My Desired Self:

Say it “I am gorgeous.”

Admit it.

still do🩷🩷🩷

🩷🩷🩷I loved this show🩷🩷🩷

If you are reading this, good things are coming to you🩷.

Accept all the goodness that surrounds you.

jeanette lee, a brooklyn-born pool player nicknamed the “black widow” for her tendency to wear all black outfits and “lure [her] opponents to the table and eat them alive.” some of my favorite photos of her :)

her vogue article here. sports illustrated article here.

photo creds: 1 - drew endicott via vogue. 2. 3. 4.

A Letter To My Younger Self 💌

Dear young Lolly,

First I want to say sorry, for everything I did against you. I should not have disregarded your needs. I should not have made you feel foolish for feeling emotions. I should not have shamed you for human desires. I should not have expected you to be anything but the great girl you were.

I am sorry for seeing you as a broken doll waiting to be fixed. I am sorry for seeing you, every part of you, as a burden. I am sorry for not being there when you needed me most. I am sorry for blaming you when it was never your fault. I am sorry for making you a scapegoat for other’s problems. I am sorry for speaking to you with full dismissal. I should not have disregarded the power of words, such sayings that have harmed us for so long. I should not have seen you as powerless, when there is so much power in yourself. Deep in my heart, I love you Lolly. I am learning to show up and care for you. I am working to wholly accept you for who you are and were. I will no longer let anyone’s perceptions scar our view of ourselves. I love you Lolly, all your present, future, and past. I'm going to do my best to love and show up for you. I am working to love and embrace us. I hope you know how much I love and appreciate you. Thank you for everything you've done that got me to where I am today. I hope you can forgive me, for all my wrongdoings against you. From now on, I will work for the best of us, and love you until our final breath, and into the afterlife.

I am here and will love you forever, Lolly🤍

🤍🫶🏾◦🎥♡ 𝐃𝐞𝐛 𝐒𝐦𝐢𝐤𝐥𝐞 ♡🎥◦🫶🏾🤍

PS: To all the present and future Deb Smikle fans, I hope you enjoy this post. I enjoy watching her videos and wanted to share an amazing creator. Thank you so much to @angelcake-222 for helping me create this post💝🍰🫶🏾🧸💕. You really made this a great experience🩷🎀🐰🩶💕. Thank you so much.

Who is Deb Smikle❔🤍🐇🖤

Deb Smikle is a Canadian social media personality, who rose to fame due to her content on YouTube. She began her channel in 2014, and started uploading videos in 2020. Her content mostly consists of flog and storytelling videos. Initially she posted vlog and lifestyle videos. As time went on, her content began to include fanfic related and reactionary content. She has also branched out to other platforms such as: TikTok, Pinterest, and Instagram. Outside of social media, currently she is studying to become a nurse.

Deb Smikle is known for her fun, personable, and engaging personality. Throughout her videos, she captivates viewers with her genuineness and warmth. Affectionately known as a grandma, Deb Smikle is a personality with a sweet and comforting presence. From her honesty, humor, and expressiveness; us debussys (her viewers) all enjoy her amazing content. Like me and many others, Deb Smikle is a YouTuber you will never regret seeing. And truly she is a great one to watch. 

Videos To Start: 📹🖤📸🤍

i sent a quiz to all the boys i've loved.......

answering tmi GIRL TALK questions bc im ur internet grandma

reading YOUR juiciest confessions... y'all are going to JAIL

reading SPICY wattpad fanfictions *tiktok boy edition*

WE WROTE A FANFIC....... im sorry in advance (ft. martin)

Other Platforms: 💚🖥️🤍

https://www.instagram.com/debsmikle/

https://www.pinterest.ca/debsmikle/

https://www.tiktok.com/@debsmikle

https://open.spotify.com/user/rrcipe967oecr22oipfiwsala?si=56fd9ca1430c4ea2

Favorite Posts: 💻🤍

Merch: 🤍🛒🖤✉️

Deb Smikle’s merch is known for its overall minimalistic design. The pieces are both casual, and flexible for any occasion. Each piece possesses an aspect of functionality that makes it more than an extra asset. The designs feature words are associated with Deb's fun, sweet, and uplifting nature.

https://1nternetgrandma.com/

IMPORTANT (please reblog)

hey guys, i know i said that im not using this account anymore but one of you guys have tracked me down on instagram and has been harassing me. not cool. i suggest any loa/void state blog reports and blocks this account.

im gonna tag some bigger bloggers so they are safe

@scentedpeachlandcreator @itsrlymine @fairyminnie444 @luckykiwiii101

“shifting is fake!!” womp womp I fuck your celebrity crush and you don’t

how i manifest immediately 🎀

hi my lovely master manifesters! lately i have been trying new methods of manifesting and observing which best works for me, and ive come up with a simple formula for the best results. i want to start with a PSA: there are many different ways to manifest and you dont have to use my methods or observations to do so, do what works for you. this is for those who are struggling a bit or want to try something new.

the steps of this method are simple, identify, assume, detach.

step 1: identify

this step is the easiest, all you need to do is identify what you are currently manifesting. im going to use a real life example so you all can follow along. for example, last month i realized i needed a new computer because im going into my first year of college and my current computer isnt fit for the work i will be doing. however, my father who initially bought me the old computer was adamant about not buying me a new computer. i was frustrated, and at that moment decided i was going to get a new computer. that leads into the next step..

step 2: assume

like i said, it was at that moment i decided no matter what, my dad was going to get me a new computer. my conviction never waivered. i knew that i would be able to get a new computer before school began. all i needed to do to assume was decide that my thoughts and my conviction were true.

step 3: detach

inarguably one of the hardest steps is detaching. detaching is the act of accepting that you already have your desire, and basically moving on and no longer focusing on it. luckily for me at this time in my life i had a lot going on so my computer wasnt a top priority. if the thought of your manifestation reappears, assure yourself mentally that you already have what you want and let the thought go.

thats it.

you may ask, "how did your computer manifest?"

a few weeks later, i was talking with my mom and she told me at some point my dad was going to take me out and surprise me with a graduation gift. i knew confidently at that moment that the gift was a new computer even though she didnt day anything about the specifics of the gift. i persisted in this belief continuously. today, i was talking with my mom about the condition of my current computer, and she hesitantly told me that my dad was surprising me with a new computer for school and to act surprised when he showed me!

i was caught off guard when i realized the this methodic pattern throughout several of my manifestations. i had the assumption that i needed to constantly feel the emotions or visualize with five senses or meditate to manifest but none of those things came into play here. my suggestion is to simplify manifesting and remember all you need to manifest is your own mind!

i have manifested several other things using this method its the most effective for me personally. i hope anyone who tries this has great success, happy manifesting!!

Dream?

Beauty, Intelligence, Wealth, Peace,and Escape. I want a Better Life🧸🩷.