I Wonder Sometimes  - Okay, More Than Sometimes - If Your Inner Demons  - Those Bastards; Fuck Them

Try not to think of me when you are alone

Try not to think of me when she won’t do those things for you

Try not to think of me when you are tired of forcing your round psyche into her square hole

Try not to think of me when you realize you can’t find happiness pretending to be someone you’re not

Try not to think of me because I am trying not to think of you

Try not to think of me

You’ve broken my heart into a thousand different pieces, in a thousand different ways Each time I wonder if this will be the last It isn’t; Somehow I always manage to forgive you

When you avoid your feelings, you bury your passion

What is life without passion?

#need something to grab onto #to ground me #feeling lost #hold my hand #before i float away

I am a believer Always wanting To believe In the good in people In something bigger That promises made Are promises kept

It took a long time And immeasurable disappointment To become this distrustful But I’m really not

On the inside I still believe In you

And I believe You will break my heart Again

11:11 and I'm wasting wishes on you again.

His possession wrapped around me like a warm coat, shielding me in a way it felt like only he could from my own frozen heart

Most of the time I don’t even know what today is Then certain dates roll around that I can’t forget

I’m over you But I will never be over what we had

I pray one day you will drunk text me So you can finally find the freedom to express all those things you’ve locked up deep down