Just so you know
Worst feeling everš¦šš
I ask you to never forget
And you say that you wonāt
Not ever
But child
Oh, sweet child
You will
You will forget so much
And thatās okay
Because one day
You will remember
And when you do
There will be no stopping you
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Thereās a new boy, heās really nice and smart and I donāt like him at all. I call him when I need to talk to someone but youāre the one I think about when I canāt sleep. And itās your voice I hear in my head when I feel lost. I know youāre not good enough for me and I know you donāt deserve my time and I know you donāt think about me at all and I shouldnāt be thinking about you either. But I go out with him and I wonder what youād be saying if you were sitting across from me instead. And I hate that I let you still have that power.
Extraordinary thingsā
Hey, unpopular opinion, apparently. But people donāt just āhave pain for no reasonā doctors say this all the time (especially to women and chronically ill people) and the truth is, Thats literally not possible. Even if your pains are psychosomatic (a word I hesitate to even use because of the way its used so often) there is a reason you are having those pains whether its mental illness, abuse, etc. If your doctor consistently tells you that āwell some people just have pain for no reasonā get a new doctor. Thatās a doctor who is not going to give a shit what your actual symptoms or experiences are.
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