A reaaaally old vent that still looks good. Anyways song is Sweet Hibiscus Tea from Penelope Scott. It really resonated with me especially when I started having psychotic symptoms (don't worry I'm fine lol)
Sometimes we have to let dreams go. What’s meant to be and what we want don’t always align with each other. It’s a painful process to accept that there are things that we desperately want but they just aren’t meant for us. Soul crushing, even. But no one can force what isn’t suppose to happen. Animal Crossing has recently helped me thru a very difficult time in my life. (Especially Wardell). I’ve done a lot of thinking and I think it’s time for me to let this dream die. It’s been hard on my mental health. It’s been hard in general. I’m going to need some time to heal. Goodbye to the idea of baby Stu, somethings were just never meant for this world.
I’ve fallen far off this path.
journal entry from a few weeks back.
despite everything.
words i heard from the mirror.
Bad Dog
aching hands