Hehehe Being A Boy With Bpd I Used To Think This Shit Was A Curse But With My Sensitive Nervous System

I need gaga to maniacally laugh into the most beautiful note shes ever sang rina sawayama and nastya kreslina style PLEASE PLEASE

who am I kidding he loves these tiddies and listening to me yap…

daddy if u see this the snapchat spams will not stop u just have to guess if its my tits or if its a stupid thought with some stupid ass picture I took :33 weeeeee

not relating to la dispute anymore was a big deal for lemonadelover5000 nation but I miss them. like I wish I could discover them again….

finding out about old gray was like getting gored and then eviscerated. oh? the most brutal, heart wrenching, realistic depiction of [redacted mental health words] but the guy is a fucking CREEP????!!!!! a tale as old as time

what I need is to get absolutely fucking baked, get my dumb fucking puppy brain fucked out of my skull, cuddles, and a drag brunch w mimosas in the morning. thats the kind of faggot I am. boys in my dms calling me a faggot trying to degrade me or be sexual and Im like um… yeah?? I thought that was a given. I wear a beauty mark because of lady gaga and perform lipsyncs of her songs in the mirror… that shit wont work on me as hard as you try 🩷🩷

out of all my meds and all my makeup and im unemployed jesus CHRIST

being all alone sucks. Im imagining a boy here with me, one who loves to touch me. I like to imagine hands on my waist, running up my thighs. slowly, they inch up my body until hes playing with my nipples and kissing my neck from behind. nothing turns me on quite like rough hands and stubble on my neck.

and maybe, as we lie here, one hand will hold onto my tit while the other finds its way down my body. keeping our clothes on would only add to it; his hands beneath the waistband of my briefs and the feeling of a clothed, constrained cock against my back and my ass. reaching behind while he thinks im in a trance as he fingers me to touch his cock. fingers in my mouth. hand stroking my thigh, near my pussy where Im sensitive. goosebumps.

the feeling of his mouth, sucking on my tits while he works his hands on me. our legs intertwined. maybe, as we touched, he would sink between my legs and eat me out like he was starving. I can only imagine what this feels like; I haven’t experienced it before. all I can imagine is bliss. My fingers in his hair, playing with it but not pulling as to deprive him of that satisfaction.

Id like him to go gently, to stretch me out with his fingers because we both know I cant take his cock just yet. to worship me, to treat my pussy like an altar. and I want to watch him watch me. to look at me in my eyes while he tongue fucks me like he’s going to die. Id revel in his adhesion to watching me, because I want to watch him too. and when he finally fucks me, I want to feel the euphoria in every fiber of my being. the feeling of a first fuck, and knowing he was the only one who could give to to me, the way and I wanted and deserved. I could only imagine him above me, one hand around my throat and the other holding on for stability. Id suck his fingers, the same way I did his cock. we both know how we want it to end, with his semen dripping down my thighs—but we know we cant. I can imagine him forcing me to my knees and cumming on my face.

and the afterglow, Id like to witness it for once. a pretty boy whose skin is illuminated by the setting sun and what I imagine to be an indescribable joy. hands back on my waist, kisses to the lips, face, and neck. gentle. Id like him to be gentle; I dont like pain. a movie together and take out. thats all I want.

me: Im not a stereotype !

me, rn: *autistic puppyboy eating chicken nuggets and drinking fruit punch*

I wish my username was lemonadelover5000 I was trying to make it z0mb13-b0y but it didnt work. anyway I love hot pink and you would too if you saw it in action heyooooo

this little pink section is so cute !!! its making me wanna start reading books abt divas again