'Bad Blood' || 05.12

real

somebody get me a nicotine addiction it might help

I find myself thinking "god, I need a cigarette" way too often for someone who doesn't actually smoke. but what can I say. I've been needing a cigarette

just watched a full HSR lore video

ok @lilbulletgirl , now that I have your attention, I hope you fail Science

my father lives in an empty house now

so does my brother

missing someone is an empty house, right?

I feel like an empty house sometimes

but there's no one to miss

THAT WAS SUCH AN INSANE SHOT, WHY IS NOBODY TALKING ABOUT THAT?!

what if I still felt anything for you

what if I still knew what I was feeling

what if I wasn't seeing the worst in you

what if I stopped being the problem

this isn't toxic. I'm just roots that grow into an organism, kill and leave.

just nature

sometimes we all need that main character moment. and sometimes that main character moment is "i need to call wife and tell her i'm not doing too okay". and then you don't

just said a phrase that my mother says all the time

be right back, going to reconsider all of my habits I can't be turning into her

"umm no my depression and lack of want to live isn't a result of negative childhood experiences, it's just apart of the creative process", I say delusionally to my laptop screen after it's crashed for the fourth time in the past hour

R u evil :(

Yeah.... I mean but also no because good and evil are social constructs and so are ethics! Nothing is real and therefore my crimes are forgivable! Also you'll never see your family again, I'm dumping you alone in the middle of densely forested Appalachia. You have seventy-two hours to prepare. You will not survive to see the clear light of day ever again. Also ily and I'm technically not evil. <3

“my bonnie lies over the ocean, my bonnie lies over the sea,”

are we talking about the same body of water here, which is weird, or different bodies of water, which is even weirder