I Matured Too Quickly. I Regret It

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It's prolly because you are cooler then me

Roxanne wolf #securitybreach #Roxannewolf #fivenightsatfreddys

Although the thoughts of suicide haven't left, i think about them every day. It's a bit of a turn on to think about and at the same time, I want to experience the pain and death. When I say Death I laugh at the word. Because I feel aroused and I think about my death and other things that come along with it. I know I'm strange I'm sorry but it's true... by the way I still plan to cut and sadly shamelessly masturbate... just to get my mind in the clouds.

ALMOST THERE!!! #anorexia

Oh my god... those thoughts... the suicidal thoughts are getting aggressive again!..

Whats better then sex?

SIMPLE :D not eating or cutting, sleeping, crying and dying! :]

I want to run towards something, Not away (Sorta)

I feel stupid

I can try but I can never do right, in my mind it's just so hard to stay attach to this world.