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Or in which Laenor and Rhaenyra were able to keep their agreement resulting in Princess Aemma Velaryon, the second ruling queen of Westeros
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One shot collection: What Souls are Made of
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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28(đ nsfwish)
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64
Chapter 65
Chapter 66
Chapter 67
Chapter 68
Chapter 69
Chapter 70
Chapter 71
Chapter 72
Chapter 73
Chapter 74
Chapter 75
Chapter 76
Chapter 77
Chapter 78
Chapter 79
Chapter 80
Chapter 81
Chapter 82
Chapter 83
Chapter 84
Chapter 85
Chapter 86
Epilogue
MY OCs
- Princess Visenya Velaryon second of her name, rider of Meraxes The Sliver Queen, The Darkling, Visenya come again
- Trueborn Daughter of Princess Rhaenrya and Laenor Velaryon
- HOTD
- Aaliyah Valentine daughter of MM ( mothers milk)
- a very powerful supe
- THE BOYS
- Jade Hayward
- pogue/kook
- on/off toxic relationship with rafe
- Outer Banks
YESS
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
Characters:Â Miguel Galindo x woc!reader
Summary:Â You broke it off for good reason, but that doesn't mean Miguel is willing to let you go. Especially when he knows you aren't over him either.
Word Count:Â 9k (bro wtf)
Warnings: my poor attempt at some angst, cheating, violence, general language warning, fingering, pet names, miguel being a lil bossy, also miguel talking a lil shit ayyee, sex in risky places, choking, mirror sex.
A/N: Whew chile it's been a minute but this is me attempting to break my hiatus while also trying to feed yall some good ol mayans content. I was gonna break this up into two parts but then I said fuck it. Hope yall don't hate that. I gave it a look over but I might have missed some errors and typos. My bad if I did. The divider is by @firefly-graphics
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It was never your intention to get involved with a married man, in fact all your life you swore that youâd never be a manâs mistress. That was before Miguel Galindo came sweeping into the little boutique looking to buy an anniversary gift for his wife. You had been swept up in the tailored suit, suave demeanor, smooth voice, and God was he charming. If you hadnât known better you could have sworn he had been flirting with you the whole time you assisted him that day. It hadnât gone further than that, you had insisted on trying not to cross that line.Â
He didnât make it easy for you though, visits becoming more frequent and him insisting you be the one to lead him around the boutique as he shopped for various people in his life. It wasnât until a heated moment when you almost cracked under the sexual tension that had built to the point that stifling was the only way it could be described. âYouâre married.â You had told him, breathless as his mouth peppered kisses along your jaw and down your throat. His beard scratched against your soft skin as his fingers gripped against the curve of your hips.Â
âWhat if I wasnât?â You didnât know it but the man had been steadily growing disenchanted with his wife. The love he had once felt for her eventually giving way to resentment and well on its way to being nothing at all. It was her own doing, an inability to stay away from an ex boyfriend, keeping secrets, and not being able to accept his other world.Â
âIf you werenât we wouldnât be having this conversation.â You breathed out, finally finding the will to push Miguel away from you so that you could steady your breathing and smooth out your clothes. âIâm not about to be your side chick, Miguel. And if youâre willing to cheat on your wife then youâre willing to do me dirty as well.â You explained, turning to look at yourself in the dressing room mirror while Miguel stood behind you with a sobering look on his face.Â
âI donât love her anymore, sheâs not the woman I thought she was. Iâm only with her until the lawyers work out a way to ensure I get custody of my son.âÂ
Your gaze met his in the mirror, a soft sigh on your lips as you tried to sort out how you felt about the admission. âDonât make this harder on me.â You whisper, his confession didnât change anything, he was still married and you were still concerned that he was just talking a good game. One you desperately wanted to believe. Picking up his purchases, you left him there in the dressing room, satisfied that you didnât look like you had nearly let yourself be seduced by the man.Â
âMrs. Galindo, what a surprise to see you here.â Came the voice of the shop owner, almost a bit too loud as if she were trying to warn you that the wife had just walked in. You sighed, just what you wanted to deal with that day. You stepped into the main area of the boutique, a forced smile on your lips as you took in the blonde standing there at the counter. She regarded you for a moment, almost dismissively with a sniff as she read the name on the badge you wore. It was a name she had seen often, in fact your name was on every single one of the receipts that Emily had pulled from the boutique's bags when she was going through them. Miguel always insisted you ring him up so that you reached your sales quota. Clearly Emily was feeling some type of way now that she was finally able to lay eyes on you.Â
You were everything she wasnât in the looks department, and as confident as she was, you had her shook. Especially when Miguel appeared from the dressing room area of the store and took a moment to place a hand against your shoulder to offer his thanks for always being so helpful. It would have seemed innocent enough had it not been for the way that his hand lingered. Emilyâs eyes had zeroed in on it, and Miguel seemed to be oblivious to that fact. You were hyper aware of it, a swell of guilt over taking you at the thought that you had nearly fucked this womanâs husband just minutes ago, and now he was acting like she wasnât even standing there.Â
âWill this be all, Mr. Galindo?â You questioned, stepping away from him and starting to ring up his items while he seemed to take the hint that maybe, just maybe he should not make things harder on you while his wife was standing there.Â
âYes, thank you.â He replied, tone taking on a more reserved quality as he moved to where his wife stood and greeted her with a kiss and a few affectionate words. To your credit you didnât let yourself glare at the display, even as your stomach twisted with jealousy at the sight. You kept your eyes down, only looking up to give the total which Miguel paid for and then it happened. Emily Galindo found a way to make you feel a little less guilty about wanting to fuck her husband. As you lifted the bag to hand to Miguel, his wife reached out in a flash to snatch the bag from your hands. She had barely had your attention up until that point, but now? Now you were outright staring at her in a way that said the bitch had you all the way fucked up. As if sensing the tension, Miguel was quick to put an arm around Emily and escort her towards the door. Stopping to look over his shoulder to mouth âsorryâ at you as he shook his head.Â
After that day you were more aware of Emily Galindoâs presence around town, it was almost like she was making appearances just to be seen. Some days even stopping into the boutique to buy something and oh so innocently asking if there was anything to pick up for Miguel. You never assisted her, Emily even going out of her way to have someone else ring up the purchases so your quota would come up short. Of course when Miguel found out about that he found his ways around it, making sure that on the off chance that Emily would make an appearance in the boutique that everything was already paid for and the credit for the sale had gone to you. Things went on like that for a couple of weeks, and you tolerated it. Thinking nothing more of Emilyâs behavior as petty, childish, and fueled by jealousy.Â
Then came the fateful day that you were working late, and just so happened to catch sight of Emily Galindo in the arms of another man. She even kissed him, on the cheek, the way her lips lingered giving you the impression that there was something more going on. You didnât know why you did it, but youâd taken a couple of pictures of the exchange between Emily and the man that wore a Mayan kutte.Â
The temptation to attach the photos to a text and send them to Miguel was strong, but then the creeping thought of; what if sheâs only been chased into the arms of another man because of Miguelâs interest in you? That was the only thing that kept you from setting Emilyâs life on fire, but the reprieve would prove to be short lived when a week later Nestor made a rare solo appearance in the boutique as you were preparing to close up.Â
âNestor, you know weâre closing in five minutes right?â You questioned, tone friendly and still welcoming even though you were partly concerned and confused about why he was there. You and Nestor had a cordial and somewhat friendly relationship, it was mostly due to Miguel seemingly insisting that you and his right hand man were on good terms. You didnât know Nestor well, but you knew he was loyal and cared about Miguel deeply. It was something that you could respect and appreciate, even if you were resistant to starting something with Miguel due to his marriage you had grown to care about him. It was why the pictures of Emily and her mystery Mayan were still burning in your phone and why youâd taken a few more in the days after when her visits became a little more frequent.Â
âYeah I know, I actually wanted to talk to you.â That got your attention, and your hands stilled against the shirts that you were folding.Â
âAbout?âÂ
âWhatâs going on with you and Miguel?âÂ
You took a breath, looking over at the man with an almost tired expression.Â
âNothings going on.â You answered, gaze quickly dropping as you resumed your folding.Â
âBut you want there to be something.â Nestor was observant, and you supposed you hadnât been as covert as you possibly could have with your longing glances and wry smiles around Miguel. âYou care about him?âÂ
âNestor what is this about? Because if youâre here to tell me I should leave him alone then trust me, I already know. Okay? I canât control what that man does. Heâs a cartel leader, he basically owns the town. I have been doing my best to set boundaries, but I canât make him stop pursuing me. So if thatâs why youâre here then you need to have that conversation with him, because Iâve already tried. Alright? I mean I remind him every single time I see him that heâs married.â You were rambling, venting almost as you started to unload all this on Nestor who just stood quietly and listened.Â
âHonestly, you donât know how hard it is for me to see him and pretend that I donât care about him as much as I do. Or keep things from him because I know itâs not my place to tell him what his wife has been up to.âÂ
âWait, what?âÂ
You shut up then, realizing that in your unburdening you let it slip that you were privy to information that wasnât known.Â
âWhat has his wife been up to?âÂ
âNestorââ
âIf you care about him youâll tell me what you know.âÂ
That was a dirty card to play, but Nestor didnât play fair. Sighing heavily you moved behind the sales counter and pulled your phone from where it rested beside the register. âAbout a week ago I was running a bit late with closing, and I spotted Emily with some guy in a biker kutte.â You explained pulling up the incriminating photos before handing the phone to Nestor so that he could see for himself. His lack of reaction struck you as strange, if anything he didnât look surprised at all.
âWhy didnât you tell Miguel about it?â He questioned, tapping on the screen and quickly sending the photos to his phone before you could stop him.Â
âWell I didnât think it would be fair of me to blow her up when Iâm likely the reason sheâs all hugged up with another man. I mean come on, you saw her that day when she came into the shop. Iâm sure sheâs aware that Miguel has a wandering eye.âÂ
âHe doesnât have a wandering eye, he just doesnât love her anymore.â Nestor replied absently as he sat your phone down and focused on his own. âAnd you arenât the reason why she stepped out. Miguelâs been suspicious for months now that sheâs been trying to rekindle something with her ex.â Your mouth dropped open slightly, brow furrowed as you processed that bit of information. So Miguel hadnât been lying when he said he was preparing to leave her, and you werenât the reason why she was seemingly stepping out. That seemed to make any remaining guilt evaporate in an instant.Â
âNestor, could you tell him to call me?â Nestor just nodded, not questioning it as he left you to finish closing up the boutique.Â
By the time you got home, Miguelâs name was flashing across your screen and for the first time since heâd manage to somehow get your number, you didnât chastise him for calling you so late.Â
Things only escalated from there, and the two of you began to see much more of each other. There were late night visits, gifts, dates out of town, sometimes even out of state. Youâd even been in his house, and around his son and mother while Emily was out doing who knew what. His men had even gotten used to seeing you around, growing fond of you as you always came bearing gifts and a friendly smile for them. Part of you knew that endearing yourself to them would play a big part in them wanting to keep Miguelâs secret relationship with you out of more than just fear of the man.Â
Emily still made her appearances, and tempted you to throw it in her face that you knew she wasnât as devoted and loyal as she tried to pretend she was. You let the truth die on your tongue as you kept up the mask of professionalism while knowing Miguel would be buried inside you by the end of the day.
You put up with it for another month, and in that time things seemed to take a turn for Emily Thomas. First her Mayan ex found himself with a new girlfriend, a pretty girl named Gabriela that you thought was sweet. Sheâd only come into the boutique you worked at a couple of times looking for a new dress, and you two had chatted easily. You may or may not have told her to leave herself open to the possibility of something blooming between her and the Mayan who you had come to know was named Ezekiel. Apparently Gaby had taken your advice, and now with no other romantic option, Emily was doing her best to try and hold onto her dead marriage.Â
Her answer to attempting to stoke the flame between her and Miguel was a resort trip, one where itâd just be her and him while their son remained with a nanny. Jealousy had sparked at that, especially when Miguel agreed to the trip with the excuse of having to keep up appearances. You had been angry, but then you decided to be petty.Â
It was just a few pictures, pictures of you wearing nothing but the most recent set of very pricey lingerie that Miguel had gifted you. It was meant to simply remind him what he was missing out on, but apparently it was more effective than you expected. The end of your shift came, and as if on cue Miguelâs black suv came to a halt in front of the building. Before you knew it you were being ushered inside the spacious backseat, and he had you in his arms as he pulled you into his lap with a searing kiss on your lips.Â
âWhat are you doing here? Youâre supposed to be with her.â You questioned once youâd caught your breath, and your head had stopped swimming from the kiss.Â
âI told her there was an emergency here in Santo Padre, I have to go back in the morning.â He answered, and you didnât need him to elaborate on what the emergency was. You could feel it pressing up against your core. Something about knowing that the man would rather be with you than on some sunny beach with her stoked your ego in the worst way. Miguel only fed into it as he let his mouth latch onto your neck to leave a trail of open mouth kisses.Â
âYou just couldnât resist sending me those pictures could you?â He questioned a moment later, his hands already venturing under your skirt to push your panties aside. By the time the vehicle had pulled off from in front of the boutique he was knuckle deep inside of you, and you were moaning into his neck shamelessly. You were aware of the man in the front seat driving, and to his credit he made sure to keep his eyes on the road and took it upon himself to turn on the radio. It was a false sense of privacy, but you hardly cared as Miguelâs fingers worked that spongy spot nestled in your core that never failed to have your toes curling.Â
âI had to remind you what you had waiting on you back home.â You managed to get out, your lipstick smudging against his collar as you moved against his fingers. âHad to give you something to think about in case you had to fuck her.â You added with a mischievous grin that had him growling in the back of his throat.Â
âOh preciosa, were you jealous?â His fingers thrust into you more insistently, bringing a needy moan out of you. âWere you worried that youâd have to share cock this with her?â His question had you pouting for a moment, hating that it was true. âDonât worry, princesa. It wonât be long before sheâs out of the picture, and youâll have me all to yourself.â It was a promise, you knew it, but part of you was growing impatient with how long things were taking. Luckily for Miguel his fingers inside you were proving to be the perfect distraction from you asking how much longer itâd be before he presented the divorce papers.Â
âIâm close, Miguel.â You moaned, hearing his hum of approval as he snaked his free hand up to grip you by the back of your neck as he guided you in for another heated kiss. He worked his fingers against that sweet spot until you were falling over the edge and crying out for him. Miguel swallowed your moans greedily, fingers still thrusting into you as he let you ride out your orgasm against them.Â
âThatâs my good girl, letâs get inside.â He gave your ass a slap, jolting you back to reality enough for you to realize that heâd brought you to his house. Quickly you moved out of his lap and smoothed out your clothes to be presentable before you got out of the vehicle. There was no need to sneak in, his staff knew you by that point and seemed to like you more than they did Emily. In any case, Miguel wasted no time in getting you into his bedroom and having his way with you. At some point after a couple rounds, and a steamy shower you had pulled Miguel in front of the bathroom mirror to snap a picture with him. It wasnât the first time youâd taken a picture with him, and just like all the other ones youâd posted on your insta you made sure his face was concealed.Â
As the saying goes; No face, no case.Â
Except for the fact that you didnât expect Emily to hunt down your instagram after the vacation was over and she had been stewing with her suspicions. You also didnât expect her to recognize the setting. More importantly you didnât expect her to show up at the boutique one night, screaming and raving that she knew you were fucking her husband. Unfortunately that was exactly what had happened.Â
Emily blew into the boutique like a storm, making a beeline for you only to be cut off by the two employees that were working while the owner quickly ushered you to the back. You could hear it all though, she sounded insane and she was clearly looking for an altercation. Before you even knew what you were doing you were dialing Miguel.Â
âPreciosa, Iâm going to havââ
âHow much do you still love your wife?â The question struck him silent for all of a second before you could hear the sound of him moving away from the voices in the background.Â
âWhat type of question is that, you know I donât.âÂ
âIâm just making sure, because sheâs here making a fucking scene and if I have to put hands on her Iâm not about to hesitate.âÂ
âMi amor, Iâm on my way. Donât do anything drastic.âÂ
âIâll try, but if she doesnât leave Iâm going to make her.â You hung up then, the sound of Emilyâs yelling floating back to settle on your ears before you made your way back to the front. You refused to hide from her, and if she wanted smoke you had plenty of it for her. Her yelling ceased for only a moment, just long enough for you to reappear from the back to see her on the phone before she was looking up at you again with an accusing glance.Â
âDid you fucking call my husband? You whore! You did, didn't you!â She hadnât hung up the phone, and you could hear Miguelâs voice shouting for Emily to calm down. It was too late for that, and she had already pushed through the two employees that had been trying to keep you two separated. âYouâre so pathetic, you had to call MY husband to save you!âÂ
And then she slapped you.Â
Everything went quiet, so quiet that a pin could be heard dropping.Â
âI donât need a man to save me, bitch. But youâre gonna.â It was the only warning that you gave the bleach blonde before your fist struck out and connected with her nose. There was a crunch but that didnât stop you from following her down as she fell to the ground. Your fist connected a few more times, before she was grappling with you, having the nerve to pull on your hair before you broke her hold and popped her right in the mouth. Your fist was raised to land another blow before you felt yourself being lifted in the air by strong arms, and your first instinct was to fight until a familiar voice cut through the chaos.Â
âÂĄCĂĄlmate, por favor!â It was Miguel, you had no idea where he had been to get there so fast but you could feel him keeping a firm grip on you as you made an attempt to lunge at Emily as she crawled, stumbled, and dragged herself to her feet unsteadily.Â
âCall the police! I want the police!â She screamed, already playing the victim even though she had instigated the ass beating sheâd just got.Â
âEmââ Miguel had started only to be cut off.Â
âNo, I want the cops here. Or I want that slut dealt with.â She was bleeding from the mouth, and shaking as she looked around wildly only to find that no one was making a move to do what she wanted.Â
âIâm so sorry, Senor Galindo. Your wife, sheâŚâ The owner of the boutique shook her head as she glanced between you and the beaten Emily. âShe came in here screaming, and then she attacked her. My employee was just defending herself.â The woman explained motioning to you, not realizing that Miguel already knew exactly what had transpired after overhearing the exchange after Emily had forgotten to hang up her phone before she attacked.Â
âIs this true?â The question was posed to his men that had accompanied Emily into the boutique and simply stood back and let it all play out. They nodded silently and Emily seemed to realize then that she had no allies. âNestor, take this young lady and put her in my car.â You couldnât see it over your shoulder, but you could feel the anger radiating off of Miguel as he glared hard at Emily. Nestor said nothing as he gathered you under one of his arms and guided you past Emily who had the good sense to jump back when you came close. She didnât move fast enough and Nestor didnât have as tight of a hold on you as he thought, because as soon as you were close enough you lunged, hands grabbing and latching onto Emilyâs blonde hair.Â
âShit!â Nestor shouted, moving after you to drag you back but it was too late. Your grip was already locked in and as he dragged you towards the door of the boutique Emily was dragged along with you kicking and screaming. It took some doing, but between three grown men they were able to get you off of her and outside, but not before you had one last thing to say.Â
âLet me know when youâre ready for round two, bitch!â You could hear Nestor sigh as he led you outside, and ushered you into the back seat of Miguelâs car.Â
âYou okay?â He questioned, sighing again when you didnât answer and focused your attention on the view outside the window. You were too pissed to speak at the moment, hands still shaking as your body practically vibrated with rage as you fought every instinct to not rush back inside and finish what Emily had started. Just when you were ready to go and do that, Miguel appeared and silently climbed into the back of the vehicle. Carefully he took your shaking hands into his and brought his lips to your aching knuckles to drop gentle kisses against them as he murmured his apologies.Â
âI am so sorry, mi amor. This should have never happened, you should have never been put into a situation where you would have to fight because of me.â His words were a bit of a balm to your still simmering temper, and a reminder that you were clearly his priority despite his current marital status. Still that wasnât enough, and after what had just happened you were done waiting for the right time or the right moment.Â
âIâm not doing this anymore.â You said simply, causing Miguel to pause and meet your gaze. âIâm not about to be on the sideline while you play house with that unstable bitch. You either figure your shit out and divorce her or you leave me the fuck alone.âÂ
You could see the hard set in Miguelâs jaw as he let your words settle in his mind. âPreciosa IââÂ
âNo! That woman came to my job, called me out my name, and put hands on me. You donât get to sweet talk your way out of this. Iâm done until you show me that youâre no longer a married man.â You hated giving an ultimatum but the events of the night had left you with no choice. âOh, and if I see her again Iâm beating her ass on sight every time. Now take me home.âÂ
Miguel hadnât argued with you, letting you stay on your side of the vehicle the entire ride back to your place. His attempt at saying goodbye was cut off by the slamming of the suvâs door as you stalked to the front door of your apartment.Â
A month went by with no calls, no text, and no appearances from Miguel. Emily was MIA as well, and life was quiet. Part of you figured that Miguel had turned out to be just another married man who wanted to have his cake and eat it too. So you did the only thing you could, you tried to move on despite the bitter heartache that you felt. You figured it was the price you had to pay for falling for a married man, rarely did they ever actually leave their wives. Especially when there was a child in the mix. You didnât doubt that he wanted out, but the saying has always been âitâs cheaper to keep herâ for a reason.Â
By the second month you found yourself in a new relationship with a man who was single when he met you. He was kind, handsome, he had a good job, and he doted on you. He didnât judge you when you finally told him why your last relationship fell through. Another four months passed and the relationship blossomed, you werenât necessarily in love with him yet, but you thought to yourself that you could see yourself falling if things stayed that good. At least that was what you kept telling yourself in an effort to bury that little bit of your heart that still yearned for Miguel.Â
The fact that he was on your mind when you heard the knock at your front door should have been a warning, but you werenât expecting any visitors that evening so cautiously you made way towards it.Â
âWho is it?âÂ
âItâs me, preciosa.â Itâd been so long that you were surprised enough to immediately open the door just to make sure that voice belonged to who you thought it did. Seeing Miguel standing there had you torn between slamming the door in his face or inviting him in. âCan we talk?âÂ
He was lucky that you were calmer now that enough time had passed. Seeing him again seemed to rip open old wounds, and as much as you didnât want to you couldnât help but stare. He was the last person you expected to show up at your door, and part of you was happy to see him again. Another part of your though was torn and wary at his presence. He wanted to talk, and despite your warring emotions you wanted to hear what he had to say.Â
âYeah, we can talk.â You stepped aside and gave him room to enter your humble apartment. Closing and locking the door behind him you watched as Miguel made himself comfortable on your sofa and waited for you to settle in beside him. You sat yourself at the far end of the sofa, giving him an expectant look that whatever he needed to say now was the time to say it.Â
âThe divorce got messy,â He started, and you could feel your heart stammer in your chest. You expected him to say that Emily convinced him to stay with her, but his next words surprise you. âIt took longer than I wanted once papers were served, but itâs done.âÂ
âItâs done?â You repeated the words, and he nodded.Â
âShe tried to use the photos from your social media as proof that I cheated first. The judge threw it out because there was no actual proof that it was me in the photos.âÂ
Despite the seriousness of the moment you let out a small laugh. No face, no case indeed.
âIronically enough, her attacking you that night was enough for me to convince the judge to grant me full custody of Cristobal. She still gets supervised visits though.â He continued to explain.Â
You merely nodded, accepting that. âSheâs his mother, itâd be cruel to cut her out of his life entirely.â You replied, keeping your tone even. âNow that youâve gotten everything that you wanted, what are you doing here?âÂ
Miguel shook his head, moving closer to you until he was close enough to pull you against him. âI donât have everything I want. I donât have you back with me yet.â It would have been so easy to simply give in right then and there, being in his arms again felt so right, and knowing that all this time heâd been wanting you helped to heal the heartache. But then your mind wandered to your current boyfriend, and you forced yourself to ease your way out of Miguelâs arms and once again put some distance between the two of you. You hated to see the confusion that crossed his features, but the man you were dating now was a good man and he didnât deserve to have you stepping out on him now that Miguel was choosing to pop back into your life.Â
âLook, Iâm happy that youâre out of an unhappy marriage,â you started, steeling yourself for what you had to say next. âBut when I didnât hear from you for two months I stopped waiting around.â You told him, and before he could interrupt you continued. âI know you probably couldnât have come around or reached out personally because of the divorce proceedings, but a man like you has so many resources and you didnât use any of them. You canât blame me for thinking you chose your marriage over what we havâhad.â You were quick to correct yourself, but Miguel heard the small slip up and it told him what he needed to know.Â
âYouâre right, mi amor. I assumed you would wait, and that was unfair to do without letting you know what was happening, butââ
âNo buts, Miguel. Iâm with someone now, I have a boyfriend that has no attachments to another woman and he treats me really well. He makes me happy,â but Miguel made you feel so much more than happy, and you knew it, but the thought of breaking anotherâs heart so selfishly had you refusing to acknowledge what you truly wanted. âI...I think you should go, thank you for letting me know the time we spent together was real but I canât just jump back into bed with you now that youâre free. Heâs a good man and he doesnât deserve that.â
It wasnât the answer Miguel wanted to hear, but you were determined to at least try and be a good person this time around. Miguel nodded, jaw set so hard you could see the muscle ticking when he stood to his feet and walked towards the door of your apartment. You hated to let him go, and you knew better than to look over your shoulder in his direction but you still did it anyway. âIâm not giving up on us, preciosa. Your new man might be good, but heâs not me.âÂ
His words lingered in your mind long after he was gone, and you wondered what he was planning. You found out a week later when you went to pay rent only to be told that it had been paid up for the remainder of your lease. You hadnât exactly been excited to hear that, and your attempts to call or text Miguel had all led to you being unable to reach him. A week after that a bouquet of your favorite flowers, and a box in a certain recognizable blue shade was delivered to your door, you knew it was from Miguel. Your new man always got you roses instead of your favorites, and the two of you werenât in the jewelry giving stage of your new relationship yet, and seeing that blue box had you suddenly feeling wary. A quick search on the website had you furiously dialing Miguelâs number, only for him to send you to voicemail. Your texts were left on read, and despite knowing that he was forcing your hand to go to him, you did anyway. You needed to return this damn necklace and let Miguel know that you werenât about to be swayed by expensive gifts.Â
The guards, and the household staff were all too happy to see you again, and despite your determination to put boundaries in place you couldnât shake the bittersweet feeling of being back there. God you missed him, and this place, and all the people here but you were resolute in your decision to not give in to the temptation of running back to Miguel.Â
âHeâs been expecting you.â The familiar voice of Nestor informed you once you stepped into the living room. Eyeing the little blue Tiffanyâs bag in your hand he merely shook his head and motioned towards the direction of Miguelâs office. You offered up a quiet thank you, heels clacking loudly against the expensive flooring of the Galindo mansion. You didnât stop at the door, striding in with purpose and confidence that nearly collapsed at the sight of Miguel sitting behind his desk in a suit that only made him look more attractive than he already was.Â
âPreciosa, to what do I owe this pleasant surprise?â His question caused you to narrow your eyes in his direction. He knew damn well why you were there, but clearly he was going to play games. You huffed, annoyed that you werenât really all that annoyed as you sat the Tiffanyâs bag on his desk with an expectant look on your face. Miguel followed the movement, a smirk tugging on the corners of his lips as he reached out to slide it towards himself. âSo you got my gift, good, but you didnât have to come all this way just to thank me.â
Rolling your eyes you crossed your arms over your chest and shook your head. âIâm not here to thank you Miguel, Iâm here to return that ridiculously expensive necklace.âYou shot back, doing your best to stand firm when Miguel stood from his chair and began to slowly circle his way around his desk. A desk that held several memories that you were trying not to think of at the present moment. âIâm not in the habit of taking back gifts, mi amor.â He replied, voice smooth as honey while he kept you in his sights. For a moment you felt like prey being closed in on by the wolf, and truly you might as well have been considering youâd done exactly as Miguel wanted you to by going to see him that day.Â
âMiguel, that necklace is over one hundred thousand dollars. I canât accept something like that from you.â You challenged, gasping when the sudden feeling of Miguelâs hands on your waist all but burned through the dress you wore. For a moment you simply stood there, nails biting into your palms as you curled them into fists to fight off the urge to reach out and touch Miguel. it was all you could do to steel yourself and resist the man that was testing your patience like no one else could.Â
âYou can and you will.â Slowly he turned you around, making you face his desk while he stood close enough for his body heat to seep into you, and the smell of his cologne to invade your senses. You hadnât realized that your eyes had slipped closed until they flew open at the feeling of cold metal against your warm skin. Before you could protest Miguel quickly fastened the far too pricey necklace around your neck, leaving the diamond pendant to settle against the hollow of your throat. You didnât expect the feeling of his lips pressing a lingering kiss to the underside of your jaw after that, and the soft gasp that flew from your lips was unmistakable.Â
For a moment you just let yourself stay there relishing the feeling of his beard softly scraping against your soft skin as he left a slow trail of kisses along your shoulderblade, but soon enough warning bells began to ring loud and clear in your mind. This was dangerous, and you were falling right into the trap that you swore you were going to avoid. Quickly you stepped away from Miguel, needing space to breathe and distance so you could think clearly. âDammit.â You cursed under your breath, tears of frustration brimming in your eyes while you tried to avoid looking at the man who you were desperately trying to resist. âWhy? Why are you doing this?â You questioned, tone accusing as you motioned between the two of you.Â
You knew why, but some twisted part of you needed to hear him say it.Â
âBecause I love you, preciosa, and Iâm not giving up on us when I know you still feel the same about me.â His words cut like a knife right through all the bullshit reasons youâd been repeating to yourself since the day heâd shown up to tell you he was done with Emily, and still wanting you. Every rebuttal that you had died on your tongue, no denial of your own feelings would make its way past your lips. All you could do was rush from the room before he could get his hands on you again.Â
You didnât remember the necklace until later that day after youâd taken a long shower to try and wash away the guilt of being in love with another man while you had a devoted and caring boyfriend. The diamond pendant glared at you from the mirror, glinting brightly in the low lights and reminding you of the moment that Miguel had put it on you. You had half a mind to take it off, you should have taken it off, and yet when you moved to do so you couldnât bring yourself to remove Miguelâs token of affection from around your throat. Perhaps you were a bad person, the invasive thought trickled in making you turn away from the mirror with a frustrated sigh.Â
That night you didnât sleep peacefully. You tossed and turned all night, memories of Miguel invading your dreams and leaving you on edge and irritable by the time morning came. An early morning text from your boyfriend was left on read, your shift at the boutique dragged on, and by the end of the day you only barely remembered that it was date night. You didnât want to go, but you knew that your boyfriend had jumped through hoops and saved all so he could treat you to dinner at some expensive restaurant an hour outside of town. For some odd reason the thought of it filled you with dread, like there was something looming just on the horizon that you couldnât see yet. It had a pit settling in your stomach as you rushed home to shower, primp, and get dressed for something that had you feeling damned.Â
The car ride to the restaurant was spent with you engaging in the most minimal conversation while your fingers toyed idly with Miguelâs necklace. When asked what had you so down you simply lied, playing it off as just being tired from having to work that day. Your boyfriend bought the excuse easily enough, and by the end of the drive you were starting to feel guilty for your sour mood. You resolved yourself to be in a better mood for the rest of the evening, reminding yourself that just a month ago you were excited about the prospect of dinner at this place. So with a convincing, yet fake, smile you walked hand in hand into the building with your boyfriend.Â
Your smile immediately deflated when you saw that the table you were to be sitting at was only a few tables away from one currently occupied by Miguel and another woman. Instantly you felt dizzy. Thankfully you were already in the process of sitting, otherwise you were sure that you would have fallen over from the shock of seeing the man again so soon, and with another woman in his face. Anger, and bitter jealousy swirled in the pit of your stomach as you glanced over at their table from the corner of your eye. There was no telling what they were discussing, and Miguelâs back was to you so you couldnât see his expression. All you knew was that he was making this woman smile, and she was laughing a bit too much for your liking.Â
With a deep breath in, and a slow exhale out you forced yourself to ignore it and try to enjoy your night. It was easier said than done but you managed to get through appetizers and a couple glasses of wine before everything seemingly came crashing down. It started with your boyfriend nervously gearing up to say something while you worriedly waited for him to spit whatever it was he wanted to say out.Â
âIâve been trying to think of the best way to say this but, umâŚwell the best way to say it is to just say it.â He paused for a moment, and you nervously brought your glass of wine to your lips with the intention of sipping at it. âI love you.âÂ
You choked and sputtered into your wine glass, some of it spilling out and landing on your dress while you clumsily tried to place your glass back onto the table. It landed on the edge, and soon it shattered on the floor with a crash while you were jumping out of your seat. Your gaze moved to Miguelâs table, meeting his gaze as he watched you curiously before noticing the man on the other side of the table trying to help clean up the mess. His gaze grew hard and dangerous at the sight of your boyfriend, and the only thing you could think to do was leave. âI need to go, sorry.â Words rushed out of you as you turned on your heels and nearly ran to the restroom, choosing to take the individual family stall for a bit of much needed privacy.Â
You didnât see Miguel excusing himself from his own table and following after you at a distance, nor did you expect him to take advantage of you forgetting to lock the door behind you and slipping into the restroom stall. You were caught up in trying to steady your breathing and fight back the wave of nausea that had hit you that you didnât even notice Miguel there at first. Too busy cursing yourself for being so stupid and selfish and letting things get this far, how had you missed the signs that things had gotten this serious? Were you truly that oblivious to the man you were dating falling in love with you?Â
âGod dammit.â You hissed, a hand smacking down on the sink as you resisted the urge to yell in frustration. There was no way you could go back out there and return the sentiment without it being a lie, and now more than ever it was clear that you wouldnât ever get there with your boyfriend. You were still very much in love with Miguel, and seeing him tonight with someone else only made that abundantly clear.Â
âMi amorâŚâ His voice was both a balm, and salt in the wound. The sound of it had you whirling around to face him, and before you could stop yourself you had stalked over to him and laid a hard slap against his cheek.Â
âWho is she?â You demanded, ignoring the hard flash of his eyes when he refocused on you. âWho is that woman out there? Does she know about me? Does she know that you were lying to me just yesterday about still loving me?â You pushed at his chest, anger, shame, and hurt all mixing into one confusing emotion as you lashed out. God you felt so stupid, and suddenly the necklace that hung daintily around your neck felt heavy as an anchor. Miguel caught your hands in an iron grip, quickly backing you up against the restroom's sink, and with his other hand he grabbed you by the chin.Â
âCalm the fuck down.â His tone was darker than youâd ever heard it, and laced with something else that you could clearly identify as lust. It had you swallowing thickly, and suddenly remembering yourself. âThat woman is a business associate that Iâm trying to impress. Nothing more, nothing less.â The explanation was enough to make you feel embarrassed for the outburst, and unable to meet his gaze any longer. âLook at me.â The command was followed almost instantly, and you couldnât help but squirm under the intensity of Miguelâs stare. âI meant everything I said.â He continued, leaning in close enough to tease you with the closeness of his mouth to yours.Â
âIââ
âNo. You donât get to speak unless youâre begging me to remind you who all this,â He emphasizes the word by letting go of your hands to instead grab a handful of your ass. âbelongs to.â Clearly you werenât the only one feeling the jealousy of seeing the one you loved with someone else. Heat swirled in the pit of your belly, and the all too familiar ache that only Miguel could sate settled in. Heart hammering in your chest you let out a shuddering breath and nodded to which Miguel only jerked you forward the smallest bit. âUse your words, mi amor.âÂ
âPlease.â It was barely a whisper, but it was enough to spur him into action. Your dress was pushed up over your hips and in a quick move Miguel had you spun around and facing the mirror. All you could do was brace your hands against the restroom's sink as the sound of a zipper coming down filled your ears. Eyes closed you swallowed a moan when you felt your panties being pulled to the side before his length was dragging against your damp folds. You ground back against him, only for him to catch you by the hips and force your movements to still. Slowly he teased you, spreading your slick arousal over his length until you were whimpering and begging him to fuck you.Â
Finally he had mercy on you and began to press his way inside your tight entrance. You bit down on your bottom lip, quieting the moan that desperately wanted to make its way out of you. He sank into you slowly, taking his time in getting reacquainted with the feel of you wrapped around him and sucking him in deeper. You pushed back, already greedy for more of him after denying yourself for so long. Breath rushed from you at the first snap of his hips, and you barely had time to try and catch it before another hard thrust of his cock jolts your hips forward only for you to sink back onto him with a shaky moan thatâs almost too loud for your current setting.Â
âNot so loud, preciosa. We wouldnât want everyone to hear you getting fucked like a slut.â Miguelâs taunting had you clenching around him, and when you felt his hand snaking up your side and wrapping around your throat to squeeze you couldnât help but moan again. Eyes locked on the reflection of the two of you, you felt as if you couldnât look away from Miguel as he finally claimed what he had been missing for all those months. He wasnât gentle as he rutted into you, making you take every thick inch while his hand squeezed around your throat just enough to keep your air restricted.Â
âFuck, thatâs itâŚthatâs my good girl.â He ground out between his teeth, hips snapping forward hard enough that you were sure anyone on the other side of the door could hear if they were close enough. Not that you expected anyone to interrupt or try to get past whoever was likely guarding the door. Knowing that someone outside possibly knew what was happening inside the restroom only excited you further, and any thought of your boyfriend being the one to hear the two of you was far from your mind. The only man that existed in the moment was the one currently pounding into you from behind. âYouâre mine, arenât you?â He said, and you could only nod with a desperate moan when you felt him thrusting into you harder.Â
His unrelenting pace had you nearing the edge quicker than you realized, and when you felt his other hand sliding between your thighs so that his fingers could circle against your bundle of nerves you were teetering on the edge. Eyes falling shut you tried to chase your high, but Miguel had other plans. âOpen your fucking eyes, watch yourself cum on this cock.â The growled words had your eyes snapping open to view the lewd scene before he had you cumming with a strained cry. Walls pulsing and clenching down around his cock, Miguel was no match for the way your body milked him for his spend. Spilling every drop as deeply as he could inside of you with a strained curse on his lips. The hand at your throat loosened and you sucked in air, panting and legs shaky when you tried to stand yourself up properly. Miguel steaded you before he silently fixed your clothes back in place and turned you back around to face him.Â
âYouâre going to go out there with me dripping out of you and break up with him.âÂ
Suddenly you remembered who you were there at the restaurant with and guilt began to settle in and sour the post-coital bliss.
âNo more excuses, now itâs your turn to show me youâre serious. Iâm done sharing my woman with some undeserving bastard.â Reaching up to take you by the chin he directed your gaze to his. âEither you end it with him, or Iâll do it myself.â The ultimatum was followed by a searing kiss that left you stunned for a moment. âYour choice, mi amor, but one way or another youâre coming home tonight.âÂ
Miguel left you then, exiting the restroom and leaving you to grapple with what youâd just done, and what he expected from you now. Taking in a deep breath you knew you had only one option, so you made the awkward trip back to your table. Sitting back down you couldnât help but feel a mixture of arousal and guilt as Miguelâs spend continued to drip from your core while you sat there preparing to break up with your boyfriend.Â
âI donât love you, and I donât think I ever will and Iâm sorry it took me this long to realize that but itâs over.â You rushed your way through the words but you could tell that your now ex boyfriend had understood each and every one. He sat in silence for a moment, jaw working as he did his best to keep his emotions in check. You simply sat in silence, watching him as he stood up abruptly, threw a few bills on the table to cover the dinner, and with a glace over his shoulder glared at Miguel who was now alone and watching it all play out. Part of you suspected he might have said or done something in the time it took you to get yourself together before returning but you didnât care to ask.Â
Soon enough you were left at the table by yourself, and moments later joined by Miguel who stood by your chair with his hand outstretched. Silently you slipped your hand into his and let him guide you up from your chair and towards the entrance.
okay it's lowkey getting weird why tf yall making oc's that's the daughter of the damn klan.... yeah please wrap this shit tf up.... QUICKY
I just need a chance Aaron.. Bullet Train (2022)
you âdonât write black or PoC readersâ because you âdonât know what itâs like to be black or PoCâ but yâall have no problem writing wizards, dragons, elves, witches, supersoldiers, mutants, jedi, people from eras you havenât lived in, monarchs, murderers, and stalkers
but PoC are too far outside of your lived experience?
you can write nuanced and diverse characters from all walks of life, but as soon as they donât look exactly like you, suddenly that creativity vanishes, and all you have to draw from is stereotypes?
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Like idk maybe itâs just ME but I think Aemond falling in love with Rhaenyra and Laenorâs ONLY true born child would be interesting. Mostly because Alicent and Otto would try to get her to be a Green one way or another.
Tywin Lannister holding a Velaryon hostage because they sided with Stannis during the war (we all kno he needs an heir because he ainât giving Tyrion Casterly Rock) and this being a power move because theyâre literally the only major Valyrian house left and they literally control Driftmark and one of the largest navyâs.
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What I Shouldâve Said
Elias âStackâ Moore x black reader
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A/n: I canât even describe how surprised and happy I am, by the support and love you guys showed to part one. I am extremely obsessed and in love with these twins, and this is exactly what we all mean when we say we want to pair of Jordans, Amen?
AMEN!
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Part 1 - I Never Told You
Elias?â You mumbled, staring at the scene in front of you in horror.
Blood. All the blood. It was all you could focus onâthe crimson liquid seeping from the side of Stacksâ neck, painting the ground in a gruesome tapestry of life and pain. Stacks, who was withering on the ground, struggled to move, his body twitching as if trying to fight against the inevitable.
The next thing you heard were gunshots, sharp and echoing in the air, as Smoke lit Mary up, each bullet finding its mark in her body. Just when you thought the chaos couldnât escalate further, she dropped to the floor, only to rise again, defying the laws of life and death. Your ears were ringing from the close proximity of Smokeâs gunfire, but all you could see was Stacks.
As you inched toward him, desperate to reach him, Mary bolted toward you, pushing you out of the way with a force that sent you sprawling to the ground.
Hastily, you scrambled to your knees, crawling as fast as you could toward Stacks, your heart racing.
âElias!â You screamed, horror twisting your voice.
There was an entire chunk of skin missing between the top of his neck and shoulder, a gaping wound that made you feel sick. Without a second thought, you tore off your shawl and pressed it against the injury, your hands trembling. Smoke, his face a mask of fury and fear, lifted his twin brother slightly, cradling his head in his lap.
âShe fucking bit me, baby,â he coughed out, his mouth stained with blood, each word a struggle.
âSmoke, what do we doâ?â you stammered, panic creeping into your voice.
âFuck, just hold it!â he barked, his own desperation evident as he tried to help you stem the flow of blood from Stacksâ neck.
âIâm sorry,â Stacks wheezed, the sound barely escaping his lips. You felt one of his hands tap your elbow weakly.
âI donât care! I donât care about anything else; I just need you to stay with me, okay?â You begged, tears streaming down your cheeks as you kept pressure on the wound with one hand and reached down to hold one of his.
He squeezed your hand back, but only for a moment. You felt his grip loosen, and that arm fell limp, a chilling realization settling over you like a dark cloud.
âElias, please!â you cried, your voice breaking as fear clawed at your insides.
âI love you,â he said, looking you dead in the eye, his gaze piercing through the pain, though his own eyes were mere slits now.
âI love you, big brother,â he murmured this time to Smoke, the words a whisper of tenderness amidst the chaos, before a gurgling sound escaped his lips, followed by an eerie silence.
âElias?â You called, your heart racing, but there was no response.
âElias!â You shouted again, desperation flooding your voice as you shook him gently, hoping against hope for a miracle.
But he was gone.
The world around you faded into a blur, the sounds of gunfire and chaos dimmin' as the weight of loss crashed down upon you like a heavy shroud. You felt a coldness seep into your bones, a chill that had nothin' to do with the night airâit was the icy grip of despair.
âEliasâŚâ you whispered, his name hangin' in the air like a haunting melody, a promise left unfulfilled.
You couldnât move. All you could do was stare at your hand clutchin' his. His hand was quickly turnin' cold, life leavin' him with every passing second.
Smoke's face twisted in agony as he cradled his brother, the bond of twinhood shattered in an instant. You could see the rage buildin' within him, a storm of emotions that threatened to erupt at any moment, ready to lash out at the world for takin' his brother away.
âSmoke, we have to move the body outside,â you urged, your voice shaky.
âAinât nobody touchin' my brother,â he seethed, fury and heartbreak intertwining in his words.
Coverin' your mouth to choke down another sob, the reality that Stack was no longer here played on a loop in your mind, a cruel reminder of what youâd lost.
âY/n, you too, baby,â your sister said gently, rubbin' your shoulders, tryin' to coax you into movin'.
With trembling hands, you reached out, runnin' your fingers softly over his forehead before pressin' your own to his. You closed your eyes, wishin' for one last moment, one final chance to tell him how you felt.
âI shouldâve told you,â you murmured, your voice barely above a whisper, âI shouldâve told you how much you mean to me.â
Your lip trembled as you leaned over, placing a tender kiss on his forehead, a goodbye you wished you didnât have to say. Annie helped you up and out of the room, her grip firm yet comforting.
You paused at the doorway, lookin' back at Stack one last time, the sight of him still feelin' unreal.
âCome on, y/n,â Annie urged, her voice gentle yet insistent. You turned your gaze to your sister, who could see the hurt and pain in your eyes. Her heart ached for you and for her lover. Tears flowed freely down your face.
âI didnât get to say it back, sista,â you whispered, the weight of your unspoken words hangin' heavy between you.
Haint.
Thatâs what your sister thought it was, but you all quickly found out she wasnât too far off.
See, a Haint, in plain terms, was a malicious ghost. Restless spirits who, for some reason, hadnât moved on.
But no.
No Haint would be handled between you and Annie, but vampires? That was a whole 'nother beast.
This was another type of evil you werenât equipped to deal with. Not one that wore the face of the person you loved. When you saw him walkin' back up to that front door, lookin' alive as if nothin' had happened, givin' you that signature smirk, gold ones shininâ like it was any other day, you were floored. You wanted nothin' more than to reach out, grab him, and make sure he was real.
Once Smoke closed the door, it stood still in front of it, unmoving. You prayed this was all a joke. You prayed Stack would just walk through that door and tell you that everything was gonna be okay.
But that didnât happen.
You werenât sure how he knew you were still on the other side of the door while the others were further away, tryin' to come up with some sort of plan, but you began to hear him whisper your name.
Or did you?
You werenât sure what was real or fake anymore, and it was startin' to drive you mad. The voice of one of your very best friends askin' you to open up, plead in' with you, tryin' to assure you that everything was okay and nothin' was as bad as it seemed.
âBam.â You shut your eyes tight as the sweet, silky voice of the man you loved coaxed you from the other side of the door.
âElias, please,â you whispered, your voice tremblin' with confusion and longing.
âOpen the door for me, Bam.â
âJust⌠I donât understand,â you stammered, your heart racin' as it fought against the logic of your mind.
Your brain knew the truth. It wasnât him. But your heart didnât care, and right now, the two were at war with each other.
Everything you and your sister had grown up knowin' about magic and creatures that go bump in the nightâit was all real, and it was literally at your front door. Yet, your heart struggled to see anything but Stack.
The man you had fallen so deeply in love with when you were just sixteenâthe man you were still hopelessly in love with now. Except now, there was no longer a livin', breathin' Elias, but rather somethin' undead.
Vampire.
âJust open up for me, and I promise you, everything is gonna be okay, baby.â His voice flowed like honey, each word drippin' with the kind of sweet reassurance that used to melt your heart.
âEliasâŚâ you breathed, your voice cracking under the weight of your emotions, a fragile whisper that barely escaped your lips.
âOpen the door, Bam.â This time, his tone was still gentle, yet there was an undeniable firmness to it that sent your heart racing, pulling you in like a moth to a flame.
âI canât do that,â you sniffled, not bothering to conceal the hurt that laced your voice. âItâs not really you, âLias.â
You pressed your forehead and hand against the door, wishing for nothin' more than to reach out and touch him, to feel the warmth of his skin against yours, to bring him back to you in any way that you could.
âBut I am, Y/n. Itâs still me, girl. Thereâs only one me, baby.â He joked in that familiar way that made your heart swell, even now, even in this twisted moment. âIâm just⌠better now. Everything is so much better.â
From the outside, Stack leaned against the door, his forehead pressed against the same spot where you stood, as if he could feel your presence through the wood, tethered to you by an invisible thread.
âNo fear, no pain. Shitâs just beautiful.â You listened, entranced, as he went on, his voice smooth and enticing, painting a picture of a world where everything was normal. âAnd youâre beautiful.â
Mary, who had originally stood by giggling, enjoying the show of what she thought was her man trying to gain entry into the juke joint, recoiled at his words, her expression shifting from amusement to disbelief.
The hive mind they had formed once connected to Remmick allowed her to see into Stackâs thoughts as well. It wasnât what she thought it would be.
Inside Stackâs mindâŚ
Once he became part of the hive, she assumed his deepest, most inner thoughts would be of herâof their love, their connection.
But what was funny was that the bond they shared was nothin' more than the connection of two people who loved the same person back.
See, while Stack may have loved Annie, he breathed you.
It changed the landscape of her emotions as the vampire form tried to reason within, but deep down, she knew.
Stack was never really hers.
He was yours.
He always would be.
âYou are beautiful, and you will be beautifulâon the outside and the inside,â Stack spoke convincingly, his tone a mix of charm and desperation that echoed in your chest. âAnd you and I? We will be together. No problems, no worries.â
Your fingers played with the latch on the door, the metal cool against your skin. You knew you couldnât invite him in, but wouldnât it be okay if you just looked at him? If you could see him, talk to him face-to-face, maybe you could reason with him. Fix him.
âWe want you,â Stack said from the other side, his voice dripping with longing, like a loverâs whisper in the dark. âI want you.â
âBut Stackââ Mary tried to interject, her tone tinged with concern, but one sharp look from him silenced her instantly.
âShut up, bitch,â he seethed, the darkness that filtered into his voice made you recoil, snapping you out of the trance you didnât even realize you were in, the warmth of his charm replaced by a chilling edge.
âI just want you,â he repeated, urgency creeping into his voice, raw and desperate. âIt could be me and you.â
âNow open the fucking door!â Stack screamed, the sound of his fist slamming against the wood made you jump back, colliding into Smoke, who you hadnât realized was standin' there, along with the othersâwatchin' you with sad, worried eyes as you broke down.
Smoke gently took one of your hands and squeezed it tight, his other hand resting on your back, guiding you away from the door toward Annie, a protective shield against the darkness.
âCome on, sister. You got to stop torturing yourself.â Annieâs voice was low and steady, filled with concern that wrapped around you like a warm blanket.
âGet the fuck on outta here, Stack!â Smoke threatened, takin' your place at the front door, ready to protect you from whatever darkness loomed on the other side, his stance firm and unwavering. âFoâ I give you the pain you lookinâ for.â
âItâs okay, baby. Iâve already won,â Stack said, his voice dripping with a mix of confidence and something darker, leaving a chill in the air that seeped into your bones.
You struggled to catch your breath, disoriented and unsure how you ended up in the back of a car. The vehicle felt foreign, likely belonging to someone who had come to enjoy the eveningâs festivities, not knowing what theyâd fall victim to.
The world around you faded into a blur, drowned out by the sound of your ragged breaths and the pounding of your heart.
You blinked slowly, trying to clear the fog from your mind. Each time you shut your eyes, the horrific memories of the last half hour flashed before you like a relentless slideshow.
Grace. Taunted by Bo before she snapped, letting the horror in.
âBam.â
Those of you who remained inside the juke joint were doing your best to arm yourselves before the undead descended upon you, ready to invade your sanctuary.
You blinked rapidly, feeling tears swell in your eyes, the last wave of grief crashing over you as you closed them tight.
You watched Delta sacrifice himself, as you felt Maryâs claws sinking into your abdomen, her whispers echoing in your mind at the memory of her claiming him as hers, before being suddenly thrown away from you.
âBam.â
All you could do was watch as Smoke hovered above Annie, who had spared you a glance. She was muttering words you couldnât understand; your ears filled with a deafening white noise.
A moment later, you watched your sisterâs husband drive a stake through her heart. You could feel her essence leaving this plane, taking a piece of you with her as she slipped away.
âBam.â
Everyone was gone. The people you grew up with, the ones you lovedâthey were all dead or turned to the undead. You looked down, the vision of your hand blurring in and out of focus as you felt something slick coating your fingers.
Blood.
This time, the blood on your hands was yours.
âCome on, Bam, look at me.â A voice said softly.
You blinked hard, your vision clearing as you finally focused on the face before you.
âElias?â
A feeling you couldnât quite describe washed over you. You were torn between wanting to scream and shout or attempting to run away, even though deep down, you knew you were in no condition to do so. You should be scared of him, but you didn't have the energy to feel fear. You were dying.
The air around you was thick with dread, the acrid smell of smoke and blood mingling in your nostrils, a stark reminder of the chaos that had consumed the night. With your last few moments in this lifetime approaching fast, you considered it might be a blessing to lay eyes on the face of your soulmate one last time.
With a shaky hand, you reached up, caressing the side of his face gently, yearning for the warmth that once radiated from him.
Stack let out a sigh of relief, the sound echoing in the stillness. You had been in and out of consciousness for what felt like an eternity as he picked you up and carried you away from the madness.
Stack looked down at the spot youâd been holding, your dress now darkened with blood, a stark contrast against the fabric.
The scent of you flooded his senses, and he couldnât help the drool that pooled in his mouth, salivating at the thought of how you would taste. Yet, he fought against his new nature, focusing solely on you.
âDid you mean it?â you choked out, bringing his attention back to your face, your voice a fragile whisper.
âI did. I do.â He confessed, relishing the warmth of your touch against his cold skin. âIâve been in love with you since I was a younginâ. Iâll always want you, even if you donât want me.â
You looked into his glowing red eyes, filled with sincerity, and a pained laugh escaped your lips, tinged with irony.
âEven undead, your insecurities are screaminâ,â you smiled, your teeth stained with blood. Your fingertips caressed his skin, grateful you could finally see him one last time. âI never wanted Smoke, Elias. I only ever wanted you.â
âI ainât ever been nobodyâs but yours, Y/n.â His rough voice whispered, filled with longing. âI will always be yours. I just need you to stay with me.â
You thought about it. Everyone else you loved was already gone, and you felt a hollow emptiness where your heart was supposed to be. You were on the brink of death yourself.
âCâmon now. I need to hear you say it. Tell me you wanna stay.â Stack pleaded, feeling your heartbeat slow beneath his fingers. He cradled your head in his hands, desperate for you to focus on him.
He wanted you to stay with him forever, but he didnât want to take away your choice. He had taken enough from you tonight already.
âPlease donât leave me.â
Your thumb ghosted over his lip, and even half-dead, you wanted nothing more than to kiss him one last time.
Did it have to be the last time?
âI wanna stay,â you whispered through half-lidded eyes.
It was then Stack kissed you, kissed you the way he had pictured so many times before. You reciprocated, both of you ignoring the metallic taste of blood in your mouth. When you pulled apart, he kissed your forehead a few times before resting his on yours. He then took your hand in his, kissing your palm, then your wrist.
âItâs gonâ be alright, donât you worry. I got you.â
Then he bit you.