How Are You

I can try but I can never do right, in my mind it's just so hard to stay attach to this world.

I hate feeling so alive, I want to be a corpse cold, pale, and sleeping.

These infusions and pills... it's making my body feel human. I look healthy, I don't like it it's ruining my image

I don't want this i want to be back feeling dead and not healthy looking like. I hate being and looking like a human.

OH MY FUUUCCCKKK I WANT NOSE SURGERY SO BAD WHY CANT I JUST GET WHAT I NEED?! #vent

I so bad crave wanting to watch IT 2017 movie so bad!~

Welcome to the losers club!~♡♡♡

You'll float too! 🎈🤡 we all float down here

My heart burns there too❤️‍🔥

Beep beep Richie~

Hiyo silver away! 🚲

I so bad want to die. When I do think of it, i masturbate or cut myself to smack out of it I guess to get my mind to pull myself together Lmao #vent

Oh my god... those thoughts... the suicidal thoughts are getting aggressive again!..

Open up the door. Can you open up the door ?

She's gonna harm me I know she's gonna harm me <3

I've been feeling weird today, not broken, not happy, just odd, i came home and ran to my room crying really bad. I calmed down and apologized? To myself and others not sure why maybe because of my odd feelings today, i got told i was rude, selfish, messed up, retarded ect and went back to my room and cried again saying I'm sorry to myself over and over then touched myself for comfort but then regret it feeling ashamed then went to sleep. BTW I threw up, i didn't eat much today, but to get off the weight, me, haha! Also did a bit of workout. Good night♡