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hi tumblr, i feel so empty& sad even tho things in my life are good. using my blog to cope again lolzzzz i haven’t been on here in ages </3

I love him so much, sometimes I wanna lock him in my basement so he can't talk to anyone but me<333

typing “me n who?” knowing that i am difficult and unlovable

are you thinking about me? think about me. think about me think about me think about me think about me thinkaboutme

can you tell me you love me very much please

i would still love you forever if you only wanted to use me for your own pleasure. even if it meant you didn't really love me, i just want to be with you, i'd do anything to keep you with me.

I hope he realizes I'm the only one who loves him this way and to this extent.