it’s hard to tell what ivan’s true intentions were, but above all else i believe that he did what he did during r6 because he was SURE that till wouldn’t care.
that’s why it’s so heartbreaking to me that the memory of ivan is clearly a TRIGGER for till in r7
remember? ivan criticized sua because her eventual death would only traumatize mizi. that’s why he kept himself at arms length from till — because he never wanted to become a source of trauma for him. as much as he craved till’s affection, he didn’t want to hold till back.
but ivan didn’t account for till’s real feelings. till — while it was not in a romantic sense — cared for ivan more than ivan was lead to believe.
and just like sua was for mizi, he’s nothing but a source of trauma for till. he became something luka used to exploit.
and it’s genuinely so heartbreaking because that was the last thing that ivan wanted.
Inner dialogue from "Worst case scenario"
can we talk about how many people really believe and wish for the breakup of solangelo in the new book, one of the only major queer couples in pjo?
percy jackson has a hundred m/f couples and the only couple you don't want to see together is a gay couple with typical, healthy teenage relationships.
"they should break up." shut up.
James "In the back of my mind" Potter
Regulus "In the back of my mind" Black
James "You died" Potter
Regulus "I killed you" Black
James "And I didn't even cry" Potter
Regulus "I didn't even regret it" Black
James "Not a single tear" Potter
Regulus "I can't believe i said it" Black
James "And I'm sick of waiting patiently for someone that won't even arrive" Potter
Regulus "I hate you" Black
James ''I hate you" Potter
Jegulus but its Anti-hero jegulus (could be canon complaint jegulus too)
klance is the pathetic ex i keep coming back to
Cal and Maven thoughts (again)
The multiple instances of Cal almost mentioning Maven KILLS ME. Like that moment in GS when he's trying to comfort the child who's terrified of their ability, so much so that they refuse to even want to learn how to use it, so Cal mentions how he used to be scared of hurting other with his ability as well and he gets so close to mentioning how he was terrified of hurting Maven specifically and that this fear of hurting HIS LITTLE BROTHER is what motivated him to learn how to control it. Or the time in KC where he's trying to convince Cameron to not go and get her brother just yet and she accuses him of not understanding what it's like and he says, "i do if it was… I get it" LIKE STFU RN
like he loves his little brother so much he can never move on from him everything he does is plagued by thoughts of Maven because so much of his heart is Maven I can't breathe he buried Maven on tuck away from everyone and everything because he wanted Maven to finally have some peace and quiet
The Black brothers, 1964
Walburga is screaming for Sirius to smile, in return he gives the sourest cabagge expression, regulus likes to hold his brothers hand, Kreacher, who is taking the picture, is tired.
Fuck drugs. Have you ever been addicted to reading angsty fanfics about Harry Potter's dead parents and their friends? That shit will kill you.
Points to the wall covered in Voldy-related newspaper clippings in Regulus' room, "This is an investigation board Regulus has done when he realised he had to bring Voldy down. This is not like your 1D poster wall in 2014."
The crowd boos.
"Finally," it's Regulus Black muttering, annoyed that half of this fandom doesn't recognise Harry's unreliable narration.
I will literally pay someone to draw this as regulus, James and Barty
I’m looking at you @alexsays-no
regulus description on official pottermore website