I Changed My Facebook Relationship Status To In A Relationship With Chocolate

My heart needed a voice

You think her kiss is magic One day you’ll learn it’s poison

You spin me around

like we're pinning the tail on the donkey

Yesterday this, tomorrow that

contradictions and half-truths

Until I'm dizzy and can barely walk straight

and you end up with a tail on your forehead

Please don't remember me fondly

Remember me as the one who held your heart so softly, the one who loved you without restraint even when your love for me was a tangled mess which took years to unravel

Remember my patience and devotion as I sat at your feet, then how you crushed them under your heel

Remember me with pangs of guilt and regret when you think on your habit of assuring me I was safe with you then abandoning me once again

Don't remember me fondly, remember you killed me

how can i feel  so empty and yet so full  all at once

How do you fix something so broken?

I keep typing out all my feelings to you Then I remember I’m not allowed anymore