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โถ ๐๐ฐ๐๐ช๐๐จ ๐ต๐ ๐ก๐ฉ๐๐ด ๐ฃ๐๐ฐ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฃ๐๐ณ 2029โฆ
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Warnings: NON-CON, attempted sexual assault, dumb!reader, bimbo!reader, kook!reader, underage drinking
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summary: โฆbecause youโre just too dumb to look out for yourself, Rafe takes matters into his own hands.
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warnings/tags: 18+, dark themes, DUBCON/NONCON, woc!reader, emperor!lucius, dark!lucius, possessive behavior, forced engagement, implied forced marriage, ignoring a lot of logistics for the sake of the plot so rip, these tags are not exhaustive
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summary: An emperorโs favor is no favor at all.
believe it or not this was a writing warm up ๐ next up is hopefully childhood friends to lovers but letโs see where the plot bunnies go ๐โโ๏ธ
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This is the fourth time in a mere week the emperor has called you to his chambers.
The guard looks vaguely uncomfortable as he stands outside your room. The flickering flames cast shadows underneath his helmet, making the sympathetic curl of his lip all the more severe.
Ink smudges the paper as you place down your pen. The letter to your brother will have to wait it seems.
โMy lady.โ The guard dips his head as he motions for you to step ahead of him.
The strained smile on your face wavers as soon as his eyes are on the back of your head. It is tough to keep your back straight as you make the short trek to the emperorโs room. Too short one can say but you keep those words tucked under the roof of your mouth.
You are a favorite of his, garnering his favor through virtue of your family or so they say. Your status allows you many liberties but these constant calls have crossed the line of propriety and rumors you may not recover from have begun to spread.
It is a foolโs wish to hope his eyes may stray but you cling to it despite his doglike loyalty.
The man of the hour sits with his back turned and a glass of wine balanced on his lips. His head twists when he hears your quiet footsteps enter his domain, softening when he catches a glimpse of you.
Your stomach twists.
You do not miss how the servants scurry out of sight and out earshot when he turns his formidable gaze towards them. You wish you could grab onto the frail wrist of the girl nearest to you. Your fingers flex as she hurriedly walks past you.
โIt is late,โ you say when the room is cleared.
โIt is,โ he agrees, a small smile on his handsome face. โSit.โ
Movements stiff, you take the seat across from him. Heโs stretched out on his seat, robes rucking upwards to expose the strength hidden beneath his royal garb. Scars pucker the meat of his legs and there are faint white lines crisscrossing the skin as if depicting a linear story.
You swallow.
You have heard the tales and have determined what is far-fetched and what is truth.
And Lucius is made up almost entirely of truths.
The moment you cross your legs, he is upright and leaned over the minuscule table separating the two of you. Rather than reach for the half-full bottle of wine, he aims for the water, sharing a secretive smirk with you.
Your attempt at mirroring his playfulness is weak. A vague nausea begins to brew in your gut and you fear even water may be too heavy for you.
โWhispers will begin to spread.โ
Lucius pauses. His features harden before he forcibly relaxes his face. โI do not see why that matters,โ he says. His smile dims and the jug of water in his hand is quickly abandoned.
Sweat dampens your palms. You smooth them over your dress, wincing as the fabric catches on your peeled skin. A few months in Rome and you still have not adjusted to the weather.
โLucius.โ
His name is unnatural and stiff on your tongue. You long to revert back to his formal title but he refuses the honorific.
โIt matters because you must marry wisely,โ you say gently. โYou know this. Let us not waste our breaths on the obvious.โ
โIs it obvious?โ he parrots back.
His voice takes on a cool tone. Heโs not quite combative but you sense you must tread carefully lest his ice be thinner than it looks. But your brother was not made General because your bloodline bowed at the first sign of danger.
You tip your chin up. โIt will not do for your senators to suspect you are looking inwards rather than outwards for your alliances.โ
It is quiet for a moment before Lucius huffs out a laugh. He shifts his weight, balancing an elbow on his thigh to better cup his chin. Amusement lightens the blues of his eyes. โAnd if I am?โ
You are not nearly as oblivious as your reputation suggests nor are you as great an actress as you believe yourself to be. You know when it admit defeat. There is only one way this conversation will go after all.
But this understanding does not mean you have to go quietly.
โThen I recommend Decima,โ you say dryly.
He nods slowly, hiding his mouth behind his palm for a heartbeat before fixing you with a blandly curious look. โThe daughter of the richest man in Rome,โ he drawls. โClever.โ
He pops a grape into his mouth and chews it thoughtfully. โBut not as clever as marrying the sister of my most loyal general.โ
No one refuses the emperor. Try as he may to be benevolent and fair and kind, his status means there are certain words he has not been accustomed to since his rise to power.
โI suppose not,โ you say finally.
Tilting your head, you fix the way your dress hangs over your legs. His eyes follow the ripple of the fabric but you pretend not to notice how he searches beyond what he can see.
โIs that why you have called me to your chambers so often? To flaunt your cleverness?โ you ask, a touch sharply.
Lucius canโt help his grin. He ducks his head and itโs such a genuine display of the boyishness your brother feared his emperor lost, your stomach rolls at the sight.
โDo I not seem to enjoy your company?" he asks with faux surprise.
To your surprise, he slides down onto the ground and shuffles forward until his hands rest upon your knees. The cloth is so thin it feels as if his bare hands are against you. You suck in a breath at the warmth pooling underneath his palms.
โWhat are youโget up!โ you hiss, casting a furtive glance behind you.
He blinks up at you innocently. โI am apologizing for misleading my betrothed. I have done a disservice if you think I call for you for the sake of a ploy.โ
โAnd you will be doing me further disservice if you think I will believe this to mean anything.โ
He moves his hands upwards until they lay upon your thighs. His fingers dimple your skin as he squeezes you. โI do not do things I do not mean,โ he says firmly.
You lean down, placing your hands over his. โYou want a family,โ you say.
The words are shards in your mouth. It is not a simple matter of children. Lucius wants a home. The losses that haunt him have made his longing a physical thing. And your stubborn devotion lead you across an ocean you had no business crossing. What is a greater showing of love than that?
โI want you,โ he corrects softly.
You almost wish heโd tell you he loves you. That would take rationality out of this equation.
But he wants you.
How do you reason with someone who knows exactly what theyโre doing?
-
It was not meant to go this way.
The new ruler of Rome should have been of no personal concern of yours. He existed as a potential threat to your homeland, a story to fear, but not as a real person in your mind.
This remained true until a letter found its way to your familyโs home.
It was written in your brotherโs familiar scrawl and voice. He regaled to your family how he found himself across the world, omitting the worst of his ordeal, while promising his present safety.
With palpable regret, Kahlil declared himself unable to leave Rome, not while she remained under such uncertainty. The new emperor, Lucius Verus, had earned his loyalty having freed him from the clutches of the tyrannical twins and pushing him towards a path of glory.
And you knew at once what you must do.
You had to leave.
You had to feel his heartbeat underneath your hands and see that his blood was the same shade as yours. You refused to move on with your life as it was only knowing your brother existed. You would never be at peace without confirming that mortality ran through his veins.
The journey was brutal. It veered into the territory of being something you could not handle but you had no other choice than to handle it. Days stretched into weeks and weeks stretched into months but soon, you were touching down onto Roman soil.
The months at sea had been beneficial however as the language, while unfriendly to your ears, was familiar enough for you to navigate your way to the city. Hope permeated the air of the reborn city and whispers echoed the streets about a new age of peace.
Frankly, you didnโt care.
You asked around for your brother, eyebrows grazing your hairline as you learned of his newfound fame amongst the people. It took less than a week for you to scrounge around for a way to informally meet the beloved general.
It was rather anticlimactic.
There were a handful of places the general frequented with his men and none were easily accessible. Luckily, the innkeeperโs daughter took a liking to you and directed you to whose pockets were light. And so, you found yourself ducking underneath a curtain and into a plume of opioid smoke.
Your nose wrinkled at the acidic scent but paid it no mind as you searched the back room. Feigning confusion as some soldiers called to you, you darted around as each man you ran into did not resemble the one you knew.
On the cusp of marching back to the inn and declaring Caelia a liar, you found him. He was leaning over the balcony, melancholy stretching across his side profile.
His name left you as a breath, carried away by the slight breeze. But somehow, he heard you.
Kahlil lifted his head, a painful sort of resignation weighing down his shoulders, until he made eye contact with you.
In a matter of seconds, he stood before you. And he was okay.
He hugged you. His arms, muscled beyond your imagination, crushed you against his chest but it was a welcome pain, cracking your chest open and burrowing straight into the fragile meat of your heart.
โYou shouldnโt have come,โ he muttered against your hair. The admonishment is nonexistent, more a reflex to say rather than something from the heart. โBut I am glad to see you.โ
You pushed against him. He allowed you to pull back just enough so you could look up at him, vision blurred from your tears.
He was nothing like you remembered and you mourned this. Scars decorated his skin and callouses roughened his hands. But it was him.
His smile was still slightly awkward and the shape of his brows framed his eyes as perfectly as they always did. The kindness you feared was taken from him in his years of fighting remained in the crinkles of his eyes and the softness of his features.
โI missed you,โ you said, voice catching in your throat. A fresh set of tears burned at your waterline. โI am so sorry we could not find you.โ
His expression crumpled and Kahlil shook his head. โThere is no one to blame but those who took me,โ he said firmly.
You shut your eyes, swallowing down the sob that threatened to break free at his forgiveness.
He wiped the stray tears dripping from your face, laughing as if he did not look as foolish as you did. โYou are still a crybaby.โ
You laughed, more a hiccup than anything.
Kahlil was kept from saying more when someone uttered his name from behind.
โHighness,โ Kahlil said, standing tall.
He wiped your remaining tears and his own before turning the both of you towards the voice.
A handsome man stood in front of you. His hair was dark and his beard thick. His arms were corded with muscle, similar to your brotherโs, but there was a predator type of strength lurking underneath the surface in which Kahlil lacked.
The title registered in your mind as you stared and with an embarrassed look towards Kahlil, you dropped your head in deference.
The man quickly dismissed the formality and motioned for you to lift your head.
โI am Lucius,โ he introduced. His gaze flicked to your brother in question.
You gave him your name, voice raw from your tears. He asked you to repeat it and you did so, watching as he rounded his mouth over the syllables.
โMy sister,โ Kahlil interjected. โThe one who thinks no consequence too severe to keep her from making reckless decisions.โ
At this, he pinched your ear lobe.
โYou talked about me?โ you asked, blinking up at him. So many years had passed. It was a wonder he remembered any stories of you to tell.
โYes,โ Lucius said, drawing your attention back to him. He stared at you, an unreadable look in his too blue eyes. โQuite favorably too.โ
He took in the circles staining your under eyes and how you clutched at your brother as if he were an apparition brought to life. Your hand ached with how tightly you held the fabric of Kahlilโs clothes between your fingers but you could not make yourself relax. You worried you would wake and find yourself back on the boat and under the throes of that fever once more if you let go.
โYou traveled far.โ
The observation managed to sound impressive off of Luciusโ tongue as if he found you admirable. It made you squirm.
Memories of the journey flashed through your mind, bringing forth echoes of the anxiety you suffered for months on end. But you shrugged as if it was easy. Because in a way, it was.
Kahlil was at the end of the journey. There was no easier path to take.
โAnd I would have gone further had it been necessary,โ you said. โLuckily, it was not. I might have thrown up my stomach if I was stuck on that ship any longer.โ
Kahlil made a face. โThe waves are a punishment,โ he said sympathetically.
โYou must be tired,โ Lucius said. He had not taken his eyes off of you. โCome.โ
And that was how it began.
You had a few uninterrupted weeks with your brother before he departed in search of allies for Rome. Kahlil promised you a home wherever he was and Lucius was all too happy to uphold such a promise.
Your quarters were moved to be closer to Luciusโ in Kahlilโs absence. It did not take long before you replaced time spent with him with Lucius.
In the instances you were alone with him, you forgot he was the emperor. His smile was infectious and he had a clever wit about him that kept you on your toes. The stories sprung from his lips kept you enthralled and you found yourself prolonging these moments with him.
Charisma was a necessity for leaders and Lucius had it in abundance.
Slowly, he began encroaching into your space. A hand on your lower back, a brush his fingers against your waist, lingering hugs that involved him burying his face in the hollows of your throat.
He was too close too often.
People began to take notice and sly comments were whispered under breath.
Once the rumors circulated close enough for you to hear, you began to pull back. You ignored the informal requests to see him and found reasons to decline the formal requests to his chambers.
Lucius did not take well to your sudden reticence and the rumors worsened as his demand for you grew.
If you knew being friendly with Lucius would lead to this, you would have made your room a jail in Kahlilโs absence instead.
-
Lucius becomes bold in the days after your engagement is announced.
He pens a letter to your brother of the news. You sign it without reading it. Lucius purses his lips but sends the letter without much complaint.
You write your own letter, minimally mentioning the engagement, and praying Kahlil reads in between the lines and slows his journey back. As your father resided an ocean away, your brother will have to make do and you fear his loyalty for Lucius will override his love for you.
Congratulations are heartfelt and plentiful from the people and ring insincere from the upper echelon. But the pushback is minimal and so, Lucius gleefully goes forward with the wedding planning.
It will be a grand affair, one you know he does not care for in the slightest. If it not for the fact that it would be the greatest showing of ownership, you believe Lucius would have dragged you in front of seven witnesses to declare the union.
The first time he presses a kiss against your temple in front of the most gossipy of his senate, you nearly buck your head back into his nose. His hand rests against your side and he murmurs something against your skin, sealing whatever it is he has said with a gentle kiss.
The sound of your blood rushing is all that fills your ears so you do not know if Lucius requested something of you. It does not matter.
He has made his point.
His affection worsens after that.
The engagement permits him to seek you out as he wishes. His men roll their eyes lightheartedly when he stops what heโs saying to call you over during training. He is quick to leave meetings or lunches if he senses they have turned into leisure rather than productive discussion to make his way back to your quarters now that you rebuff his.
No matter where you are, he finds you.
In the rare moments you are left to your own devices, you find yourself with no friends nor hobbies to keep you occupied.
You notice men do not raise their heads when they see you. Any conversation you try to hold with one ends with excuses as to why they suddenly find themselves too busy to speak to you.
A guard follows you around the clock. You manage to wrangle his name out of himโScipioโbut it is for nothing as a fortnight later, you do not see him again. From then, you have a new guard every day.
The women, few and far between in the palace, are sweet. But it is clear whatever comes out of your mouth goes directly to Luciusโ ear. So you busy yourself with fictional hopes of your future and dabble in petty gossip when you find yourself in their presence.
It is suffocating.
โThere you are.โ
The corner of the garden youโve taken a liking to darkens as Lucius blocks the sunlight seeping in through a window.
Heโs angelic under the golden cast of the sun. A man more than worthy of his position.
โAh, Highness,โ you greet, offering him a nod.
There is a pinch between his brows.
โWe are to be married,โ he reminds you, crouching down. He runs a gentle hand through the flowers you are observing. โYou are my equal.โ
โBut we are not husband and wife quite yet, Highness.โ
His hand leaves the flowers to cup your cheek. He turns you to face him, thumb brushing against the softness of your lips. Unconsciously, you swipe your tongue over the trail of warmth left behind. A slightly salty taste permeates your mouth.
โYou are my equal,โ he repeats. โAnd I expect you to treat me as such.โ
The skin around his eyes is dark. Exhaustion makes him look pallid. Your avoidance is the last thing he wishes to deal with, this you are sure, and it tugs at your heart to see him so tired.
โYou should go to bed,โ you say.
โWill you join me?โ he asks.
You jerk back. His hands falls off your cheek.
Lucius laughs at the stunned look on your face. He moves closer into your space, looking down at you.
โYou are annoying,โ you say hotly. โAnd I am busy. Obviously.โ
He hums. โWith thinking of ways to delay our wedding, yes?โ
โPlease. I have better uses of my time.โ
Besides, he has made it nigh impossible to find a loophole. An emperorโs word is law and he has used his to shackle you to him.
โSo you do not conspire to find a way to break our engagement?โ he surmises mildly.
A fissure of fear opens within you. Hadrian had promised you discretion but clearly, a bit of luck is needed to escape the ever watchful eye of Lucius. But you have not been informed of any ports closures and so, you choose to hold your cards tightly to your chest.
You twist a petal between your fingers. โHow can I conspire when all I know are these walls,โ you motion towards said walls, โAnd the people you install in my circle.โ
He watches you for a too long moment, scrutinizing the unnatural stillness of your expression. โThe sense you hope your brother will impart on me will not change anything,โ he says eventually.
It takes considerable effort for you to not show any sort of relief at his warning. The more pleading your letters became, the more Lucius clung to your side so you had eased up in the past few weeks. It does not come as a surprise he is actively reading whatever it is you write.
โIs he a confidant in name only, then?โ you retort.
โHe loves me,โ Lucius says instead. Heโs softened, bearing the weight of a man who knows it takes only a word for blood to be spilled in his name and for it to be spilled gladly. โBut he loves you more.โ
Pursing his lips, he fingers a stem. He doesnโt flinch when a thorn splits his skin. A droplet of blood runs from his finger and drips into the soil.
โBut he loves Rome more?โ you guess, peeking at him from under your lashes.
He watches the blood continue to spill into the soil. Just when you think he wonโt answer you, to give weight to the truth you fear more than anything, he says, โKahlil thinks I am a good man.โ
And that is a sentencing all on its own, you suppose.
-
The bath water practically scalds your skin as you sink into the tub.
It is refreshing in a way. The slight sting keeps your thoughts from straying.
Kahlilโs recent letter leaves you with no choice but to hasten your escape. Any ship will do for you need to leave before the weekโs end if Kahlilโs timeline is to be trusted.
You allow yourself a few more minutes in the bath, a few more minutes to act as if you are as any other, before you drain the tub and dry off.
You exit the bathroom, towel tucked loosely around yourself. Smoothing the left over oil onto your lips, you pause when you notice a shape out of the corner of your eye.
Lucius lays atop your sheets.
A strangled scream leaves your throat and youโre throwing a candle at him before you recognize it is him in your bed and not some stranger come to make true of your worst nightmares. Though, this is not a much better sight.
He catches the candle with one hand and deposits it on the floor, eyes wide in bemusement.
You hitch the towel higher, fisted fabric at your throat as you take him in. Heโs stretched out lazily, hair wet and skin shiny with cream. The sheet covers his lower half and you force your eyes to rip away from the dark trail of hair on his lower abdomen. For all intents and purposes, he looks ready for bed.
โI brought you a gift,โ he says, sitting up. He gestures to the box on top of your vanity. โCome here. Letโs look at it together.โ
While said lightly, this is clearly an order.
You stand, shifting your weight. You are hyper aware of how naked you are underneath this flimsy towel. โI need to change, Highness.โ
Annoyance flickers across his face. โCome here.โ
Shuffling to your vanity, you heft the box as best you can with one arm and make your way to Lucius. The second you are within armโs reach, he shoots out his hand and wraps it around you. He drags you forward and forces you to sit nestled between his thighs.
His cock is a heavy weight at the base of your spine.
You immediately straighten up and try to scoot forward but he doesnโt allow for this. He settles the box on your legs and brackets you with his arms.
โOpen it,โ he murmurs against your ear, resting his chin atop your shoulder.
Your fingers shake as you pry open the lid. All you can focus on is how the room feels as if it ends and begins with Lucius.
When you get the box open, you donโt know what you are looking at. And then Lucius pushes a finger against the object until a set of familiar brown eyes stare back at you, unfeeling and condemning all at once.
You shove the box away from you, turning into Lucius before you can see Hadrianโs head roll onto the floor.
He allows the change in position, letting your weight guide him back down to the bed before he hooks an arm around you and reverses your position. The towel slips and he follows the line of your throat and downwards.
He brings his hand down to push away the towel pooling at your hips. Instinctively, you grab at his wrist, tears beginning to line your eyes.
Lucius stills.
โDid you think I would let you leave?โ he wonders.
He sounds genuinely confused and somehow, that little slip of sincerity allows a frigid wave of fear to crash over you. Rationally, you know your skin to still be warm to the touch but you shiver, ice replacing the blood flowing in you.
โI thought you would find me more work than I am worth,โ you say quietly. Your heart strains against your rib cage.
The corner of his mouth twitches. โDid you now?โ
He easily breaks free of your hold and you can do nothing as he makes quick work of your towel. Lucius slowly runs his thumb along the inside of your thigh, leaving a trail of warmth.
โLucius.โ His name is torn from your throat, a plea wrapped up in a warning. โDonโt. We are not married yet.โ
He laughs, dropping his head down until his forehead lies flat against your collarbone. His breath is hot against you, sending the chill inwards.
"But we will be,โ Lucius promises easily. โAnd I will wait no longer.โ
Heโs kissing you before you can make an attempt at delaying what is seemingly the inevitable.
His lips are hard against yours, impatiently slipping his tongue into your mouth and finding purchase against your teeth. Lucius is uncharacteristically sloppy, betraying the desperation heโs kept so carefully hidden.
You put your hands against his chest and curl them into fists when pushing only results in him tightening his hold on you.
Recalling what the other women said about their first time, you push down your fear until it settles underneath the acceptance you forcibly yank over yourself like a veneer.
His fingers caress your soft, bare skin as he trails his hands up your thigh. The coarseness of his chest hair against your overly sensitive skin sends static skittering across your nerves.
You stifle a whine when he pulls away from you just enough to let you pant against his mouth. Your stomach gives a sickening lurch when thereโs pressure between your bodies, a dull ache at the apex of your thighs.
He slips his finger into you inch by inch and tears wet your cheeks when he adds a second one. Experimentally, he stretches you out until youโre left with no choice but to let your legs fall open, inviting him in.
The longer he presses into you, the more you feel yourself relax, noting your loosening muscles as if happening from an outsiderโs perspective. Wetness drips down his wrist, pooling in the crease of his elbow and he grins, eyes pointedly going down. You refuse to follow him.
โNot as shy as you like to come off, hm?โ he murmurs, circling his thumb over you and drawing out a high pitched moan.
You bite your lip immediately, a harsh breath ricocheting in your chest. You try to stamp down the pleasure beginning to curl into a coil in your belly. It tightens when he digs his teeth into your fluttering pulse.
It is when you are on the brink of something that he eases up, slipping his fingers out and bringing them to his mouth. You almost clamp down on his hand when he pulls out but resist the urge by the skin of your teeth.
You shift, drawing your legs closer in the hopes of chasing that mounting high heโs taken from you. A dizzying sort of heat has set your blood aflame, akin to a fever.
You must be sick, you decide. It must be a sickness that has not yet been discovered that plagues you and leaves you feeling empty where Lucius does not touch you.
He cants his hips up, lining himself up. Your eyes widen when you feel him prod your entrance. The sheer size of him terrifies you because it wonโt matter if he doesnโt fit as you hysterically believe he wonโt.
Heโll find a way.
โLucius, wait,โ you hiccup, swallowing down the anxiety thrumming alongside your arousal.
He grinds himself between your thighs, slicking himself with you. He doesnโt bother acknowledging your mindless babble and instead, licks away a wayward tear on your cheek.
Lucius sinks in an inch, your name a wrecked sound. He sounds different from what youโre used to, strained and roughened around the edges.
โPlease kiss me,โ you beg, curling a hand around the base of his neck. His curls are wet, the space between them almost humid from the heat emanating from him.
His hips stutter and he braces himself against the mattress.
โKiss you?โ Lucius repeats hoarsely, peering down at you with his pupils blown wide with a haunting desire.
You nod weakly, urging his face closer. The stretch of him burns and while not entirely unpleasant, it makes your heart quicken and your belly flutter.
He sinks in deeper and catches your gasp in his mouth. You part your lips instantly as he bears down on you, pushing deeper and deeper until heโs seated inside you. Numbly, you wonder if youโll ever be whole again, if Lucius has carved out a space in you only he can fill.
Lucius lets you adjust to him, running a soothing hand underneath your chest. He traces circles around your nipple and itโs a searing heat that takes the edge off.
He kisses you gently. Itโs almost too sweet to bear but you respond in earnest, angling your hips upwards to give the okay. The discomfort has loosened into something you handle and the knot noosed around your heart untangles to leave a bloodied heap in its wake.
He thrusts into you as if to test your resolve. You whimper as pleasure seeps into your core. You break away from his greedy mouth and soothe yourself with pressing kisses against his strong jaw. You nip at the bone as you catch your literal and metaphorical breath. Itโs hard to tell if itโs the lack of air or Lucius himself making you lightheaded.
The thread of restraint heโs meticulously maintained snaps at the strung out noise. Lucius fucks you hard and deep, perhaps a little deeper than intended if the guttural noise that leaves him is any indication.
The pleasure in your belly ratchets up and a strangled moan is gutted from you when his cock brushes against some part of you that sends sparks right up your spine.
Immediately, heโs thrusting into that spot over and over again and doesnโt stop until he stiffens with a groan.
He spills into you, cock twitching as you milk him for what heโs worth.
Your name is on the tip of his tongue and branded across his heart.
Lucius chants it, peppering kisses all over your face as he collapses carefully on top of you. Fatigue wears at you and you close your eyes, hating yourself for finding comfort in how he immediately presses a kiss against your swollen eyelids.
โI love you,โ Lucius whispers.
It is the worst thing you have ever heard.
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summary: Driven by kindness, you walk to a secluded house every day, leaving freshly baked pies for the mysterious man who never shows himself. But when your neighbor, Mrs. Hatcher, is violently killed one night, everything changes. As fear spreads through the town, the man you've been silently serving steps into her lifeโand the true, terrifying nature of his obsession begins to unravel.
warnings: non-con, dub-con, explicit content, dirty talk, mentions of blood and murder, forest sex, prey and predator dynamics
pairing: dark!remmick x fem!reader
words: 6k
based off this request
The air was thick with that early morning quiet โ not cold, but not warm yet either. Just still. Hushed. Like the world hadnโt quite decided to wake up. The pie in your hands was still warm, warmed in a red gingham towel that gave a slight aroma of sugar and cinnamon. You carried it like you always did, how you carried it to his house every morning. Steady, careful, both hands under the dish so the heat didnโt slip through and burn your fingers.
You took the long way, even though you didnโt have to. Past the lot where the hydrangeas used to grow, Past the old gas station that hadnโt sold gas in years. The street was empty, save for a squirrel darting across the sidewalk and a newspaper half soaked in dew.
You liked mornings like this. Quiet ones. Nobody needing anything from you yet.ย
His house sat at the far end of the block, past where the road cracked deeper and the shade settled in early. You could barely see the roofline through the trees most days. No cars in the drive. No signs of the sun shining into his house in the mornings, windows and curtains closed. Just that porch with the crooked step and the step and the front door that never opened.ย
You didnโt know who he was. No one really did.ย
Youโd never seen him up close. Never heard his voice. Just a name once, muttered by a neighbor who looked like she regretted saying it the second it left her mouth.
But none of that mattered. Never mattered to you.ย
You climbed the creaking and worn steps like usual, pie in hand, the porch groaning under your weight. You paused at the door. Knocked onceโฆ twice then three times and that was it. Never more.ย
SIlence only met you. Not even a sign of a curtain drawing back. Though you waited just for a few seconds more. Long enough to maybe give him a chance to open the door and accept the pie you usually baked.ย ย
There were signs he took the dishes you left on the little table posted by the chair on his porch. And you needed him to open the door sooner or later in the future because you sure were running out your plates and dishes.ย
So you crouched down slightly, set the pie down on the small round table. You adjusted the towel, smoothed it down with your fingers. And then left like you always did. Same way you came. With your back turned you never saw the figure that stood by the windowโ shifting the curtain ever so slightly to watch you leave.
It was a good twenty five minutes by the time you reached your gates, your rhoughts still back at that old house. Youโd never gotten anything in return except for an empty door. But it didnโt stop you. Some things couldnโt be helped, and kindness was one of them. It was just who you were.
You didnโt know why you were this wayโ always looking out for others, always taking the time to lend a hand, even if it meant nothing in return. Maybe it was because your mama had always taught you that small acts of kindness could make all the difference in a world that could be a little too harsh and unyielding sometimes. Or maybe it was just your heart, too damn big for its own good.
Youโd seen people look at you strangely when you held the door open for them or when you offered a smile to the grumpy old guy who owned a small grocery store cross the street who barely even returned the smile. But you didnโt mind. Youโd always been this way, and youโd always keep doing itโ whether it was helping your neighbor Mrs Hatcher with her groceries or just leaving one too many baked goods for a man who never even bothered to show his face.ย
As you reached the steps of your porch, you noticed Mrs Hatcher was sitting outside again, her rocking chair creaking steadily. The morning sun barely touched her, casting her face in a sharp light that made her look even more critical than usual. You almost didnโt want to stop, but you were too polite, so you gave her a quick wave as you neared the gate.ย
She didn't wave back. Not like how she would regularly do so. Instead, she looked you up and down, her eyes narrowing slightly, and for a moment, the silence between you both felt a little too thick. โBeen out walking again, huh?โ she said, her voice carrying the same sharpness it always did, but now there was something else in itโ a little more judgement, a little less warmth than usual.
You nodded. โJust dropped something off.โ
Her eyes flickered toward the street, and she took a slow drag from her cigarette, the smoke curling up into the air like it had a mind of its own. โAnd whatโs that, exactly? Your โgood deedโ for the day?โ You shifted on your feet, a little uncomfortable, but you didnโt want to seem rude. โJust took the guy that lives in that old house near the woods a pie. I baked it in the morning.โ
Mrs Hatcher raised an eyebrow, leaning back in her chair as if shw was trying to make some sense of you. โThat house,โ she started slowly, like she was comprehending her own words in her head before letting them out, โIt ainโt one for pies, sugar. And it ainโt one for kindness neither. You might want to stop before youโre the only one left out there handing things to a ghost.โย
You felt a small flutter in your chest, but you didnโt show it. Sure youโve heard the whispers about that houseโ from the strange way it sat, half hidden behind thick trees, the rumours that no one had ever seen the man who supposedly lived there. People called him strange, distant, dangerous even, but it didnโt faze you. You didnโt need to know him to know that everyone deserved a little kindness.ย
โIโm sure heโll like it,โ you said simply, smiling. โHeโs always been taking them in.โย
Mrs Hatcherโs lips pressed together in a thin line. โIs that so huh?โ She leaned forward, the creaking of her chair louder now, her tone dripping with a subtle challenge. โWell, maybe he donโt mind. But Iโm telling you sugar, one day youโll find out kindness donโt always come back around the way you think it will.โ
You didnโt know why, but there was something in the way she said it that left a bitter taste in your mouth. Something that didn't sit right. But you ignored it, like you always did with her not bothering to listen to any of the bullshit any more, you just gave a simple smile and nodded. โIโm sure Iโll be fine,โ you said, offering a half smile before stepping toward your front door.ย
The last thing you heard before you entered was Mrs Hatcherโs voice, barely above a murmur, like she was talking to herself. โJust be careful, girl. Thereโs kindnessโฆ and then thereโs being a fool for it, and thatโs you right now.โ
You didnโt let it bother you. It was just Mrs Hatcher, always watching, always waiting for something to go wrong. But somehow, her words hung in the air, and for the first time in a while, you wondered if there might be more to her warning then you realized.
Everyone was shocked to hear the news, but nobody could say they were surprised.ย
It wasnโt the kind of thing that was completely unexpected in a place like this. The kind of place where people get to be known by their routines, their quirks and their habits. So when the sheriff made his rounds, grim faced and speaking low, people leaned in a little closer, nodding pretending they didnโt already know.
Mrs Hatcher had been found in her chairโ rocking still, like she was just taking one of her usual evening naps. But this time, her chair wasnโt creaking from the wear of decades. It was still in a way it never had been before. Her neck, torn open, blood spread thick across the porch, pooling like dark wine against the old wood.ย
It was late, the street bathed in that heavy hush. The silence clung to the scene, to the dark windows and the front door that creaked ever so slightly due to the wind.ย
But it wasnโt just the manner of her death that had the town rattled. It was the fact that it had happened right there. Just a few houses down from where you could practically hear the crickets and see the stars in their endless stretch above. Mrs Hatcher had never been the type to keep quiet. She knew too much, talked too loud, watched too longโ and all her sharp words, there was always a thin, hidden thread of fear running underneath them.ย
The sheriff said it was too early to say much. But you didnโt need to be a damn detective to know that whatever had happened to Mrs Hatcher, it had come from the deep shadows beyond the streetlightโs reach. And that, as always, made you nervous.ย
You stood at the edge of the gathering, the murmurs of the townsfolk was a distant hum as your eyes were just fixed on Mrs Hatcher's porch. The air was thick with the scent of iron and something elseโ something you couldnโt quite place.
As you begin to take a cautious step closer, a sudden chill ran down your spine. You turned slightly, sensing a presence behind you.ย
Remmick stood there, half shrouded in shadow, his eyes reflecting the dim light with an unsettling gleam. His expression was unreadable, but there was a hint of amusement playing at the corners of his mouth when he saw your reaction to him somehow startling you.
โAinโt youโโ you began to say, but he beat you to it, laughing low in his throat as he took a slow, deliberate step forward. โLord, you spook easy,โ he said, voice thick just soft enough to make you lean in without meaning to. โDidnโt mean to startle you, sugar. Though I sโpose I got a knack for it.โ
You didnโt answer right awayโ couldnโt, really. It wasnโt just that heโd come out of nowhere. It was that this was the first time you were actually seeing him. Up close. And he wasnโt what you expected. He was just a normal man. Tall, wth skin pale like it hadnโt met sunlight in years. But it wasnโt his looks that held you. It was something else you couldn't quite take hold on.ย
โYouโreโฆโ The words trailed from your lips, thin and uncertain,
โRemmick,โ he offered, with the faintest tilt of his head, the smile still ghosting at the corners of his mouth. โThough it sounds like folks โround here prefer other names for me.โ
He glanced across the street, toward the sea of curious people that had gathered in front of Mrs Hatcherโs house. The porch light burned too bright now, casting hard shadows over shaken faces and murmured prayers. Someone was crying, but no one had dared to step past the old womanโs front gate. No one even noticed him. Not with the chaos. Not with the way the fear made them all look anywhere but the dark.
โHell of a night,โ he muttered, almost to himself, voice curing like smoke in the stillness.ย
Then he looked back at you. โYou been bringing those baked goods, didnโt you, specially the one today?โย
You blinked. โWhat?โ
โThe one in the red towel. Sugar and cinnamon.โ His gaze lingered. โTasted real good.โย
Unease tightened in your chest, and something more but you werenโt sure if it was fear or something colder.
He chuckled againโlow, almost fond. โMeant to bring the dish back. Got a mind like a cracked jar, though. Things slip out easy.โ
You swallowed, unsure if you meant to nod.
โIf youโre not too spooked to walk back with me,โ he said, voice light like he was asking you to fetch a paper off the porch, โI could hand it off now.โ
He held your gaze a second longer, then added with a crooked smile, โSeems like nobodyโs watchinโ but you anyhow.โ
You cleared your thrat, trying to keep your voice steady. โThatโs alright, I can just come by in the morninโ and pick it up.โย
You didnโt even get another sentence out before he titled his head, slow and deliberate, and stepped in just a tad closer. โNah,โ he said, low and smooth, like he was talking to some skittish animal. โBest do it now.โ There was something in the way he said itโnot harsh, but final. As if he was the one deciding for you instead.ย
You tried to laugh it off, light and easy. โItโs no trouble really. I don't mindโโย
โBut I do,โ he cut in, still smiling. โAinโt polite, lettinโ a lady like you walk all the way just to fetch her own plate back. โSides, I got somethinโ for you.โ That made you pause. โA gift,โ he added, like he was sweetening the offer, though the word came off strange in his mouth, like heโd never had much reason to use it. โFor all those baked goods. Seemed only right.โย
You hesitated, eyes flicking toward the crowd again that was still buzzing around Mrs Hatcherโs porch, not a single one of them looking in your direction. His voice dropped slightly, though the smile stayed. โAInโt nobody gonna notice youโre gone, sugar. Not tonight.โ
And it was true. They wouldnโt. The streetlamps were dim, the shadows stretched long, and everyoneโs attention was wrapped up on what had happened. You could simply leave easy right now, and nobody would even call your name.ย
You swallowed, throat dry.
He turned then, back toward the narrow path leading toward the woods. โCโmon,โ he said over his shoulder, his husky and slow with a soft roughness to it. โItโs just a short walk. You already know the way.โย
Yeah a short walkโฆ a twenty five minute short walk with a guy you baked for but he never did have the face to open the door, and suddenly heโs asking you to follow him home after the events that took place tonight. But you didnโt give it a thought any longer, telling yourself you were just now paranoid. So you just followed behind him.
The road felt longer this time. Each step kicked up dust that didnโt seem to settle, and the cicadas had gone quiet, like even they didnโt want to listen in. You kept a few paces behind him, watching the sway of his shoulders, the way he didnโt look back onceโnot even to make sure you were still there.
You told yourself it was fine. He was just being polite. Returning a dish, offering a gift. Thatโs all it was.
But the dark felt thicker out here. Heavier. Like it was pressing in, one slow breath at a time.
It was a good ten minutes before either of you spoke.
Just shoes on the forest floor. The occasional creak of a distant fence outside of the trees shifting in the wind. You were starting to think maybe he wasnโt much for small talkโmaybe heโd changed his mind about that โgiftโ entirelyโwhen his voice finally cut through the dark.
โYou always that generous with folks who donโt bother sayinโ thank you?โ
You blinked. โFigured you were just shy.โ
That made him huff a laugh. โIs that what theyโre callinโ it these days.โ
You could see the back of his head tilt slightly, like he was chewing on whatever thought came next. Then he added, โTruth be told, I didnโt expect you to keep bringinโ those goods. Thought youโd give up after the second one went untouched.โ
โThey werenโt untouched,โ you said quietly.
Another beat of silence.
โNo,โ he said at last. โNo, they werenโt.โ
And that was all he said.
Just enough to make your skin prickle.
You kept walking, telling yourself you were just tired. Just tired and rattled from everything with Mrs. Hatcher. But still, something in his voice made you wonder if the pies were all heโd been taking.
The road narrowed as you walked, the trees leaning in closer like they were listening, their bare branches creaking softly in the wind as though whispering to one another. Crickets had gone quiet somewhere along the way. You didnโt notice when. Just that the silence had started to hum, low and constant, like something was holding its breath.
โYou always walk this way alone?โ he asked, voice low like he was afraid to break something in the dark, or maybe like he hoped he would.
You glanced at him. โMost mornings.โ
โBrave,โ he muttered, though it didnโt sound like praise. โFolks โround here talk too much and see too little. That kind of silenceโs dangerous when no oneโs listeninโ right.โ
โYou listen?โ
โSometimes,โ he said. Then, with a half-smile that didnโt quite meet his eyes, โDonโt mean I always like what I hear.โ You didnโt answer that. Just kept your eyes ahead, the trees curling over the path like ribs, and the moonlight catching in strange, pale flashes on the gravel. It wasnโt the first time youโd taken this road, but it felt unfamiliar now, like the dirt had been stirred different, like something unseen had stepped ahead of you first and left the path colder behind it.
โWhy now?โ you asked suddenly, the question clawing out before you could think better of it. โAll this time, you never said a word. Never showed your face. Then tonight, afterโโ you didnโt finish the sentence. You didnโt need to. The name didnโt need to be said again out loud.
He took his time responding, just like he took his time walking. โReckon I just figured the timing was right.โ
โThat because of Mrs. Hatcher?โ
That smile again. Crooked. Sharp at the edges. โDidnโt say that.โ
You stopped walking for a beat, not because you meant to, but because something in your chest pulled tight. โBut you didnโt say it wasnโt.โ
He looked back at you slowly, eyes gleaming in the dark like wet stones, and for a second, his face was half-lit by the moon, carved in angles and shadows that didnโt look entirely human. โYou ask a lot of questions for someone still walkinโ beside me.โ
That stopped you more than anything. Not the words, but the way he said themโcalm, like he was commenting on the weather. Like he already knew youโd keep walking anyway.
And you did.
Maybe it was foolishness. Maybe it was that same part of you that kept leaving pies at the door of a man youโd never seen, even when the dishes never came back. That stupid softness your mama used to call your โGod-given curse.โ Either way, your feet moved before your mouth could argue.
Ten more minutes, you told yourself. Just ten more minutes. And then youโd turn around.
But deep down, you already knew you wouldnโt.
The woods felt suffocating, each step you took making the air grow thicker, heavier, as though something in the darkness was pressing against you. It wasnโt just the trees, it wasnโt just the silence. It was him.
Remmick walked ahead of you, so calm, so assuredโlike this was all part of some twisted game, and you were the only one who didnโt know the rules. His back was turned, but you couldnโt shake the feeling that he was aware of you, every movement of yours, every step you took.
Finally, you couldnโt do it anymore. The weight of his presence, the heavy silence, the way he didnโt even seem to care that you were still walking behind himโit all piled up. You had to say something.
โI think Iโm just gonna head home,โ you said, your voice shaky, betraying the panic you were trying to keep under control. โYou can just give me the dishes and gifts another time.โ Your words felt like a desperate attempt to break the tension, but they fell into the woods like a pebble into a deep, dark wellโno echo, no response.
For a moment, there was nothing but the low rustling of the trees, the soft whisper of the night wind. Then, without turning to face you, his voice cut through the airโlow, dark, chilling.
โDaft.โ
It wasnโt a word. It was a sentence. A judgment.
You froze. His voice, though soft, felt like it was wrapping around your throat, squeezing just enough to make it hard to breathe. Your heart skipped a beat, your skin prickling. You couldnโt tell whether it was fear, the cold, or something else entirely making your body shudder.
Your mouth went dry, but you tried to force out somethingโanything to break this moment, this growing nightmare. โIโI'm just not feeling well. I think I should go.โ
You took a step back, but he wasnโt having it. He didnโt even turn to face you.
โDaft,โ he repeated, sharper now. โYou think Iโd let you walk away after you followed me here?โ Your breath hitched. Your feet felt glued to the ground, like the air was too thick to move through. You wanted to run, to scream, but your body betrayed you, stuck in place as if you were trapped in quicksand.
You looked at him nowโhis back still turnedโbut something about his posture had shifted. It wasnโt just his body language, though. It was in the air. It was in the space between you. Something darker had taken root, something unrecognizable.
He finally turned, slowly, deliberately, and the smile he gave you wasnโt the same one from earlier. There was nothing warm in it. It was sharp, cold, like a blade dragging across skin.
You swallowed hard, your throat tight. His eyes locked onto yours, but they were different nowโflickers of red deepening in the corners, glowing faintly in the dim light. He didnโt look human but at the same time he did.
He took a step closer, and you backed up, your heart pounding faster. But your feet wouldnโt move. You wanted to run, but your body was paralyzed. The closer he came, the harder it was to breathe. โYou donโt just walk away from me, sugar,โ he said, his voice smooth like silk, but each word felt like a weight. โYou donโt follow me into the woods and think you can just... leave.โ
There it was againโhis smile, wider now, crueler. It made your stomach twist, nausea rising up your throat.
โYou really donโt get it, do you?โ he asked, his voice almost too calm. โYou think youโre safe, walking through the woods like this? Like Iโm some normal guy you can just forget about?โ He took another step toward you, and you felt yourself sway back, but your feet stayed planted.
His eyes were glowing now, too bright in the dark, his pupils slit like a predatorโs. This wasnโt right. This couldnโt be happening.
โYou wanna know what it felt like?โ he asked, tilting his head slightly, eyes narrowing. The way he looked at you thenโlike he was studying something precious, something fragileโmade a shiver crawl down your spine. โWhat it felt like to kill Mrs. Hatcher?โ
You blinked, eyes wide. Your mouth opened, but no words came. You couldnโt breathe, couldnโt think.
โHer blood was so warm,โ he whispered, as if speaking to himself, the words heavy with something sinister. โThe moment my teeth sank into her throat, she stopped fighting. She knew. She knew she couldnโt outrun it, couldnโt escape me. But she didnโt stop trying, not at first. She kicked. She scratched. She screamedโbut there was no sound. No sound at all once I got my hand over her mouth.โ
You could barely hold your ground now, your legs trembling. Every word he said made you want to run, but your body was frozen, immobilized by something you couldnโt explain.
โShe tried so hard to get away,โ Remmick continued, his voice softer now, like he was savoring the memory. โBut the harder she fought, the better it felt. I could feel her pulseโfast, frantic, desperate. It was like the world had slowed down, and all I could hear was the sound of her blood rushing, beating in her veins, until it wasnโt.โ
Your body was shaking now, your hands clenched into fists by your sides. You couldnโt escape his gaze, couldnโt escape the pull of his voice.
โShe went limp, finally. And I could taste itโthe victory, the power. The moment her body stopped fighting? That was the moment I knew. I knew it was perfect.โ
You felt sick, but you couldnโt look away. His eyesโthose damn eyesโhad you trapped, every word sinking deeper into your chest, twisting, turning.
โYou shouldโve stayed away,โ he murmured, taking another step closer, and your body lurched, the terror of it all finally making your feet move. But not fast enough. โBut now itโs too late darlinโ cause I intend to keep you for myself now.โ
That was when you began running.
Branches whipped your arms and tore at your clothes, but you didnโt feel it. You were moving on instinctโraw, clumsy, frantic. The darkness swallowed the path, and still you ran, lungs burning, eyes stinging. You didnโt even know where you were going. Just away.
Behind you, his footsteps didnโt rush. He wasnโt chasing. He was following. Like a predator who already knew exactly where youโd end up. โKeep running,โ he called, voice almost playful. Almost. โItโll only make me want to fuck you harder.โ You didnโt scream. You couldnโt. Your throat was tight with terror, your body buzzing with the kind of panic that drowns thought.
Then your foot caughtโroot, rock, somethingโand the forest flipped sideways. You hit the ground hard, your palms shredding on gravel and bark. The pain jolted up your arms and knocked the air from your lungs. You scrambled to your feet, but your ankle screamed the second you put weight on it. There wasnโt timeโhe was too close.
So you crawled. Half-dragging yourself through the underbrush, eyes wild, hands trembling, and ducked behind the thick trunk of a gnarled pine. You pressed yourself against the bark, heart slamming against your ribs so loud you were sure he could hear it. The forest had gone still.
Dead still.
You clamped a hand over your mouth to quiet your breathing, every breath coming in sharp, panicked gasps through your nose.
He yelled out your nameโhowโd he even know your name? There was a guttural edge to his voiceโlow, primalโthat tore something loose in you. You cried silently, not daring to make noise, not out of fear, but because your body didnโt know what else to do.
He found you before you could move again โ an arm slipping around your waist from behind. You barely had time to gasp before he pulled you back, gently but firmly, like you'd simply wandered too far.ย
Then, without warning, your head was guided down, not slammed, but pressed hard enough into the earth that the shock still jarred you. Dizziness bloomed behind your eyes. By the time you blinked through it, Remmick was already on top of you, his body blanketing yours with a frightening calm. His chest pressed against your back, steady, too steady. One hand slid up, slow and deliberate, until it curled around your throat โ not choking, just holding. Controlling.
A broken sound escaped you as tears streamed down your face, hot and helpless. Your fingers clawed instinctively at his hand, the one wrapped so carefullyโso cruelly around your throat. There was no strength in your resistance, only fear and the desperate hope that he might hesitate.ย
He takes his hand from your neck, and you barely register when it slips beneath your long nightgown. One hand forcefully parts your thighsโrough and possessiveโwhile the other holds your wrists captive above your head. "You donโt even know," he murmurs, his voice almost gentle, as he continues "You're fortunate that I want you all to myself."
You try to push against his hold, but he only tightens his grip, his touch sending shivers down your spine. His words echo in your mind as fear and confusion swirl within you. You feel trapped, vulnerable beneath him as he looms over you with a hunger in his eyes that chills you to the core.ย
You can see the intensity of his gaze fixed upon you, a mixture of desire and possession that makes your heart race with both terror and a strange, forbidden thrill. And as his lips brush against your ear, whispering promises of pleasure and pain, you can't help but wonder what fate has brought you to this moment, where his will dominates your own and the line between fear and longing blurs into something dangerous and intoxicating.
You donโt even notice heโs moved your undergarments aside, not warning you.You suddenly wince as he inserts two fingers at once, not bothering to be gentle. His breath is hot on your neck, his voice a low growl. "You're mine now. Every part of you belongs to me." You can feel his heartbeat, steady and calm, unlike your own which is pounding wildly against your ribs. His fingers move inside you, exploring, claiming, and you gasp, your body betraying you with a shiver of pleasure.
He shifts slightly, his lips trailing down from your ear to your collarbone, leaving a path of fire in their wake. "You can fight it all you want," he whispers, his voice like velvet darkness, "but your body knows who it belongs to." His thumb finds your most sensitive spot, circling slowly, deliberately, drawing out a moan from deep within you despite the fear that still lingers in your eyes.
You buck against him, a futile attempt to deny the sensations coursing through you.
He laughs softly against your skin, a sound that resonates with triumph. His teeth graze your shoulder, a gentle bite that should be a warning, but your mind is a swirl of confusion and desire. The nightgown tangles around your waist as he shifts again, releasing your wrists to push the fabric higher.
Oddly enough, when your fight waned, that was when thingsโฆchanged. "There she is," he says, his hands warm on your bare hips. You know you should run, scream, do anything to break free from the spell his touch weaves around you, but your muscles betray you, your body succumbing in various ways as pleasure envelops you completely.
"You were made for this," he breathes, his eyes dark with certainty. He pins you down again, and this time you donโt struggle, the fight leaving your limbs as your own desires betray you. You can sense the mounting bliss intensifying within you, building pressure in your lower core as you teeter on the edge, about to climax on his fingers.
He watches your face closely, like a man studying a piece of art, ready for the moment when it overtakes you. "There you go darlinโ," he murmurs, urging you on, and the sound of his voice is the final push. You cry out as waves of release crash through you and every nerve in your body sings with surrender.
He holds you through it, his fingers slowing to a languid pace until your breathing evens and your heart calms, pulling back slightly to look at you, satisfaction etched across his face. He removes his fingers slowly and careful, you donโt even have a second to even catch a break before you can hear the rustling of his belt and pants and you know what's coming. He parts your legs wider, opening you to him again, and presses against your entrance.
โGonna claim ya real good now darlinโ, youโre doing such a good job.โ The sensation of him entering you is intenseโstretching, burning, and pulling you apart with the thick, weighty movement of his shaft. He fills you completely, every inch commanding submission, and you arch under him, the feeling overwhelming and all-consuming.
ย His hands grip your hips, steadying you, pulling you closer as he begins to move. He thrusts slow and deep, each motion a deliberate staking of his claim, and your body responds in ways you can't control, meeting his rhythm, rising to meet him as he buries himself inside you over and over.
Your mind reels with the impossibility of it, the way desire silences resistance, and your body betrays every instinct to flee, surrendering instead to the brutal, relentless pleasure he forces upon you. You gasp his name, a broken plea caught between a cry and a moan, and he only pushes harder, his breath hot and wild against your throat.
"That's it," he groans, his voice rough with need, "take it all."
As he bent down to kiss you, you without thinking returned the gesture. His thumb grazed your damp skin, and a soft hum in his throat soon transformed into a groan. You didn't desire it, nor did your mind, yet it seemed as though your body was operating independently, driven by hormones.
His hand snaked through your hair, pulling gently as his lips pressed against yours with a fierce hunger. The kiss deepened, full of demand and promise, his teeth and tongue teasing you until you couldn't tell where you ended and he began. The force of it allโthe thrusting, the kissing, the claimingโpulled you further into a daze where pleasure eclipsed pain, and you were lost, floating on the brink of something infinite.
Your body arched helplessly, wave after wave of sensation leaving you breathless, raw, and vulnerable. He quickened his pace, his movements more urgent, pushing you both toward an inevitable release. The air was thick with the sound of skin on skin, punctuated by his ragged breaths and your own soft, involuntary cries. It was too much, too fast, and yet nothing else mattered in those moments but the wild, terrible ecstasy of being taken, utterly and completely.ย
You closed your eyes, too overcome with the overstimulation, he curved his hips deeper into you.ย โOpen your eyes darlinโ.โ He says getting your attention again. You obeyed, though some quiet part of you understood how dangerous it wasโhow locking eyes with the one unraveling you piece by piece would only carve the memory deeper.
"Donโt look away," he breathed, his nose brushing yours with each slow, deliberate motionโlike he needed you to witness what he was doing. You did, though your vision blurred with the weight of it all. Maybe it was instinct, maybe something deeperโbut you obeyed. Looking into his eyes was like staring down a storm: wild, old, and wholly untamable.
โKeep your eyes on me,โ he murmured again, breath hitching against your cheek, his drawl low and possessive. โAinโt no one ever gonna see you like this but me, you understand?โ
The air felt thick, like the woods themselves were leaning in to watch. His nose brushed yours with every movement, his brow pressed to your temple. You werenโt sure when the tears started again, but they didโquiet, unrelenting.
โYouโre mine now,โ he breathed, voice coated in something reverent and frightening all at once. โAinโt just sayinโ that eitherโI felt it in my bones the second I saw you. Like God carved you out just for me.โ
As he continued to whisper shameful, dirty words to you, saying things like youโd never leave him, and as he still relentelly thrusted into you, his mouth found your neckโthen came the sharp, sinking pain of his bite. It wasnโt just teeth. It was a claim. A seal. Something final.
And in the haze of it all, in the breathless dark, you stopped fighting the truth. Somewhere between fear and surrenderโฆ you accepted it.
I would've said yeah
Summary: Smoke and Stack read your diary to find out youโve been crushing on Stack more than him.
A/N: This was the dynamic I picked up on; Smoke is mean-ish and headstrong while Stack is playful and easy going.ย
Word count: 2.9k
Warnings: Sexual content
Looking through her online calendar, Tallie proceeds to make a note of the catering orders for the week ahead.
โJournal time!โ She beams, reaching to the shelf for the notebook that keeps her thoughts, experiences and feelings a secret. But to no avail. She searched everywhere for it!
โFor a pink fluffy hardcover, it should not be that hard to spot.โ She mutters pacing around her room.
Meanwhileโฆ
Smoke is running through the Club Juke ledger, while Stack creates the monthly ad for their social media pages.
โSince when do you keep a notebook?โ Smoke asks his twin, pointing at the pink feathered jotter in the midst of their bookstand.
โDo I look like I even like writing?โ he replies with a guffaws, lounging on velvet wood settee. With mild curiosity, Smoke wedges the jotter from it's place. The feathers on the spine tickle him as he glides a finger down the hardcover, opening the unknown jotter.
โDear diary, Today was a blast at Club Juke! They loved the food and it was great meeting the rest of the team-
โCute.โ a twitch forming at the corner of his lips, remembering the look of joy in Tallieโs eyes. He keeps reading with intrigue.
St and Sm kept me entertained again while doing their meal prep, and boyyyy was I grateful for the distraction. Sm was intimidating (as per usual) so it didn't bother me when he left. St stayed with me thoโค๏ธย I love like when St's around. The playful glint of his eyes and wide stance when he lurks in the hall makes my thigh clench. and his eyes. his muthafreakin eyes! They just draw me in. Iโd loveee to see 'em eyes roll back when/if I ride his fac-โ
โWoah, thatโs enoughโ Smoke mutters to himself
โYouโll never believe whatโs been written on these pagesโ He shares, passing the jotter over to Stack with the leather tassel bookmark wedged open on the page in question.
Stack collects the jotter with a suspicious glance, taking in the feminine attributes of the dainty pages. He flips it closed to check for a name but there is none, he returns to the indicated page. As he reads, his eyebrows raise, he swallows spit causing his adam apple to bobble, before smirking.
โI think Tallie should swing byโฆ we do need a meal prep soonโ He grins, Smoke nods and drafts a note to send.
Back at Tallieโsโฆ
A shiver shocks her bones, a superstition that a conversation is being had on her behalf. The diary is yet to be found and that makes her worry even more. In the wrong hands, it could spoil her good girl reputation. A ding is heard from the laptop resting on her desk; an email notification.
Meal prep requests from Smoke&Stack Twins. (Accept/Decline)
She smiles with relief while accepting the order, itโs always breeze cooking for them. Tallie shoots a quick reply to confirm the time and date.
โโโ
With no luck, her diary remains lost and the appointment with the twins was here. She wanted to write a quick piece before seeing them, it would help keep her feelings at bay.
โIโll be fineโ She assures herself greeting the staff at the concierge and walking up to their floor. Tallie knocks on the door in a cheerfully way while waiting for someone to let her in.
Silence.
โThey know Iโm comin', right?โ She says waiting patiently.
With another knock, a buzz of the bell and no response she lets herself in. The hallway is eerily quiet so she turns on the lights that lead to the kitchen.ย All the ingredients are already laid out on the prep corner of the kitchen counter. Butter, eggs, sugar, flour, vanilla extract, cinnamon, pecans; seems like the twins are craving pastries this week. Tallie hears a baritone mumble and quickly glances around the open plan room. Lo and behold Smoke has been lounging on the couch, the whole damn time.ย
โDidnโt you hear the bell?!โ She snaps at Smoke, he is the only one present. Her tone is sharp, yes, but not writing in the diary has left her on edge. Especially today... the hidden thoughts were running wild.
Choosing the perfect time to emerge, Stack walks in through the hallway in a regal terry cotton robe. She peers up at his face and eyes him to his feet. His hair is damp with the robe hung loosely around his torso. The belt not fully tied. She glances back up, his eyes already catching her lustful stare. Flustered, she looks down and then back to Smoke, who remains on the couch.
โIs she taking that tone with you or me?โ Smoke asks turning to his twin with a mischievous smirk, to which Stack smirks back with a shrug.
โI donโt need to be here.โ She whisper but not quietly enough.ย
โYeah but you want to be hereโฆ donโt you?โ The mischief behind his smirk is now exposed as he point to the item in Smokeโs hand. Lifting up his left hand with a sway, you see the features of a very familiar notebook.
โThatโs my diary!โ She squirms. His back is faced away from her but she knew he is smirking like a cat that caught a canary. The flight or fight response has kicked in. Just as Tallie decides to make an attempt to run and snatch it, Stack strolls over to the kitchen counter shaking his head in warning. She freezes, glancing through her peripheral at Smoke still with her diary held high, the tassel movesโฆmocking her in an Irish jig. Stack steps closer to hover behind her, reading her bright eyes and steady breaths. The rope frees from its hold and leaves him open, chest bare and clad in fitting undergarments.
She gasps as he turns her flushed against the counter, facing the torment of her lust. His hands rest on the countertop, caging Tallie in.ย
โSecretโs out brown sugarโ He growls into her ear.
Smoke finally turns to face them, striding to the empty counter stool. He positions himself directly opposite Tallie and Stack, still smirking and flipping through the pages. She attempts to nab it back but is left bent at the waist and pressed on the surface. Stack remains behind her, tracing delicate touches across the small of her back. Keeping his hips still but firm enough for her to feel the warmth of his nether regions.
โGive it back!โ She barks, suddenly fuelled by desire and fear.
โYou need to watch that tone Tallieโ Stack warns from behind her, removing his hand from her back and returning it to the countertop. She whimpers at the loss of his warm and rich touch.
โI knew you didnโt see me like how we both see youโ Smoke starts โYou sure do express yourself more on a page than in person.โ
She response with a glare, keeping a sharp gaze on him and her silly little diary. โDonโt falter, donโt falter, donโt falterโ she thinks to herself, but Stack's gentle caress on her arm cause a shiver to crawl up her spine and lashes to flutter in want.
โI donโt knowโฆ what your talking abo-โ
Stack smirks at her denial as he tugs Tallie upright, fitting into the curve of her back as he latches onto her neck. A loud mewl escapes her lips as he savagely nibbles, licks and sucks at the pulsing jugular.
โSt-tackโ she stutter intwining their fingers, pulling his hand to her bountiful chest.ย
โWhose eyes do you want to see roll back?โ Smoke demands, gloating at her demise. โSeems like itโs yours, huh?โ
โW-whaa-?โ Another moan slips out as Stack attacks her viciously. She always had a feeling that he had a way, with that thick tongue of his. From watching him wrap his joints to it poking out when he counts a stack of bills. Bring her back to the earthy plane, he eases off her neck moving to nibble at curve of her lobe.
โIt is mine?โ Stack asks, pressing the stiffening bulge of his thickness against the cleft of her rounded plump cheeks. All this while Smoke remains vigilant, stoic and unbothered.
โI-i wantโฆ w-wantโ she stutters, eyes flickering like a light in a horror movie, unable to handle the balance of Smokeโs smouldering gaze and Stackโs desire-filled touch.ย
โTalk to us Tallieโ Smoke mocks her, still firm in his demeanour.
โI want my diary back!โ She cries out in longing and thirst. Being touched but not touched enough left her in a limbo. It felt like punishment. The teasing, the taunting, the edgingย just because of her silly little diary. These men are a force to worship; more than just their aura, more than just their fierce gaze, everything.
โStill got thaโ tone on her Stackโ Smoke says with a shrug of his hands and shoulders โYou got work to do.โ
He stands up and pushes the diary open on the last entry, the title ridicules her โStack&Smoke twinsโ. Stack moves away from her space, she whines, eyes begging him not to let go.
โRelaxโ Smoke whispers smugly.
Stack crouches down, making his way under the flimsy fabric of her summer dress. Comfortably sat on the pristine marble flooring. With the back of his head resting against the cupboard doors, he looks up at her. The eyes that draw her in, the eyes that burn with so much compassion and power.
She looks down in acknowledgement, trapping his head between her warm supple thighs like a cushion. Smoke whistles. Her attention returns back to him as he winks.ย
โIโd love to give you more, but that diaryโs in your hands now.โ He states, stroking the tent formed by his covered length. Deviously taking in her expression.
Her breath hitches at the gentle swat across her southern breed cheeks.
โAnd so it beginsโ She hears Stack mumble beneath her.ย
He grips the thighs, holding her in place. The fabric of her panties is transparent, the wetness creating a friction. With the tip of his nose sliding against her covered lips.
His tongue follows the out line of her puffy lips through the fabric. tracing each curve up to her pulsing swollen clit and down to the entrance of her waterfall. He glides along, sucking at the fabric, wanting to taste it all.
โPll-eease Sttackkโ She begs
Thereโs a tut in the background. Smoke is still root on the chair, captivated at her lust.
โAsk properlyโ He advises, zoned in on her nipple that tries to escape the fitted blouse.
Stack nips at her inner thigh, swatting her cheeks twice in admonishment. She corrects her fault immediately, knowing what needs to be said.
โP-pl-lease Smo-ke, please Stackkkโ She purrs.
With a nod, he pulls her panties to the side and slips in like a thief in the night. Tallie grinds on his thick warm wet tongue, his nose tapping at the clit. Her eyes tear-up and her fingers clenching into a fist, she watches as Smoke beckons her to lean forward. He pulls her bottom lip open, invading he mouth with his thumb. At the same time, Stack swats her again and grips the heated flesh pulling her onto him fully. Not hovering, he wants her whole weight.
The gaze from Smoke was intense, the simultaneous pressure from Stack causes her to buck on him with passion. Tallie sucks hard on his thumb, spit wetting his finger and down into his palm. He snatches his thumb back while maintain the leering look of lust she held in her soul. He moves beneath his hand under his slacks and toys with the tip of his throbbing head, the wetness of her mouth on his thumb giving him enough friction. She mewls in delight as his paces quickens.
Stack isnโt letting up either, her slit is plunged with his fingers and her sensitive nub caressed by his tongue not yet giving her what she wanted. What she truly needed.
He keeps a steady paces dancing around her clit as the wetness pool on his tongue like warm honey, down his goatee and across his face. Tallie lets out an whiny plea, asking for nothing but moaning feverishly.ย
"She's close" Smoke mutters.
Swats her again in warning, stack reaches the sweet spot and thrashes his tongue. Deperatse for her desire, her juice, her warm honey. Tallie let's go with a screech. She spasms on his tongue riding until her knees buckle, her eyes are back on Smoke wanting to he him finish with her. But he keeps his length hidden from her view stroking it enough to release some tension.
Tallie can feel it. Stack can feel it. Smoke can feel it. It was in the air, the moment, she felt the gravity in the room suddenly drop, then a burst of warmth as he floods Stack with the essence of her womanhood. The twins groans in admiration. Smoke lets go of his length, still tight and hard. Stack just as burdened but makes no more to relieve his discomfort.
It was all about her, these twins were selfless to the core. Smoke walks away snatching the diary from where is fell.
โYou off all people should knoโโ Stack starts as he stands up, placing a kiss along her chin and down her throat โClosed mouth donโt get fed.โ
Tallie still in shock at the energy of the twins, blurts the first though that comes to mind.
โDo I still have to bake?โ
โDo you want a bun in your oven?โ The twins reply simultaneously.ย
She watches as they glance over their shoulder to peer at her, mischief written all over their faces.
โThe Endโ
A/N: Watch the movie if you havenโt already!!!! (p.s did y'all notice the play on words with her waiting to be 'let in'?)
still thinking about how hotd made laena daemon's second choice because he couldn't have rhaenyra. still thinking about how they made laena basically live in rhaenyra's shadows, knowing that she'll never be HER. still thinking about how even her death was about making rhaenyra's death look better with that "dragonrider" death bs. still thinking about how they aged laena down \ up to make viserys and daemon look better. still thinking about how they had her husband sleep with the woman he "truly wanted" all those years he was married to her on her funeral. laena deserved better.
Last Edit: 8/15/23
TW- childbirth, talks of death,and the stranger himself๐
RHAENYRA POV
โ ARGGH YOU CUNT โ, she hears herself scream hoarsely, a sound that was came from deep within, so far yet so close. Her body burned with pain and agony, terror visible in her face as she breathes through her nose and exhales through her mouth. She swallows, terror now replaced with determination โ I will not end up like my mother โ she swallows the lump in her throat so thick as if she is choking on a rock.
Rhaenyra was incredibly nervous and terrified of giving birth, of dying like her late mother, those memories still ached into her memory forever ingrained into her mind. she wishes her mother was here to soother her, to guide her through the pain. But she is gone, of ashes and dust and she will never meet any of her grandchildren and that pains the princess deeply.
she continues to push and breathe, every breath like flames in her lungs, just like she was told and the painโฆ. oh the pain โฆโฆ agonizing. The child bed is our battle field, her mother had one said. How Wise Queen Aemma wasโฆ.. and how brutal she died.
Rhaenyra so deep in her thoughts didnโt feel the pressure between her legs,goneโฆ empty, she opens her purple eyes, shrill screams of anotherโฆ. a babeโฆ. her babeโฆ her firstborn.
There is still pain lingering in her body, but without a babe clawing there way out, the pain almost immediately subsided and she was grateful for it. She cries when she sees her babe, oh how beautiful her darling girl was, her babe being wrapped in a cloth and placed in her arms.
oh this feelingโฆ this is what her mother always tried to tell her and there was nothing like itโฆ.. oh a mothers love for it is beautifully haunting. She looks down at her little one, her girl, her heir. There is a small tuft of white hair on her head and her skin is dark but a bit lighter than laenor but certainly darker than hers. This makes rhaenrya want to cry and scream with relief and accomplishment, a heir of house Velaryon and House Targaryen.
So enchanted by her babe she barely registered the midwives calling the guards to call for her husband and father. her cries have quieted down the long she feels her mothers warmth causes Rhaenyra to coo at her.
You will understand how much I love you when you have your own children, her late mother once said to her. In her younger years she scoffed at her mother claiming them to be foolish terms for she thought she would never have children, but now she understands the words of her late mother. It only took one look at her daughter to realize what she would do whatever it cost to make sure her babe was safe, unharmed, happy.
โ You little one have caused me a great deal of pain, but how can I scold you for when Iโm so in love with you my darling girl. My little dragon i see it, you were born for this world to conquer it like our ancestors, to lead men into armies, to make them kneel and obey. my sweet girl you will show this world that women can be anything they put there mind to. โ
Rhaenyra brings the babe to her chest cherishing this moment, peaceful and quiet, looking at the babe she carried in her belly for nine moons, so beautifulโฆ
When she looked up she realized the sky was clear and the sun shone directly on her babe, creating an ethereal look... something inhuman... something dark....
"The Dragon has been born and they shall foresee a great prophecy in which the Prince that was promised shall fight in the war of death and darkness. For they shall bring the light-bringer and the Prince that was promised together to foresee and defeat death. For they are the most important piece in the game." whispered the stranger, looking down at the babe in the arms of her ethereal mother.
to be continued......
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