Im Ab To Say Some Controversial Shit…

Another episode of: Who The Fuck Is That!!!

I js saw a video of Redacted Fanart and who the fuck is Hudson, I read something ab them being "DJ Anxiety" and that js confused me even further. I also saw nothing ab them being the fucking inversion?? (Which I've been putting off finishing cause-yeah.) Um and I refuse to do any more digging cause my eyes are on fire and it's 4 am. SO SOMEONE PLEASEEE EXPLAIN AND SAY WHAT VIDEOS THEY POP UP INNN.

(extra: OH MY FUCK. THE APRIL FOOLSVERSE??? i'ma need some silliness to get me though all those unfinished series' during spring break. also- was springbuck a one time thing Orr should I be looking forward to that??)

BOOOOOOOBS

This is me. Kinda jealous of all the writers who can write quickly because I can't.

.. god please help me.

erm,

i’m gunnna say this the nicest way possible.

PLEASE GIVE ME OTHER THINGS TO WRITE ABOUT. I AM SO TIRED OF REDACTED.

i am honestly so bored of RA content, like i dont really care for it anymore. I might just redirect my content to some of my other interests but like i’m also terrified because if i post anything else thats not related to ra, i get little to no interactions. like where tf are u 36 followers 😕.

i know i started off mainly doing ra shit, but guys. its starting to get old.

i am pretty happy that the Pjo fic did really great and got popular (some of the popularity for the wrong reason-) But please, I dont wanna lose all of you, but i also dont want to be stuck doing shit i dont like.

Another episode of: Who the Fuck Is That!!!!

uhh so I'ma js say, I have so clue who this guy is, but his name sound familiar. So uh Nate Wexler, I have a feeling hes the guy who filled in for Jet in imperium/ cataclysm (Yk that lil guy who Damien yelled at [ I think?]) uhh I don't really have much info on him (Minus what I js said ab him) So pretty please help me. His name reminds me sm of Nick. (I get war flashback to his audio whenever I see him name *Shutters*)

BONUS: it hurts me sm that Asher is a meanie in Imp/Cataclysm. I'm like one more video away from finishing it cause I read somewhere that FUCKING SAM IS KING IMPERIAL???? Also, why the hell is James next on the April Fooliverse (I've been spelling that wrong) like I always forget who that man is.

PHONE ON THE TABLE NOW.

GDUYDGAG I LOVE PORTERR WE BANGIN ON THE FERRIS WHEELLLL.

my tumblr is blue.

I FEEL LIK ETHE BIRTHDAY DUDE, WHERE HES DRUNK AND WISHED A GIRL HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HES SCREAMING SO LOUD THE AUDIO LIE DISSAPEARS !!

how tf is my tumbler blue?

IM AB TO FO FERAL LIKE IM APART OF THE SHAW PACK NOW. HAPPY FATHERS DAY!! poor David. IT WOULD BE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY LIFETIME IF ERIK POSTS SOMEONING AB FATHERS DAY AND MENTIONS DAVID AND MILOS FATHERS/.

hey siri, how do I fix my Tumblr?

Hey babes..

Heyyy so uh should I maybe do a Milo Greer fanfic??? I'm kinda on the fence ab writing for him, since I'm not that invested in the Redactedverse lore and shit.. If I do end up writing for him could u guys maybe like correct me on the lore and stuff, I mean I do generally know about the verse and important events but js to make sure do correct me. Again if I do write it will kinda be a bit ooc.. I'm not the good at fully capturing character but I am learning. (kinda) Sooo yeah, that's all I have to say about that. Also, sorry I haven't been posting, I've got a lot of classes to be studying for so that's what's taking up most of me time.

ANYYWAYSS, BYE-BYE.

let me cook.

Jedediah schlartt lil fluff fic.

A/n: Au in which y/n and schlatt are performers and are re-enacting the once scene from Joy. Imagine Jennifer Lawerence's voice eh y/n is singing (which is in bold and italicized maybe colored idk)

^^ the song they’re singing

LOOKK ATT HIMM.

Y/n sat backstage, warming up her voice. A knock on her door makes her pause for a bit and open the door. Schlatt, also dressed in costume, smiles at her. “Hey, they called places. You wanna walk together?” He offers. 

Y/n and schlatt have known each other since high school. They met during the audition for their spring musical, both ended up getting leads, the main love interest for each other. Ever since then, they’ve been attached at the hip. Seriously, they’ve done everything together. They audition together, rehearse together, and sometimes have dinner together. Just two best friends who happen to spend everyday together. Their chemistry was unbeatable. How normal of them.

“Of course i’d like to walk with you.” Y/n answers, stepping out of the dressing room. Interlocking their arms together, Y/n and Schlatt walked to the wings of the stage. Y/n stood on her mark, giving Schlatt a thumbs up with a wide smile. 

Schlatt took a deep breath, walking backwards onto the stage as a woman announced their performance to begin. 

With a smile of his face, facing the audience, he began singing.

“I know I stand in line until you think you have the time to spend the evening with me. And if we go someplace with dance i know that there’s a chance you wont be leaving with me.”

Soon after Y/n slowly walked towards Schlatt, which was his cue to now look at her. His grin slightly widened, still singing.

“Then afterwards, drop into a quiet little place and have a drink or two. And then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like ‘I love you’..”

Schlatt grabs her hand, they both start to waltz. 

“I can see it in your eyes that you despise the same old lies you heard the night before.  I practice everyday to find some clever lines to say to make the meaning come true.

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“And then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like ‘I love you’..”

Their kiss scene begins, their faces closer together. Y/n felt his chops against her, softly gasping when she felt their lips touch. They’ve done this millions of times. But this time it feels different. It feels real.

Y/n gazed into Schlatt’s eyes, her face feeling hot. What was she doing? Why was she feeling like this? Suddenly Y/n begins to forget some lines, staring into Schlatt’s eyes. 

Thankfully Schlatt squeezed her waist, snapping her back into reality.

“I love you.”

“I love youu.”

As it was time for the song to end, they stopped dancing. Y/n’s grin now a soft gentle smile. She steps back, blowing a kiss to Schlatt. Blushing, Y/n looks at his face and notices Schlatt’s cheeks have a bit of a rosy hue to them. Y/n turns on her heel, running to her dressing room. 

Once Y/n plopped onto her chair she looks at herself, face flushed and her breathing rapid. “What the fuck..” She mummers to herself, hands rising to cup her cheeks. Y/n almost jumps out of her chair when she hears Schlatt’s voice. “Woah, sorry toots, didn’t mean to scare ya..” There was an awkward silence after, Y/n refused to stay anything first, afraid to say something she might regret.

Schlatt clears his throat, breaking the silence. “So.. should we talk about- That..?” 

TBC CAUSE ITS FUCKING 4AM !!!

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