything and enjoy the moment. This isn’t a strategy meeting; it’s a date.”
Regulus frowned, chewing over Evan’s words. It was true—Y/N had said yes. That had to mean something. Still, the fear of somehow messing everything up gnawed at him. But as he glanced at her again, watching the way she absentmindedly flipped through the pages of a book with a soft, distant look in her eyes, he felt a strange sense of peace settle over him.
Perhaps, for once, things were exactly as they were meant to be.
-
Hogsmeade Day had arrived, and Y/N stood in front of her mirror, adjusting the fabric of her oversized sweatshirt. It was comfortable, long enough to cover her hips, draping over her arms in a way that made her feel hidden. Paired with a flowing, ankle-length skirt, it was the perfect outfit—not too tight, not too revealing. Just safe.
She smoothed her hands over the fabric, exhaling shakily. No matter what she wore, she still saw the same girl in the mirror. The same girl with round cheeks, thick arms, a body that felt too large for the world she lived in. A girl who had spent years believing that no one could ever look at her the way she looked at them.
And yet… Regulus had asked her out.
It still didn’t make sense. She had replayed the moment in her mind countless times, trying to find some hidden joke in his voice, some sign that it wasn’t real. But there was none. He had looked at her with a certainty that she couldn’t comprehend.
She swallowed hard and turned away from the mirror. If this was all some cruel game, she wasn’t sure she could handle it. But if it was real… if there was even the smallest chance that Regulus Black wanted to spend time with her, she would let herself have this day. Just this one.
-
Taking a deep breath, Y/N stepped out of the castle, her fingers gripping the edges of her sleeves. The cold air nipped at her cheeks as she made her way toward the entrance gates, her heart hammering in her chest. What if he changed his mind? What if he took one look at her and regretted asking her?
Her thoughts were silenced the moment she spotted him.
Regulus stood just outside, hands tucked into the pockets of his coat, his sharp, elegant features softened by the small, cheeky smile on his lips. His grey eyes lit up the second they landed on her, and for a moment, Y/N forgot how to breathe.
“There you are,” he said, his voice warm. “For a second, I thought you stood me up.”
Y/N swallowed, hugging herself slightly. “I… I wouldn’t do that.”
Regulus tilted his head, studying her for a moment before stepping closer. “You look beautiful.”
A rush of warmth flooded her face, and she instinctively glanced away, refusing to believe he meant it. “You don’t have to say that.”
His brows knitted together in confusion before something in his expression shifted—gentle, yet firm. “I say what I mean.”
At the Three Broomsticks, the air hummed with chatter and the occasional clink of glasses. The scent of warm butterbeer and cinnamon lingered, wrapping them in a cocoon of comfort against the autumn chill outside. Y/N curled her fingers around the warm tankard, letting the heat seep into her skin. She took a small sip, savoring the sweetness and spice as she glanced at Regulus, whose own fingers brushed against hers more than once as they rested on the table.
Neither pulled away.
“I still don’t understand how you find Quidditch interesting,” Y/N teased, tilting her head as she took another sip. “It’s just people chasing a ball.”
Regulus gasped, placing a hand over his heart as though she had personally insulted his family name. “Chasing a ball? Y/N, Quidditch is an art.”
She arched a skeptical brow, barely holding back a laugh. “An art of nearly falling to your death?”
He smirked, eyes gleaming with amusement. “Exactly.”
She huffed a laugh, shaking her head before reaching for the book beside her. Its spine was new, the scent of parchment and ink still fresh. She flipped through the pages with reverence, her fingers gliding over the words as if they held something sacred. “This, though,” she murmured, “this is art. The way the author describes magic, it’s beautiful.”
Regulus leaned in slightly, his interest piqued. “Read me your favorite passage.”
She hesitated, her lips pressing together before she exhaled softly. With a knowing smile, she turned to a well-worn page and began reading aloud, her voice weaving through the air with quiet passion.
Regulus watched her, utterly transfixed. He wasn’t certain if it was the words she spoke or the way she spoke them—her voice dipping with emotion, her fingers lightly tracing the lines, her expression soft with admiration. Either way, he found himself hanging onto every syllable like she was telling the most fascinating story in the world.
When she finally closed the book, she glanced up at him. “You’re staring.”
A slow, lazy smile curled on his lips. “You make it hard not to.”
A light blush crept up her neck, and she quickly busied herself with taking another sip of butterbeer. “Flattery will get you nowhere, Black.”
“Oh, I don’t know,” he mused, twirling his tankard in his hands. “I think it’s working just fine.”
They lingered for a while longer, talking about books, Quidditch, and anything in between. The fire crackled in the hearth, casting flickering shadows along the wooden beams, but eventually, the golden sky outside signaled that the afternoon had begun to fade. Reluctantly, they stepped out into the crisp breeze rolling through the village.
Without hesitation, Regulus shrugged off his coat and draped it over her shoulders. The fabric was warm, carrying the faint scent of cologne and something distinctly him. Y/N blinked at him, startled by the effortless gesture.
“Can I see you again after this?” he asked, hands slipping into his pockets.
She tilted her head, studying him. “You… want to?”
He chuckled, shaking his head fondly. “More than anything.”
He should've won!! (Adrian still did good, congrats to him)
Timothée Chalamet at the Academy Awards on March 2, 2025. 💥💥💥
(same anon as incest question lol)
i read the last chapter at like 2am, lowkey drunk and didn’t realise that bellatrix wasn’t originally a lestrange lmao
you didn’t write incest!! (i don’t think so lmao)
Good😭😭
not a request but i’m sorry to nitpick lol
but if danny married a lestrange isn’t she basically marrying her cousin (second?!) cuz regulus and bellatrix are cousins??
i still absolutely adored the series but just wanted to ask
(and if they are i guess they’re just keeping with the black family tradition lmao)
i genuinely FORGOT? But Adrian isn't related to Bellatrix. It's more on Adrian's like the rosiers, regulus, and Sirius? Where the Rosiers are related to the black sisters but not to the black brothers? I genuinely did not realize I accidentally wrote inc3st. i am SOBBING. Idk I hope you understood what I wrote LOLL
A few years later, when the children of Hazzy and Danny are about to enter Hogwarts.
Regulus Black x Fem! reader
word count: 1.6k
no warnings, just fluff and a bit of comedy
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The air at Platform 9¾ buzzed with excitement, the steam from the Hogwarts Express curling around the crowd in wisps of white. The familiar sounds of chatter, last-minute reminders, and tearful goodbyes filled the air.
Harry Potter-Black stood with his arms crossed, a nostalgic smile playing on his lips as he watched the next generation of witches and wizards prepare to leave for Hogwarts. Beside him, his younger sister, Danny Lestrange née Black, adjusted the collar of her son’s robes with sharp precision.
“Cass, stop fidgeting,” she muttered, fixing her daughter with a pointed look.
Cassiopeia Lestrange, her dark curls a perfect blend of both parents, huffed dramatically. “I just don’t want to look messy, Mum.”
“You’re going to Hogwarts, not the Wizengamot,” Danny deadpanned, before turning to her son. “Arcturus, you excited?”
Arcturus Lestrange, slightly more reserved than his twin, nodded. “Yeah… I think so. But what if I’m not in Slytherin?”
Danny softened slightly, kneeling so she was at eye level with him. “Then you won’t be in Slytherin. It doesn’t matter where you end up. You’re still a Lestrange—" she ignored Harry’s amused cough at that, "—and more importantly, you’re our son. So wherever you go, you’ll be great.”
Arcturus brightened a little.
Harry, watching the exchange, smirked. “You sound just like Baba.”
Danny scoffed. “Of course I do.”
Ginny, standing beside Harry, rolled her eyes. “And you sound just like Y/N. All sharp words but way too soft on the inside.”
Harry huffed. “I do not.”
Danny and Ginny exchanged a knowing look.
A tug on his sleeve made Harry glance down. His eldest child, a boy with messy black hair and warm brown eyes, grinned up at him.
“Dad, tell me again about the first time you went to Hogwarts?”
Harry chuckled and ruffled his son’s hair. “You ever hear of a troll in the dungeons on your first night?”
James Sirius Potter gasped, while Cassiopeia and Arcturus leaned in, wide-eyed.
Danny rolled her eyes. “Don’t scare them.”
“I’m not scaring them. I’m preparing them,” Harry said with mock seriousness.
“More like giving them ideas,” Ginny muttered, shaking her head.
The train whistle blew, signaling the final boarding call.
Danny sighed, her expression softening as she looked at her twins. “Alright, go on then.”
Cassiopeia and Arcturus hesitated, glancing between their parents.
“Go,” Adrian said, gently nudging them forward. “You’re going to be late.”
Finally, the twins ran off, dragging their trunks behind them.
James Sirius looked up at his parents. “I have to go too, right?”
Harry swallowed thickly, nodding. “Yeah, kiddo. You do.”
James’s grin wobbled just slightly, and Harry knelt, gripping his son’s shoulders. “Listen to me. You’re going to have the best time. You’ve got your cousins, and you’re James Sirius Potter. You’ve got troublemaker written all over you.”
James smirked. “Like you?”
Harry laughed. “Exactly.”
Ginny leaned down, pressing a kiss to James’s forehead. “Be good. Write to us.”
James groaned. “Mum…”
“I mean it, James,” she said firmly, though her eyes were warm.
He nodded before hugging her quickly. “Okay, okay.”
With a final grin, James sprinted toward the train.
Cassiopeia and Arcturus stuck their heads out of the window, waving wildly.
“Write to us!” Danny called.
“And don’t get into too much trouble!” Harry added.
Cassiopeia just grinned. “No promises!”
Danny groaned. “Oh, Merlin, she’s just like you.”
Harry smirked. “And Arcturus is just like you. Broody and dramatic.”
Danny rolled her eyes before glancing at her older brother. “Think they’ll be as much trouble as us?”
Harry smirked. “Absolutely.”
Danny shook her head, but her lips twitched into a smile as the train disappeared into the horizon.
Standing there, side by side, Harry and Danny realized something.
They had survived a war. They had lost people they loved. They had fought for everything they had.
And now, as they stood on Platform 9¾, watching their children set off on their own journey, they knew—
The next generation would carry on the legacy.
Regulus let out a long, slow breath as the Hogwarts Express disappeared from sight, the last wisps of steam curling into the sky. He glanced over at Y/N, who was standing beside him, an unreadable expression on her face.
“…We did it,” Y/N finally murmured.
Regulus nodded, rubbing his temple. “Yes. Finally. After years of raising two children and their equally troublesome partners, they’re all at Hogwarts.”
A beat of silence passed between them.
Then, in perfect unison, they turned to each other and blurted out—
“We’re alone.”
Y/N grabbed Regulus’s collar, eyes wide. “Reg, we’re alone.”
Regulus’s lips parted in pure realization. “No children. No late-night sneaking for cookies. No twin catastrophes. No Quidditch injuries. No Hazzy breaking things in the house.”
“No one walking in on us when we’re—”
Regulus pressed a hand to her mouth, eyes darting to where Harry and Danny were still standing with Ginny and Adrian, their attention thankfully elsewhere. “Shh, don’t jinx it.”
Y/N grinned against his hand before pulling it away. “Reg, do you know what this means?”
He tilted his head. “We can have tea in peace?”
“Yes, and—”
“We can read without someone interrupting us?”
“That too, but—”
“We can sleep past six in the morning?”
Y/N groaned. “Reg, I meant we can finally have a night alone.”
Regulus blinked.
Then, very seriously, he took Y/N’s hands in his and whispered, “Darling, I love you more than life itself, but if we don’t go home and take a nap first, I will pass out in this station.”
Y/N sighed dramatically, but her smirk betrayed her amusement. “Fine, old man.”
Regulus narrowed his eyes. “That’s rich, coming from someone who—”
Before he could finish, a crack echoed behind them.
“Oi, where are you two sneaking off to?”
They turned to see Sirius standing there, grinning like an absolute menace. Next to him was Remus, who was already shaking his head as if he knew what was coming.
Regulus groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Merlin, no.”
Y/N sighed. “Sirius, please tell me you’re not about to ruin the first peaceful moment we’ve had in years.”
Sirius gasped mockingly. “Ruin? Moi?”
Regulus turned on his heel. “I’m leaving. Goodbye.”
Y/N turned to follow him, only for Sirius to throw an arm around both of them. “Now, now, don’t be hasty! What if I told you that Moony and I have a brilliant idea?”
Regulus deadpanned. “Your ‘brilliant ideas’ landed me in detention for half my school career.”
Remus, ever the peacekeeper, cleared his throat. “We thought, since you’re finally free of parental duties for the time being, we’d take you both out for a celebratory drink.”
Y/N hesitated, glancing at Regulus.
Regulus stared at them both. Then, after a long pause, he exhaled. “Fine. One drink.”
Sirius whooped. “That’s the spirit, little brother!”
Y/N smirked, looping her arm through Regulus’s. “Alright then. But if anyone interrupts our first actual night alone after this, I will commit crimes.”
Sirius grinned. “Now that’s the Y/N I know.”
Regulus muttered under his breath, but Y/N caught the fond glint in his eye as they all walked off together.
Maybe they’d get their peaceful night soon.
…Hopefully.
For the first time in years, Regulus and Y/N found themselves sitting across from each other at a dimly lit, elegant restaurant—alone. No children, no interruptions, no impromptu crises requiring immediate parental intervention. Just them, a bottle of wine, and a table set for two.
Regulus exhaled, leaning back in his chair as he swirled the wine in his glass. “It’s almost unsettling, isn’t it?”
Y/N smirked, taking a sip of her own. “That we’re not breaking up sibling arguments or stopping the twins from attempting another ‘scientific experiment’? Absolutely.”
Regulus huffed. “Last time, they nearly set my study on fire. I still don’t know how they got their hands on Peruvian Instant Darkness Powder.”
Y/N grinned. “They are our grandchildren.”
Regulus sighed, shaking his head. “Unfortunately.”
A comfortable silence settled between them as they enjoyed their meal. It was almost strange, remembering what it felt like to just be—without parenting, without work, without constant noise.
Regulus watched Y/N as she ate, the candlelight flickering against her face. “You know,” he said, setting down his fork, “I forgot how nice it is to just sit and look at you.”
Y/N raised an eyebrow. “I’m in our house every day, Reg.”
“Yes, but usually, I’m dodging incoming Quidditch gear, confiscating enchanted objects, or ensuring that Hazzy and Danny’s children don’t turn the furniture into something alive.” He smirked. “You’re a bit of a blur in the chaos.”
Y/N rolled her eyes, but her lips twitched into a smile. “Well, go on then. Stare all you want.”
Regulus took full advantage of the invitation, his gaze lingering on her with quiet appreciation. “You’re just as breathtaking as the day I met you.”
Y/N felt warmth creep up her neck. “You always were a dramatic bastard.”
“And yet, you married me.”
“Terrible life choice, really.”
Regulus smirked, lifting his glass. “To terrible life choices, then.”
Y/N clinked her glass against his. “To us.”
For a while, they simply enjoyed the moment. The peace. The feeling of being Regulus and Y/N instead of Baba and Mama.
Then, just as their dessert arrived, Regulus stiffened.
“What?” Y/N asked, confused.
Regulus narrowed his eyes toward the entrance.
There, just outside the restaurant, were Harry and Danny, peeking through the window with identical grins.
“…They followed us,” Regulus muttered, looking personally betrayed.
Y/N groaned, dragging a hand down her face. “Unbelievable.”
Danny waved innocently. Harry gave a thumbs-up.
Regulus lifted his napkin and covered his face. “I’m pretending I don’t see them.”
Y/N took a long sip of wine. “We raised menaces.”
“Your fault.”
“You married me.”
Regulus sighed, peeking over his napkin. Danny and Harry were still there. Watching. Grinning.
“We’re locking the Floo when we get home,” Regulus mumbled.
Y/N smirked. “Deal.”
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Willy shares his last piece of chocolate.
Willy Wonka x Fem! reader
word count: 670
no warnings
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The streets of the city were quiet at this hour, save for the distant sounds of late-night travelers and the occasional splash of rain against the cobblestone roads. The glow of lamplight flickered against the damp pavement, casting golden reflections that made everything feel just a bit more magical—at least, that’s how it felt whenever he was with you.
Wrapped in a slightly tattered coat and clutching a small paper bag, Willy hurried down the alleyway, his breath clouding in the cool night air. He glanced over his shoulder, making sure he hadn’t been followed. Mrs. Scrubbit had already caught him sneaking out once before, and he couldn’t afford to be locked in the attic again. But seeing you—just for a little while—was worth any risk.
When he finally reached the side street where you always met, he saw you waiting on the worn steps of your small flat, arms tucked around yourself for warmth. The sight made his heart do that funny little leap it always did whenever you were near.
“Miss me?” Willy called softly as he stepped into the light.
You turned, your face lighting up at the sight of him. “You’re going to get yourself in trouble sneaking out like this.”
“Ah, but what’s life without a little danger?” he teased, plopping down beside you.
You shook your head with a fond smile. “One day, she’s going to catch you.”
“She’d have to be quicker than me.” He tapped his temple. “And I’m very fast when properly motivated.”
You huffed a laugh, nudging him with your shoulder. “And what motivates you, exactly?”
“Well…” He grinned, reaching into the paper bag. “Chocolate, mostly.” He pulled out a small, neatly wrapped piece and handed it to you.
You raised an eyebrow. “Willy, that’s—”
“My last piece, I know,” he interrupted, waving a hand dismissively. “And I’m giving it to you, because—” He turned to you, eyes warm, voice softer now. “That’s love.”
You stared at him for a long moment, the teasing edge in your expression melting away. The words were spoken so easily as if it were the most natural thing in the world, and maybe to him, it was.
You took the chocolate from his hand carefully, as if it were something delicate, something precious. “You really are something else, Wonka,” you murmured.
“I like to think so.” He leaned in a little, resting his chin in his palm as he watched you with bright, expectant eyes. “Go on, try it! It’s a new batch. Made it myself, of course—top-tier craftsmanship, a hint of cinnamon, a whisper of nutmeg, and just the tiniest bit of longing.”
You laughed, shaking your head, but did as he asked. The moment the chocolate melted on your tongue, you sighed in contentment. “That’s incredible,” you admitted.
Willy beamed, rocking back on his heels. “I knew it! Love makes everything sweeter.”
“Or maybe you’re just that good,” you mused.
“Both!” he declared, pointing a finger in the air. “But mostly the first one.”
You rolled your eyes fondly, but then your smile softened. “Thank you, Willy.”
His expression turned a little sheepish as he scratched the back of his neck. “Well, I was planning on savoring it, but then I figured… I’d rather you have it.”
Warmth spread through your chest, and before you could second-guess yourself, you leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek. He froze for a second, then blinked at you, stunned.
“Goodnight, Willy,” you whispered, standing up before he could say anything else.
He remained seated, mouth slightly open, before breaking into the biggest, goofiest grin you’d ever seen. “Goodnight, dearest,” he called after you as you disappeared inside.
Still grinning, Willy touched his cheek where you kissed him, then got to his feet, adjusting his coat. He had to get back before Mrs. Scrubbit noticed his absence, but somehow, sneaking back through the laundry chute didn’t seem like such a hardship tonight.
After all, he had something even sweeter than chocolate to dream about.
Y/N and Paul sneaking around.
Paul Atreides x Fem!reader
word count: 773
warnings: fluff, arranged marriage
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The first time Y/N laid eyes on Paul Atreides, it was as if the universe itself conspired to halt time. Their gazes locked across the grand hall of Castle Caladan, where their engagement was to be announced, and in that instant, nothing else existed—only him. The weight of duty, the careful maneuvering of noble houses, and the whispers of political alliances all melted away. He was the most beautiful thing she had ever seen, all sharp cheekbones and piercing blue eyes, a quiet storm wrapped in nobility.
Paul felt it too. The moment his eyes met Y/N’s, something within him shifted. He had expected another strategic marriage, another lesson in duty—but instead, he found her. And she was radiant, her presence like a force of gravity, pulling him in, making him forget the careful lessons of restraint and propriety.
The announcement had been made with all the pomp and circumstance expected of two great houses uniting, but neither of them had needed it. Theirs was not an arrangement of convenience or power—it was fate.
Y/N’s arrival on Caladan had been an affair of state. Her family, noble and prestigious, had disembarked from their ornithopter with all the grandeur expected of a house worthy of binding itself to the Atreides name. Banners bearing their sigil fluttered in the sea breeze, and a formal procession led them toward the towering castle.
Duke Leto Atreides stood at the forefront, his expression a carefully measured blend of welcome and authority. Lady Jessica stood at his side, her Bene Gesserit training evident in the poised way she assessed the newcomers. Paul, however, stood a step ahead, his heart pounding in his chest as he laid eyes on Y/N for the first time.
Her father spoke first, bowing slightly to Leto before introducing his daughter. “Duke Atreides, my daughter Y/N. May this union bring prosperity and strength to both our houses.”
Y/N inclined her head in graceful acknowledgment, but it was Paul’s gaze she sought, and when their eyes met, the world seemed to still. He took a careful step forward, offering his hand. “It is an honor to meet you,” he said, his voice softer than expected, as if he had already surrendered to whatever force had drawn them together.
Her fingers met his, and a charge passed between them, subtle yet undeniable. The formalities continued around them, but Y/N barely registered them, her attention solely on the young duke-to-be before her. She had heard of Paul Atreides—his intelligence, his sense of duty, the legend already forming around his name—but no account had prepared her for this.
-
“If we get caught, I’m blaming you.” Y/N whispered breathlessly against Paul’s lips as he pressed her against the cold stone wall of the castle’s secluded corridor.
He smirked, his hands framing her face as he leaned in once more, his breath warm against her skin. “I’d take the blame gladly.”
She giggled but it was quickly swallowed by another kiss—deep, urgent, as if they were trying to make up for lost time. They had been forced to endure a night of public appearances, endless toasts and polite conversation, all while their hearts pounded with the knowledge that they’d find a way to steal away, just the two of them. And now, with the moonlight spilling through the high windows, they had.
Paul pulled back just enough to brush his thumb along her cheek, his expression softening. “Do you trust me?”
Y/N exhaled, her fingers tangling in the fabric of his tunic. “With everything.”
His lips found hers again, slow and intoxicating, as he pressed her even closer. The castle was vast, its corridors twisting and labyrinthine, but in that moment, they could have been standing at the edge of the universe, alone in their own world.
Every stolen kiss, soft laugh against skin, whispered name felt like a rebellion against formality, expectation, and time itself. Paul’s hands settled at her waist, his forehead resting against hers as they caught their breath. The air between them charged with something more than just attraction.
Love.
Real, undeniable, unshakable love.
A noise down the hall had them both freezing, their hearts leaping into their throats. Paul grasped her hand without thinking, his reflexes honed from years of training. They dashed down the corridor, barely suppressing their laughter as they slipped into the shadows, breathless and exhilarated.
Y/N squeezed his fingers. “If we keep sneaking around like this, we might actually get in trouble.”
Paul grinned. “Worth it.”
And as he pulled her into another stolen kiss, she had to agree. Worth it, indeed.
Harry's life after the battle of Hogwarts.
Regulus Black x Fem Potter! reader
word count: 1.8k
warnings: mentions of war, death, nightmares, PTSD
note: A Regulus and Harry moment hihi
The house felt quieter without Danny.
It wasn’t something they ever said out loud, but they all felt it.
Y/N noticed it in the way Regulus lingered by the breakfast table, drinking his tea a little slower, his sharp eyes drifting toward Danny’s usual seat. She noticed it in the way he took a few extra minutes in the morning to check the post as if expecting an owl from her—even though they’d just received one the day before.
Harry noticed it in the way the house felt less chaotic. No more exasperated sighs when he tried to rope Danny into one of his antics. No more cutting remarks that were both brilliant and scathing. No more of her curling up in the chair across from Baba, nose buried in a book far too advanced for her age.
Regulus would never admit it, of course. But Y/N caught the way he looked up expectantly every time the fireplace flared, just for a second, before masking it with that cool indifference he’d perfected years ago.
“She’s only been gone a week, Baba,” Harry said one evening, arms crossed as he leaned against the doorway. “You act like she moved across the world.”
Regulus, sitting in his usual chair, turned a page in his book without looking up. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
Harry smirked. “Right. And you totally didn’t check for an owl three times today.”
Regulus flicked a glance toward Y/N, who was smirking into her tea. “I was checking for Ministry correspondence.”
“Sure you were.”
Regulus exhaled through his nose, closing his book with a soft thud. “Is there a reason you’re standing there, or did you just come to irritate me?”
Harry shrugged. “Mostly the latter.”
Y/N chuckled, setting down her cup. “You two are hopeless.”
Regulus sighed, rubbing his temple. “If this is what I have to deal with when Danny is gone, I’ll just send a Howler telling her to come home.”
Harry snorted. “She’d ignore it. Or worse, she’d send one back telling you to stop being dramatic.”
Regulus didn’t argue, which meant he knew Harry was right.
It was strange—this new phase of life. Hogwarts had always been a part of their routine, but now, with only one child at home, the house felt just a little too still.
Y/N reached over, placing a hand on Regulus’s. “She’s fine. And she’ll write again soon.”
Regulus hummed, squeezing her hand lightly before pulling away. “I’m aware.”
Harry smirked. “You miss her.”
Regulus shot him a look. “Shut up, Hazzy.”
Harry’s grin widened. “You miss her so much.”
Regulus glared. Y/N just laughed, shaking her head.
The house was quieter. But they’d adjust. They always did.
-
It was strange—falling back into a routine that hadn’t existed in over a decade.
With Danny at Hogwarts, the house felt smaller in a way. Not physically, of course, but something about it brought them back to the days when it was just the three of them—Regulus, Y/N, and Harry.
So, they decided to lean into it.
One evening, Harry came home from work at Chuddley Cannons, stretching his arms over his head. "It's weird without her here," he admitted, dropping into his usual seat at the dining table.
Y/N chuckled, setting down the plates. "You mean it's quieter?"
"Exactly," Harry grinned. "No broody six-year-old correcting my spelling or outdueling me in chess."
Regulus raised an eyebrow, taking a sip of his tea. "She hasn't been six in quite some time, Harry."
"Yeah, but she still acts like she is sometimes. Always reading, always judging me—"
"Wonder where she got that from," Y/N muttered, smirking at her husband.
Regulus scoffed. "I do not judge."
Harry and Y/N both gave him a look.
Regulus rolled his eyes. "Fine. Perhaps occasionally."
That night, it was just the three of them for dinner—like it had been all those years ago. It didn’t take long for them to slip into old habits.
Regulus and Y/N sat beside each other, discussing their respective days—her work at Hogwarts, his at the Ministry. Harry, ever the troublemaker, stirred his soup absentmindedly before blurting, “Remember when I used to sit on the table instead of a chair?”
Y/N groaned. “Don’t remind me.”
Regulus pinched the bridge of his nose. “You were a menace.”
Harry smirked. “Still am.”
They spent the rest of the evening reminiscing—about the time Harry had insisted on flying inside the house and knocked over an entire bookshelf; about the time Regulus had tried to teach him etiquette, only for him to use a soup spoon to launch peas across the dining room; about the nights when Y/N would return home from Hogwarts, exhausted but still determined to tuck Harry in.
After dinner, Regulus and Y/N sat by the fireplace, Harry sprawled across the floor like he was still a teenager instead of a grown man.
"You know," Y/N mused, watching the flames flicker, "this is nice."
Regulus glanced at her. "What is?"
"Just... us. Like this. It reminds me of when Harry was little."
Harry, lying on his back with his arms crossed behind his head, smirked. "So you do miss me being a little kid."
Y/N rolled her eyes. "I miss you being manageable."
Regulus chuckled. "He was never manageable."
Harry grinned. "True."
They sat there for a long time, basking in the warmth of nostalgia. The house may have felt quieter, but it didn’t feel empty. cv
Because no matter how much things changed, they were still them. And that was enough.
It was strange—falling back into a routine that hadn’t existed in over a decade.
With Danny at Hogwarts, the house felt quieter. Not empty, just… different.
Harry, now a professional Quidditch player, had been staying over for the week while he had a short break between matches. It almost felt like old times—just the three of them, like it had been before Danny was born.
Y/N leaned against the kitchen counter, watching as Regulus sat at the dining table reading the Daily Prophet, his usual cup of tea in hand. Across from him, Harry was stretching out his sore muscles, rolling his shoulder as he groaned.
"Merlin, I feel ancient."
"You’re twenty," Regulus said flatly, not looking up from his paper.
"Exactly. Ancient."
Y/N smirked, setting plates down on the table. "Try being in your forties and teaching a bunch of teenagers Ancient Runes every day. Then we’ll talk."
Harry grinned, rubbing the back of his neck. "You love it."
"Most days." She sat beside Regulus, nudging his arm. "And you? Still terrorizing the poor souls at the Ministry?"
Regulus didn’t dignify that with a response, merely taking another sip of his tea.
Dinner felt like stepping into the past, their usual banter slipping back into place effortlessly.
"Remember when I used to run around the house with my toy broomstick, knocking things over?" Harry mused as he dug into his meal.
Regulus exhaled sharply, setting down his fork. "You were a menace. Nearly took my eye out when you were six."
Y/N laughed. "Oh, and that one time you crashed into the Christmas tree—"
"That was one time!" Harry defended himself.
Regulus smirked, crossing his arms. "And then you joined professional Quidditch. Clearly, you learned your lesson."
Harry grinned. "What can I say? I'm consistent."
After dinner, they moved to the living room, the fire crackling softly in the hearth. Harry sprawled across the couch like he owned the place, tossing a Quaffle into the air absentmindedly. Y/N curled up in her usual spot, while Regulus sat beside her, a book in his lap that he had no real intention of reading.
"You know," Y/N said after a moment, watching the fire, "this feels nice."
Regulus turned to her. "What does?"
"Just us. Like this. It reminds me of when Harry was little."
Harry smirked. "So you do miss me being small."
"I miss you being manageable," Y/N corrected with a roll of her eyes.
Regulus chuckled. "You were never manageable."
Harry tossed the Quaffle in the air again, catching it easily. "True."
The night stretched on, filled with warm conversation and laughter. It wasn’t often that Harry had time to stay home like this, and even though things had changed over the years, some things never would.
They were still them. And that was enough.
However, the nightmares started again.
Flashes of green light. Screams that were cut short. Rubble and fire. The feeling of losing people, of not being enough.
Harry woke up with a sharp gasp, his breath coming in ragged, uneven bursts. His chest ached like he’d run a marathon, and the darkness of his childhood bedroom felt suffocating. He pressed the heels of his hands against his eyes, willing the images away.
He wasn’t at Hogwarts. He wasn’t in the war. He was home. Safe.
But his body didn’t believe it.
A knock at the door made him flinch. He didn’t answer, but the door creaked open anyway, the hallway light casting a long shadow as Regulus stepped inside.
"Another one?" Regulus's voice was quiet, steady.
Harry exhaled shakily and nodded. He didn’t need to explain. Regulus had always known.
Without a word, Regulus crossed the room and sat on the edge of the bed. It reminded Harry of when he was little—when he would have nightmares about his parents, about loud thunder, about monsters under the bed. Regulus would always be there, brushing his hair back, sitting with him in the dark until he calmed down.
Harry hated that he still needed this. After everything, he still felt like that scared little boy in the dark.
“I should be over this by now,” Harry muttered, his voice thick.
Regulus let out a quiet breath, the ghost of a sigh. “You don’t just ‘get over’ something like war, Harry.”
There was a moment of silence before Regulus reached out, hesitating for only a second before resting a hand on Harry’s head, running his fingers through the messy black strands. The touch was grounding, familiar.
"You used to do this when I was a kid," Harry said quietly.
"You used to calm down when I did," Regulus replied simply.
Harry let his eyes drift shut, focusing on the steady motion, the way it slowed his breathing. The memories of battle still lurked in the corners of his mind, but they felt a little further away now. Less sharp.
They sat in silence for a while.
Eventually, Regulus spoke again, his voice softer. "You are not weak for feeling this way, Harry."
Harry swallowed his throat tight. "I just... I feel like I shouldn't—like I should be moving on."
"You are moving on," Regulus said. "But healing isn’t the same as forgetting."
Harry took a shaky breath. He wanted to believe that.
Regulus stayed with him until his breathing evened out again until the tension in his shoulders finally eased.
Just like when he was a child, Regulus didn't leave until Harry was asleep.
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Would you be willing to write Regulus x reader who struggles with anorexia, where she's having a tough day and he helps them eat.
Don't if you're not comfortable tho
Y/N struggles with anorexia, and on a tough day, Regulus offers his quiet yet unwavering support, reminding her she’s not alone.
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Regulus Black x female anorexic! reader
word count: 687
warnings: mentions of anorexia problems
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Y/N could feel the weight of the day pressing down on her shoulders as she sat curled up on the windowsill, her arms wrapped tightly around her knees. The late afternoon sunlight streamed through the glass, casting golden hues across the room, but she hardly noticed. Her mind was consumed by the gnawing ache in her stomach, the relentless voice whispering cruel things in the back of her mind.
She had managed to avoid eating all day. It wasn’t supposed to be this hard. She had promised Regulus she was trying. She wanted to try. But today, the self-doubt had crept in like a storm cloud, and suddenly, the idea of food felt unbearable again.
Her struggles with anorexia had begun years ago, slowly and insidiously. What had started as a desire for control in a chaotic world had spiraled into something far darker. It had taken root in her thoughts, dictating her every decision. Every bite felt like a battle, every meal a war she was losing. She had pushed people away, convinced that nobody could understand the suffocating fear that came with eating.
And then, she had met Regulus.
They had crossed paths in the most unexpected way—a chance encounter in the Hogwarts library. She had been tucked away in a quiet corner, poring over a book she wasn’t really reading, when he had sat down across from her. At first, she had been wary. He had a reputation, a certain air of cold detachment that made people keep their distance. But there was something about the way he looked at her, something unspoken but deeply understanding.
Slowly, he had become a presence in her life. He never pried, never forced her to talk, but he had a way of making her feel seen. With him, she didn’t have to pretend to be okay. And somehow, despite the walls she had built, he had slipped through the cracks, offering her the quiet support she hadn’t realized she needed.
The door creaked open, and soft footsteps padded across the floor. She didn’t have to look up to know it was him.
“Y/N?” Regulus’ voice was gentle, but there was an edge of concern to it. He crouched down beside her, resting a hand lightly on her arm. “I haven’t seen you all day.”
She hesitated, then sighed. “I just… I needed to be alone.”
Regulus exhaled quietly, his thumb tracing soothing circles over her skin. He didn’t push. He never did. But she knew he saw right through her, past the carefully constructed walls and the forced half-smiles.
After a few moments of silence, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a small, wrapped piece of chocolate. He placed it in her palm without a word.
Y/N stared at it, her fingers curling around the wrapper. “Regulus, I can’t—”
“You can.” His voice was firm but kind. “I know it’s hard. But you need to eat something. Just a little.”
Tears burned at the back of her eyes. The idea of eating—even something as small as this—felt impossible. But then she looked at him, at the quiet determination in his grey eyes, the way his fingers curled around hers, grounding her. He wasn’t angry. He wasn’t frustrated. He was just here.
With a shaky breath, she unwrapped the chocolate and broke off a tiny piece, placing it hesitantly in her mouth. The sweetness melted against her tongue, and though the guilt threatened to crash over her like a wave, Regulus was there, steady and unwavering.
“There you go,” he murmured. He brushed a strand of hair behind her ear. “I’m proud of you.”
A tear slipped down her cheek, and he caught it with his thumb, pulling her into his arms. She buried her face in his shoulder, his scent—familiar and warm—offering a comfort she hadn’t realized she needed so desperately.
“I don’t want to feel like this forever,” she admitted in a whisper.
Regulus tightened his hold on her, his lips pressing a soft kiss against her temple. “You won’t,” he promised.
“I’ll be with you every step of the way.”
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