His brain: I love you
His mouth: consider us even. Away with you, you fool
If This Was a Movie by Taylor Swift fits sskk and I would like to say why 🙏
If anything, it fits them double now, due to chapter 121.5, and it would *so* be from Atsushi's pov after Akutagawa died in their fight against Fukuchi, but it could also be from Akutagawa's pov
"Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there" THAT IS SO SO THEM 😭 like it just fits Atsushi's mourning after Akutagawa died (and the six months lyric is just perfection)
"I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you" Atsushi reminiscing and thinking back to the fight with Fukuchi is very well described with these lyrics
"Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out"
Just the whole entire song is so similar to them. The pain, the loss, the heartbreak. Everything Atsushi regrets, everything that haunts him about Akutagawa's death. All his hopes that Akutagawa could come back (thankfully he did but then l m a o Atsushi had to go and die •-•)
Sskk makes me unwell I love them so much 😔 anyways I was just obsessing over this song and realized it fit sskk to a painful degree lmao
"At least that's what the demonic little voices in the back of Atsushi's mind whispered to him; in the dead of night, in the middle of a work shift, in front of Akutagawa, the voices were persistent on dragging Atsushi into hopelessness and despair."
Well
That one's fun
Anyone who sees this is tagged bc idk anyone 😔
ty for the tag @anticidic!!!
Liu Xiao had walked out of their hotel room alone, something sharp and vicious in his mouth, tasting the metal of victory.
absolutely not tagging that many people, if you are following me consider urself tagged. will tentatively say hi @marichild you should do this though.
slut! - taylor swift
Specifically talking about this panel, okay one, I really hope Bones doesn't fuck this whole scene up. Atsushi better "die" as graceful as hell, they messed up so badly with Akutagawa's death 😭
But also I'm excited to see what the eventual season six brings with this scene (although season six is like more than a year away) because hearing this scene and watching it move is going to amaze me all over again
Also, Akutagawa has said that he doesn't hate Atsushi (source: 55 Minutes), and then there's this. The gayest cherry on top in existence and I love it. He's worried and concerned about Atsushi, he's *desperate*
This panel shows how Akutagawa truly is on the inside. He's not a vampire, he's not a killer, he's not a knight at this moment. He's simply Akutagawa Ryuunosuke and he's watching the boy he loves die for him. He's being hit with all of his emotions and memories at once while making a new memory; one that will live with him forever even if Atsushi comes back
It's just
So insane to see Akutagawa like this for once
God this chapter is amazing
I'm screaming crying and throwing up for the millionth time since 121.5 dropped because Akutagawa *cares* about Atsushi. Atsushi, the person who sees him for who he is, the person who understands him without words, the person who makes him feel like he's worth something. He cares about him.
I love bsd because, in actuality, there are no canon romantic relationships but as soon as you remove the context
"You're a rough ride."
"Shut up!!"
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*stars and hearts everywhere* *looks up through eyelashes* That's what makes me love you
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"You have got to stop jabbing me in the ass with that sword!"
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*cups face tenderly* *smiles* what a violent way to wake up snow white
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"But if my dear Ranpo were to die in those novels... what would I do with myself?"
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And, we can't forget about...
"Chuuya. Come back to me. Our fates will not end here. Because you and I are destined to-" *gets shot*
Why is Atsushi bending over in front of Akutagawa
Something i really like about these panels, is the fact that both Atsushi and Akutagawa show emotions, we've not seen before. (i think)
It's the first time we see Akutagawa be gentle and the first time we see Atsushi be for a lack of a better word smug af.
While being both of their last moments.
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