Mikayuumouse - Mikayuumouse

Happy Birthday Kunikida! Love, the Agency

i love love love media that loves the world. i want to be reminded that the universe is so incomparably beautiful and complex. i want to be shown that life is messy and broken and it hurts so bad but it’s so so so beautiful and you can’t help loving it anyway. there are people out there, wonderful ones who will stay by your side if you’ll let them. there is the sun and the warmth of it and the light. there is the path between the trees and the sandwich shop down the road and the river in the paddock and is that wonderful and isn’t that worth living for. i love when media tells you it’s okay to be broken and it’s okay to be hurting and it’s okay to live despite it. tell me i am worth saving. tell me to listen to the rain falling on tin rooftops and fall in love with life. tell me that the world loves me too.

i open tumblr. i close tumblr. i check discord. i open tumblr. i close tumblr. i open spotify. start a song. open youtube. pick video, ending song. video bad. i close youtube. i open tumblr

Ty @dancing-dawn for the tag! This seems fun

Last song: Change by Taylor Swift; I found a used CD of Fearless at this record shop and it's the stolen version, I decided to buy it because it was already used. Change was the last track on the CD lol (also it came with a beautiful Love Story poster, it's amazing<3)

Fave color: green all the way. Moss green, I'd say. I also love light pink, and grey/white/cream

Last show: Supernatural :> I love Supernatural if anyone who reads this hasn't seen it I highly recommend it it changed my life and it's literally so amazing

Last movie: Forrest Gump. I honestly enjoyed the movie, it's awfully unique. I'd say it's an American classic and I liked it a lot more than I expected (yes I cried a little)

Last book: Bsd volume 20, does that count? 😭 If manga doesn't count, then Twilight by Stephanie Meyer. I know Twilight gets made fun of a lot but personally I enjoy it 😭🙏 I love vampires (Atsushi and Bella have sm in common, with their vamp bfs especially)

Fave flavor: probably coffee flavor, or mango. They're both very different but usually you can't go wrong with either

Tea or coffee: tea! :D can't live without it tbh, I love chai tea the most

Currently working on: filling up an entire page in my huge ass sketchbook with only drawings of Atsushi (I've already decided on the title of the art work and it's called "pov you look in Akutagawa's sketchbook")

Relationship status: single 😔 I low-key want a boyfriend ngl, I met this one boy at my library and he was really charming and cute oml I hope I see him againnn

Last thing I googled: probably ao3 😭 I have approximately 500 thousand billion ao3 tabs open and I never close them and I keep opening them

Looking forward to: Reputation and Debut TV<33

Current obsession: did someone say sskk, I swear I heard someone say sskk, because yes, it's sskk. I would die for them atp have you seen sskk they should get married and kiss and I love them and oh my God asagiri writes them so well I'm obsessed sskk my loves I love them I'm so normal about them I swear but also I'd jump off a cliff for sskk but like in the normalest way possible

anyways, tags~

@mi1ikan @randomkorndog @solanumflare @spaceace00

Tagged by @dickggansey tyyy Nico i love doing these <3

Last song: Dream Boy - Waterparks

Fave colour: Red and purple

(More specifically the shades cadmium red deep and dioxazine purple❤️💜)

Last tv show: Watched old episodes of Project Runway earlier today (does this count)

Last movie: I'm currently watching Angels and Demons

Last book: The last book i properly read was BSD Gaiden, but i've been rereading some short stories by Ray Bradbury from "The Golden Apples of the Sun"

Fav flavour: I don't think i've one but for the sake of the game i'll say Peach i love peach flavored candy so much, (and the actual fruit!!)

Tea or coffee: Coffee

Currently working on: Besides the endless drawing wip pile i've been looking into making my own keychains ^^

Relationship status: Single

Last thing i googled: "The Great Gatsby" (needed to check the year of publication)

Looking forward to: Can't think of anything ajdhsjs maybe going to a sticker fair with my friends later this month and the manga tomes i ordered arriving

Current obsession: Bungou Stray Dogs (i've been riding the new chapter high) and i'm less vocal about it but recently i got into Honkai Star Rail, it's slowly taking over me

No pressure tags: @angelozi @gothicmatter @uncannyannieg @gyagu @kyouka-supremacy @knightzp & anyone who wants to do it!

⚠️BSD 121.5

Can't Help Falling in Love

Moving my Inktober BSD content over here real quick...

"Ao3 should allow multiple kudos" "I want to be able to leave more than one kudos"

COMMENT ON THE FUCKING FIC

I SWEAR TO GOD NO ONE COMMENTS MUCH NOW WHEN THE ONLY WAY TO SHOW APPRECIATION FOR A SINGLE CHAPTER IS COMMENTING AND I AM NOT HAVING THIS BULLSHIT BE LIKE TIKTOK WHERE NO ONE EVER COMMENTS POSITIVITY

FOR FUCKS SAKE JUST COMMENT ON THE FUCKING FIC YOU DON'T NEED A MULTIPLE KUDOS BUTTON YOU NEED ACTUAL WORDS

TRUST ME ON ANY WEBSITE OR APP I POST COMMENTS AND WORDS ARE 10X BETTER THAN ANY PLAIN LIKE AND WORDLESS REBLOG IF YOU LIKE SOMETHING LEAVE WORDS

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It's so crazy how they made an entire holiday after this Hoshikawa art. Like I get where it's coming from but it's still impressive how they did that

short time ago the unfortunate thought came to me that if by some chance Atsulucy for Canon, it would be disrespectful to ship Shin soukoku, Because it would be disrespectful to the asagiri's choice to make them Canon. or else asagiri could say that he doesn't like people shipping Shin So I would automatically be the one forced to stop shipping my comfort ship.Do you agree that someday Asagiri would do this or that if Atsulucy is Canon we should stop shipping Shin Soukoku?

Well Asagiri said he "doesn't want to disrespect the real life authors" but I feel like that isn't true (or at least, Asagiri does want to respect them but just doesn't really), because I mean, in Bsd half the authors are murderers and terrorists and do so many horrible things, plus Higuchi was a real author and she's in love with Akutagawa (I do not support Akuhigu I think it's a horribly toxic ship)

It's definitely respect in terms of Asagiri isn't bashing on the actual authors, but he's allowed to do whatever he wants with *his* characters and wow, he makes them pretty messed up

Bsd isn't a romance series so I highly doubt Atsulucy would ever be canon; plus people really over exaggerate her and Atsushi's relationship. They're not even that close, Atsushi has extreme trust issues and I don't think Lucy has feelings for him, she's just grateful for him. Their relationship isn't "specially romantic" or anything, if Lucy was hypothetically replaced with Louisa, or Mark, or someone else from the Guild, Atsushi would still save them. He didn't save Lucy because their relationship was something special it was because she was technically innocent and Atsushi tries to save as many lives as he can. I just really think Atsulucy from like, a romantic pov, has very little development. Idk why people actually ship it, saying "it's cute" isn't really grounds for a relationship (I am not judging ofc, people can have their own opinions and I'll let them be I'm just saying imo Atsulucy is pretty darn nonsensical)

And there are lots of fandoms where a ship is canon and people still ship other ships. Let's take Naruto for example (spoilers for Naruto), Sasuke and Sakura end up getting married but the majority of Naruto fans do *not* ship Sasusaku

I think if Atsulucy or a different ship than Sskk became canon, it would be perfectly fine to still ship Sskk, it's the most popular ship for both Atsushi and Akutagawa so I doubt people would just abandon it for the canon ship

If Atsulucy became canon I wouldn't start shipping Atsulucy nor would I stop shipping Sskk, Sskk is dear to my heart and I'm very devoted to the relationship and dynamic they have (also on regards to Asagiri hypothetically stating that he doesn't want his fans to ship Shin Soukoku, I reallyyy doubt that. I'm 99% sure Sskk was originally supposed to be canon, plus Asagiri would never say anything like that to his fans, it's just plain rude. And nor do I think it would be "disrespect" to Asagiri for shipping Sskk, it's just a ship/opinion, there's nothing wrong with that. People shouldn't have to change their minds about a ship just because the creator made some other ship canon)

But that's just my opinion lol